perfect life

"You don't have to move here, you live in your apartment, I live in my rented place, what's wrong? I have accepted you in my heart and promised to give each other a chance, why do we have to live together?! "

He Zihan is also very innocent, he doesn't want to use Chen Qiran for everything.

If he moves back to his house, eats his, wears his, lives in his, uses his...

It seems that his whole body has become Chen Qiran's appendage, like his pet, not someone he likes.

He Zihan is also a boy, he also has his own dignity as a man, he doesn't want himself to be Chen Qiran's appendage.

Although he knew very well that the status, status and wisdom of the two were very different, he still hoped that he could stand at the same height as Chen Qiran - only under equal conditions, could the two really be together regardless of other factors ,Is not it?

He Zihan also has his self-esteem. He is very poor now, so poor that he can't bear to eat two more pieces of meat.

But the money was all earned by himself. He had no relatives and no reason since he was a child, and he relied on himself for everything. He lived to the age of 18 and was completely used to this frugal life.

In the past, it was because the shack was suddenly demolished, and I was suddenly homeless. At that time, Chen Qiran helped me in the name of a friend, and I lived in his house entirely because I accepted his help.

Now, if the two of them were dating as lovers, He Zihan would not want to live at Chen Qiran's house.

He always felt that it was a betrayal of his feelings in exchange for a comfortable and peaceful living environment for a while.

In that case, what is the difference with a male prostitute? !

He can live in poverty, but he cannot live without ambition.

He Zihan knew in his heart that people like Chen Qiran couldn't understand the humbleness of people like him who lived at the bottom of society - this kind of humbleness is not something you can overcome psychologically.

Chen Qiran has a good background, education, taste and charm.

The existence of people like him is to remind others all the time that no matter how developed the society is, there are still differences in levels between people.

Chen Qiran is a senior person living at the top, while He Zihan is living at the bottom.

Even if he has accepted Chen Qiran's feelings for him mentally, he has let go of the shackles in his heart, and wants to give himself and Chen Qiran a chance, and wants to feel love and be loved.

However, once this spiritual level of affection comes into contact with reality, such as now, the house matter, things become tricky.

He Zihan sat on the cold stool, and Chen Qiran stood in front of him.

The two were obviously so close. A quarter of an hour ago they were walking side by side in the snow like ordinary lovers, silently speeding up their pace for fear that the other would be frozen.

Now, even if there is no eye contact, you can feel the puzzlement between the two people.

In the final analysis, they are just teenagers, and they have too many uncertainties about the future, life, and each other.

The two were in a stalemate like that. I don't know how long it took. It wasn't until the luggage carrier sent by Uncle Zhang knocked on the door that Chen Qiran and He Zihan recovered from their respective emotions.

"Master, what do you want to move?"

"The books on the table, the books on the shelf, you just need to move the books away. In addition, take the box on the ground with you."

"Ok."

The two people who came were Uncle Zhang's confidantes who were always with him. Uncle Zhang sent these two people over to help He Zihan move things, obviously to avoid the old lady Chen's eyes and ears.

The two found that they had traveled all the way to this old house to perform tasks, but they only had to move such a small amount of things. For elites like them, they were really overqualified.

He Zihan didn't even have time to make a sound to stop them, the two had already packed all their things, and disappeared at the door like a gust of wind.

"Chen Qiran!"

He Zihan almost roared, Chen Qiran knew that if he didn't take tough measures, He Zihan would persevere to the end.

"I can understand what you're thinking. I know you don't want to be an appendage, I know you have your dignity, and I understand how important your self-esteem is to you, but Zihan, please look at me For the sake of my concern for your body, please move in and live with me.

If you continue to live in this place, I will still prepare meals and bring them over to eat with you every day, and I will sleep with you at night.So, what's the difference between living together?

If you want to live here, I go back and forth every day, which is also very time-consuming.Do you just have the heart to watch me run around every day?Although I am very happy to do these unsacrificing labors for you, I am afraid that the food will not be fresh enough when delivered, no matter how instant it is delivered, it will not be as fresh as when it was just out of the pan, isn't it?

