Blood Earl and Millennium White Fox

34. What do you like most about each other?

Feng Yinxue: Xue'er likes Louis's chest the most, it is very broad and warm.

Louis (holding Cher in his arms): Then stay here forever and never leave.

Ruoxi: I don't want to say anything anymore, just ignore me!

35. What is the sexiest appearance of the other party?

Feng Yinxue (face suddenly turned red, blinked, and buried her head in Louis' arms in embarrassment)

Ruoxi: Louis's chest really has many uses...

Louis: Sorry to tell you.

36. When do two people feel nervous?

Feng Yinxue: Every time Louis stares at me quietly, Xueer will feel her heart beating so fast.

Louis (with a warm smile on his lips): I don't need to be nervous.

37. Have you ever lied to the other party?Are you good at lying?

Feng Yinxue: Daddy told Xueer that a good child should not lie, that Xueer is a good child.

Louis (with an inexplicable glint in his eyes): In order to win some benefits, small tricks don't hurt.

Feng Yinxue: Huh?Could it be that Louie tricked Xueer?

Louis (looking at Feng Yinxue tenderly): Doesn't Xue'er believe in Louis?

Feng Yinxue: Well, Xueer shouldn't ask Louis, Xueer believes in Louis.

Ruoxi: This is the highest level of lying.

38. When do you feel the happiest?

Feng Yinxue: Everyone gets happiness, and Xueer feels very happy.

Ruoxi: Baby Xueer is indeed the most beloved baby of Ruoxi's mother.

Louis: With Cher, there is no happiest, only happier.

Ruoxi: Can there be any more disgusting words than this?

39. Have you ever quarreled?

Feng Yinxue: Why are you arguing?Xue'er was self-willed once, but Xue'er has learned to behave well and will not do wrong things again.

Ruoxi: The quarrel is mutual... It's not for you to admit your mistake, baby Xue'er, it's mother's fault.

Louis (gives Ruoxi a sideways look, then reaches out to hug Feng Yinxue): Xueer is not wrong, it's all Louis' fault.

Ruoxi: ...It turns out that it is not only my fault, but also the Earl's fault.

40. What kind of quarrel was it?

Ruoxi: ...Skip.

41. How to reconcile?

Ruoxi: ...continue to skip, who made the question! ?

42. Do you want to be a lover even if you are reincarnated?

Feng Yinxue: Reincarnation?It seems that Xue'er will not be reincarnated, only Empress Jinfeng and Qingluan's father will be reborn into Nirvana.

Louis: Of course I wouldn't either.

43. When did you feel that you were loved?

Feng Yinxue (suddenly lowers her head, as if thinking about something)

Louis (frowned unobtrusively, although it was only for a moment, Ruoxi still saw it, Louis stretched out his hands to hold Feng Yinxue's face, with a faint sourness in his voice): Xueer misses Hua Xuanlin ?

Feng Yinxue (raised her head, with water in her eyes, stretched out her arms to hug Louis' waist, and buried her head in his arms): Louis, how do you think brother Xuanlin is now?

Louis: Isn't there Nianlin?Trust me they will be fine.

Ruoxi: Baby Xueer, how can you think of Hua Xuanlin at this moment, can't you see that someone's face is actually very stiff?Baby Xue'er is asking for more blessings.

44. When did you feel that the other party doesn’t love you anymore?

Feng Yinxue (nest in Louis' arms and doesn't want to come out): Louis doesn't love Xue'er!

Louis (smiling faintly as if the world is in his hands): Well, Cher can only have me in her heart.

45. How do you show love for your partner?

Feng Yinxue: Stay by Lu Yi's side and eat the feast he cooked.

Ruoxi: Baby Xue'er, can't you pursue a little bit of high-level pursuit?

Louis: Love, tolerance, pampering, of course not connivance.

46. ​​If you die, will you die before the other party?Or after death?

Feng Yinxue: Louis, will you die?I read some knowledge about the blood race, saying that you are immortal.

Louis: I want to stay with Cher, of course I won't die.

Ruoxi: ... are not human beings.

47. Is there anything hidden between the two of you?

Feng Yinxue: Why did you hide it from Louis?We are lovers!

