perfect life

Chen Qiran called out, and then stretched out his hand to grope, as if looking for someone.

He Zihan lay back down by himself like a ghost.Chen Qiran sensed that the person beside him was back, and took advantage of the situation to hug him back into his arms, as if treating the most precious treasure, and refused to let go.

He Zihan estimated the time, and it was probably between nine and ten in the morning.

He can't remember what happened last night at all, and the last memory stays on the warm water temperature. What's going on? !

Now his own person is still held in Chen Qiran's arms, unable to move his body, He Zihan knows that he will not be able to leave here for a while, so he can only let him hold him like that.

The embrace was as warm as ever, and I was wrapped in his arms. I don't know why, but I suddenly felt like a world away.

The person in front of him is real or not, He Zihan has completely lost the ability to judge in front of him.

He didn't know which of Chen Qiran's words were true and which were false.

He didn't know whether the young man who was still holding him at this moment, and even whispered to him in his sleep, would do the same thing tomorrow with another person in his arms.

He Zihan didn't want Chen Qiran's shadow in his future life at all.

During the few days when he had a high fever, he had already sentenced Chen Qiran to death in his heart.

He didn't even allow himself to think of this person in the future!

Apart from hurting, what else did this person give him? !what else? !

When he thought of his hypocrisy, when he used to be so kind to himself, but now he gave all that tenderness to another person, He Zihan felt extremely uncomfortable.

He himself couldn't tell whether he was more angry or jealous. He just felt extremely uncomfortable and really wanted to leave.

Just when he was about to break free from Chen Qiran's embrace, Chen Qiran opened his eyes.

As soon as he saw He Zihan, Chen Qiran showed a very happy expression on his face - as if seeing his most precious treasure in the world, that expression of happiness and joy made He Zihan can't help but wonder if he, really Miss yourself very much?

This slightly narcissistic idea was quickly rejected by myself.

Thinking of the smell on Chen Zeyu's body that night, and the ambiguous conversation between them, isn't that enough?

Isn't it enough to make this person completely disappear from his life? !

"let me go!"

"He Zihan, I..."

"How many times have I said this, you admitted your mistake, please let me go!!"

"You really don't remember me?!" Chen Qiran's face was full of disbelief, and He Zihan felt that his expression was very dazzling.

"Yeah, I don't remember who you are! Where is this?! What did you bring me here for?!"

While speaking, He Zihan took advantage of the moment Chen Qiran let go of his hand, and completely broke free from his embrace.

However, he was only wearing pajamas, and his words really didn't have much impact.

He Zihan asked again in a blunt tone: "Hey, where are my clothes?!"

"Ah, it's like this. When I went to Chu Zhiang's place yesterday, you were already soaking in the bathtub and fell asleep. I was afraid you would catch a cold, so I dried you up and wrapped you in a quilt and carried you back. I asked Uncle Zhang to keep it, and I can deliver it in the afternoon if you want it."

In Chen Qiran's words, he mentioned many familiar names before, such as Chu Zhiang and Uncle Zhang, they were all former personnel.

He Zihan knew that he was testing himself, tried to make his expression as real as possible, and explained very innocently: "Sorry... I don't know what you are talking about. I just remember that I went to the bar to drink last night. Can not remember."

"Oh? Don't remember? How did Chu Zhiang say you asked him to find you a place to hide?"

Chen Qiran also sat up from the bed, and he got up from the bed naked like that. He was a little taller than before, with an impeccable figure - wide shoulders and narrow waist, straight and slender legs, fair skin, He Zihan still You know, that skin feels incredibly smooth too.

God is never fair.

Chen Qiran is not only extremely beautiful, but also has outstanding intelligence. He was born in a businessman's family, he has no worries about food and clothing, and has a bright future...

Sure enough, apart from his hypocritical character, such a person is really perfect.

Watching Chen Qiran frankly get up from the bed and walk to the closet, until he finished picking out clothes and getting dressed in front of He Zihan, He Zihan didn't look away.

Instead, she stared at him with a very curious look.

The more you pretend not to know him, the more you have to be different from your previous self.

Only in this way, Chen Qiran will believe that he no longer remembers him; only in this way, can Chen Qiran give up on himself completely, and look for that Chen Zeyu wholeheartedly.

Chen Qiran was barefoot, but still walked gracefully, walking in front of He Zihan.

He opened his mouth softly and said:

"You are different from before, Zihan."

He Zihan tried his best to restrain his urge to scold others, spread a smile that he thought he had no flaws, and replied with a smile: "I don't know you, please don't call me so intimately. Also, please return my clothes quickly." Give it to me, I have something else to do."

