perfect life

Please help me to take a shower, don't need help from others", which made the expression on Fan Getian's face stiff.

Salem had no choice but to follow suit.

At first, he was a little happy with Xia Mingyuan's enthusiasm, but then he gradually realized that the reason why he changed his attitude so quickly was probably because he had discovered something.The days went by like this for a week. Xia Mingyuan's attitude is getting better and better. It is completely different from the previous one who treats the treatment passively. Now he is very active in every reconstruction. Although it is very hard, his face The facial expressions are happy.

One day about a week later, Sai Lun took a shower for Xia Mingyuan, and the man suddenly asked Sai Lun to carry him back to bed, and the previous doubts were diluted by the golden opportunity that fell from the sky.Just when Sai Lun was happily hugging Xia Mingyuan and was about to put him on the bed, the person in his arms raised his head, fumbled and whispered in his ear: "Sleep with me."

At this time, Sai Lun and the one who was sitting on the sofa next to him made a proposal and turned pale at the same time - it seemed that he already knew something.

Xia Mingyuan VS Fan Getian Episode 16

After putting Xia Mingyuan down in trepidation, Sai Lun and Fan Getian immediately went to the next ward to discuss the next countermeasures.

Fan Getian lit a cigarette a little irritably. Sai Lun didn't stop him, but found him an ashtray, sat on the sofa opposite him, and said what he was thinking: "In my opinion, he should know that you are Here it is. I showed my kindness to me before, but I wanted you to think that he liked me and retreated despite the difficulties. "

After Fan Getian took a deep puff of the cigarette, he put it out irritably, rubbed his hair indiscriminately, and said tremblingly: "I know, I understand. I'm sorry to let you inhale second-hand smoke."

"It's okay, it's okay. Now what shall we do?"

Faced with such a situation, Sai Lun, who had only been with Xia Mingyuan for two months, was completely at a loss as to what to do next.Anyway, Fan Getian has been his friend for more than ten years, so he should know Xia Mingyuan better than himself in this respect.

"I can't show up again. It's best to let him think that I'm gone. Do you have the maid's contact information? Invite her back, otherwise you can't take care of him alone. First observe him to the end What do you think? I will decide to find a way when the time comes. Maybe he didn’t notice that I’m here, but he just happened to have a good impression of you. Let’s not mess up. If he really likes you, I won’t do anything Well, you don't have to hide your feelings, Theron."

When Fan Getian said this, there was no complicated expression on his face. Seeing his indifference, Sai Lun felt a little guilty for some reason.

"Really Sai Lun, you don't have to mind anything. If Mingyuan really likes you, I will disappear automatically. His happiness is the most important thing. I can leave, but please treat him well, otherwise I will not spare you lightly." Fan Getian's words were sonorous and forceful, as if he would do what he said.

Regarding Fan Getian's straightforwardness, Sai Lun felt a little guilty because of the secret he held in his heart.

How on earth should he explain all this to Fan Getian?Should I explain it to him?

After thinking about it for a long time and not knowing what to do, Sai Lun decided to hide it from Fan Getian for the time being and wait for Xia Mingyuan's reaction.

"Then how should I explain you? He should know that you are a man."

"You just say that I'm from your company. When the maid left, didn't we say that she had something urgent at home? Now it's just time to fulfill that lie, and say that I came to help temporarily, and the maid is fine at home. Take care of him. I don't think he'll doubt it."

Fan Getian woke up from the panic and irritability at the beginning, his mind regained his clarity, and he soon knew what to do next.

"Alright. Let's do this for now."

"Do you have her phone number or address? Can you go directly to pick her up?"

"I don't have her contact information, but you should be able to find her in Chinatown."

"Then go find it now."

The two drove to Chinatown in a hurry. At first, they thought it would not be easy to find an ordinary Chinese maid, but they didn't want to change her. Sai Lun was right, the maid was tight-lipped and very quiet, and she took care of Xia Mingyuan. No two candidates.