Louis (laughs a little playfully): Sometimes white lies are a way to get romance.

48. What complex do you have?

Feng Yinxue (peeking at Louis, whispering): Let's fall in love with brother...

Yan Jing (floating onto the stage again, taking Feng Yinxue into her arms): Brother is here!Brother Yanjing also likes Xueer the most.

Jack and Louis turned black at the same time, and separated them.

Ruoxi: So confusing...

49. Is the relationship between the two recognized or kept secret?

Feng Yinxue: Why keep it a secret?

Louis (smiling calmly and elegantly): I don't need to keep it a secret. It's best for the whole world to know that Cher belongs to me.

50．Do you think your love will last forever?What do you want to say to the other party?

Feng Yinxue (brows and eyes crooked with a smile): Of course!Louie, Cher wants to eat Japanese food.

Louis (patting Feng Yinxue's head lovingly): Good.

Ruoxi: vomiting blood... finally finished.

Louis took Feng Yinxue and bowed deeply to the audience, with a calm and gentle smile on his face, "Thank you for your support to me and Xueer all the time."

Outer chapter: If life is only as it was first seen

Sigh, if life is just like the first time I saw it, a "if" brings out a little sadness and helplessness, it seems that after the baptism of time, the distance between you and me is so far away, as if separated by the entire vast and vast galaxy , can only look at each other from a distance.

I, cruising outside of your happiness, can only look at your innocent smile from afar, and quietly let the years erode my dry soul.Sometimes, I even think that if I hadn't met you again, would I still be that unrestrained and evil demon king, and you would always be that beautiful dream that lives in my heart.

However, if someone asked me if I regretted it, I would definitely sneer, with a hint of sarcasm and disdain, "Regret? There is no such word in Yin Junxi's life."

In fact, I still feel a little guilty when I say this, because you always break my routine and subvert my life. I will never forget the endless regret and sorrow that surged in my heart when I held your cold body .

Just because I love you so much that I can lose myself.

When we first met, your slender figure with fluttering long hair and fluttering clothes, standing against the wind, broke into my sight just like that. If you at that time hadn’t suddenly disappeared in front of my eyes like a gust of wind, maybe, I would have loved you Your obsession is not as deep as an abyss...

However, after all, I am just a speck of dust under the established fate, and I have no power to fight back. I can only let myself slip into the trap called "Feng Yinxue", and I can't extricate myself in the end.

Since you disappeared in front of my eyes like a wisp of green smoke, leaving only a lingering lovesickness in my heart, my dream has changed from gray to colorful, and you are the most beautiful scenery in my dream.

In the dream, we lay on our backs on a piece of green grass, with warm sunshine above our heads, the fresh smell of grass in our nostrils, mixed with your faint body fragrance, and occasionally a ray of breeze blows over your peaceful face, I will stretch out my hand to straighten your blue hair that is blown by the wind, and then, under the gaze of your soft eyes, I will gently kiss your delicate thin lips.

At that moment in the world, it seems that only you and I are left, how beautiful and yearning.

Every time I wake up from a dream, I will stare blankly at the corner of the bed, with a slightly bitter smile on the corner of my mouth, just because I find that I want you more and can't let you go , though you are only a dream.

I always look for a figure similar to you among all kinds of beauties, but in the end I find that it is a blasphemy against you. No one is as supernatural and refined as you. The beauties in the demon world are always coquettish and charming.

Therefore, I no longer deliberately seek beauties similar to you, but I don't have a sincere heart that I can squander.Slowly, I finally got the nickname of "unruly and romantic", but that's good, at least I can fully protect the pure land in my heart.

Marrying the daughter of a mysterious priest as the demon queen is just a means of control. There has never been a husband and wife between me and her. Maybe it's just because my definition of "demon queen" in my heart does not belong to her. The first wife can only be you, even if it is just a shadow.

If you can't get entangled with her, I will think it's against your back, it's stupid...I also feel stupid, but always stick to the so-called loyalty at such moments, and you may never even know it With my existence, you are just growing up happily in a certain corner of the world.

I will also resent and complain, because you grew up in a world without me, but I walk alone in a world filled with your shadow.

