perfect life

After half of the class time, He Zihan's rumbling stomach had already lost the feeling of hunger - if he was too hungry, he would not feel hungry anymore.He came in a hurry in the morning, and he didn't have time or thought of going to buy food.Some time ago, the comfortable life at Chen Qiran's house made him a bit out of the original life track.

The whistle sounded again, and the boys assembled again.

"Okay, have you had enough rest?!" The physical education teacher's loud voice resounded through the playground.

"enough!"

"He Zihan, are you enough?!"

"Ah?!" He Zihan didn't understand why the teacher suddenly called her name, so she could only say "Enough rest!"

"Very good! Then go to the starting line and wait! The old rules, when I blow the whistle, you rush out. Do you understand?!"

"understand!"

He Zihan walked to the starting line with difficulty. Chen Qiran was standing on the right side of him. He Zihan saw that the people around him seemed to be wearing very comfortable running shoes, and he was wearing 20 yuan a pair of canvas...

He Zihan thought to himself, the equipment is different, so the grades are also different.No wonder others run faster than him...

The whistle sounded quickly, and the high-spirited boys rushed out of the starting line again.

He Zihan fell behind after less than half a lap, but he didn't have the extra strength to care about which place he ran, because it was very difficult for him to breathe.

When he reached the end of the first lap, He Zihan saw Chen Qiran who was waiting for him there.

"Can you do it?"

"……Um……"

"If you can't, stop, you don't look good."

With a very gentle voice and such a doting tone, He Zihan tried hard to let himself ignore his concerns, because he couldn't respond to these concerns and feelings, and couldn't compensate him.

"... Phew... I... know, know..." The air in the lungs was about to be exhausted...

"Well, let's go and run, I will accompany you."

He Zihan felt a little helpless, why did Chen Qiran speak without panting? !Obviously ran 4 laps like me, and I am so tired, Chen Qiran, how can I be so energetic...

After another half lap, He Zihan felt that the basketball hoop not far in front of him was a bit bent, why... crooked?

I feel like I'm about to hit...

The feet did not listen to the command of the body and were still moving forward. He Zihan thought that if he bumped into it, he would die of pain.As a result, the expected pain did not come, and my eyes suddenly went dark, as if someone hugged me before I lost consciousness...

———Xia Mingyuan’s dividing line———

When Xia Mingyuan woke up in the hospital, Fan Getian was staring at him blankly.

The eyes of the two met, Fan Getian remembered the affair that day, and thought that he was the wrong party after all, so he softened his tone by three points before speaking.

"Are you awake? Do you want a drink?"

"You go out." Xia Mingyuan's voice was cold and hoarse, but the feeling of being isolated from others was clearly revealed.

"You should be angry with me. I went too far that day. But let's talk about these things later. Let's talk about your health first, okay?"

"Fang Getian, don't be shameless. I already told you to go out, why are you staying here so shamelessly?! I've been fucked by you before, what do you want? Do it again?! Come on Ah! If you've had enough, get out of here!"

Xia Mingyuan yelled and lifted the quilt, and was about to reach out to unbutton his hospital gown.

Fan Getian had never seen Xia Mingyuan who was so furious. Even if he confessed his love to him two years ago, he didn't accept it, and he just sneered.

Although it seemed at that time that his cynicism was quite excessive, I came back this time just to humiliate him and to hear him apologize to me, but I never expected that such a thing would happen the first day I saw him.

Knowing that he almost died because of that sexual incident, Fan Getian's body trembled in fear.

What kind of revenge, humiliation, and resentment towards Xia Mingyuan were all thrown into the clouds at once.He only hoped that Xia Mingyuan would be safe and sound, otherwise he would never be able to forgive himself in his life.

Fan Getian walked over, held his hand that was about to untie his clothes, and said softly: "Mingyuan, don't do this."

I don't know where his anger comes from, or what happened to him, maybe something serious happened to Xia Mingyuan in the past two years, otherwise, how could he be like his family said, being alone, and suddenly become So sloppy?

