Small Revolution Rebirth

After leaving the happy home, Chu Sheng sat in the car with anger and resentment, his mind was blank, he stared blankly, not knowing what to think.After a long time, he could no longer see the look of anger on his face, instead he smiled wryly, his face full of sadness.

Finally, it was said.

He never thought that it would be like this. Originally according to his script, maybe on a sunny morning, he ate a breakfast that he happily cooked, and then looked at him with a smile, without saying a word; maybe it was An opportunity to travel, they spent a warm and wonderful time together, and then confessed their love in a loud voice.In short, it must be a long time later, when Gao Xing has slowly accepted himself and he can no longer live without himself, they will have a peaceful and beautiful future.But now, everything is ruined.

what to do?Chu Sheng didn't know at all.

Relying on his impulse at that moment, he did what should have been done a long time later, and ran away like a deserter, not daring to stay to see the happy reaction.Maybe it scared him.

That's right, such a pure young man who has never been in love before, suddenly a man confesses his love to him, he will be frightened no matter what!However, there is no way out.

Even now, whenever he thought of the woman he had just met in Happy's apartment, a burst of anger immediately appeared in his heart, burning all his reason.Why, why can she stay at home with Gao Xing and do things that should only be done by the two of us?Chu Sheng thought angrily.

His eyes kept staring in the direction of Xing Xing's room, wishing that the young man could come to the window and take a look at his departure.However, after waiting for a long time, nothing came.Perhaps, it will never be possible to wait, Chu Sheng secretly thought.

He started the car silently, without looking at the room again.He already had a feeling of despair in his heart. Why did the weather, which was sunny and sunny when he came here, suddenly become a little dark?Chu Sheng complained, and he drove the car forward at a constant speed as if nothing had happened, but his heart was so painful that he was a little numb.

It's really hard.Chu Sheng's heart ached when he thought that he would never see the child again, that fresh and sweet smile no longer belonged to him, and he would never see him again.I have never experienced this kind of feeling before. Perhaps, this is what a real lovelorn is like. Sure enough, the state of acting is not right.

Chu Sheng laughed at himself in his heart, not only acting, even the reality is fake.He believed the illusions he usually saw, and he didn't realize how stupid he was until today. How could a boy like that be gay?Even if he expresses his intentions later, it is impossible for him to accept himself.The thoughtfulness and gentleness of so many days turned out to be just alms to friends, and I was wrong in my position from the beginning.

Chu Sheng's hands were tightly gripping the steering wheel, and he was already in a dull state.Eyes unconsciously looking straight ahead, cars coming and going, but no sound can be heard.I feel as if I have been isolated from the world. This feeling is wonderful, but uncomfortable.

Very unwilling, Chu Sheng thought.

He hated himself for being weak, why didn't he stay just now, to see what kind of reaction he felt when he was happy, instead he ran away in such a hurry, making this feeling of being judged last for a long time.Chu Sheng, you are a coward, you are cowardly and have no courage to face your love!So what if you're happy but don't understand, you should say "I love you" anyway!It's okay if you don't agree if you are happy, at least let him look you in the eyes and refuse!So what if I'm happy to hate you, at least you've completely given up on it!

But now, he didn't get anything, and didn't even hear the other party's insults, so he ran away in despair.This was the first time that First Young Master Chu ran away, and he left in a hurry and powerlessly.

Unable to bear it anymore, he parked the car on the side of the road, and he had no strength to drive.He covered his face with his hands, and his body trembled a little, as if crying.After a long time, he slowly lowered his hands. Although the circles of his eyes were red, he did not cry, but the expression on his face was uglier than crying.

I can't do this.Chu Sheng subconsciously thought, yes, this can't be the case, I have to call Gao Xing to confirm the answer with him.

He hurriedly looked for his mobile phone, but couldn't find it all at once.He rummaged through the box and box, and finally found it, but the hand that pressed the key was trembling.He dialed the happy numbers one by one, as if he was struggling for the last time, but when there was really only the green dial button left, he hesitated again.

Shouldn't Gao Xing be given some time to think?

