be late

The lips were pressed together tightly, and there was a warm and moist breathing up and down, as if with a moving heartbeat.

Very soft and very hot.

A familiar, seductive light fragrance strikes without warning.

Nan Xue's heart constricted for a while, and it seemed to be beating wildly out of control.

There was a gentle touch from the pillow, the woman pressed the pillow with one hand, leaned slightly to support her body, and kissed her forehead for a long time, as if it was only for a moment.

There was a slight itchiness on the cheek, and it was a little hair falling down, sweeping gently.

Nan Xue struggled to open her eyes amidst the haze.

Da da da.

There were footsteps outside the door.

The woman raised her head in shock in an instant.

The spiral staircase outside was a little old, and Aunt Zhang's footsteps were humming and trembling, which could be clearly heard.The door of the room was open, and people outside could see everything if they looked in.

Aunt Zhang stood at the door and looked inside.

"Auntie."

Shu Yubai felt apprehensive, his palms were wet with sweat, and he didn't know if she saw it, so he explained, "I just... just took her temperature."

Aunt Zhang was also worried.

She just gave Nan Xue two tablets of antipyretics. The side effects of the medicines are drowsiness, unconsciousness, and she just wants to sleep. Now half an hour has passed, and she doesn't know if it has worked. She looked at Shu Yubai and said softly. Ask: "Oh, now, how many degrees?"

Shu Yubai: "..."

She was awkwardly stuck in place - how many degrees?Her lips were not a thermometer, and she didn't detect anything.

"I just touched it with my hand." Shu Yubai's cheeks were slightly hot, and said, "It seems a little hot... I'll try again with a thermometer."

"it is good."

Aunt Zhang nodded: "The thermometer is on the bedside table."

After she finished speaking, she turned around and went out. When she left, she gently closed the bedroom door.

The bedroom was quiet.

A piece of sky light leaked out of the window. In the warm-toned room, Nan Xuean lay quietly in the soft blanket, her curly eyelashes were closed, and her snow-white face seemed defenseless, soft and pitiful.

Yesterday was chic, but what about the charm?

Have a fever today?

Shu Yubai pinched the thermometer and started to have trouble.

How is it a mercury thermometer...without electronics?

Take the temperature, you have to put the thermometer under her armpit, right?

A strange feeling flashed in Shu Yubai's heart.

I'm a little ashamed.

She gently lifted a corner of the quilt, beside the pillow, in the warm and soft quilt, Nan Xue was wearing a round neck one-piece nightdress, due to the problem of her sleeping position, when she tugged, she revealed a white and clean shoulder, warm and warm. And hot, the girl closed her eyes, looking very innocent.

The neckline of her pajamas was so large that it slipped a little.

A little below the collarbone, the white and soft gully can be seen.

Shu Yubai's face became hot for no reason, she thought to herself: I'm just taking my temperature.Do nothing else.

Soothing myself like this, the fingertips hooked the edge of the pajamas, very lightly, and pulled it out for fear of waking her up.

Next, it was time to tuck the thermometer into her armpit.

Shu Yubai hesitated, holding one end.

Touch it lightly.

Nan Xue had a fever, her skin was very hot, but the end of the thermometer was very cold. The moment she touched it, Nan Xue's tightly closed eyelashes trembled again.

Shu Yubai paused with his fingertips, thinking quickly how to explain to her in case he woke up.

But she didn't wake up.

The collar is bigger again.

The thin and smooth shoulders were exposed, which was very suitable for fingers to climb up. Shu Yubai lost his mind for a moment, recalling some lively and fragrant fragments from the past... She closed her eyes and tried to drive away those memories.

She carefully stuffed the thermometer into her armpit, covered the quilt again, and tucked the corners of the quilt so that she could not move.

Shu Yubai sat on the edge of the bed and watched for a while.

Nan Xue was fast asleep, defenseless, but somewhat similar to her former self, with a small snow-white face and bright red lips, cute and gentle, she fell asleep like a cat.

But when he opened his eyes, he was so indifferent.

