perfect life

The next day when He Zihan got up, he found that Chen Qiran had prepared breakfast as usual, and was sitting in the dining room waiting for him to eat.

However, just as He Zihan sat down, Chen Qiran stood up.

"I have something to do, I'm going to school first. You eat slowly."

"Oh, okay."

He Zihan felt that Chen Qiran was acting weird, but his expression was very calm, without any extra emotion.It seems that he has forgotten all the things that happened yesterday, as if nothing happened yesterday at all.

He Zihan was eating toast, thinking of this, he couldn't swallow the food in his mouth—he suddenly understood what it means to have a stick in his throat.

It's not that he didn't see Chen Qiran's expression last night. When he conjectured so maliciously before and confessed those words, Chen Qiran's expression turned out to be so dignified.

Now, Chen Qiran still gets up early to make breakfast for himself, and can still talk to himself with a smile—isn’t that enough? !

Do you want him to see himself hiding away from now on?Or do you mean become a stranger from now on?

My previous thoughts were too narrow-minded.

It's not that I don't understand the truth that the heart of harming others is indispensable and the heart of guarding against others is indispensable.But, is it really necessary to be so guarded against Chen Qiran?Is what he did really so utilitarian? ?

Growing up, it was the first time that I had such an intimate relationship with someone—living in the same house, going to school together every morning, and going home together after class at noon and evening.He also cooks for himself every day, and even goes to the construction site to pick him up from get off work...

In fact, Chen Qiran's feelings were already clearly in front of his eyes, but he didn't think about it in this direction before.

Who would have thought that he would be liked by someone of the same sex?

I thought he was just being nice to me like a classmate.Even because I couldn't believe that someone would be so kind to another person for no reason, I maliciously speculated that everything he did was to show that he is a good person, an excellent monitor, and that he is a compassionate and caring student. There are plus people.

In order to protect himself, he didn't hesitate to think so heinously.Because I have never been so close to a person, I don't know how to get along.Even if that person is sincerely treating him well, he will habitually think about whether he has some intentions.

It has been more than 16 years since such trembling days.Isn't that enough?Do you want to go on like this forever?

Doubt everyone, doubt everything.

He Zihan felt a little sympathetic to himself, he was too suspicious of everything, he couldn't trust anyone, and he had to guess whether there was a conspiracy behind any good intention...

This kind of life is really, too tiring...

Fan Getian's admission dividing line

Because of his wild thoughts, He Zihan ate breakfast very slowly, and when he got to school, it was almost time for class.

Seeing Chen Qiran handing out last week's math test papers in the classroom, He Zihan was a little embarrassed to visit him.Fortunately, the class bell rang soon, so he walked quickly to his seat, put down his schoolbag, and sat down.

Looking at the bright red score on his test paper, He Zihan not only sighed - 75 points, it seems, not too good...

The first class was an English class taught by the head teacher, but the head teacher appeared together with the principal and the director of the Academic Affairs Office.In front of them stood the boy He Zihan met at Chen Qiran's house last night.

"Students, this is student Fan Getian. He spent a few years abroad. He just came back to China and there are many places where he doesn't adapt. You have to take good care of this student Fan, you know?"

Because that classmate Fan looked as good as Chen Qiran and Xia Mingyuan, many female students in the class welcomed such a handsome guy to their class, and they all answered loudly, "I know!"

"It's good to know." After the principal finished speaking, he turned to Fan Getian and said, "Then, please sit in the empty seat in the last row near the door."

"Okay, thank you principal, thank you director."

Fan Getian nodded politely to the principal and the dean, He Zihan found it strange, if he expressed his gratitude sincerely, shouldn't he bow to the elders?

"Don't dare to do it, don't dare to do it, it's just a matter of raising your hands. Go sit down quickly, you must be tired after standing for so long." The dean smiled all over his face, and He Zihan felt goosebumps all over his body.

Fan Getian walked straight behind He Zihan and sat next to Xia Mingyuan.

At this time, He Zihan suddenly remembered that Xia Mingyuan is really very quiet today...

Chen Qiran also said yesterday that he and these two people grew up together, so Xia Mingyuan must also know that Fan Getian?It's just that the atmosphere is really weird now.

What happened last night made Chen Qiran politely alienate himself, and Fan Getian's arrival made Xia Mingyuan, a crow's mouth, quiet down.Sitting together in class, it is so quiet that you can hear the "swish" sound of the pen when writing on the paper, as well as each other's breathing.

Until the end of the morning class, the four of them didn't say a word.