perfect life

Things, isn't Chen Qiran taking care of everything about me?He doesn't like those extravagant things, even if he forcefully gives them to him, there will be no place to use them in the future.

Just when He Zihan was confused about what Chen Qiran was going to give him, two small silver rings suddenly appeared on Chen Qiran's hand.He Zihan rubbed his eyes in disbelief, then rubbed again, after making sure that he read it correctly, he tentatively asked Chen Qiran, "This... the ring?"

"Ah."

"Hey, you want to give me a ring?" He Zihan still felt a little unbelievable.

"Yes, I want to give you a ring, a wedding ring. You have just promised me that you will not refuse, so from now on, you are my partner for life, Chen Qiran. With the ring as proof, you can't break your promise."

The man who had finished his request domineeringly took He Zihan's hand, but his movements were very gentle.

Chen Qiran put a ring on the ring finger of He Zihan's left hand that symbolized marriage, printed his kiss on his lips, and pecked on the tip of his nose, facing his forehead, and said softly: "I love you .”

He Zihan suddenly felt a "boom" in his brain, and his rationality collapsed. He just kept thinking about Chen Qiran's "I love you".

Although this was something he knew well all along, his face still blushed uncontrollably after hearing him say such love words at such a close distance in such a situation.

Chen Qiran picked up He Zihan's right hand again, put another ring into his hand, and suddenly remembered something, picked up the ring and put it in front of He Zihan's eyes, and told him: "I forgot to tell you, I have someone engrave us in the ring." The abbreviation of the last word of the name, look here."

He Zihan followed his finger towards the inside of the ring, engraved with a lowercase r and h, the abbreviations of Ran and Han.

Looking up and seeing Chen Qiran's serious face, He Zihan picked up the ring and put it on the ring finger of his left hand, and said softly: "Although I never thought of being with anyone other than you before, Chen Qiran, I I still want to tell you that I am very happy to be able to wear the same pair of wedding rings with you, really. From now on, I am Chen Qiran's life partner, and with this pair of rings as proof, I will never break my promise."

The happiness came too great, and his eyes were occupied by tears, which made him unable to see the expression on Chen Qiran's face clearly.

In such a hazy scene, He Zihan said to the man in front of him again: "There is one more thing I want to tell you, and that is... Actually... Well, that... I love you too."

He Zihan VS Chen Qiran Episode 12

The two of them spent five or six days in Dali. They traveled all over the Cangshan and Erhai Lakes. He Zihan fell in love with the ancient city, and Chen Qiran stayed with him in the inn in the ancient city for two more days.

The cleanliness and ease here made He Zihan so relaxed and happy that he completely forgot that he still had to go to work—when he remembered they were walking on Renmin Road, and there were people coming and going, the two of them in the crowd whether they were wearing clothes or Men with outstanding looks are very eye-catching.Among them, the shorter young man looked like he was about to cry, and the man next to him who was holding his hand smiled and said to him: "I have already asked you for half a month's leave, so feel free to play." .”

Hearing what he said, He Zihan pushed him angrily, and shouted in a low voice: "Don't do this on the street!"

Chen Qiran was not angry, and did not let go of his hand, and said with a low smile: "Zihan is really cute when she is shy."

He Zihan blushed to the point of bleeding at what he said, and growled, "Don't do this outside!!" Then she shook off his hand and walked straight forward.

After a while, he came across a fork in the road, and he was completely confused about the direction. He was usually led by Chen Qiran, and he had been wandering here for a few days. Although he looked familiar, where was he really going? Let's go, but I have nothing in my heart.

He Zihan turned his head reluctantly, and when he found that Chen Qiran was not behind him, he was shocked and speechless.After so many awkward moments, when would he turn around and not see Chen Qiran?Although sometimes it is true that he overreacts, Chen Qiran will not ignore himself.He just told him to be careful on the street, and he was angry with himself?

Thinking of this, He Zihan couldn't help feeling sour, and didn't know how to describe his mood for a while.I looked at the intersection for a while, and when the light turned green, I chose a random direction to walk.

It was afternoon at this time, and there were not many pedestrians on the street.