She sighed softly, ready to get up and pour some hot water for her.

But at that moment, the girl's lips trembled.

As if to wake up.

Shu Yubai sat down again, she approached, and asked softly: "What?"

The girl's lips trembled, and she struggled to make a sound, but her brows were furrowed, fearing it was a nightmare.

Shu Yubai patted her body lightly to comfort her. After a while, the lips of the man with his eyes closed trembled, as if dreaming, and finally made a complete voice: "Sister..."

Shu Yubai's heart seemed to be hit instantly. Immediately afterwards, the girl frowned, and there was thin sweat on her fair forehead. She shook her head in pain and begged, "Don't go."

Shu Yubai's pupils shrank, and after a long time, he sat down in a daze.

"..."

She looked at Nan Xue very quietly, and in an instant, many emotions surged up, unbearable and distressed flashed in her pupils—did Nan Xue dream of something?

She gently hooked the hair on the girl's forehead with her fingertips.

Sorry, she thought.

I'll never leave again... okay?

Shu Yubai leaned over and placed a soft kiss between her eyebrows.

"She said you were childish?"

In the afternoon, Nan Xue was sleeping soundly, Shu Yubai didn't want to disturb her, so she left first, Qianqian came over to eat, she sat on the sofa, soaked Nan Xue's cold pills, and asked.

The night in early spring was very cold. Not long ago, there was a light rain. In the kitchen, ginger soup was boiling in a small earthen pot, and the earthen pot on the fire was steaming with white mist.

Aunt Zhang put ginger soup in a bowl.

She brought it to Nan Xue, and said with a smile, "Drink some, this time no scallions."

Qianqian took it from the side, looked at it, and said, "Put some brown sugar in - it's really bad."

Aunt Zhang nodded, took a bag of brown sugar over, Qianqian took it, and Aunt Zhang turned to leave.

Nan Xue sat beside her.

After taking two antipyretics, my body temperature dropped to 37 degrees.

Still on the high side.

She was a little dizzy, leaning on the sofa with her eyes closed, feeling weak all over.

"Ah."

Nan Xue asked softly: "Is it annoying to be childish?"

Qianqian thought about it:

"She might want you to grow up a bit."

Many things are forced.

I have encountered many things and ups and downs, and I am forced to grow up.

The more you carry, the more calm you will be.

Nan Xue remained silent, closed her eyes sleepily, and Qianqian said again: "And the breakup at that time must not be because of your naivety."

"There are other... more important reasons."

"then?"

Nan Xue recalled something, the corners of her lips twitched lightly, and she laughed at herself: "At that time...she might have tired of me."

There is a post.

After Shu Yubai left, Nan Xue saw it slowly.

At that time, Nan Xue was at a loss, she was preoccupied with how to get Shu Yubai back, after that person left, she searched everywhere for how to restore a failed relationship and how to restore her ex.

I came across a post by accident.

The post is from a same-sex exchange forum.

It's all girls who post.

The title is very eye-catching, and it immediately hit Nan Xue's sore spot:

[I want to break up, but my ex keeps pestering me, seriously affecting my work and life] "I have known her for many years, and we have not been together for a long time."

"The former parents were very conservative and disagreed. She was not capable of solving the problems at home."

"Break up with her, but she doesn't agree."

"Cling to me all day long."

"Very distressed."

"I have already mentioned breaking up with her twice."

"She doesn't agree at all."

"Every time I see her pitiful appearance, I can't bear to say harsh words."

"Her father calls every day, talking with me, asking me to return his daughter to him."

"Every day is miserable."

"What should I do? I'm getting annoyed by these things."

Someone below asked:

"Does Liz still love her?"

Nan Xue's heart skipped a beat at that time, she even held her breath, and slid down, only to see the reply: "I don't love it anymore."

"I can't find that feeling anymore, I just feel tired, and I can't breathe because of this relationship every day."

There is a long list of complaints below, which seems to have been backlogged for a long time:

"She's also prone to paranoia."

"If you don't reply to the message in time, you will suspect that I am having an affair."