At this moment, I finally deeply realized that those who don't know will always be the happiest.

Later, the woman was unbearably lonely and sneaked into the world. In fact, I also knew about it, but I was too lazy to take care of it.

However, I underestimated the power of love. That woman fell in love with a mortal man and gave birth to a boy. After all, I am the master of the demon world. The woman was imprisoned but she didn't hurt her, because she said to me, "I tell you, even if you kill me today, you will have no regrets, just because I really loved, and you are just a poor person who doesn't know how to love." people."

At that time, I was really angry. I really wanted to grab her skirt and tell her boldly, "I don't understand love? You are not qualified to see my love."

However, I still didn't say anything, just looked at her coldly, with a blank face, "Make a bet! If you can convince me of your happiness, I'll let you go, and now you stay here Bar!"

Although my expression is very cold, but maybe only I know, I want to give that woman a chance, after all her love is so pure, and the demon queen in my heart does not belong to her, since both of them want to end this relationship This kind of marriage, so with such a good opportunity, why not seize it?

I am still the romantic and unrestrained demon king, drinking and having fun with beauties all day long, but the gap in my heart seems to be getting bigger and bigger. Hundreds of years of searching have exhausted me, I really don’t know how long I can last, so I hit I kept looking at the title of "adulterant" and decided to go for a walk in the world. In fact, I just wanted to relieve the growing despair in my heart.

I can't despair because I haven't found you yet.

I will never forget that kind of surprise, seeing you open a pair of round eyes in Yanjing's arms, even though you look like a fox, I recognized you at a glance, because your eyes have been in my eyes countless times Appeared in a dream, your eyes are so familiar to me.

Afterwards, I was always full of anger, because there were so many flies around you, every time I wanted to step forward and hold you in my arms, so that no one could see you, but I knew how to To be foolproof, I am waiting for an opportunity.

When I really hold you in my arms and you forget the past, you can't understand the excitement in my heart. Every time you lean in my arms obediently, I feel that happiness is close at hand.

However, I have forgotten that sometimes, the distance is also the end of the world.

I'm jealous of that Louis whom you love so much, I'm jealous that even though you forgot about him, you still subconsciously avoid my touch, I can no longer bear the desire to have you completely, because I am so restless.

However, when I was seriously injured by you, I could only watch you fall from mid-air like a broken butterfly, my heart was pierced by a knife. At that moment, I found that the pain was so extreme that it was really numb.

At that time, I thought, if I hadn't captured you, would you still have the smile on your face that made me nostalgic?

But maybe I'm selfish, I still don't regret getting you by any means. After all, I'm not that saintly Hua Xuanlin, I haven't pursued you before, how can I give up?

only the guy drinking water knows it's cold or hot.

Self-doing evil, can not live, the fruit of self-inflicted, oneself bear.

Therefore, when Hua Xuanlin in white took away you who had no body temperature, I just prayed silently in my heart that you would be reborn, and I couldn't ask, because I had lost the qualification to pursue it, and I hurt the person who was placed there. The person on top of my heart.

Leaving the demon world, I started to wander around, wanting to stay away from you, but found that my heart still couldn't let go. Originally, I just wanted to see you from a distance, but I never thought that I could no longer let go of the longing in my heart, so I became an incarnation. Just a shepherd dog, thinking that I can accompany you quietly like this, maybe my heart can be redeemed slowly...

When only you and your lover were left in the villa, I lay quietly on the carpet and looked at you longingly, but you suddenly smiled and hugged me into your arms. I never thought I could have such close contact with you, even though I am just a shepherd dog at this time.

You call me "Baibai", which is actually a ridiculous name, but I not only accept it, every time I hear you call me like that, I feel sweet in my heart, I really love you so much...

But every time I see you being hugged by that blond man, and you look dependent, I can't help but feel heartbroken. I thought about leaving but I still couldn't bear it, until I heard some broken moans that day. Knowing that he couldn't bear it anymore, he turned and left.

Like a wanderer, I left my footprints in the world little by little, my horizons began to broaden, my mood seemed to have changed a little, and I became able to understand the true meaning of Hua Xuanlin's love.