Before going out, He Zihan was forced by Chen Qiran to apply SPF50 sunscreen and wear sunglasses with anti-ultraviolet rays, saying that Dali has a high altitude and the ultraviolet rays are particularly strong, so it is easy to get sunburned.The fierce sunlight hits the skin directly, even though sunscreen is applied, it can't resist the temperature of the sun.He Zihan didn't walk for a few minutes before realizing that he had chosen a very wrong route. He saw the zebra crossing at the next intersection and immediately walked towards the opposite side - there were buildings and backlighting there, which just blocked the sunlight.

When I think about what happened just now, I feel angry.Chen Qiran held his hand in front of the public, did he want to be found out as a gay couple?This kind of thing is so sensitive, it's always not good to be known.He looked so calm, he didn't seem worried at all. Could it be that in Chen Qiran's mind, the matter of being gay was completely indifferent?

Although He Zihan knew in his heart that they were out of town now, even if people here knew that they were gay, it wouldn't cause any serious consequences.But now it was clearly daytime, and there were so many people on Renmin Road just now, Chen Qiran didn't seem to hold back at all, if there were people who strongly opposed homosexuality nearby, it is possible to rush over and commit some atrocities.Wouldn't it be a waste of a wonderful trip to cause any unpleasantness because of these people?

It was precisely because of these things that I didn't dare to have any intimate actions with him in public during the day.I also love him very much, and I want to kiss and touch him from time to time, but the reality of society is in front of me-the current society is not open enough for anyone to tolerate a pair of gays holding hands in front of me.

These thoughts are not my own unfounded worries, but because I was born as a homosexual, I am very sensitive to these things.It doesn't matter if you hold hands at night, after all, you are your lover, there is no reason to keep walking apart.Why didn't Chen Qiran understand this truth? !He Zihan couldn't figure it out.

The phone in his pocket vibrated, and seeing that it was Chen Qiran calling, He Zihan hung up without thinking.Not long after, the call came back, and He Zihan pressed it again.Knowing that Chen Qiran would definitely take the trouble to call, He Zihan got annoyed for a moment and simply turned off the phone.

After walking for a long time, he couldn't move anymore. He happened to see a coffee shop. He Zihan walked in without even thinking about it—he never thought that he would run into Chen Qiran again—with another extremely handsome man. sit together.

After getting to know Chen Qiran, He Zihan has seen many male beauties. Xia Mingyuan, Chen Zeyu, and Lan Qi in college are all beautiful, and Chen Qiran is also the best among them. , and often make my heart beat faster and have difficulty breathing.

But now, the man sitting across from him is even more beautiful than Chen Qiran.It's not too neutral, the man's masculinity is obvious, and there is a natural sense of nobility in his gestures, which makes people look at him with admiration.

The chairs in this store are a bit different from those in general coffee shops. They are not common small chairs. The two rows by the window are specially arranged. The sofa is a bit high, just enough to block people's heads, and it looks very comfortable to lean on.

After visually measuring the height of the sofa, He Zihan made up his mind, ordered a cup of Blue Mountain coffee, walked to the table behind them and sat down with his back facing them.The seat he chose and that beautiful man happened to be back to back. The man's voice came to his ears very clearly, and Chen Qiran's was a little far away, but he could still hear what they were saying clearly.

About a minute later, He Zihan suddenly realized that these two were speaking in another language, neither English nor French, and he couldn't understand what they were saying at all—no wonder he felt strange just now, why there was nothing hear?

The beautiful man's magnetic and pleasant voice came to the ears, like the sounds of nature, although he couldn't understand what he was talking about, just listening to his voice was a kind of enjoyment.

The long-lost inferiority complex surged out without knowing why.

A long time ago, I was worried, if Chen Qiran was born gay and didn't have any affection for women, then what about men?If he met a person with similar background, status, knowledge, taste and even appearance, would Chen Qiran develop a good impression of that person and abandon himself?

Is the man whose back is facing is also gay?

What is the relationship between Chen Qiran and him?

What are they talking about?

Why did you suddenly meet here?

Was it a previous appointment, or a chance encounter?