Zihan, since you accepted me and promised to give me a chance to love you, you should let me behave well, are you right? "

Chen Qiran tried to speak as many and complicated words as possible, bringing out a lot of unreasonable truths.

Unexpectedly, He Zihan's brows were tightly furrowed, as if he was pondering what Chen Qiran said just now, how reasonable it was, Chen Qiran quickly took the opportunity to disturb his thoughts, "The bed here is so small... the two of us Crowded together, it may easily collapse. If you insist on living here, I will simply ask Uncle Zhang to come over with a big bed. I have to install a vertical air conditioner here. There are not enough pots. I have to heat it up for you. Soup……"

"That's enough, Chen Qiran!"

When He Zihan angrily interrupted Chen Qiran's nagging like a monk, he didn't notice that Chen Qiran showed a very smug smile in a place he couldn't see.

"Oh, that's not right! Clothes! Clothes have to be brought from home too! Zihan, have you thought about it?! If you decide to live here, I'll let those two people just bring things back from home, do you think so? "

"You deliberately!"

He Zihan stood up, walked in front of Chen Qiran, stared at Chen Qiran's curved eyebrows with piercing eyes, and said angrily.

"Where did I do it on purpose?"

"You did it on purpose! Chen Qiran, you are too insidious!"

"Oh?"

"Forget it! Let's go!!!"

He Zihan looked at his face that was about to overflow with a smug smile, and couldn't help feeling angry - he shouldn't have given this person a chance at all!With such a scheming mind, sooner or later he will eat him to death!

"Obey!" Chen Qiran was about to follow He Zihan out of the room, but the person walking in front suddenly stopped, turned around, and added very seriously: "Get the rent back from the landlady! I paid it. All year long!"

"Okay, okay, I've told Uncle Zhang to do it, it's not like you didn't hear it just now," Chen Qiran said helplessly.

"When did it happen? Why didn't I hear it?!"

"Maybe you're distracted. Wrap up your scarf before going out, it's cold outside."

Chen Qiran dotingly helped He Zihan wrap up the two scarves, and after making sure that he would not be blown by the wind and catch a cold, he gently put his arm around He Zihan's shoulders and went downstairs together.

At that moment, He Zihan didn't know that the flower of love buried in Chen Qiran's heart had all bloomed.

Like the light in the dark night, it completely illuminated Chen Qiran's heart and made him feel exceptionally warm.

At that time, He Zihan only thought that it was Chen Qiran who rescued himself from that chaotic state - if he hadn't appeared in front of him, if he hadn't explained all the misunderstandings clearly, maybe he would have been silent like that Maybe he hated him for many years.

At that time, He Zihan didn't realize that his existence was another kind of salvation for Chen Qiran.

In the evening, after He Zihan took a shower, he sat on the bed with Chen Qiran's laptop and surfed the Internet - he slept too much during the day, and the night was long, so he needed some entertainment.

The weather is too cold, and sitting in the living room watching TV is too boring, so sitting under the quilt holding the computer and watching things is the most ideal way to pass the time.

After watching BBC, CNN, VOA, and NEWYORKTLMES, He Zihan was still sleepless.

Chen Qiran now has two laptops, he handles things in his room, He Zihan feels bored after watching the news and feels embarrassed to disturb him.

But being alone in front of the computer and doing nothing like this is really driving people crazy.

In desperation, He Zihan began to look for things in Chen Qiran's computer for entertainment.

As a result, a BL file folder was found on the F drive.

BL text?what?novel?

He Zihan opened the folder very curiously, and found that there were more than 300 TXT files neatly arranged inside.

It seems that they are all novels, but He Zihan has always felt that this way of reading novels in front of the computer is very tiring.

In the past, Chen Qiran also tried to let him read some novels to pass the time when he was bored on weekends, but every time He Zihan faced a screen full of words, he felt dizzy and couldn't read any more.

Might as well go to the movies...

So, in retrospect, this folder seems to have been in Chen Qiran's computer since more than a year ago.

It's just that I haven't had the courage to read it.

Today, He Zihan decided to challenge his endurance.

He moved his hand, double-clicked on an article called "Unspeakable Desire", and opened...