The Chinese in this city say that there are not many, and that there are not many.Countless people come to this block every day to find temporary jobs, and the population flow is very fast. No one can guarantee whether the maid will find a new job immediately after being dismissed by Sai Lun that day.

The two searched for a while at two talent recruitment sites located in different directions, and met at the original place an hour and a half later, but they did not find any similar people.

There are so many Chinese coming and going on the huge street, how difficult it is to find an ordinary Chinese maid among such a crowd, Fan Getian knows it in his heart.

Just when Fan Getian didn't have much hope of finding her, a familiar face suddenly flashed in front of his eyes. Regardless of the fact that there was a man standing in front of that person, Fan Getian chased after him and dragged the maid. Hand, quickly asked: "Can you continue to work for us? Are you free?"

Seeing him running towards the people so fast, Sai Lun hurriedly followed.After seeing that the person was really the maid he was looking for, he quickly explained his reason for coming to her new customer.

The man was an Arab, and he was a bit annoyed at seeing Fan Getian talking to the maid he had just hired. Now that Sai Lun explained it and stuffed him with money, he didn't say much.

When the maid heard that she could go back to work in the hospital again, she agreed without saying a word - Sai Lun knew that the salary she had given before was very generous, if she disliked the low salary, it would be excessive greed.

After the maid came back, Sai Lun took all the business to the next ward to deal with.Since Fan Getian may have been exposed, Xia Mingyuan's recent situation must be kept on the lookout.

He didn't know how Xia Mingyuan discovered Fan Getian. He said that blind people are particularly sensitive to hearing, smell and touch. Not to mention that Fan Getian is someone Xia Mingyuan has been in love with for more than ten years. Will find out.

Fan Getian is quite different from himself, both in action and in personal appearance. It is reasonable for Xia Mingyuan to find the anomaly.

Fortunately, after Fan Getian no longer appeared in the ward, Xia Mingyuan's attitude towards him didn't change immediately, but it didn't become too good either - he still smiled lightly and spoke softly, with a calm demeanor.

Sai Lun had never seen what Xia Mingyuan looked like under normal circumstances before, he just thought that he was the most normal, and he was also happy because he was getting closer to him.

If, as Fan Getian guessed, Xia Mingyuan really had a crush on him, Sai Lun felt that it was a gift from heaven to him.Apart from feeling happy, he did not forget Fang Getian.

Xia Mingyuan was supposed to be with Fan Getian, but he left him for a special reason and came to this city, and later he did that kind of thing by mistake. All these things connected together are like a fast movie. In the movie, things changed so quickly that Sai Lun felt a little overwhelmed.

Although Xia Mingyuan has been getting along with him lukewarmly like a lover, and has never said sweet words to Sai Lun or made any particularly intimate moves, Sai Lun attributed these to the fact that his injuries have not fully recovered, and he is not in the mood or Use the extra energy to do the intimacy you would do in love with yourself.

However, this little satisfaction was quickly broken by Fan Getian.

Xia Mingyuan's request for a relationship was also within Fan Getian's expectation.

That day, Fan Getian told Sai Lun his thoughts bit by bit. The reason why Xia Mingyuan suddenly changed his attitude towards Sai Lun should be because he discovered his existence.If his guess is correct, Xia Mingyuan will propose to date Sai Lun next time, showing a very happy look - he must think that he will let him go when he sees his happy side, and let him drink Sai Lun together up.

Fan Getian's words reminded Sai Lun who had been immersed in a beautiful relationship.He knew that Xia Mingyuan's request for a relationship with him had other purposes, but he didn't expect Fan Getian to put such a cruel reality in front of him so directly.

After listening to Fan Getian's analysis, Sai Lun just smiled lightly, he knew that he was not qualified to be loved by that person.

Xia Mingyuan used himself so directly to achieve the goal of getting Fan Getian to leave. Although it was understandable both emotionally and rationally, it still hurt a little.

Sai Lun thought that he would only be sad for a while, but he was depressed for more than a week. Even Xia Mingyuan asked him to help him take a bath, and he couldn't even get excited.