A lot of questions instantly occupied the whole brain, He Zihan sat less than one meter away from Chen Qiran, but his heart was suddenly exiled to an infinite distance.The waiter brought the coffee, and He Zihan picked up the spoon and stirred it for a while. Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the ring on his left ring finger, and couldn't take his eyes off it.

Chen Qiran loves himself, He Zihan doesn't doubt that.He just didn't know how long the love between them could last.

The two people behind seemed to be talking about something happy, and they laughed carelessly.This was originally a very inappropriate thing in public, but other people in the coffee shop looked towards the source of the sound and found that the two were actually more beautiful than the top male models in the magazines, so they blamed it The emotions disappeared immediately, and I wished to see them more.

The two seventeen or eighteen-year-old girls sitting not far from him also saw Chen Qiran and the others, they turned their heads several times, and He Zihan could feel their eyes shining brightly.

After a while, the voices of the two people talking became louder and louder. He Zihan was sitting not very far away from them, and the content of the conversation was clear to the ear: "It's so good, it's a perfect match! It's beautiful and beautiful, and it's strong at first glance. Strong! So handsome, I can't stand it! I really want to take a picture!"

"That's right! Why is he so handsome? Are all gays so handsome now? Look at the one leaning on the sofa, ah~! No way, it's so beautiful, I bow down!"

"The one opposite him is even more handsome! Ah, a perfect match! Ah, the battery is out!!! I need to take a closer look..."

"Haha, don't drool."

"I want to drool, don't you think they're so pretty?!"

"Beautiful food is beautiful food, but it's a pity you can't eat it. Hurry up and finish your snacks, and you have to go to church later!"

"Oh, yes, yes!"

"..."

The two people behind were still talking about happy things. Although the laughter was a little softer, He Zihan still clearly felt the joyful emotions conveyed in the laughter.When Chen Qiran was with him, he was mostly smiling, and it was rare to see him smiling so heartily—no, never before.

It turned out that Chen Qiran never laughed happily when he was with him.

He Zihan really wanted to just walk over like this and return the ring on his ring finger to Chen Qiran - the promise he made last night was actually impossible to realize.When he was with him, he didn't even smile happily. How could a person like himself be worthy of being his lifelong partner? !

When Chen Qiran gave him this ring last night, he was so excited.Why did you feel so happy and happy at that time?

Happiness comes too fast and too huge, which is always unrealistic.

People like me are probably doomed not to be happy, and Chen Qiran will not be happy when he is with him.I can't even cook, and I often break the dishes when washing dishes. I don't look very good, my temper is weird, and I am very boring. Chen Qiran is with such a self, what happiness can there be?

He Zihan VS Chen Qiran Episode 13

Chen Qiran had a lot of conversations with that handsome man, and He Zihan waited until the coffee in front of him was completely cold and didn't have the mood to take a sip.

The number of people in the coffee shop gradually increased, and subconsciously turned their heads to look at the floor-to-ceiling windows, and suddenly realized that it was already dark.The voice behind him was no longer familiar. He Zihan turned around and found that Chen Qiran and that person were no longer in the coffee shop.

After asking the waiter to pay the bill, He Zihan realized that he only had ten yuan left on him.He didn't take any money when he went out. He didn't know when he put the 50 yuan in his pocket. The cup of coffee just now cost 40 yuan. He Zihan took the ten yuan and didn't know how he could go back.

The ancient city under the night is completely different from the daytime. Although he and Chen Qiran went out for a stroll before, facing this strange city by himself, He Zihan still couldn't find any direction.He didn't even know the name of the hotel he was staying in, nor did he know which street or which direction it was located.

When I was in City B, because I was a road idiot, I spent all my time studying, and basically never went to places other than school. The only familiar routes in City C are the ones from home to school, and from home to his company, Chen.

Standing at the crossroads of this huge city, He Zihan didn't know where to go.

He only knew that he couldn't stop now, once he stopped, he might have the urge to cry.Only by constantly moving forward and walking quickly can one's brain become numb due to exercise.

