Desire on the other side of blood

In the huge room, two white figures were entangled tightly on the king-size bed. Their heavy breathing and low moaning made the atmosphere even more obscene under the dim red light.

"Hmm...Brother Hui, slow down... ah..."

"Hmm... hoo..."

It wasn't until he ejaculated into me contentedly again that Qin Yihui let me go and lay down beside me.

I looked at the ceiling and slowly calmed down the aftertaste in my body.There was nothing in my mind, it was like... a hopeless life.

Qin Yihui doesn't like to talk during sex, so we rarely communicate in bed.After each time, I would leave voluntarily-because he didn't like people spending the night in his bed either.

But today he is a little different.

"Xiao Ling, you are not paying attention today." After a short silence, he spoke first.

"I'm sorry, Brother Hui." I closed my eyes and said lightly, but my fingers tightly grasped the bed sheet.

I had a dream so real.

After waking up from the dream, I have been trying to wake myself up, but so far without success, I have completely fallen into that hopeless dream.

During the sex just now, I couldn't help thinking of Qin Yihui as another man. I don't know if he noticed it, but it made me feel panic.

Some things that I didn't dare to expect were lost again after I got them. I would rather never have them.Even if it's just a beautiful dream.

The dream has woken up, and the love has been divided.No blood race, no Felian, will exist in this world, everything is just my own troubles.

Qin Yihui didn't speak, and the two fell into silence again.

He suddenly turned over again, pressed me under him, and stared at me with those maroon eyes that were a little lighter than ordinary people-that was the proof of his 1/4 Italian blood.

"Xiao Ling, do you know that since you were discharged from the hospital, you have become more charming than before, but you have also become colder." His hand slowly supported my face, and finally stopped at the corner of my right eye. On that mole.

Some people say that people with tear moles must be sentimental and prone to tears, but I don’t. I have never cried since I died once when I was 16 years old.For me, tears are the most useless luxury that deserves no one's mercy.

"This way, it makes me feel like I don't exist in this world. I am in your body, I can feel your heartbeat, but I can't feel your vitality. You look at me as if you are Looking at another world through me. This makes me feel strange." He spoke slowly, and there was no emotion in his slender eyes.

Heartbeat?I have almost forgotten what it feels like to have a heartbeat.This warm body and throbbing heartbeat made me feel like a world away.

"Really?" I half-closed my eyes, raised the corners of my mouth slightly, and revealed a charming smile.Having been in this business for so long, I know what is the most lethal to a man.

"Brother Hui, today seems to be more talkative than usual! In comparison, I still like that you use actions to express your feelings." Fingers climbed up his shoulders provocatively, hitting his waistline Turning around, "...use your proudest guy...or...are you already dead?"

The most unbearable thing for a man is that someone doubts his strength. My words are undoubtedly asking for a dead end, but Qin Yihui doesn't seem to care.

"Can I do it? You have been taught many times, haven't you?" His eyes slowly slid across my waist buttocks, all of which were traces left by him, and the fiery eyes made me I feel very uncomfortable.

I spread my legs apart, and my already slack body actively waited for him to enter again, but he just kissed me on the forehead and turned over and got off the bed.

"Your body is just right, too much indulgence is not good for you, you don't have to leave tonight, just sleep here." He picked up the bath towel that fell on the ground and wrapped it around his waist, "I want to drink, you what do you want to drink?"

Without even thinking about it, I blurted out, "Tomato juice."

"Tomato juice?" He laughed, and it was rare for me to see him laughing, "Don't you hate drinking this kind of kid's drink the most?"

"People's tastes can change." I leaned against the head of the bed, lit a cigarette, and didn't intend to delve into this issue with him, "That thing looks the most like blood, doesn't it?"

It was already noon when I woke up the next day, and Qin Yihui was already gone.He has his career, Tonnadoes is just a place where he occasionally has fun.

I put on a nightgown and was about to wash up when I heard the sound of a key being inserted into the lock and turning at the door.

