perfect life

A week later, Fan Getian took a large bouquet of white roses, wore a formal tuxedo for a teenager, and went to the bathroom nervously when he went out.

Fan Geting saw him coming in and out, dressed so formally, and knew that he was going to confess to Xia Mingyuan, so she couldn't help provoking Fan Getian: "Brother, you are going to confess to Xia Mingyuan, not to the auditorium for a wedding, you need to be nervous Is that so?! Besides, I don’t know whether people will accept you or not, you still wear such a formal dress, do you want to add a bow tie and a pair of gloves?”

"Don't say a word, I won't think you are dumb, Tingting." Fan Getian gritted his teeth and said to Fan Geting, then walked out of the Fan's mansion without looking back, and sat on the BENZ that Chen Shu was specially instructed to open.

Fortunately, Fan Zhai and Xia Mingyuan's house were not very far away, and after only 5 minutes of driving, they arrived at the downstairs of Xia Mingyuan's apartment.Before going upstairs, Fang Getian looked in the rearview mirror again, and after making sure that his hairstyle, expression, and clothes were all in perfect order, he ordered Chen Shu to drive the car back, and went upstairs vigorously.

I prepared a lot of excuses before, but I completely forgot the moment Xia Mingyuan opened the door wearing a T-shirt at home, rubbing his sleepy eyes.Fan Getian couldn't stand his brain crashing at critical moments, and before Xia Mingyuan could ask, he entered his house.

Xia Mingyuan stood in the porch, looking curiously at Fan Getian's whole body.Finally, he raised his eyebrows and asked, "Xiaotian, are you...going to a ball, or whose wedding?"

"Uh, neither."

"Then what are you doing here? Looking in the mirror? Holding such a big bunch of flowers? How many flowers, 100?"

"There is no one who sends 100 flowers, but 99 flowers, which means forever."

"Oh? Who are you going to give it to?"

"Give it to you."

"What do you give me?"

"Ah... Mingyuan, I suddenly want to drink coffee, can you make me a cup of Blue Mountain?"

"Are you sure you want coffee? Nothing else?"

"No, I want coffee."

After Fan Getian finished speaking, he unbuttoned the top two buttons of his shirt a little irritably, watched Xia Mingyuan lazily turn around and go to the bar, and couldn't help but follow him to sit opposite him, talking to him casually.

"Why has Xiaoran disappeared these days?"

"Huh? It seems to be participating in some space competition."

"Really? Where did you go? Why didn't you tell us?!"

"He said it a month ago...in City B."

"Uh, that's it. Tingting asked me to say hello."

"Oh."

"Chen Shu said that you haven't been to my house for a long time, and he told you to go to my house more often."

"Really? I haven't been there for only ten days, right? Why does Chen Shu want me so much? I'm not his son."

"He thinks you are cute... Oh, yes, the one in our kitchen, the new one, what's your name..."

"Which one?"

"The one with the very Japanese name..."

"Auntie Yami?"

"Yes, yes, yes! She said that I will discuss dessert and coffee with you some other day. She was shocked by Xiaoran's cooking last time, so I said what's so great about Xiaoran. Mingyuan can also grind coffee and make cakes. Her mouth It becomes O-shaped! So next time you go and show her a hand!"

"Oh……"

"And there's..."

"..."

Fan Getian kept changing the subject like this, and after about 40 minutes, he finally got dry mouthed and a little speechless.

Xia Mingyuan's coffee was almost ready at this time, Fan Getian reached out to drink a cup, but Xia Mingyuan stopped him.

"how?"

"Go get a glass of water first. You've been talking for a long time, drinking coffee right away is bad for your throat." Xia Mingyuan was about to pour water for Fang Getian.

"Mingyuan... I like you."

"..."

Xia Mingyuan's pouring hand froze in mid-air.

"do you love me?"

"..."

Fan Getian obviously felt Xia Mingyuan's back stiffen, but he had no choice but to shoot the arrow, and he had no room to retreat...

"Shall we... be together?"

Fan Getian mustered up all his courage to finally say this sentence, anxiously waiting for Xia Mingyuan to give an answer, but he did not expect that the latter, under his affectionate gaze, suddenly turned around and burst out laughing.

Fan Getian was a little confused, so why did Xia Mingyuan say this with a smile?What's so funny about this?