He stepped forward and pressed Xia Mingyuan into his arms, gently stroking his hair that should have been soft but now turned into a hedgehog like he did when he was a child, Fan Getian comforted: "I was wrong that day, I shouldn't treat you like that. You. When you are well, you can punish me. You can get back as much as you want."

After hearing what he said, Xia Mingyuan became furious again.Struggling to get out of Fan Getian's arms, Fan Getian was afraid that he would stick the drip needle crookedly with too much force, so he had no choice but to let go of him.

"Don't be crazy, okay? Do you think this kind of thing is very honorable? A man fucks a man, or a man gets fucked by another man, is this kind of thing proud?! Do you think I'm still the same as before?! Please Get out of here, Fan Getian, I don't want to see you!"

"Mingyuan, if you have something to say, don't lose your temper." Fan Getian sat on a small chair beside him and said calmly.

"Having a tantrum?! You think I'm throwing a tantrum?! Let me tell you the fuck, I just don't want to see you. Not because I got fucked by you, I don't even want to see if I didn't get fucked by you You! The last person I want to see in my life is you!"

Xia Mingyuan uttered swear words, and the veins on Fan Getian's forehead were about to burst out, but he still used the reason that he was seriously injured and his mood would inevitably fluctuate as an excuse to persuade himself not to care about it - Fan Getian has always hated swearing.

"You're too excited. Mingyuan, don't move around."

"go away!"

Xia Mingyuan started yelling hysterically to tell Fan Getian to fuck off, and Fan Getian felt his temples twitching.After all, there was no way to press the bedside alarm.

The doctor and nurse came over soon. After getting a general understanding of the situation, the doctor asked Fan Getian to wait outside. They wanted to give Xia Mingyuan a sedative.

Fan Getian walked out of the ward and looked through the glass door at Xia Mingyuan who was held down by three people in the ward but was still struggling. He didn't stop struggling until the sedative in the doctor's hand was completely injected into the vein.

Seeing that the doctor had put down the syringe and Xia Mingyuan was still tossing and turning on the bed, Fan Getian couldn't bear it and rushed into the ward.

"Doctor, what happened to him?!"

"Ah! Fan Getian, you get out! You get out!! I don't want to see you!"

"go away!"

With that said, Xia Mingyuan threw the pillow over.Fan Getian took the pillow, met the doctor's helpless gaze, and suddenly understood something, "Miss Nurse, please help me get an eye mask, or anything that can cover my eyes!"

"Okay! I'll go right away!"

The nurse came back quickly, holding a black blindfold in her hand.Because of the effects of the medicine, Xia Mingyuan gradually began to have seizures, so he struggled less.Fan Getian invited the nurses and doctors out, locked the door of the ward, and pulled down the blinds.

"What are you going to do! Get out! Get out!"

Xia Mingyuan saw Fan Getian walking towards him, and he kept shrinking towards the corner of the wall. Finally, when he was stuck against the wall and there was no place to retreat, he shrank himself into a ball.Even in such a dim light, Fan Getian still saw it - Xia Mingyuan was trembling.

He put the blindfold on Xia Mingyuan's head, covering his sight.Then, he wrapped Xia Mingyuan in his arms.

"Mingyuan, it's over, it's all over. With me here, I will always be here."

"Don't be afraid, there are no bad people, I am Xiaotian, and I will always be by your side."

"It's over, it's all over..."

"..."

Fan Getian comforted him for a while, until Xia Mingyuan in his arms no longer trembled and his breathing was stable, then he tentatively asked, "Mingyuan, it's getting dark, let's sleep, okay?"

"Um……"

This was the only normal monosyllabic sentence that Xia Mingyuan said to Fan Getian in the past two years.

Fan Getian laid his body flat, covered him with a quilt, lay on his side on the hospital bed, and patted Xia Mingyuan's back lightly. He didn't get out of bed until he fell asleep, and went outside to call the nurse. Help Xia Mingyuan continue dripping.

What Fan Getian didn't expect was that he saw an anxious Chen Qiran at the nurse's station.

For so many years, it seems that I have never seen such an expression on Chen Qiran's face...