He didn't want to let those feelings of inferiority overwhelm him anymore, he was already working very hard to become a person worthy of Chen Qiran's pride.He also thought that he was strong enough to be mentally prepared to face various situations that he might encounter in the future.When Chen Qiran dealt with Fan Geting before, he had already said that there would be no similar things in the future.Although he knew that he should not cheat, but when he saw him sitting with such a man, the pleasing picture lingered in his mind and couldn't get rid of it.

I don't know how far I have walked, and I don't know where I am.When He Zihan saw a bench, he finally couldn't bear the hunger and fatigue, so he walked over to sit on it - once he sat down, he never wanted to get up again.I have already walked a lot in the afternoon, and I walked a lot just now. If I hadn’t worn very comfortable sneakers today, I would have developed several blisters on my feet.

After touching his pocket, he remembered that he had brought his mobile phone with him.

After Chen Qiran and that person left the coffee shop, did they go to eat together?Still looking for yourself?The latter should be more likely.

He turned on the phone nervously, and after a while, the phone started to vibrate violently, and text messages flooded in. He Zihan opened the inbox and saw that they were all text messages from Chen Qiran.Before he had time to read the text message carefully, the phone rang.

The word "Chen Qiran" flashed on the screen, He Zihan stared at it for a while, then connected the phone.

"Zihan!! Where are you?! Where are you now?!" Chen Qiran's voice on the other end of the phone was a little louder than usual, and his speaking speed was also very fast - he would do this when he was in a hurry.

"Chen Qiran..."

"Huh? Are you okay? Are you okay?"

"It's okay... I can't find my way back..."

"It's okay, it's okay, where are you now? Are there any landmarks around? Look up."

Following his instructions, He Zihan looked up, there were no tall buildings around, and the street lights were very dim, so he couldn't see where this place was at all.

"I don't know...it's very dark here. Tell me the name of the hotel, and I'll take a taxi back. You wait for me at the door, I may not have enough money."

"Well, I'm outside now, I'll take a taxi back right away, you stop a car and ask him to go to the Caiyunzhinan Hotel at the east gate of the ancient city, the one we live in is a chain hotel, so it's easy to find." Chen Qiran finished speaking Taking a deep breath, He Zihan realized that Chen Qiran was also running around looking for him outside at this time, and felt a little sad again.

"Okay, I see, I'll go back now, don't worry too much."

"Well, I'll go back and wait for you."

After He Zihan hung up the phone, he planned to hail the car. After realizing that the seat he was sitting in was a bit too remote, he walked forward and noticed if there was a car coming from behind.As a result, until he walked for 10 minutes, he still didn't see any taxi.

Where the hell is this? !If it is a rural place, it seems unlikely, it is impossible to travel such a long distance.

Just when He Zihan was extremely troubled, an empty taxi came.He hurriedly stopped him, got in the car and reported his destination, when Chen Qiran's call came.

"Zihan! I'm at the door, have you stopped the car?" His voice was still so nervous, as if he would always be nervous if he didn't appear in his eyes.

"It's stopped, it's stopped, it will probably arrive soon, don't worry."

"That's good."

What surprised He Zihan was that it didn't take long for him to see Chen Qiran who was anxiously waiting for him appearing in his field of vision.There are no street lights here, and the light is not very bright.Only the signboard of the hotel was emitting a light that was not too strong.In such a weak light, He Zihan saw Chen Qiran's tightly frowning brows, as well as the figure stretching his neck to see further away - he actually still cares about himself very much, otherwise he wouldn't So nervous.

After the car stopped, He Zihan looked at his phone, the time was only 5 minutes before and after.It turned out that I was so close to the hotel just now!Thinking of taking a taxi to a place within 5 minutes by car again, I felt more resentment for being a road idiot in my heart.

After getting off the car, He Zihan's face turned black, and he handed the only ten yuan he had on him to the master, and said, "You don't need to look for it." Then he took Chen Qiran back to the room through the back door of the hotel.

Just after closing the door, Chen Qiran hugged him into his arms, took a deep breath and said: "I was scared to death, I thought I lost you."