Qin Yihui won't come back at this time, there is no third person except me and him who has the key to this house, so who would it be?

The door was quickly opened and someone walked in.When that person appeared in front of me, I couldn't hide my astonishment.

Could it be her?

"What are you doing here?" I said coldly.

She was obviously taken aback by me, she rubbed the bag in her hand and stammered, "I, I'm Mr. Qin's new part-time worker, I, I'm here to clean up..."

The moment she looked up and saw me, she had a surprised expression on her face, and finally it slowly froze into endless sadness.

"Xiao, Xiaofei, why are you here?"

"Xiao Fei? Hehe, you've got the wrong person, right?" I sneered, took the cigarette case on the table and lit a cigarette.

"No, I'm not mistaken, you are my son, Luo Fei!" She opened her hands and took a few steps forward as if she wanted to hug me, but when she saw my indifferent face, she stopped abruptly, her hands fell limply at the side.

The once glamorous face has long been stained with fine scratches under the baptism of time. I haven't seen her for so many years, and she has aged a lot.She stood there, looking at me with a kind of sad eyes, with deep nostalgia, reluctance and regret in the vicissitudes of life.

Are you confessing?Confess everything you've done to me?

But when I got out of hell alive, I swore I would never forgive you.

"Luo Fei? Hehe, he has been dead for a long time. He was already dead when you abandoned him and threw him to that man who is not as good as a beast, right?" The face seemed to be as beautiful and kind as it was many years ago, but that gentle woman was long gone.Just when she abandoned her only son for money, she was gone!

Suddenly feeling irritable for no reason, I wrung out the remaining half of the cigarette and put it in the ashtray.

"Xiao Fei, I know I'm sorry for you. I didn't expect him to treat you like this. In fact, I haven't had a good life all these years. I have always regretted it. I..." Even in this situation, she still Tried to justify himself.

In the middle of speaking, she stopped abruptly when she cast her eyes on me.She rushed over like crazy and ripped off the nightgown I was wearing casually.

Under the nightgown, she didn't wear a single thread, and all the red marks and tooth marks on her thin body were immediately exposed in front of her eyes.

"Xiao Fei, tell me, what is your relationship with Mr. Qin?" She said tremblingly, her fingertips turned white from too much force.

"As you can see." I closed my shirt, not wanting to say anything more to her.

"No, Xiao Fei, you can't do this, you're only 20 years old, you can't spoil yourself like this, you still have a great life, you..." She wanted to say something more, but I interrupted her mercilessly.

"You talk too much, I don't need you to do anything, we have nothing to do with each other, don't we?" I took out a wad of money from my wallet and threw it at her, which was worth the work she did as a part-time job for several months. The money earned, "You go, you don't come here anymore."

"No, Xiaofei, I'm your mother, you can't do this, Xiaofei..." She still wanted to save something, but the voice she tried to cry out gradually weakened, tinged with a trace of despair.

Because before she finished speaking, I turned and left.I didn't want to see her again, and I didn't even want to stay in front of her for a second, but I still saw her wet eyes the moment I closed the door.

Time cannot be turned back, and the same blood of sin flows in our bodies.

No one will be able to be redeemed.

I went to Tonnadoes in the evening as usual, but to my surprise, Mo Ziqin was not there.Although several regular customers approached me, I rejected them one by one. I have no interest in receiving customers.

Sitting at the bar and drinking a few glasses of wine, my mind became clearer.I'm starting to miss the feeling of being drunk as soon as I drink it.

The self in the dream is so bad at drinking, and now, except for a certain unforgettable name, everything will gradually fade away.

How nice it would be if I could just forget about everything.

He was suddenly patted heavily on the shoulder.

"Hey, Zhenling, you're drinking alone again." It was Mo Ziqin, who had just returned from outside with his girlfriend in his arms.

"It's nothing, I just want to drink." My tone was indifferent, but when my gaze passed Mo Ziqin's face and landed on the female companion beside him, there were waves.

I exclaimed in disbelief:

"Elizabeth?!"