Small Revolution Rebirth

Glad to be busy these days.Since he received Cui Tao's slap in the face that day, his whole mental state is completely different from before. This young man has really embarked on the path of pursuing acting.

That night, he couldn't sleep.I lay in bed thinking about it for a long time, thinking about before I came to modern times, thinking about the films I made, and thinking about the acting skills I practiced before.He suddenly discovered that what he once thought was correct may actually be wrong when he thinks about it now. It is only because of errors in thinking that some things become distorted and it is difficult to discern the truth. He has been confused by some things floating in front of his eyes for a long time, until this The arrival of failure.

I didn't integrate into this at all, I am happy to think.Although I seem to have met a lot of friends here, have new family members, and have participated in so many movies, subconsciously I still treat this place as a dream.The atheist Gao Revolution still lives in my mind and dominates my mind. Maybe I still treat my current life as an act.

The more he thought about it, the more he was right.If not, why am I so indifferent to the feelings between modern family and friends? It seems that I don’t deliberately contact anyone, and I don’t take the initiative to care about their lives. Maybe I feel that these people do not exist from the bottom of my heart. If this is not the case, why have I never taken the initiative to learn modern film and television skills, but instead just use my old skills and think that I am deliberately messing around like a fish in water?

Happy and sad, he finally understood that he would never go back.That high revolutionary has completely disappeared, maybe someone took his place, as if he was happy to replace him.He cried secretly, weeping silently, the tears flowed from the left eye to the right eye, and then slowly flowed down into the pillow, soaking a large area.He thought of his parents, teachers, and friends in the past, and his life in the past. He was so sad that he couldn’t help himself. He felt very cold, the kind of unforgettable cold that he felt from the inside out. He wrapped the thick duvet tightly, but he didn’t any effect.This is a kind of unknown fear of fate, he doesn't know who manipulated his soul, he just feels a little out of control.This feeling is very scary, as if there is a black hole in front of you, and you will fall into it as soon as you lean over, and disappear without a trace.

Gao Xing seemed to have gone out of his body, and his body was completely numb. He suddenly felt that his dream was about to end, or was this just the beginning?He vaguely heard the voice of the phone suddenly, and he slowly came back to his senses.He looked at the phone in a daze.The phone was vibrating on the table, he stretched out his stiff hand and picked it up.

It's Chu Sheng's call.I feel happy suddenly as if I have found warmth. There is a person who can prove that he exists in this world, and that he did not come here like a sleepwalker in a dream.He picked up the phone in a panic, and said in a quick voice: "Hello."

Feeling that the happy mood on the other side was a little unstable, his voice trembled a little, Chu Sheng frowned, and asked with some doubts: "Happy, what's wrong with you?"

Hearing Chu Sheng's voice, hearing him calling his name, tears of joy could not help falling down, he suppressed his choked voice and tried his best to keep his emotions calm, "Brother Chu , I'm fine."

Although he was a little skeptical, since the child didn't want to say anything, Chu Sheng didn't seem to be forcing him. "I just want to ask you, how did you go to the company today?"

Hearing this question, Cui Tao's appearance suddenly appeared in his happy head, his heart immediately warmed up, his body stretched a little, and he suddenly felt like he was worrying about nothing.He smiled, "Boss Xue found me a teacher."

"Oh?" Hearing this information, Chu Sheng immediately became interested. He was very curious about the teacher Xue Yunqi was looking for. "Who is it?" he asked.

"Hehe, Brother Chu, you would never have guessed it. I was stunned when I saw him at the time." I was happy to think of the scene when we met during the day, and described it with some exaggeration, "It's Brother Cui."

"Cui... Cui Tao?" Chu Sheng hesitated and guessed.

"That's right, Brother Cui actually came to teach me, I'm so lucky." Gao Xing seemed to have completely forgotten the fear and hesitation just now, and said happily.

"I was able to invite Cui Tao to help you..." Chu Sheng was a little jealous, and said sourly, "Boy, you are very lucky!" I'm happy to learn acting, I'm so lucky.

"Hehe." Hearing Chu Sheng's words, his tail twitched in joy, as if it was really a compliment to himself.Gao Xing didn't tell Chu Sheng his current situation, he didn't want Brother Chu to worry about himself when he was filming outside.In this way, the two talked for a while, and then hung up the phone.