He is somewhat lucky, will everyone calm down for a while, and when they are happy, they will slowly figure out their feelings?Maybe he didn't like Yu Yun, but he didn't understand his own feelings, maybe he never thought about falling in love with him, so it might be a gamble to make it clear this time.

He also had another fantasy.Perhaps Gao Xing didn't know the meaning of kissing at all, and just regarded it as a courtesy?Maybe they can continue to get along as before, just the care and love between friends, there is no barrier from today.Maybe they could still be friends.

If so, good.

Chu Sheng's thoughts that he didn't believe made him very uncomfortable. This kind of indecisiveness was not like himself at all.

After discovering such a problem, Chu Sheng held the phone in front of his eyes again, typed a text message, and sent it without hesitation.Yes, this is a gamble. Although there may not even be a [-]% chance of success, I still want to give it a go.Happy, hope you don't let me down.

He sighed deeply, restarted the car, and drove slowly towards home.Farther and farther away from happiness.

Glad to know Chu Sheng's explanation.

He was also in a state of confusion, and he had guessed what the other party meant, but he was not sure.He really hoped to receive a call from Chu Sheng now, and tell him that this was just a trivial joke.But he held the phone for a long time, but no call came in.The TV in the living room was still on, and the self inside was crying heartbreakingly.Just like the current mood, it feels a little hazy.He no longer knew who to turn to for help, but felt that he couldn't hold on any longer.

How could Brother Chu, who had always cared about him, suddenly make such a move?He was really frightened, but seeing the other party running away, he couldn't help himself.He was a little hesitant. At this moment, the mobile phone in his hand vibrated suddenly, and it was the sound of a text message.

He subconsciously opened the text message, and shuddered when he saw the sender's name, it was Chu Sheng.Gao Xing didn't know what kind of mood he had when he opened this message, and he also forgot whether he hesitated for a long time at that time, he just remembered the content inside, which read: "Happy, maybe you were scared by me Arrived, but that's really what I really think. Can you give me a little time, and a little time for yourself? I like you."

I like you, he wrote.

Gao Xing wanted to confirm that he looked at those words many times, his eyes fixed on him, as if he was looking at an enemy.Brother Chu, do you like yourself?Only now did he really realize the seriousness of the problem, and there was no chance of fluke at all. He was happy and a little scared, but also a little joyful. After all, such a perfect person actually said that he liked him, he couldn't believe it.

However, more is still at a loss.In his life, family and friendship appear most often. As for the word love, Gao Xing has not yet figured out what it means.He had just felt that he liked Yu Yun, but maybe not to the extent of the heartbeat written in the book, and he had never heard of the love between men and men.This sudden confession made him really at a loss, what should he do?I thought happily.

He wanted to call someone, but he couldn't think of who to confide in when he took out his mobile phone.The movie on the TV had finished playing, and when the last few words of the subtitles were typed, the disc was automatically ejected. The room was eerily quiet, and I was glad to have a feeling of wanting to suffocate.

He didn't know how to reply to that message, so he simply put his phone aside and lay back on the bed.Such a troublesome problem, the young man scratched his head, it is really difficult to solve...

From that day on, Gao Xing had no contact with Chu Sheng again, and he didn't know how to face this feeling.After Chu Sheng confessed his love, he learned how to search the Internet about same-sex love. Although he learned that it was not a disease, but a kind of sincere devotion, he still felt a little hard to accept it.

He began to avoid contact with Chu Sheng, and he didn't even dare to read entertainment newspapers, just because there might be his photos or news in them.However, to his disappointment or relief, Chu Sheng had no more news.He seemed to be lost in the happy world, completely disappeared, no phone calls, no text messages, no follow-up questions, happy sometimes wondered, did that person really appear, how could there be no news like this Woolen cloth?

Yu Yun and Gao Xing got closer, they began to appear in pairs in front of the media, and all magazines and newspapers began to publish photos of the two of them walking together, it seems that the public has already regarded them as a couple.He wasn't running away from anything, Gao Xing thought, he really liked Yu Yun.

The days went on like this day by day, as if there had never been any disturbances, but I was glad that I knew that maybe there was a piece missing in his heart.