When you love to the extreme, you can really give up your own happiness for the one you love, because your own happiness comes from the other person's happiness.

Endless life, time seems to have lost its original meaning, I always repeat the life of wandering and visiting you, and I find that the time I can stay away from you begins to grow slowly, and the frequency of my visits to you is also decreasing, Although my heart loves you as before, it is more tolerant and understanding, because as long as I know that you are doing well, I will be satisfied.

I don’t know how many years ago, I picked up a gray-haired lame little fox in the rain, just because of its stubborn and unyielding eyes, I took it with me and healed its leg. At the beginning, I didn't pay much attention to it, and slowly taught it a little practice spells, and hundreds of years passed like this.

When that little fox was cultivated into a human form, I felt a little bit of tension in my heart. It turned out that I still cared about it. After all, it was the only one that stayed with me for so many years.

Unsurprisingly, the little fox has a very ordinary figure, with only a pair of bright and clear eyes. At that time, he was given the name "Yin Fanzhi".

Yin Fanzhi is very well-behaved, always silent, and never asked where I went when I disappeared, but he also surprised me, that day I was going to see you again, but before he left, he suddenly grabbed my clothes horn.

He looked at me with clean eyes, but what he said disrupted all my thoughts in an instant. He said, "Junxi, I know there is someone in your heart. I don't care, and I don't intend to replace him." position, but give yourself a chance to be happy, and give me a chance to try, okay?"

I didn't speak at that time, turned around and left, that was the first time I didn't see you whom I love deeply, because I found that my heart began to waver, maybe it was because I was lonely for too long, maybe it was because my mind started to open up.

Knowing each other is worse than loving each other. Since we can't stay together, forgetting each other in the world and leaving a dream in our mind is also a kind of beauty.

After thinking for a long time, I looked up to the willow branches on the moon, and walked slowly back to the hut where I lived. A warm light leaked from the window, and my heart became soft in an instant. It is another kind of happiness to have someone waiting for me to go home. .

Time produces love, time wears away love, and the company of a long stream of water is a habit that slowly invades the bone marrow.

At this time, Yin Fanzhi opened the door, looked at me quietly, his eyes were gentle, he smiled lightly, instantly softening that ordinary face, "Junxi, you are back, it's cold outside, let's go inside! "

As Yin Fanzhi took out his shoes from the shoe cabinet and took off his coat for me, my heart was so warm that I couldn't help but hugged Yin Fanzhi and blurted out, "Xiaofan, let's try! I can't guarantee that I can love I love you, but you are special, let's take our time, shall we?"

I don't know if Yin Fanzhi is crying, but I feel that he hugged me very tightly, and he nodded fiercely in my arms. We hugged for a long, long time, and many past memories slipped through my mind , and finally fixed on your smiling face, I heard you say, "I wish you happiness, Junxi."

I cupped Yin Fanzhi's face and kissed it, sighing softly in my heart, "I will be happy, Xue'er."

Standing on the edge of memories, watching you who I love smile at me shallowly, wave your hands and drift away, and I find that the heartache is no longer there. I hold Fanzhi's slender hand in my hand, and turn to walk towards another direction.

At that moment, I heard the sound of flowers blooming, which was as beautiful as the sounds of nature.

Outer chapter: Spring silkworms will not be exhausted until they die

When there is a beauty, you will never forget it when you see it. If you don’t see it for a day, you will miss it like crazy.Feng Qiuhuang, which has been passed down through the ages, has been sung so many times, I never thought that one day, I would also be bound by this grinding longing.

It turned out that I, Hua Xuanlin, was just a pawn under the minions of fate, unable to break free from this doomed love calamity.

I am used to walking around the world alone, I am used to appreciating the flowers and watching the moon, drinking tea and playing the piano alone, and I am also used to being gentle with everyone in the mortal world with an indifferent and distant smile. I have long forgotten what passion and throbbing should be like.

That day was the beginning of doom, but it was also the beginning of a legend in another sense.After all, if I hadn't met you, my life might still be as lonely as water.

Invited by a friend to a blood party, it would be a good choice to have nothing to do. Coming to Romania alone, such a fairytale-like European-style building is indeed a kind of enjoyment in the eyes, and the mood becomes inexplicable good.

