perfect life

He Zihan saw that Xia Mingyuan was eating deliciously, but fortunately, he had already eaten the breakfast made by Chen Qiran before going out in the morning, and he was not greedy at all.

Turning around, just in time to meet Chen Qiran's gaze, He Zihan unnaturally immediately lowered his head to look at the textbook.

My heart was stuffy, and I couldn't suppress that uncomfortable emotion.

The gap between himself and Chen Qiran was indeed so big that it was difficult to be friends.

With such disparity in status and status, how many people can really become good friends?

What's more, Chen Qiran has such thoughts about himself. Although he didn't show any abnormal behavior during this period, he has kissed himself and said "I like you" to himself, but it is really impossible for him to like you. For him, making Chen Qiran pay for himself like this, isn't it too unfair to him? !

For a relationship with no future, should you reject it from the beginning?

But every time he saw Chen Qiran looking at him expectantly, he could no longer say those words of rejection.He Zihan has never hated his indecision so much, why can't he bear it? !

It's not that he didn't see Chen Qiran's excellence.Fan Geting never forgot what she said before.There is nothing wrong with what she said, Chen Qiran, even if he is gay, he should at least find people like Fan Getian and Xia Mingyuan to be with him.A person like myself has nothing and is useless, so why should he be liked by him?

Chen Qiran has spent 11 years, spent such a long time, wrongly waiting for himself...

Is it time to sever all ties, even if it is a waiting opportunity, don't give him any more?

Chen Qiran looked at He Zihan's frowning, and only then remembered to pass him the water he bought just now.

"Zihan? Drink water?"

"Oh, thanks."

"what happened to you?"

"Huh? What?"

"You have something on your mind?"

"No……"

He Zihan shook his head feebly.

Every time I see Chen Qiran, that suffocatingly beautiful face, I feel unnatural chest tightness, is it really sick?

Every time he talked to himself in such a gentle tone, he would feel his heart beating faster, and even he could hear the "thump, bang, bang!" heartbeat in his chest.

He Zihan turned to take a deep look at Chen Qiran, and Chen Qiran raised his eyebrows as a question.However, He Zihan only felt that his mouth was full of bitterness, and he was speechless.

On the other hand, Xia Mingyuan at the back table finished eating two custard buns, and kept complaining to Fan Getian: "Xiaotian, I'm still hungry, the more I eat, the hungrier I get...you should buy me three."

"Are you still eating? This is the second class, and you won't be able to eat after three lunches. You'll be full by the time you finish drinking the milk."

Fan Getian rubbed Xia Mingyuan's hair, Xia Mingyuan didn't dodge it, let him mess up his hair, after Fan Getian took his hand away, he shook his head, and his hair returned to its original state, not at all. Not messy.

"No, I'm still very hungry...Xiao Tian..."

"Don't you not eat meat buns?"

"Xiaotian... I'm hungry..."

Fan Getian reluctantly handed him the remaining meat bun, "Okay, you can eat it. You have to eat normally after lunch, otherwise I won't buy you breakfast tomorrow."

"En! You are the best!" Xia Mingyuan nodded vigorously to Fan Getian, and began to nibble on the sauced meat bun in his hand again.

Fan Getian drank the milk helplessly, looked up at Chen Qiran, and the latter gave him the same helpless look.

"Xiao Ran, what do you want for lunch?" Xia Mingyuan swallowed a mouthful of meat buns and asked Chen Qiran.

"You haven't finished your breakfast yet, so you're thinking about lunch?"

"The more you eat, the hungrier you get..."

"You are already eating the third steamed stuffed bun, student Xia Mingyuan."

"What's wrong with three! Actually, I can eat five..."

"Want to come to my house for lunch?"

"Yeah!" Xia Mingyuan nodded like a pounding garlic.

"But today there are only two people in the family. If you want to eat, let's talk about it tomorrow. I will buy ingredients at night."

"Cut~! Xiaotian, do you see that, this is Xiaoran's face! If you have He Zihan, you don't want us! Sure enough, friends are not as important as wives, woo woo woo..."

"Uh... Mingyuan, don't talk nonsense, Zihan and I don't have that kind of relationship."

"It's not that kind of relationship. What kind of relationship are you with? You will let him live in your house? You will make so many delicious food for others? I remember that Xiaotian and I sometimes couldn't eat what you made for a month. You How did you say it back then? Eh? Xiaotian??”

"He was saying at the time that he wouldn't cook for the rest of us lightly. The kitchen wasn't his place."

"Yes, yes, yes, yes! Chen Qiran, you just forget your righteousness!"

"I do not have."

Chen Qiran was questioned awkwardly by Xia Mingyuan, and looked at He Zihan with trepidation, for fear that he would want to move out again due to Xia Mingyuan's words.

However, He Zihan's face was really expressionless, and he didn't even frown—while Chen Qiran felt relieved, another kind of worry gradually rose in his heart.

He Zihan's thoughts are usually written on his face. Now, what does it mean to be expressionless?

At this moment, He Zihan suddenly stood up and walked out of the classroom without saying a word.