His voice was still trembling when he spoke, He Zihan leaned against his arms, and could feel the heart beating much faster than usual in his chest.Smelling the slight sweat on Chen Qiran's body, knowing that he must have been looking for him outside as he thought, He Zihan couldn't help feeling his eyes warm.The urge to cry was too strong, he was afraid that he would lose control in front of Chen Qiran, so he clasped his waist tightly, rubbed on his clothes without any trace, wiped away the tears welling up from his eyes, raised his head and complained : "I didn't see you when I turned around, and I just walked away in a fit of anger..."

Chen Qiran saw that his eyes were red and swollen, thinking that he did not have himself by his side, did not know the way, did not know the name of the hotel, must have taken many detours, kissed He Zihan's cold nose with distress, and apologized to him softly: " I saw that you went to the front, thinking that you were going into that video store to watch CDs. Before you caught up, you met a good friend from college. We hadn't seen each other for several years, so we wanted to find a place to catch up.

I wanted to go to the store and take you with me, but you weren't there.When I called you, you hung up, and then turned off the phone directly. I know you are angry with me, and I want to try calling again after your anger subsides.I didn't expect that your phone was not turned on, I saw that the sky was getting darker and darker, and you didn't know the way, and you didn't know the name of the hotel, so you panicked all of a sudden..."

What Chen Qi then said later, He Zihan couldn't listen anymore.

He just wanted to ask Chen Qiran, why was he still talking and laughing with that person after he found out that his phone was turned off?

When he was in the coffee shop, he sat no more than one meter away from him, and he didn't even notice it, and he kept chatting so happily with that man.If it's just a simple reminiscence between friends, there's no need to avoid this paragraph, right?After all, Chen Qiran just didn't want to let himself know that he went to drink coffee with that person and talked a lot.

Thinking about this, He Zihan couldn't help feeling sad again.When did Chen Qiran hide it from himself?Aren't the two now being honest with each other?

Does he want to hide something from himself now because of that man?

Or has he been hiding many things from himself, but he has never been aware of it?

Any kind of possibility broke his heart, although he really wanted to question why he didn't tell the truth, but at the same time he was afraid that Chen Qiran would give the answer that would break him down - if he said that when he was talking to that person, he forgot his own What kind of expression should I face him?

He Zihan thought about it for a while, but decided not to say anything for the time being.Trying to calm myself down, he gave Chen Qiran a smile: "I'm not good either, I shouldn't lose my temper. I'm tired, I'm going to take a shower first."

After speaking, he quickly took his pajamas and went into the bathroom, and locked the door before Chen Qiran came in.

After walking for a day, I was sweating all over, my body was sticky and uncomfortable, no matter how sad I was, I should take a bath, He Zihan thought so, tidied up his emotions for the time being, and went down into the bathtub.

When I saw the ring on my left hand while scrubbing my body, my heart throbbed with pain.

How long is this man's own time?

When the tears flowed down, He Zihan blamed himself in his heart for being spineless, that a man would not cry easily, but she shed tears because of these things.

He Zihan VS Chen Qiran Episode 14

That night, He Zihan and Chen Qiran had different dreams in bed.

He Zihan likes that big round bed very much. In the past few nights, he always liked to roll around on it like a child, and only willing to sleep obediently when he was tired from playing. Chen Qiran ordered a bed immediately after returning to City C. The impulse of the big round bed.But that night, when Chen Qiran came out of the shower, He Zihan had already fallen asleep.

Thinking that he might be exhausted from walking too much, Chen Qiran wiped his hair and went to the bed to massage He Zihan's calf.He suffered too much when he was a child, probably since his grandmother passed away, he has been working hard to live alone. The muscles on his calf are relatively strong, and sometimes they will be tight when he is tired. Chen Qiran touched He Zihan's calf, feeling distressed and annoyed Emotions came quickly.

He Zihan, who was pretending to be asleep, was pinched by him for a while, and soon felt comfortable.I'm used to Chen Qiran's gentleness like water, and I don't know what to do if I leave him.Pretending that he was fast asleep, He Zihan casually turned over, pulled the quilt to cover himself, and didn't want Chen Qiran to touch him again.

But his little wish didn't come true.After Chen Qiran got into bed, he hugged him, sleeping in the same sleeping position as before, which was particularly irritating this night.He Zihan wanted to push him away, but he didn't know what to do.