Just as he was about to ask, Xia Mingyuan suddenly spoke.

"Xiaotian, are you gay?! Don't you know that homosexuality is a pervert? It's a manifestation of psychological distortion! In this world, the thing that I, Xia Mingyuan, hates, despises and hates the most is homosexuality. Homosexuality makes me feel sick!"

Fan Getian froze on the spot and couldn't move at what Xia Mingyuan said.

Xia Mingyuan continued: "Xiaotian, a person can do whatever he wants, but he can't be gay! When I think of a man inserting his genitals into another man's anus, I don't think there is anything more disgusting than that! Disgusting!!!”

"Xia Mingyuan, have you said enough?!"

"Not yet...Xiao Tian, ​​I'm doing this for your own good! Do whatever you want, really, don't be gay!"

"But, the one I like about you is you!"

"But I'm a man, aren't I?! You like me, I'm a man, you're gay, aren't you?!"

"Sounds right, but..."

"What else but?! Xiaotian, do you like men's assholes so much?!"

"you!……"

The weather was so bad that Fang couldn't find anything to say. He grabbed the large bouquet of white roses on the bar and threw them on the ground angrily.Before he had time to drink the coffee that Xia Mingyuan had just made, Fan Getian packed up his rage, stood up, and quickly left the living room.

When he put on his shoes and was about to go out, he said: "I'm dressed so formally today... I came to confess my love to you. I didn't expect it to turn out like this... Just pretend I didn't say anything. I will Will not appear again."

After that, he left without looking back.

So, he didn't see Xia Mingyuan standing in the living room, staring blankly and nostalgicly at his leaving back.

Looking at the big bouquet of white roses on the ground, Xia Mingyuan squatted down with a bit of distress, picked out the unbroken roses one by one, took many vases at home, put some in each vase, and placed them in the house. A bottle of white roses is placed in every corner of the house. This is the only flower that Fan Getian gave him in this life. He wants to cherish every day with them, and he wants to see them every day...

For the fallen petals and broken flowers, Xia Mingyuan picked them up one by one, spread a layer of cotton cloth on the tea table, put all the flowers on it, and then covered it with another layer of cotton cloth , flatten the petals...

He wants to make specimens of those flowers and treasure them forever.

The next day, Fan Wenhuilin went to XX Middle School, which was already on winter vacation, to go through the procedures for Fan Getian to leave school.A week later, Fan Getian and Fan Geting followed Fan Wenhuilin to Paris.

On the day Fan Getian left City C, Xia Mingyuan sat on the cold floor of the apartment living room, watching the flowers in the vase wither and wither little by little.

It's not that he doesn't know how much what he said to Fan Getian that day can hurt him.

It's not that he doesn't want to be with Fan Getian.

It's just that they have no future.

Through the window, when he saw the wisp of white cloud left behind by the plane flying in the clear sky, Xia Mingyuan's eyes suddenly filled with some hot liquid, which quickly gushed out of his eye sockets, and he couldn't stop it.

I no longer need to restrain my feelings, and I no longer need to worry that I will affect Fan Getian's future life. In my life from now on, there will never be the words Fan Getian again...

After Fan Getian arrived in Paris, he started a new life.Taking advantage of the fact that French schools have not yet started, he wants to learn French.Then comes the start of the new school year, entering high school, meeting new classmates and teachers, and integrating into a new life.He is too busy and has too much to do.

It seems that one day I heard from my father, who went back to Paris for a short stay, that Xia Mingyuan's father was furious when he found out that he was living outside, and severely punished him, but the child was so stubborn that he refused to go back to the old house.Father Xia was very angry. He only had that one son, but he was so incompetent.

"That kid, he can't do it anymore. He used to be very well-behaved. I went back last month and found that he has completely changed. He swears a lot at every turn, and when he sees that I don't know how to talk about etiquette, he knows how to laugh and laugh. He looks incompetent." This kid from the Xia family seems to be ruined..."

Fan Getian didn't understand what he said later. Three days later, he proposed to go back to China to have a reunion with his friends, but was rejected by his mother.

It was not until a year later that he won the championship of the National Pentathlon for High School Students in France that Fan Wenhuilin allowed him to go back to China once during the holiday, but he had to go back one month later.