Human evil

Yao Nie didn't dare to blink his eyes for a moment, for fear of missing a certain emotion that flashed across Du Ziteng's face, but the facts made him completely disappointed. Du Ziteng, this guy, hid it really well, except for a little evasive eyes at the beginning, he didn't show it again. Yao Nie's curious expression.

"Why, it's not something you can tell me?" He smiled, trying to make Du Ziteng feel credible.

"Did you know?" Oh, Du Ziteng is finally going to say it? "From the time you were brought back here until you woke up, the emperor's master has been by your side. No matter what I say, he refuses to leave, and he doesn't even go to court."

"What, it's about Yao Shiren again!" Yao Nie really admired him, and spoke for Yao Shiren all the time, as if there was only one topic between them, Yao Shiren.

"When you first came back, your whole body was covered in blood, but the effect of the medicine hadn't worn off. The Emperor's master was afraid that you would choke it, so he sucked it out for you with his mouth, and it also stained your dragon robe." Du Ziteng didn't care whether Yao Nie was willing to listen, He continued, with a serious face, "I just want you to understand that he is for you wholeheartedly, and you shouldn't let him down."

Yao Nie was a little shocked by these words, no wonder he felt refreshed when he woke up, it turned out that Yao Shiren released his desire for him, is the effect of Yangchun Dan so strong even when a person is unconscious?I don't know how many times Yao Yaren sucked like this...

"If you let other people see the emperor kneeling on the bed doing this for you, do you know what the consequences will be?" Du Ziteng's tone gradually became severe, "For such things, it has always been passed on to ten or ten. Bai, let the ministers know that they will unite to rebel and want to abolish the emperor."

"so serious?"

"What do you think?"

"Heh..." What else could he say?Yao Shiren would take such a risk for him, but what about him?He has been denying everything about him, rejecting his invitations, and even hitting his self-esteem. Even he himself doesn't understand why he can't be more tolerant to Yao Yaren, why he can't say love to him, why he still can't be moved after so much.

Even if it's just a lie, as long as he says he likes him, Yao Shiren will be too happy to find him, right?But he couldn't even tell a lie...

"I believe that there is no other person who loves you like the emperor's master." Du Ziteng suddenly became sad, "That day he did that thing for you, and you kept calling 'Ming', I can't imagine what kind of mood he was in. I'm helping you, but it's the first time I've seen his sad expression, if you don't waver to him, please, just leave him, as far away as possible."

"My home is at the foot of the imperial city, how do you want me to leave? Where do I go?"

"You!" Du Ziteng grabbed Yao Nie's skirt suddenly, his gaze was like a torch, "Do you only think about leaving! You don't think about accepting his love?"

Yao Nie suddenly became angry, slapped Du Ziteng's hand off suddenly, glared, and growled: "You know it, I told you from the beginning, the person I like is you! Why do you always mention him in front of me?" , why do you refuse to accept me but want me to accept him? You men are all the same, you would rather not let others down than me, what is it about me that makes you give up like this? What makes you feel that you can abandon me casually? Say it!"

Here it is again, he can't control his emotions, why does Du Ziteng's behavior remind him of Ming, why?Why?

Seeing that Yao Nie was losing control, Du Ziteng softened up. He didn't want to quarrel with him, "I don't understand what you like about me?"

"You don't need so many reasons to like someone, right? When you rescued him in the mansion that day, I saw your handsome appearance, and my heart was moved... My heart was pounding, do you understand?"

Du Ziteng shook his head, and smiled a little forcedly: "In my opinion, you don't think I look like that man named 'Ming', so you fell in love with me, right? That man also saved you like this, right?"

One sentence stunned Yao Nie.

What should he say in rebuttal?He admitted that it was indeed AD Ming, but, but...

"Looking at your expression, am I right?" Du Ziteng smiled, "May I guess that you haven't been attracted to the emperor's master because you don't think he looks like that man, so you don't want to love him?"

"No, no..."

"So you think he looks like him too? Do you just want to live in the shadow of that man?"

"No! Stop talking." Yao Nie covered his ears, squatted down on the ground, and buried his head deep in his arms.

Yao Shiren, the people around you are also like you, can they read people's hearts?is that so?

I'm so afraid, I'm afraid that one day I will be completely dissected by these two people, I'm afraid that the feelings I've worked so hard to hide for six years will be dug out by them, and then they will ridicule, despise, and cast aside.

