Desire on the other side of blood

"Good night, baby, I'll see you again," he said.

I thought he would stay, but he just hugged me and kissed me for a while, then left.

I admit that I like him, after all he is my favorite type, but I feel that something is missing somewhere.

I can't figure it out, and I don't dare to think about it. After all, there are some things that I have never dared to ask for in these two lifetimes.

He said he would come back to see me, but I didn't see him again for several weeks.I even offered to summon him once, but he never showed up.

The reason I can think of is that he doesn't have time to see me, or he doesn't want to see me.

Will never came back either.In the huge villa, only the occasional breeze blowing from the window accompanied me.It seems that the loneliness that penetrates into my bones makes me feel that everything is impossible.

I'm afraid of being alone because it reminds me of the dark days when I was human.

My mother's ignorance, my stepfather's violation, and the ugly faces of those men, everything will always drag me into the bottomless abyss like the tentacles of the devil in the night of sleeping alone.

Physical pleasure always makes me forget everything for a while, so I went to the blood feast again, but what I didn't expect was that I would meet Phil there.

"Ah..." The slight pain from the neck seemed to be a signal that aroused all the senses in the body that had been paralyzed by alcohol. I was pressed against the wall by a tall man, and the man's sharp canine teeth bit my neck. .

It's as if all the blood in the whole body can't wait to spurt out under the sucking force of the man, but under the pain, there is another indescribable feeling spreading from the depths of the body, which is different from the pleasure of making love, but it also makes people feel the same. People can't stop.

The man finally licked my neck in satisfaction and let me go.There was a tingling sensation on the neck, and the wound healed immediately.

"Honey, your blood tastes really good." The man put his arms around my waist and said with a smile, his hands wandering on my waist and hips.

"Thank you for your compliment, I am very honored, sir." I leaned on his chest, half-closed my eyes and gave him a charming smile.I know how lethal this face is to a man.

The man really couldn't wait.He turned me over rudely, put my hands on the wall, and began to take off my pants.

This is in a dark corner of the banquet hall, surrounded by rows of tall ornamental plants.No one would notice us, and the low, subdued gasps and groans from all around had already made the atmosphere even more obscene.

The man pressed me tightly on the bed, pushing his huge body against my back.I spread my legs apart to accommodate his entry.

But there was no movement behind.

"Sir..." I wanted to turn my head impatiently.The man suddenly trembled, fell limply and remained motionless.

"gentlemen?"

"Are you so impatient to have sex with him?" A voice sounded above his head, and the familiar gentle voice was so cold that he couldn't feel any warmth.

very strange.When I heard that voice, I was incredibly peaceful.

"Yeah." I gave a low laugh, slowly slid to sit on the ground, and spread my legs in front of him without hesitation, "If I don't have sex with people, I can't live."

He came up to me and stopped.From my vantage point, I could see his straight and slender legs wrapped in well-cut fabrics, with an ascetic feel, but with endless temptation.

I found myself not having the courage to look up at him.

He crouched down and lifted my chin so I was looking directly at him.Haven't seen him in a while, he really seems to have matured a lot.

He looked at me with a look of distress and a trace of pity in his eyes, but the next moment what he said hurt me deeply.

"Didn't Count Trenz satisfy you?"

I froze for a moment, then shook off his hand and put on my pants.

"That's right." I stood up and looked at him who was still squatting on the ground, "I just like to find different men to fuck me, I'm sorry, I let you down."

After walking a few steps outside, I stopped again, "I don't mind telling you something, Phil, I used to be a male prostitute, and now I'm being taken care of by Earl Trenz." After a pause, I said again: " We should never see each other again, farewell, Philly."

I continued to walk out, but after only one step, I was hugged tightly, and my hands were grabbed and clasped behind my back.He was so hard that I could even hear the bones cracking.

"Tell me, Kailo, have you heard the words recorded in that sound bone." Philip whispered against my lips, his voice trembling with depression.

"No." He gave me the sound bone, but it never made any sound.

As if the only glimmer of hope was shattered mercilessly, he let go of me and took two steps back.The faint blue color in the wide-open eyes seemed to be overflowing with shocking despair.

It pains me to see him like this.

"I'm sorry, Philly, I..."

He covered his forehead with a wry smile, and waved his hand at me, "I know what you're going to say, Kailo, I already understand everything, aren't we still friends?"

"Yes, it is."

"That's good." He hugged me again, just the simplest hug between friends, "I hope you have a good time tonight, Kylo. I'll go first, goodbye."

I kept watching his back until he disappeared from sight before I came back to my senses.It felt like there was a piece missing in my heart, I had no interest in playing anymore, and I left early.

I found the sound bone, but no matter how much I researched, it still didn't make a sound.

A few days later, Will finally came back, looking the same except for a little emaciated.

As soon as he saw me, he first gave me a passionate kiss, and then started pouring out his bitterness.

"My God, Abyssinia is not a place for people, I feel like I'm melting like a poor box of ice cream."

"Yes, you are very poor, sir."

"It's a pity that the magic mirror was taken away first by the guys from the Devil Party. That kid Richard, I will definitely break his neck next time I see him."

"I'm sorry, sir, but you've said that already."

"That guy Fieri, he... hey, Kylo, ​​what are you looking at?" He saw the sound bone in my hand, "How do you have this?" He looked surprised.

"what happened?"

"This is a small toy often used by young couples to confess their love to each other. I heard that the sales are very good."

He glanced at me cautiously, and sat down beside me, "Have you received a confession from someone else?"

"I don't know." I shook my head, "A friend of mine gave it to me." I looked at the small skull in my hand, held it and let go, and finally made a decision.

"Will, let's... finish it." I looked up and looked him in the eyes.

He stared at me for a while, his charming green eyes were especially deep in the evening light of the setting sun.

He smiled lightly, then reached out and touched my head with a deep pampering.

"Okay." He said softly.