Remnant bones

Deep in the dense forest, heavy rain poured down.

The numb sense of touch was finally activated by a bone-piercing cold, followed by hearing, smell, and finally vision.

Through the gaps in the dense forest, the sky covered with dark clouds is oppressive and oppressive.At this moment, it seemed that the whole world was shrouded in a dull and dark atmosphere.

Inhale, exhale... The dazed white pupils gradually focus.Except for these eyes, there is no part of my body that is under my control, and there is not even a trace of pain... To be precise, if it wasn't for the subconscious chill generated by the atmosphere, I wouldn't even feel that I was still alive.

It's really... embarrassing...

Snow-colored hair, stained by blood and mud, could not see the previous pure light, like algae irrigated by sewage in the gully.Most of the body was covered with a thick layer of rotting leaves. Although this seriously injured body was placed in the worst environment, it also formed a natural camouflage.The smell of rotten branches and leaves and silt drove away the beasts that approached because of the bloody smell, so that I avoided the ending of becoming a dead soul under their mouths.

The wet, filthy, untreated wound has completely suppurated.The originally bright red flesh and blood turned outward, glowing with dark red lifelessness, mixed with thick light yellow pus.However, I don't know if even those low-level insects and beasts are spurning my broken and poisonous body. Surprisingly, there is not a single bloodthirsty insect fly around my position.

So tired... The rain washed down my head, and the water stains sliding down the corners of my eyes were like my tears that had dried up.In my ears, except for the pattering rain, I can't hear the beating of my heart, which symbolizes the sound of life, the sound that I am still "alive"...

Tired and slowly closing his eyes, in this world where he doesn't seem to exist, if he can sleep forever...

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"Mom, Dad, and my unborn younger siblings..." In my memory, the thin and haggard self stood in front of a row of brand-new tombstones, muttering to himself with vacant eyes: "Why should Keep me...why..." keep me "alive"...

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"Master Patriarch! Let the young Patriarch go to study medicine, okay? Tomorrow is supposed to be his coming-of-age ceremony to succeed him as Patriarch! How can he be allowed to mess around like this!" As the collateral of the current Nalan Family Patriarch's right-hand man Uncle, with an unquestionable expression on his face, questioned his grandfather who made such a ridiculous decision in his opinion.

"It's okay!" Having said that, the face of the old man who seems to indulge his grandson's mischief does not see the slightest so-called pampering family affection. It is full of cruel domineering and toughness, and jokes like playing prey: "What I want is Nanny!" The orthodox blood of the Lan family, not 'Nalan Jun'! As long as he doesn't fool around with those men and leave his own children...he will have no value in existence."

Outside the crack of the door, the tall and slender young man stared coldly and emotionlessly at the two blood relatives who flowed the same blood as himself.Slowly, full of sarcasm, she raised the corners of her lips, no longer as gentle and elegant as before.

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Looking at the death investigation report in his hand who was diagnosed as "death of congenital heart disease", the former head of the family who had retired for many years but still tried to fully control the family just frowned indifferently.But when he saw the second document, he couldn't help but completely changed his face.

[According to the preliminary judgment, Mr. Nalan Jun has caused the following symptoms due to long-term use of tranquilizers and other drugs, and the comprehensive conclusion is: lifelong infertility. ]

"Damn it!!!" Subconsciously rubbing the inspection sheet in his hand, an angry roar resounded throughout the palace-like residence: "Na. Lan. Jun! You bloody bastard!!!"

Just like the conclusion in the report, the orthodox heir of the Nalan family, Nalan Zhongsheng, the only son of the previous head of the family, is the child of his wife and lover.Moreover, Nalan Jun, who was involved in the incident, was fully aware of it from the very beginning, or even said that he was the "accomplice" who caused his wife to cheat.

Three days later, the former head of the Nalan family died of illness, and the bloodline of the Nalan family was completely severed.And the family property of the Nalan clan flowed into the hands of people with different surnames... Zhong Sheng, finally left, is really a good name...

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The memory that had been buried for many years was rediscovered from the dusty corner.I almost forgot... I didn't belong to this world from the very beginning.And that world doesn't belong to... me.

In that world, I am Nalan Jun, a puppet who was used as a tool for reproduction, a scoundrel who ruined the entire family, a surgeon who saved countless lives but died young in the eyes of the world, and killed countless people in a dark world A "corpse stalker" who slanders corpses.

And in this world, I am Kaguya-kun Mai, a boy born in a remote village in the Land of Water, a cripple who was cast aside by his clan and even his parents because of his physique, an older brother who was born to protect his innocent younger brother, and a bloody heir with a terrible blood. Boundary monster.

... Who am I?

I was born in that world, but I couldn't find a reason to live there.Reborn in this world, everything I get belongs to this body, not to me... the ghost that invaded this body.

Who am I?Nalan Jun?Kaguya-kun Mai?Have I really... found a reason to live?

What are you... confused about?A familiar yet unfamiliar voice sounded faintly from the bottom of my heart.

Now, it is you who is called brother by Kimaro; it is you who regard Dashemaru as a friend; it is you who met Gaara who met Sand Ninja Churiki; Jun Mai never got these things, he is just a weak person who is willing to spend his whole life alone in silence, he can’t protect the safety of his younger brother, what he can’t get is what you can get, and everything after that.

Who are you... I asked.

I am, the old Mai Jun who had nothing.There was a bitter smile in the indifferent voice: You have the ability to protect Junmalu instead of me, but I don't have the qualification to protect everything you get.Those things that don't belong to me... The name Jun Mai, this body, the moment I die, belong to you completely.

What else do you need to be confused about... Jun Mai.

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"Brother... Next time, I will 'guard' you!" Before leaving, Jun Malu's persistent and shining emerald green eyes are still fresh in people's memory.

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"You'll be back." In that hoarse low voice, it was a statement, not a question.Those pure golden snake eyes looked at me, telling the "facts" that would happen in the future.The smile on Orochimaru's lips never faded away, he never came to any uncertain conclusions.

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"I like Big Brother! I like Yashamaru just as much as I like Yashamaru!" The little guy's fair face was full of seriousness, and he blushed up to the ears, very cute.

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"Xiao Mai~ Remember to miss others..." The lazy sweet voice, behind the teasing and frivolous mask, is a moment of worry and reluctance that I haven't missed.

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These... all belong to me... A smile inadvertently hangs on the corner of her lips.I forgot, this is what belongs to me.

Thank you... The previous voice never appeared again.

And at this moment, I really feel that I live in this world, I am Kaguya-kun Mai of this world, the unique Kaguya-kun Mai.

Closed eyes, opened again.In the intact left eye, there was no trace of the original azure blue pupil, only the light silvery white remained.Indifferent, powerful, without the slightest confusion and anxiety.

I gave up my "prey" and let the other party break my neck bone for life, just to "live" and return to those who agree with me alive.I have paid a huge price for this, and I have no possibility of being shaken by the meaning of my existence.What's more, I haven't found... the missing part in my heart.

But... probably judging the situation of the wounds all over the body, I frowned, closed my eyes and rested with a sigh.It's better to cultivate enough energy first, save some energy and dig yourself out of this ravine before we talk!