At the cocktail party, looking at the people who were laughing hypocritically, I felt a little irritable suddenly. Interests, power, wealth, all kinds of desires were buried under the gorgeous clothes.It turns out that the difference between vampires and mortals lies in the brighter appearance, which still contains rotten souls.

Suddenly, you came into my sight wearing a lace maid outfit, and there was a faint aura around you, and that pure aura calmed my restless heart instantly, and I was a little curious about you like this, but when I walked towards you Seeing that you were carefully preparing to steal pastries, I couldn't help but chuckled, stepped forward, and asked softly, "Whoareyou?"

Seeing you turn around, what caught my eye was a classical oriental delicate face, I was a little surprised, and turned to talk to you in Chinese. At that time, I was thinking which lady you should be, and sneaked out to play out of boredom Bar……

Your voice was as clear as a mountain stream, and you blushed and told me that you were lost, and asked me if I knew where Louis was. At that time, I was surprised again, because I really didn't expect you to know the blood patriarch.

With a gentle smile, he replied softly, "Okay, I'll take you there."

When you saw Luis kissing a blonde beauty, you took my hand and ran out. It is undeniable that my heart beat faster at that moment. Although I didn’t think much about it at the time, I just felt that I always hate contact with people , to let you hold my hand so connivingly, leading me to an unknown direction.

Thinking back later, maybe ten thousand years have passed since the first sight...

From the moment you held my hand, I felt a sudden shock in my heart. It turns out that you are a nine-tailed fox with very high cultivation, and you are a boy, not a woman.When I withdrew my thoughts and looked at you, I saw you suddenly downed a whole glass of red wine, and then dragged me to the yard.

I will never forget that in the night like this, you leaned on me with blushing cheeks. Even if I got to know each other later, I seldom had such close contact with you. The memory at that time turned into the most beautiful flower, blooming in my body heart.

At that time, I just felt like my heart was going to jump out of my throat, and I stammered, "Feng...Feng Yinxue, we...we're not familiar yet, don't...don't do this." You are like a snake and scorpion, maybe only I know, I am actually afraid of the feeling of not being able to control my mood.

Maybe it's my appearance that pleases you, you tilted your head and looked at me stupidly, and laughed, that smile was pure and clear, like a stone breaking the calm water of my lake.In the blurred night, such a smile has an untouched emptiness, as if I have been bewitched, I can't help but reach out and touch your jade-like face.

Maybe it's because of the drunkenness, the temperature on your face is very high, and my cool palm makes you feel very comfortable, you squint like a kitten and rub against my palm.

My heart is beating faster, and I can't restrain the desire to hug you, and I do the same, holding you tightly in my arms, greedily sucking the faint fragrance that belongs to you.

Under the witness of the breeze as the shadow and the bright moon as the scenery, at this moment, my heart has completely fallen for you.

I seem to see an endless road shrouded in mist, and I am the only traveler on the road, I am drunk in the dream named "Feng Yinxue", if it is you, I am willing to abandon everything about me, just In pursuit of your footsteps.

Those few days in Yuanjing may be the most memorable days in my long life. I took you to fly in the sky, I took you to watch the dance of bamboo, listen to the singing of the wind, teach you spells, and tell you some things in the world. Rules to know.

The way you look at me is always full of admiration and admiration, but you don't know, that's not what I want.

I even hated myself, the so-called supernatural, the so-called noble and noble, all I want is you to open your heart to me, laugh at me capriciously, and then make me happy by acting coquettishly.

In just a few days of practice, your cultivation base has greatly improved, and I feel a little bit of relief, because it is because of me that you are slowly changing.That day, I accidentally saw your beautiful body in the water, and my longing for you became so strong that the meditation mantra was in vain, and I couldn’t suppress it, so I could only smile bitterly and helplessly, laughing at myself, "Feng Yin Xue, you really are my doom."

I have always been concerned about your relationship with Louis, and I asked you inadvertently, but seeing your rich expressions and awkward words, I can only lower my head to hide my disappointment. I open my heart.