Fan Getian could see that Sai Lun was in a bad mood. Although he knew that it was too much to ask him to maintain his original state and get along with Xia Mingyuan at this time, in order to make Xia Mingyuan believe that he had completely left the city, he still had to let Sai Lun adjust his state. , don't let Xia Mingyuan find out the slightest problem.

During this period of time, although Fan Getian no longer took care of Xia Mingyuan, he still lived in the ward next door and watched him through the door every day.

During the rehabilitation, Xia Mingyuan didn't need anyone's help, and Fan Getian just stood aside as far as possible and watched.He has always been worried about Xia Mingyuan, let alone something serious happened to him now.

During this period of time, while carefully observing Xia Mingyuan, trying to guess his intentions, he also kept asking for a doctor who could treat temporary blindness. The other party heard that it was caused by a car accident, and asked him to take Xia Mingyuan for a brain CT scan. Scan to see if there's a blood clot or something like that pinning down on the memory nerve.

However, this examination has already been done, Fan Getian was worried, and asked Sai Lun to take Xia Mingyuan to do it again, and the result showed that his brain was very normal without any blood clots.

This is strange, what caused Xia Mingyuan to lose his sight?Fan Getian was puzzled, so he had to repeatedly ask Sai Lun about the details of the car accident that day—the doctor also said that he might have seen some particularly exciting pictures, or something unacceptable happened to the patient, and the patient suffered from excessive nervous tension. Stimulation, optic nerve self-protection, resulting in temporary blindness symptoms.

At the beginning, Sai Lun said that nothing special happened at that time. Fan Getian did not doubt his words, and continued to contact experts from various countries in this field, hoping to heal Xia Mingyuan's eyes.

Just when he was about to contact a certain master, Fan Wenhuilin's people found him and asked him to go back.

That group of people came five times in total. Fan Getian had easily dismissed them before, but this time it seemed that it would not be easy to procrastinate. Fan Wenhuilin was seriously ill, and those people came this time to let him go back to visit his mother. of.

Sai Lun was called to the next room to tell him what happened this time. After hearing this, Sai Wheelchair frowned and asked, "Then what are you going to do next? Go back to China? Didn't your family come to see you the day before yesterday?" gone?"

Sai Lun still remembered the menacing appearance of those bodyguards when they first came. He thought that Fan Getian would be taken away by someone just like that, but he didn't expect that Fan Getian would send those people away with a few words.

"My mother may delay it for a while. He can't do anything to me. At worst, I won't be his son. The main thing is Mingyuan. I'm afraid he won't be able to figure it out. He has been like this since he was a child, and everything is wrong. Take it to yourself, and then start to escape.

We had a quarrel two years ago, and he was the same at that time, wanting to take care of everything by himself, and then I also made some mistakes, the misunderstanding two years ago now seems to me to roughly understand what's going on, but that There is still no way to undo the damage done to him by time.If he could tell everything and share it with others, he wouldn't have such a hard life.After all, I still can't give him a sense of security. "

Fan Getian finished speaking with an irritable face, and when he looked up, he found that Sai Lun's expression was a little embarrassed.

Only then did I think of it, recently, looking at Sai Lun's appearance, he probably also likes Xia Mingyuan.

His sweetheart, although there is nothing special, but people like it - Fan Getian doesn't know whether he should feel proud or sad about this.

"Hehe, I mean nothing else by saying this. It's all in the past. There's nothing to care about. The important thing is the present and the future. If Mingyuan doesn't have feelings for me anymore, I won't bother you anymore. You You can rest assured."

"Fan, I think I have to tell you a fact. Maybe that's the only way to get Xia's eyes in the fastest time."

"What?" Seeing Sai Lun's serious expression, Fan Getian also became nervous.