He never thought of living in the shadow of Ming for the rest of his life. It was precisely because he didn't want to be like this that he was willing to be under every man's body, and he was willing to fall. No matter where he is, no matter whether the other party is trying his best to love himself, to please himself, or to destroy himself, he will always think of Ming, even if it is just a movement, a word, or a gesture, he will always see traces of Ming!

It's a disease, isn't it?

How can I forget it completely?If six years is not enough, is it necessary to have another six years?I can see the whole forest, but I can't forget this tree. Is it because this tree is better and taller?No...Maybe, it's just because I planted the seeds of feelings under a tree with my own hands, and after they germinated, I couldn't leave them anymore...

"Do you think I'm mean?" He asked in a low voice.

Du Ziteng was taken aback for no reason, completely unable to understand how Yao Nie would say that about himself, "Why?"

"Hehe, some people say that there is nothing wrong with choosing to give up, but it is a big mistake to give up the choice. After being abandoned by him, I haven't made a serious choice. As long as it is a man who has ideas about me, I will let them go to me. Am I stupid to think that I can get revenge on him and make him feel guilty?"

"You are stupid, but in my opinion, you just lack someone who truly loves you. In the past ten days, the emperor's master has devoted himself to you, and you should understand that if it was him, you would have a A perfect life, that man, giving up someone who loves him so much is an irreparable loss, but you just missed someone who doesn't love you, you should be happy."

"So you can say such philosophical words." Yao Nie smiled, and slowly raised his head to look at Du Ziteng, "Perhaps what you said is right, I should think carefully about whether to accept his love or not."

"That's good." Du Ziteng also laughed, and wiped Yao Nie's head with his hands, rubbing gently on the soft hair, like treating a pet.

"Hey, Du Ziteng, let me ask again, do you really have no thoughts about me?" Yao Nie pressed the hand on the top of his head, squeezed it, then clenched it tightly, stood up, and looked into the other person's eyes.

What kind of emotion will flash in those bright eyes?Will there be any hesitation?

However, no.

"My thoughts on you are limited to your indifference to him. There is nothing other than this unhappiness."

"Sure enough." Yao Nie let go of his hand, smiled unwillingly, but felt a sense of relief, perhaps, the matter of feelings has been so clear for a long time, and it is not enough to be scarred if he withdraws before falling further, "Thank you. "

Thank you for being honest with me.

"You rest, I'm leaving first." Du Ziteng waved his hands, turned and walked out the door.

Yao Nie stared blankly at his back, and suddenly felt that such a man was really reliable, but unfortunately, his shoulders did not belong to him.

It wasn't until Du Ziteng wanted him to step out of the threshold that Yao Nie widened his eyes as if suddenly remembering something, and hurriedly called "Wait!"

Du Ziteng turned around with a puzzled look on his face.

"Just, just... what did you say? Ten days?!"

"Hey, you didn't realize it until now, did you?" Du Ziteng scratched his head laughingly, "You were in a coma for three days and three nights, and you were recuperating in bed for seven days, wasn't it ten days?"

"That is... tonight... the night of the full moon?!" Yao Nie was at a loss for words.

"Yeah, what's the matter? Are you busy?"

"I've been in a coma for so long, you should tell me about this kind of thing earlier!" Yao Nie suddenly rioted, ran to the bedside like crazy, put his robe on his body, and started to tidy it up in a hurry.

To be precise, there is only one day for the bright moon to be completely round, but the number of days for the naked eye to see the full moon is three days. For various reasons, a slight incompleteness is not enough to make the moon look not round, so they will always be on the first day. Meet on the night of the full moon, determine the task, exchange opinions, and then rush to the destination on the night of the second full moon, and on the third day, do it.

"It's not a big deal, but I have to go back right away." He finished speaking in a hurry, then he brushed his hair and was about to rush out.

At the same time, a guard hurried over and whispered something in Du Ziteng's ear. Yao Nie saw the horrified expression on Du Ziteng's face, and it was even the first time he saw Du Ziteng who was so panicked that he almost had his hands and feet together. General Du.

"What happened?" he asked puzzled.

When Du Ziteng turned his head, he had a pale face, and even his voice was trembling: "My lord...something happened!"

"what?"