After a while, the breathing of the people behind became deep and even, but He Zihan was still sleepless.He turned around and looked at Chen Qiran who was sleeping soundly. This person's appearance had hardly changed in the past few years, he was still so handsome and unbelievably beautiful.Staring blankly at Chen Qiran who was soundly asleep, He Zihan reached out and gently stroked his cheek.

When he woke up, it was already daylight, and He Zihan only knew that he fell asleep when the sky was turning white, and he didn't have any consciousness for the rest.The sunlight outside is very fierce, as if it is shining directly on the earth.Although the heat outside could not be felt in the room, the visual impact of the fiery and fierce light made He Zihan a little overwhelmed.

When Chen Qiran came in with fish soup, He Zihan was still standing by the window in a daze, until Chen Qiran came over and patted him on the shoulder before he recovered.

"what happened?"

"It's nothing."

Unobtrusively avoiding Chen Qiran's hand that was reaching out to hug him, He Zihan went into the bathroom.When I washed my face and saw myself in the mirror, my face was a bit haggard, my eyes were dull, and my facial features couldn't be called a sign, at best it wasn't an eyesore.Why does Chen Qiran like such an ordinary self?If I hadn't accidentally given him a little hope when I was a child, would he still like me now?

He Zihan became more and more suspicious of Chen Qiran's residence, so he couldn't forget Chen Qiran's house. It was entirely because he appeared at his most desperate time, encouraged him, and gave him hope.If it was another person at that time, wouldn't Chen Qiran like him?If Chen Qiran hadn't seen the birthmark on his body at that time, wouldn't he have been able to find himself like a needle in a haystack in a sea of ​​people?

Everything looks beautiful now, but behind this superficial beauty, how many unbelievable things are there?

He Zihan smiled self-deprecatingly. The man's smile in the mirror was so ugly that he almost didn't have the courage to take another look.Returning to the bedroom as if escaping, He Zihan sat on the sofa exhausted, and asked in a hoarse voice, "What's the arrangement for today?"

"I'm not going anywhere today. It's too hot outside. You were exhausted yesterday. Take a day off. If you regain your strength in the evening, we can go to the Guandi Temple nearby. It is said that there will be a temple fair tonight." Chen Qiran still The clouds were so calm and the wind was so calm, thinking of the turbulent waves in his heart, He Zihan lowered his head a little uncomfortably.

"Are you uncomfortable?"

"It's okay, my head hurts a bit."

"Headache? Catching a cold?"

After speaking, Chen Qiran walked over and sat next to him, and massaged his temples without saying a word.

His natural gentleness seemed so superfluous and annoying at this moment, He Zihan couldn't bear to push away Chen Qiran's hand on his forehead, and returned to the bed with a displeased face.He had a terrible headache, he didn't want to see Chen Qiran at all, he wished that he would go far away, it would be best to go with that man from yesterday, and never appear in front of him again.

Thinking of giving up on himself, He Zihan got into the bed without saying a word, completely ignoring Chen Qiran who was stunned to the side, and lay down on his own, planning to fall into a drowsy sleep again.

Chen Qiran seemed to have been frozen in place, without any unnecessary movements.He Zihan knew that he must have been completely overwhelmed by his strange temper, and must still be sitting on the sofa empty-handed.But so what?He didn't understand himself, and the thoughts in his heart couldn't even be understood by himself.Why must Chen Qiran have an abnormal relationship with others?Why can't you trust him [-]%?

He Zihan kept asking himself, and his head began to hurt again. Maybe he really caught a cold or fell ill, and his whole body began to feel uncomfortable.When he thought of himself getting sick like this, and having an inexplicable sulking with Chen Qiran for no reason, he felt a little more disgusted with himself in his heart.

He hates himself like this.

For some reason, my nose was sour, and tears rolled down my cheeks, but I couldn't stop them.

He Zihan wanted to calm down his emotions, and tried his best not to cry and make any big moves, so as not to be discovered by Chen Qiran.However, his body still trembled violently uncontrollably, his nasal cavity was filled with tears, making him unable to breathe.