"I raped him. I know I'm a jerk. You can hit me and scold me, but it happened. No matter how much I repent, I can't make him better immediately. It's my fault, Van. I saw him I couldn’t look away from the first sight. It’s unbelievable for me to say something like love at first sight, but I just fell in love with him. I was drugged that day, and I happened to bump into him again. I was impulsive... I originally planned to wait for him to wake up and apologize, and wait for him to recover. But my father found him and beat him when he got angry. Yes, that's right, the wound on Xia's body It wasn't caused by a car accident at all, it was my father who beat him with a cane. Fan, this is the truth, the truth I have been afraid to tell you."

After Sai Lun finished speaking in one breath, he was ready to be beaten up by Fan Getian.

However, the expected fist did not land on him for a long time. Sai Lun raised his head and glanced at Fan Getian who was sitting on the sofa, and saw his eyes were red, waiting for his eyes to keep the tears from falling...

Xia Mingyuan VS Fan Getian Episode 17

Fan Getian stared at Sai Lun blankly for a while, then stood up and pushed Sai Lun standing in front of him, rushed into the next ward without hesitation, and embraced him in his arms before Xia Mingyuan could react. In the middle, he choked up and said: "Mingyuan... I am here, I have always been here. I am sorry to make you suffer."

Xia Mingyuan was planning to go to bed at first, but he was still a little dazed when there was a sound from the door. Now that Fan Getian suddenly spoke to him, he was shocked and helpless, and didn't even know what to say for a while.Since Fan Getian had already said that, he must have known what Sai Lun had done to him before.

When he thought that the thing he wanted to hide the most was still known, Xia Mingyuan felt empty in his heart, like a bottomless hole, his body kept falling, he couldn't touch his surroundings, and he couldn't feel the warmth or coldness.

After struggling in his heart for a long time, and persuading himself not to let all the previous efforts go to waste at this time, Xia Mingyuan asked in a very calm but somewhat curious tone: "Xiaotian? Why are you here?"

"I'm here, I've always been here. Touch and see, this is my hand, my face..." Fan Getian said that he took Xia Mingyuan's hand to his face, and let him stroke it gently, Feel what you look like.

Xia Mingyuan was dragged by him, touched it for a while, then suddenly withdrew his hand, and said indifferently, "What are you doing?"

"Huh? I didn't recognize you before because I was afraid that you would drive me away. I know. I came here secretly to see you. If you drive me away, I really don't know what to do. Although it is very I want to talk to you, I really want to hug you, but I still hold back. I can't control myself, I'm afraid that if I talk, I can't help but do more things to you. Mingyuan, I miss you... "

Fan Getian was still the same as before, saying what was on his mind.This was originally something to be happy about, but at this moment, Xia Mingyuan only found it harsh in his ears.

Why hasn't he grown up yet?

If he continues like this, how will he compete with others in the market and workplace in the future?

When negotiating, the most taboo is to show your true thoughts. With Fan Getian's straightforward personality, it's hard to say whether he will beat the table and leave at the negotiating table in the future.Thinking of this, Xia Mingyuan couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

"Xiao Tian, ​​what you said is strange. Didn't Sai Lun tell you? I'm with him."

After the words fell, Sai Lun who was standing at the door and Fan Getian who was sitting by Xia Mingyuan's bed were both in a relationship. They both looked at each other with puzzled faces, and then at Xia Mingyuan who was smiling on the bed, completely dazed. water.

"Sailun? Where are you? Come and help me." Xia Mingyuan found the direction of the door by feeling, and said to Sai Lun who was standing at the door.

After receiving the order, Sai Lun rushed to the bed without saying a word and helped him get off the bed. While putting on his slippers, he asked softly, "Are you going to the bathroom? Or go for a walk?" The thoughtfulness made Fan Getian, who was sitting quietly on this side, tremble slightly.

Xia Mingyuan didn't have any special expression on his face, he just stretched out his hand to be held by Fan Getian, and asked softly, "What time is it?"

"At six o'clock in the afternoon, the sun is not very strong today, and the sun is not very strong, so just go out like this."

"Well, good. Help me change my clothes, we..."