Gao Xing silently put the phone back on the table, leaning against the bed in a daze.This phone call woke me up, so what if I am not a person of this era, even if my fate is manipulated by others, my life is still my own.In modern times, there are so many people who know themselves, isn't this the best proof of their existence?Stop thinking about those illusory things to frighten yourself. Be happy and say to yourself that your important goal now is to work hard to improve your acting skills, integrate into this society, and become a real actor.

Thinking of this, he suddenly remembered Cui Tao's appearance when he pointed out the problem to himself. Brother Cui probably cared about himself.Thinking of the warm hands on his shoulders, he seemed to gain strength all of a sudden.Glad you've been avoiding it for so long, it's time to start facing it.Looking at his watch, it was already one o'clock in the morning, and he was a little anxious. He hadn't fallen asleep so late, but he had an appointment with Brother Cui at the company at 7 o'clock tomorrow.

He quickly lay down under the quilt, this time he didn't think about it, and soon fell asleep.The moonlight shines into the room, and the happy and peaceful sleeping face seems to have a faint smile.

Sure enough, I'm going to be late.

As soon as I opened my eyes the next day, it was past six o'clock. I was happy to sit up from the bed, quickly put on my clothes and pants, washed them casually, and ran out of the house.Today Liu Dong is waiting for him at the company, and he has to walk there.Although it usually takes 15 minutes to get there, I am glad that only 10 minutes are left.When he ran into the company's gate, he was already late.

Seeing the joy of running in out of breath, Cui Tao smiled and did not speak.When the other party slowed down, he pointed casually, signaling him to sit on the chair.Gao Xing sat over and faced Cui Tao, waiting for him to speak. He was a little embarrassed, after all, this was their first class, and he was already late.

Looking at the dark circles under his happy eyes, Cui Tao understood clearly, "Got it now?"

"Yeah." Nodding happily, he really figured it out, since he doesn't understand anything, let's learn from the beginning.And this is exactly what Xue Yunqi and Cui Tao meant.

"Mr. Xue told me that he wanted to sign you the first time he saw you. Do you know why?" Cui Tao didn't give a lecture, but talked about it instead.

Shaking his head happily, he really didn't know why, there were too many newcomers in the same period as him, and he had never figured out what Xue Yunqi liked about him.

"He likes your eyes." Cui Tao immediately gave the answer, "He said that your eyes are full of purity, which few people in modern times can have. When he saw you, he thought, these eyes What kind of miracles can a child with no impurities in his body create in the entertainment industry? He wants to see it with his own eyes."

I never thought it would be such an answer, and I was a little overwhelmed with joy.He didn't think there was anything special about his eyes, but he didn't speak, just listened carefully.

"I heard that when you first met him in the company, he asked you a question. He asked you, what kind of role do you want to play, right?"

Happy to continue nodding.

"At that time you replied that you wanted to play a fighting hero, so he asked you to play a fighting hero, and in this play, the two of us got to know each other." Cui Tao said with some nostalgia. The experience is also hard to forget. After all, acting is like acting in life. They have gone through a period of reincarnation together. "Do you know why it made you realize your dream immediately?" he continued to ask.

Now he’s happy and doesn’t know anymore. He’s never thought about this question before. When Cui Tao asked, he was a little puzzled. Yes, why can he directly play the role that he has dreamed of for a long time? This kind of thing doesn’t seem to happen to others. Pass.He looked into Cui Tao's eyes and shook his head.

"That's because he wants you to accumulate the power of chasing your dreams that you have accumulated for so long. After you release it, you will completely empty your body, and then you can draw freely on your blank paper." Cui Tao said slowly explain.

Happiness seemed to understand, he didn't fully understand Cui Tao's meaning, but he seemed to understand vaguely.

Seeing such joy, Cui Tao understood his feelings, and continued: "Before you were not interested in anything except war movies, so naturally you can't act in anything. You know, the difference between roles and roles will be different because of the differences in the movies. There is a big difference, if you only do one kind of movie, then you will always be confined to that genre, without any development. You are still young, and you can accept the shaping of other types of characters. So when you really cast yourself When it's empty, that's the best time for us to fill it in."

Glad to understand, he suddenly realized that the failure of this audition might be just a move made by Xue Yunqi.

"Happy, do you like acting?" Cui Tao looked into his eyes and asked seriously.

"I like it." Without any hesitation, Gao Xing said immediately.

"Since you like acting, then, just be a real actor."