Desire on the other side of blood

pain.

Unlimited pain invaded the whole body in an instant.

I could feel that where the liquid flowed through, every inch of flesh was being eaten away, corroded, and twisted and deformed in powerlessness.Blood and water mixed with turbid liquid flowed down slowly, exuding a disgusting smell.

Not just flesh and blood.The screaming and raging pain penetrated from the surface of the skin to the deepest part of the nerves, and rotted to the bone marrow, breaking down all defenses in an instant.

He wanted to yell in pain, but he couldn't make a sound, so he could only curl up his body, and instinctively let out a low-pitched scream similar to that of a wounded beast from the depths of his body.

The smell of burnt flesh gradually permeated the closed room.There is only a rich blood red in sight, rippling precariously, like a flower of sin blooming at the bottom of hell, stretching out evil tentacles to greedily suck the sweetest juice.

Never have I longed for the night so much, but it has been lingering.

As if... the salvation that can never be obtained in eternity...

……

When the flames condensed into white snow, when the red flames turned into meteors piercing the sky, when the twilight ended before the night, who uttered the heart-piercing roar?

I think I must be hallucinating.

I heard the evening wind whistling through the jungle, the dark brown trees rustling with their blossoming branches.

I smell the fragrance of roses blown by the wind in the empty night.

I saw deep blue eyes, full of tenderness soaked in the deepest thoughts.

Those are the most precious things in life.

It is a treasure enough to sink me wholeheartedly.

It is a wish that can no longer be realized.

Make people wait, tempt crazy.

Like the endless fragrance of poppies on the way to the end.

……

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Opening his eyes again, he saw the golden top of the bed in front of him, and the thin gold silk bed curtain cast a faint halo in the soft dark red light.

I lay on the extremely soft quilt, my body could no longer feel any pain, only endless exhaustion filled every tiny corner of my body.

I know where I am now.Pegdana Castle, Felian's bedchamber.

Filian rescued me, and Fili never showed up.

I saw my face in the mirror.The pitted and devastated face that even the strong restoration ability of the vampire could not repair was completely different from the original appearance, such an ugly face.

This is my face now.

I thought I would be sad and hopeless, but at this moment my heart was surprisingly calm, like a pool of stagnant water.

I kept looking at the top of the bed.Just watched, didn't react.There were footsteps slowly approaching, and then the body was hugged into a familiar embrace.

"Felian...Your Majesty." I said softly, my throat was able to make a sound, but the pain was still there.

"Kaylo, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." He hugged me tightly and kept repeating this sentence in my ear, as if with endless apology and remorse.

"You saved me, why do you say sorry?" I smiled lightly, just not wanting him to see the disappointment in my eyes, "And you also helped me find Feili's whereabouts, I should thank you more, shouldn't I? "I still want to see Fili, even though I don't know how he's going to react when he sees my face now.

Felian's body froze unnaturally.

"At this point, do you only remember him? What if I say... I've been lying to you?" He lowered his eyelids, his thick eyelashes fanning like feathers, and his low voice seemed intermittent under the strong self-repression.

"What if I say that... Philly never existed?"

The body froze suddenly.

"Sorry, Philian, I don't understand what you're saying." I said coldly, unable to put the indifference on my face any longer.

He looked at me for a while, his penetrating eyes seemed to be able to see through his eyes at a glance, obviously not for a long time, but it seemed to have exhausted a century.

"Kaylo, I know you want to see Phil, and I can let you see him right now." He smiled with obvious self-mockery.

"Really?" I still can't believe it.

"Yes." He stood up, as if making up his mind, and after clapping several times, the huge door slowly opened, and a person walked in from the outside.

His dark brown half-length hair was combed into a small braid and tied behind his head, his blue eyes were clear, his mouth was slightly raised in a familiar arc, and his youthful face was still so charming.

"Philly!" I called out to him, resisting the urge to rush over and hug him.

He glanced at me, still smiling.But this one glance was enough to take all my breath away.

There was a cool feeling slowly rising from the depths of my stagnant heart, I looked at him, and my eyes fell into those eyes that I love the most.Those eyes are still beautiful, but there is no more brilliance, and what is left is only endless emptiness.

He mechanically walked in front of me, bowed his body, and spoke slowly, with a flat voice without any ups and downs, "Kailuo...you are here...I miss you so much..."

"What's going on, what did you do to him?" No longer able to keep my composure, I yelled.I couldn't believe what I was seeing, Philly looked like a lifeless doll.

"I didn't do anything to him, because he used to be like this." The smile on the corner of Felian's mouth was a bit forced.

"That's impossible! Philip...he..."

"He's just a puppet." Felian said the truth mercilessly.

The puppet, one of the thirteen sacred objects, can suck human blood and turn into the appearance of the sucked human or vampire.

"You're lying! Philip has been with me for so long and we've done a lot of things together. How could such a Philip be just a puppet!" I shook my head tremblingly, and even my lips trembled, "No, That's impossible, that's ridiculous, I don't believe it, I absolutely don't believe it..."

"That's because the person by your side has always been me." Felian suddenly hugged me even harder, as if he had exhausted all his strength, "It's me, it's all me, and Phil is just me or a human being. It’s just the way it was.”

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It is still PS time to make up the word count...

By the way, this chapter finally reveals the truth~~~Felian and Philip are indeed the same person, but it seems that most of the children's shoes have guessed it right~~╮(╯▽╰)╭

Uh, because something happened at home in the past few days, I have to stay in the hospital every day now, and I don’t have much time to type, and I don’t have time to go to the Internet (tears...), so I probably won’t be able to keep my daily routine for a week. It's more, but I will still draw time code words, I hope everyone will support it~~~~What~~~O(∩_∩)O~~