Before Xia Mingyuan finished speaking, Fan Getian, who was sitting on the side, pulled him out of Sai Lun's arms unbearably, and pressed Xia Mingyuan against his chest, while staring at Sai Lun fiercely, motioning for him to go out first, Although he was somewhat reluctant, Sai Lun knew he was wrong, so he walked out obediently.

There were only two people left in the room. Xia Mingyuan leaned against Fan Getian's chest, heard his strong heartbeat, and slowly closed his eyes.

In this posture, Fan Getian raised his chin, lowered his head, and kissed the lip that had been kissed once without much blood.

Xia Mingyuan didn't expect Fan Getian to do such a move. He didn't have time to resist, and he was driven straight in. His tongue was entwined and sucked, and he gasped for breath after a while.Fang Getian knew that he was weak, so he let him go quickly.

"Why do you keep pretending like this? Pretend to be with Salem, pretend you like him, and use that to drive me away, right?"

After asking these words in one breath, Fan Ge found that his hands holding Xia Mingyuan were trembling - he was so afraid that the person he held in his arms would leave him again.

"I don't even understand what you said, Xiaotian."

"You don't understand? Well, Xia Mingyuan, how do you want me to believe that you fell in love with a man who was raped and then let you be beaten up by his father? Don't tell me that you have a tendency to be abused. "

"Sai Lun didn't know about being beaten by his father. He was making food for me in the kitchen. It's not his fault." Xia Mingyuan still didn't have much expression when he spoke, Fan Getian looked at him like this , the heart is gradually cooling down.

"Then you like him?"

"Yes, I like it, I like it very much, that's why I forgave those things that I didn't forgive and accepted him." Xia Mingyuan raised his head while speaking. Although his eyes were blind, those unfocused eyes met Fan Getian's.

Fan Getian saw his eyes that seemed to be filled with clear water, and knew that those eyes were invisible now, his own face was reflected in his pupils, but the person in front couldn't see him, he felt like a cat in his heart The paws were scratching there, itchy and painful.

"Don't lie to me, please don't send me away with such clumsy lies, I've had enough, Mingyuan, it was like this more than two years ago, and it was like this two months ago, now, you still want to push me away What should I do to make you believe in me, I can actually make you happy? I, Fan Getian, can ignore my mother, I can leave the Fan family, I can be an ordinary person, find A job, and your life, why do you push me away again and again?"

Said that in the end Fan Getian was a little uncontrollable, and his voice became louder and louder. At the end of the roar, he felt his ears were buzzing and his temples were throbbing.

Standing in front of him, Xia Mingyuan still looked calm, as if Fan Getian's questioning just now was not aimed at him at all.

When Fan Getian's breathing became a little more stable, Xia Mingyuan said, "You're done yelling?"

"What?" Fan Ge asked subconsciously before realizing what he meant.

"Let's go when you're done shouting, Xiaotian, you haven't grown up, I really have nothing to say to you, why don't you learn from Chen Qiran, or Sai Lun, they are better than you. Like you This kind of person who has arrived but still doesn't know how to control his emotions, I really don't know how happy and safe I can be even if I live with you. Stop talking about those fairy tales here, pack your things Paris go."

After speaking, Xia Mingyuan made way for Fan Getian based on his weak sense of direction, as if to see off the guests.

"Do you... hate me?"

"No, I don't hate you."

"Were your feelings for me true before?" Now, there is no need to hide those things in the past.Although Xia Mingyuan had never said he liked or loved him before, Fan Getian knew it in his heart.

"The past is in the past. I am with Sai Lun now. I like him very much and my life is going well. I believe you have already seen it, haven't you?"

Fan Getian looked at him with a hint of happiness on his face, but his hands were not clenched into fists. It didn't look like you were forbearing at all. His heart that was already cooling down was completely paralyzed at this moment.

His legs began to weaken, and all the strength in his body was taken away in an instant. He stood there trembling all over, but he was still unable to say a word to the person in front of him.