Seeing your desolate and frustrated expression, and feeling pain like a needle prick in your heart, I couldn't help but hold your hand, and comforted you softly, "What's wrong? Are you homesick?"

You tell me you feel bad, you did something wrong, and you want to make it up.I smiled faintly, and told you the direction to leave, accompanied by the footsteps of your departure, did the sound of my flute enter your heart?

I look forward to you turning around and telling me, "Brother Xuanlin, I'm not leaving." However, after all, you didn't understand my feelings and my persuasion.

The corners of her lips curled up slightly, so bitter.Quietly looking at the jasper flute in my hand, I can only tell myself that you are still too innocent, and I still have time for you to understand.

All hopes were shattered at that moment, I saw you and that person kissing quietly in the drizzle, such a peaceful posture, such a harmonious atmosphere, it seemed that only you and him were left in the world, so beautiful It's like a beautiful picture scroll, but you are in the picture, but I linger outside the picture, being a silent appreciator.

I squeezed the ring I was going to give you, I knew there must be surprise in my eyes, and then there must be deep loss and loneliness, as if my heart could not feel the pain, I just looked at you like this until your figure disappeared For a long time, I still stood there watching and waiting, not knowing what to look at or what to wait for.

For so many years, I have never had so many emotional fluctuations, but at this moment, my mood is so complicated.Maybe it's pain, maybe it's numbness, maybe it's bitterness, maybe it's jealousy, maybe it's despair...but because it's you, I'm willing to bear everything, and I'm painful but also happy with bitterness.

Love is not necessarily possession. I hope that you I love will always be happy and keep that pure and flawless heart forever. Even if your love is not me, I am willing to burn the last trace of my soul for your smile.

At that time, I thought silently in my heart that I, Hua Xuanlin, would always protect Feng Yinxue and never leave her.

So, you must be happy all the time, until the end of time, your face is only suitable for that light smile.I will look at you silently, as long as you turn around, you will definitely see me waiting in place.

You can't hear my oath, and you don't even know that someone who loves you so much is silently waiting for you, but I have no regrets.All of this is because I love you, Feng Yinxue, my only Xueer.

I know a kind of flower called "Blue Enchantress". I don't know why I think of you when I see it, so I started to plant these blue elves in the source environment. They are originally enchanting flowers. His eyes are as holy and noble as yours.

When the first flower bloomed, my heart was jumping for joy, maybe it was because the flowers bloomed, but I knew it was because I finally had such a good excuse to visit you.

Take off the blue enchantress, I wait quietly at the door of the classroom for you to come into my eyes, I know that when I see you, my eyes must be full of strange brilliance, because of all my emotions, I Your emotions are so easily affected by you.

Gently blowing Xiao, looking at you standing against the wind in a sea of ​​orchids, such a beautiful demeanor is deeply engraved in my heart.Your eyes, your nose, your mouth, and your hair are all treasures in my heart.

Meeting is a kind of fate, so you understand my love, don't you?Otherwise, why are your eyes stained with a touch of sadness?

Your voice is full of helplessness, guilt, and hesitation, and your eyebrows are quietly furrowed, and then I just feel my heart throbbing, no, this is not what I want, I only want you to be happy...

So my smile was as indifferent and warm as ever, I stepped forward and picked off a blue enchantress again, and walked in front of you, "No need to say anything, just remember, I will always stand behind you, quietly Waiting for you, don't feel guilty, don't feel pressure, you just need to give me a chance to look at you and smile, that's enough."

I look at you fixedly, the flower in my hand is swaying in the wind, the enchanting posture seems to melt into my soul, and the blue color seems to express my deep affection.

You certainly didn't know that my heart was so disturbed and uneasy at that time, because I saw your worry and hesitation, and I was so afraid that you would not take my flower and this heart.

When you reached out to take the blue enchantress in my hand, an inexplicable burning sensation burned my eye sockets, and my eyes began to get wet, but I couldn't let you find out, so that tear did not stay with me corner of eye.

In order to hide my gaffe, I smiled lightly and asked you softly, "Xue'er, can I hug you?"

When I saw that you didn't speak, a trace of disappointment flashed in my heart. I spoke hastily, lest you reject me, "No other meaning, just, is it okay to hug you?..."