"Are you still working at the construction site?"

"I do not know what you're talking about."

"Hehe... I know, you still live in the house you rented when you ran away from home."

As Chen Qiran said, he walked to the dining room, did not stop much, and soon entered the kitchen.

He Zihan stood helplessly in his pajamas, neither walking nor not leaving.

If I knew I didn't care so much, I just walked out in my pajamas!

If you stay here now, you still have to be tempted by him in one way or another, and you have to be extra careful without saying a word.

Suddenly feel very tired.

Would love to sleep a little longer.

The bed here is still so comfortable that people who sleep on it are too lazy to get up.

It's not at the same level as the bed I'm sleeping on now...

There are so many memories in this house, but now it seems that they are all ridicules.

He Zihan stood in the empty room, not feeling cold because the heater was turned on.

When Chen Qiran made breakfast and asked him to eat together, he came back to his senses.

"It doesn't matter if you don't remember me, I will remind you. Eat first."

Chen Qiran pushed the sandwich and milk in front of He Zihan, speaking very firmly.

However, his confidence that he didn't know where it came from made He Zihan feel very uncomfortable.

But if you yell out the true thoughts in your heart now, the things you pretended to be stupid before will be in vain...

When I thought that I went into Chu Zhiang's bar last night and asked him to find a place to hide for me, I felt sick to death.

What an idiot I am!

How could there be such a stupid idea? !

The more I thought about it, the angrier I became, and I had no appetite to eat what was in front of me.

Seeing that he hadn't moved for a long time, Chen Qiran put down the knife and fork in his hand, and said in a very gentle tone: "Aren't you hungry? It's past ten o'clock in the morning. There are your favorite ham and lettuce in the sandwich, and the milk is still warm." , drink it while it's hot."

He Zihan still ignored him.

Chen Qiran's disbelief that he lost his memory at all made He Zihan very unhappy.

Why didn't he forget his possibility? !

Why must he look very happy to see him after he suddenly left for more than a year? !

Is he that important? !

Really have the urge to kick off the stool, get up and leave.

However, the thoughts in his head are only high-level obscenity, He Zihan knows that he only has a few pounds and a few taels, and he doesn't have much ability to do such a disrespectful thing in front of Chen Qiran - if Chen Qiran suddenly turns his back on him and asks him to pay for the loss, He just suffered a big loss.

Thinking of this, He Zihan felt that there was no need for him to make things difficult for him.

If you don't eat, your stomach will hurt again.

Stomach pain is no longer a day or two. Before meeting Chen Qiran for the first time, he had stomach pain occasionally.It wasn't serious at the time, so I didn't pay much attention to it.

Later, she lived with Chen Qiran, her body was well adjusted, there was no problem at all.

However, after he left, I don't know whether it was because my stomach was too precious to be nourished by those delicacies, or because I really couldn't take care of myself by myself. He Zihan has become accustomed to having stomach pains two or three times a month.

Gradually, he also grasped some rules:

Stomach pain can occur when you're in a bad mood, when it's too cold or hot, if you don't sleep well, and if you overeat or skip meals.

Therefore, he will basically not let himself starve now.

Ignoring the knife and fork on the table, He Zihan picked up the sandwich and ate it.

He hates eating with a knife and fork the most. He used to go to a western restaurant with Chen Qiran to eat steak. He once threw the knife three times and the fork twice during a meal. Since then, he has never eaten with a knife and fork again.

He Zihan didn't touch the glass of milk until the sandwich was finished.

He has not drank milk for more than a year.

He used to not absorb milk. At that time, Chen Qiran coaxed him to drink some milk after meals every day. It is said that he drank about 100ml of milk after meals every day. If he persisted for a year, his body that was not suitable for milk could gradually absorb it. of nutrients.

He lived with Chen Qiran for only three months, and he hadn't touched milk since Chen Qiran left - firstly, He Zihan himself hated the taste of milk very much, and secondly, the price of milk was too expensive for him to afford; Another point is that He Zihan has never had the habit of drinking milk. To him, drinking milk is like taking medicine. Is it okay to take medicine? !totally unnecessary...

Until the two of them finished eating, there was no other sound at the table except for the slight chewing sound.

In the huge restaurant, the silence was a bit unusual.

He Zihan waited for Chen Qiran's next move, but Chen Qiran never spoke, nor did he call to urge Uncle Zhang to bring He Zihan's clothes.

He just sat across from He Zihan, staring at him thoughtfully.