Finally, after about 5 minutes, Fan Getian walked towards the door with a pale face, and when he passed by Xia Mingyuan, he patted Xia Mingyuan on the shoulder lightly, and said: "Take care of your body, and go to Paris if you are free." I."

"Well, walk slowly."

Xia Mingyuan VS Fan Getian Episode 18

Fan Getian rushed out of the ward disheartened, and when he was about to leave like this, Sai Lun who was chasing up from behind suddenly pulled him back.

He watched Sai Lun frowning tightly, his forehead was covered with sweat, and he was a little dazed for a moment—what the hell is this?Why did things turn out the way they are now?Did Xia Mingyuan really fall in love with Sai Lun, or did he use this to get rid of himself?

"Fan, don't leave. I saw it just now, and I know that Xia should love you. Everything he said was just to drive you away. Go back, he is waiting for you, he can't live without you."

"Sai Lun?" Fan Getian was a little uncertain. At this time, Sai Lun's face was full of sadness, but there was no trace of jealousy between his brows. How can he explain what he said just now?Fan Getian's already chaotic brain became even more chaotic at this time.

"Fan, there is an old saying in China that the bystanders are clear, and the authorities are obsessed. I think I am a complete bystander. Regarding all this, I am completely wrong from beginning to end. I am not qualified to let Xia Yuan cool me, and I don't have such extravagant hopes , I just want him to be happy. I guess he just said that to make you leave. Actually, how can I not feel it if he likes me or not? He is just acting. If you want He is happy, so go back quickly, the person he needs most at this time is you."

Sai Lun said and pulled the stunned Fan Getian back, and after sending him into the elevator, he backed out with a smile.

At that moment, Fang Ge suddenly realized how many times he had hurt Xia Mingyuan over the years?

Every time Xia Mingyuan complicates things, he can't find a clue at all.He couldn't guess Xia Mingyuan's mood, and he wouldn't ask the truth. Every time Xia Mingyuan said something, he believed it, but he didn't know that person's thoughts were a little bit more than ordinary people. Every time he wanted to make things complicated, every time he It's all duplicity.

After he walked away, that person must be secretly sad every time by himself, right?

Regret suddenly overwhelmed Fan Getian.

He hated his own carelessness, recklessness and ignorance.

After getting out of the elevator and rushing back to the ward, he saw Xia Mingyuan standing there in the same posture as before——that lonely back and thin shoulders made Fan Getian feel distressed.

She quietly walked to his back, hugged him when he was not paying attention, and kissed the man's stubborn mouth by the way.

Xia Mingyuan originally just stood there blankly, thinking in his heart that Fan Getian was finally driven away by him, and he would never come back again, just when he was heartbroken, he suddenly fell into such an embrace.

Confused in his thoughts, he thought it was a surprise attack from Sai Lun, but when the man's lips touched his own, he realized that it was Fan Getian who had just left.That kiss was a bit hotter than the previous one, and Fang Getian sucked the tip of his tongue vigorously until his tongue was numb before letting him go.

Xia Mingyuan was wondering what was going on, and when he wanted to push away Fan Getian who was holding him, the man suddenly hugged his waist tightly, then held the hand he wanted to resist, and clasped the back of his head, Thoroughly deepened the kiss.

Everything disappeared in this kiss.

At this moment, Xia Mingyuan could only feel the heat Fan Getian brought him and the pounding heartbeat coming from behind.He knew that his little trick would eventually be seen through.When Fan Getian left just now, while he was sad, he kept telling himself in his heart that it would be best if Fan Getian left.

It would be the greatest selfishness to bind him by his side all his life.He didn't want Fan Getian to give up his great future because of him. How boring would life be for such a talented person if he was allowed to face his blind self all his life?Xia Mingyuan couldn't imagine it himself.

After Fang Getian reluctantly ended the long kiss, he pulled Xia Mingyuan's shoulders and made him face him, but he accidentally noticed the tear stains on the man's face.