I saw your tears slowly falling down your soft cheeks like raindrops, and you threw yourself into my arms, crying "I'm sorry" over and over again, and my heart ached, actually Xueer, I really don't want to hear You say these three words to me.

Just because our regret is not your mistake, it's just that I met the right person at the wrong time, but you met the right person at the right time, you will be happy, won't you?And my greatest happiness is that you can always be so happy.

However, if you met me first, I would not let you go out of my sight no matter what, but fate made such a small joke for me, I can only stand by you Behind him, he smiled lightly.

I heard you asking me sullenly in my arms, "Hua Xuanlin, can you stop being so stupid? Is Xue'er really worth it?"

I could only be silent, my smile was so heavy that I could no longer maintain it, and I could only sigh astringently, "Yes! Hua Xuanlin, can you stop being so stupid? Is Xueer really worth it?"

In fact, I already have the answer in my heart, how could it not be worth it?You are my favorite Cher...

stupid?Maybe, but I am happy with it, without complaint or regret.

Outer chapter: The wax torch turns into ashes and tears dry

Feng Yinxue, my only love, it makes my heart ache, how can I love you so much, love surpasses my life?

It was a pleasant surprise to see you again. I opened a teahouse called "Zhuxuan" in the mortal world. I thought I would find you after I arranged everything, but I never thought that you just appeared in my sight , I was a little caught off guard, but I couldn't hide my surprise.

I do know that silver-haired man, but I don’t know how the majestic demon king can appear in the mortal world, and how he can appear in my small teahouse, but the way he looks at you makes me unhappy, and the eyes are strongly aggressive , I was a little confused but didn't think too much about it. This was also the root cause of my countless regrets later on. I only hated that I didn't think deeply at that time, which made Yin Junxi have the possibility to hurt you.

When I came to Lanqing College, I stood quietly under a sycamore tree and waited for your appearance. The waiting process was long, but my heart was full of sweetness. I will see you again. I really miss you.

The season of autumn itself has a faint sense of bleakness, I think my figure will soon melt into this solitude, if not, why is there such obvious distress in your eyes?

Are you pampering me?But why do you bow your head, does my love still bother you?

No, this is not what I want, you should be happy, you should be happy, don't be troubled by me, it will make me unable to hold myself, and make me hate me for bringing you confusion.

I love your pure smile, I love your clean eyes, I love your faint deodorant, I love your slightly raised eye corners, I love your lingering voice...I love everything about you.

I am like a fool in love, sometimes I will quietly bathe in the soft moonlight, touch the strings but can't play a note, because all I think about is you, what you are doing, and you Are you still so greedy, wondering if your cultivation has improved, wondering if you miss me...

So looking at your slightly frowned eyebrows, I just feel that the strong sourness is about to overwhelm me, and the tenderness in my eyes seems to be unbearable. I want to reach out, but find that although the distance is only tens of meters, there is Separating us on both sides of the river, you and I are still far away.

But I can't make it difficult for you, I can't make you uncomfortable, I always smile like the warmth in my memory, I stretch out my hand to you, waiting for you to put your hand in mine, I say hello to you softly, "Xueer ,Good morning."

Smile to see you pulling me forward, asking why I am here, my heart is warm, the previous heaviness is gone, because I can feel that I am also so different in your heart, the corners of my lips are slightly raised With a light smile, I am satisfied with this result.

When I heard you say with my own ears, "Hua Xuanlin, I will remember you forever, and you will always live deep in Cher's heart."

You couldn't understand the excitement in my heart, my smile gradually froze, the soreness at the tip of my nose became more and more intense, I wanted to cry and laugh at the same time, and finally couldn't help but hug you tightly into my arms. This is the first time I've lost my composure like this, I can't control my heart so much, just because you gave me such an eternal promise, I really have no regrets...

At that moment, I know that although you don't love me, I occupy a territory in your heart, which is really enough.

Maybe when I dream back in the middle of the night, I will still be disappointed, but I will always remember your expression at this time, my hands were trembling, and my heart was trembling, I just want to tell you, Xueer, I really love you you.

Seeing you fly away like a light butterfly before my eyes,