After noticing He Zihan's strangeness, Chen Qiran hurried over, and when he heard his footsteps, He Zihan immediately got into the quilt, buried his face in it, and resolutely prevented Chen Qiran from seeing himself like this.

"Zihan? What's the matter? Are you uncomfortable?" Chen Qiran asked softly while trying to pull the quilt away.

He Zihan hid in the quilt and couldn't make any sound at all, so he could only grab a corner of the quilt tightly, preventing Chen Qiran from opening it.Seeing him avoiding him like this, Chen Qiran felt even more strange, and with a push of both hands, he easily lifted the quilt away.

He Zihan froze when he saw the light, and Chen Qiran in front of him was also surprised to see his face full of tears.The torment in his heart could no longer be tolerated, He Zihan stretched out his hand, Chen Qiran naturally hugged him, stroking his trembling back, and kept saying like coaxing a child: "Don't be afraid, just tell me if you have anything to say." Come out, I'm here."

"Chen Qiran." He Zihan was surprised as soon as he opened his mouth, his voice was full of tears, it sounded so aggrieved.

"Huh? Why are you crying? Did I do something wrong? Tell me."

His voice was still so gentle, He Zihan leaned in his arms, no matter what, he couldn't express the doubts and pain in his heart, but kept shaking his head.

Seeing him like this, Chen Qiran became even more anxious. "Why don't you talk? What's the matter?"

"I do not feel well……"

"What's wrong? Your head hurts?" Chen Qiran touched his forehead, then touched He Zihan's, and probed on his neck. After finding that his body temperature was normal, he muttered to himself in confusion One sentence: "I don't have a fever."

He Zihan couldn't tell him that he felt uncomfortable in his heart, but the physical discomfort was also real.

The headache was so bad that I couldn't think at all.

Chen Qiran saw that his nose was so congested, he thought it was a cold, and wanted to go out to buy medicine, but He Zihan stopped him, saying that he was fine, but just had a headache.Looking at him like that, Chen Qiran didn't have a fever, and his face was a bit haggard. It was probably because he was too tired yesterday and didn't have a good rest, which caused him to feel unwell.

After He Zihan took a tissue and blew his nose, he leaned into Chen Qiran's arms for a while.Asking about his familiar breath, he raised his head and kissed the corner of Chen Qiran's mouth, and suddenly said: "I miss you very much."

"Huh? I've been here all the time." Chen Qiran stroked his hair with a smile, and leaned over to kiss He Zihan's forehead.

But you won't be here anytime soon, how much time will you spend with a boring person like me?

He Zihan held back for a long time, but finally did not say that sentence.

Chen Qiran saw that the fish meat soup was completely cold, fearing that He Zihan would be more uncomfortable going to bed hungry, so he wanted to put him down to warm things up for him.As soon as he was about to get up, He Zihan grabbed his arm and asked vigilantly, "Where are you going?"

"I'm going to make you hot fish soup. You must be starving. It's already one o'clock in the afternoon. You didn't eat anything after lunch yesterday, right?"

"Um……"

"Hey, I'm going to warm you up now, and I'll be right back."

"Don't go, don't go." Afraid that he would meet some old classmates or good friends when he went out, and afraid that he would gradually realize his boredom after meeting those outstanding old friends, He Zihan grabbed Chen Qiran's hand and refused to let him go. he goes.

He Zihan, who said such words with a slightly crying voice, looked so lonely and helpless on his face. Although he didn't know what was going on with him, Chen Qiran saw him like this, and he didn't want to leave him half a step away. up.

"Then I'll ask the boss to fix it. I'm not worried about others doing it."

"okay."

He Zihan still held onto Chen Qiran's arm firmly, watching him finish calling the boss, and then let go of Chen Qiran's hand when the boss came to knock on the door.

Just as Chen Qiran handed the fish soup to the boss, He Zihan jumped off the bed, ran to him barefoot, and threw himself into his arms, trembling uncontrollably, hugging the man in front of him tightly, I was afraid that if I let go, he would disappear.

He Zihan VS Chen Qiran Episode 15

He Zihan's abnormal behavior made Chen Qiran uneasy.

Seeing him trembling like that in his arms, Chen Qiran hugged He Zihan to the dining table with great distress, just about to put