"Everyone who is clingy is sick."

"I really want to get rid of it."

"Going crazy."

……

Tucao like this.

Finally someone suggested:

"I was suffocated listening to it."

"It's already been dumped twice?"

"Lz, why don't you just leave and live in another place. All contact information will be blocked. If you don't believe me, you won't be able to get rid of it."

Nan Xue thought it was just a coincidence, maybe it was just a girl with a similar experience posting?It won't be Shu Yubai.

But she scrolled down.

The host's last reply was: "Thank you for the suggestion, I have already left the country."

The time is the 5.23th.

The date of leaving with Shu Yubai happened to be right.

At that moment, Nan Xue seemed to have collapsed. It turned out that all her efforts were endless entanglement in her eyes, endless restraint and harassment.

Can't tell what it feels like.

hatred?

I still regret it, regret why I was tempted, and was abandoned in the end.

"You think she posted the post?"

Thousands of questions.

Nan Xue: "Otherwise?"

Qianqian frowned: "Could it be a misunderstanding?"

how can that be possible?

Qianqian met Shu Yubai a few times - such a gentle girl would not say that about her lover.

How can she bear it?

Shu Yubai went again the next day.

Walking along a winding road, at the foot of a tea mountain, I saw a familiar house with white walls and black tiles, surrounded by sparse bamboo forests, just like the one where Nanxue's father had never passed away.

At the door, Aunt Zhang came to pick her up, and the two walked slowly up the gravel road. Beside the mountain road, the mountains were covered with light mist and shade under the sky.

"Is Nanxue better?"

Shu Yu asked in vain.

"It's much better. The fever is almost gone."

Aunt Zhang smiled: "Really, at such a big age, I'm still like a child——swimming in spring, no wonder I catch a cold."

Shu Yubai smiled softly.

She carried a bag of kiwi fruit, although it was useless, but when she went out, her mother forcefully stuffed it to her, and asked: "Look at your girlfriend, right?"

"Xiao Nan doesn't like to eat sour food, so cut some for her."

Shu Yubai wanted to correct her, she was not a "girlfriend", but had become an "ex-girlfriend", but thinking about it, it would only add to the sadness, so she gave up.

——Besides, maybe, he will become a "girlfriend" again soon?

She carried the bag of fruit and walked all the way to the eaves. Just as Aunt Zhang was about to lower her head to open the door, the door was twisted open with a click.

Nan Xue leaned against the door, watching her quietly.

As the weather warmed up, she wore a short top, thin light blue, and white low-waisted trousers. With a little movement, a small white waist would be exposed.

The girl's jet-black hair hung on her shoulders, and she seemed to be more energetic, unlike a few days ago, when her eyes were clear.

Just looking at her expression, she felt a little cold.

Shu Yubai stood at the door, she had walked a long way, there was faint thin sweat in her long hair, her skin was soft and fair, with a bit of crimson after exercise, it seemed to be full of heat and vitality.

Nan Xue lowered her eyelashes and trembled.

The woman raised her eyes, looked at her with soft eyes like water, and lifted the plastic bag in her hand: "Uh, I brought you some fruit, do you want to eat?"

Somehow.

Nan Xue felt as if a string had been gently plucked in her heart.

The bit of hatred that she picked up with great difficulty was about to dissipate and disappear in an instant.

Nan Xue took a deep breath, opened the door, lowered her head, and said coldly: "Eat. You cut it for me."

So Shu Yubai sat on the sofa in the living room, holding a small porcelain plate, and peeled kiwi fruit for Nanxue. The light green juice dripped on the plate, and the tip of his nose could smell the sour smell.

Shu Yubai patiently peeled off a piece.

Poking the fruit knife, he carefully handed it to her lips, with soft eyes, and said, "Here."

Nan Xue's lips trembled, and the tip of her tongue rolled away.

Shu Yubai looked at her and smiled softly, as if very satisfied.

Nan Xue suddenly lowered her eyelashes.

The high wall of indifference that she built with great difficulty soon collapsed.

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