"What's the matter? Why are you crying? I won't leave, never leave you again. I left the ward just now because I was stupid and crazy. Forgive me, Mingyuan, and don't drive me away again. "

As Fan Getian said, he gently kissed away the tears at the corners of Xia Mingyuan's eyes, and then kissed his cheeks carefully, licking away all the tears on the man's face, and murmured in his ear: "These tears are bitter tears." Yes, you must have been sad for him just now. I was wrong, and I will never go again. Please don't say anything to let me go. "

When Xia Mingyuan was kissed by him, Xia Mingyuan was already shaken a bit. Now that Fan Getian was almost begging to talk to him, his heart, no matter how hard it was before, gradually softened at this moment. He understood better than anyone that he was How reluctant to leave Fang Getian.

Without saying anything more, Xia Mingyuan just quietly leaned against Fan Getian's arms. After a while, he reached out tremblingly and put his hands around Fan Getian's back, and leaned on his shoulder and said, "You should go."

"I'm not going, I'm here, where do you want me to go? When you left City C before, I should have chased you directly, and I shouldn't have hesitated. You have suffered so much here, but I haven't been here until today." I know, I... I... I don't know what to say, get well soon, and when you get better, I'll take you to Florence, haven't you always wanted to go? I'll take you there, let's live there together .”

Fan Getian carried Xia Mingyuan back to the hospital bed as he spoke, fearing that his legs would be bad if he stood for too long—I heard from Sai Lun that Xia Mingyuan's legs were broken by his father, and it took a whole month of plaster casts to remove them , The wound has been recovering very slowly. At that time, Sai Lun said that the doctor could not find the reason, but now Fan Getian already knows what is going on.

For a person like Xia Mingyuan, when something is pent up in his heart, he will feel unhappy.

Once he is in a bad mood, his appetite will also become poor. Sometimes even after eating, he will easily vomit or have symptoms of diarrhea—he is so fragile, and if he makes a mistake, he will get seriously ill. He was raped by Sai Lun before. He was beaten violently by his father again for no reason, and the strong physical reaction he could not bear mentally was blindness.

After being blinded, his mood became even more depressed. It is estimated that he did not have much will to survive, and he could not even seek death—Fan Getian knew that although Xia Mingyuan was not a Christian, he still believed in Christianity to some extent, and believed that suicide was a sin. .

Everything about the previous events would make Xia Mingyuan want to die.Fan Getian hated himself for not finding him earlier and sharing some of his pain.

He knew that he was impulsive and was always emotionally clumsy. He didn't know how to fathom Xia Mingyuan's mind, and he had to wait a long time to realize it every time, and every time he would cause great harm to Xia Mingyuan.Sai Lun's reminder just now was even more enlightening - Fan Getian even suspected that Sai Lun's love for Xia Mingyuan surpassed his own.

That man understood Xia Mingyuan, knew his thoughts, and thought of him very much.

"Xiao Tian."

"I am here."

"I was raped by Salem, and I'm blind."

"I know, I will find the best doctor for you, and I will find a way to heal your eyes. You are not a burden. Although it was a bit excessive that Sai Lun did that day, he didn't do it on purpose, did he? In the past, we Don't worry about it, okay? You have chased me so many times and avoided me so many times. We have missed it for so many years. Should we continue to wait for ten or five years? Huh?"

Xia Mingyuan leaned in the man's arms and listened quietly to his repeated questions again and again. The big rock that had been hanging in his heart fell to the ground somehow, and there was nothing to worry about anymore.My previous struggles and lies seemed so stupid at this moment.

He never thought that his avoidance of Fan Getian all the time would bring such a huge disaster to himself and him.

Fumbling around Fan Getian's waist, Xia Mingyuan found a comfortable position in his arms, Xia Mingyuan murmured lazily: "There are too many things, I'm so sleepy, I'll talk about it when I feel refreshed."

"Well, I'll accompany you, sleep peacefully." Fan Getian said, Guan gently pressed his kiss on Xia Mingyuan's forehead.

He was very lucky, very glad that the person he met this time was Sai Lun, not someone else. If it was another person, he didn't know if he could still see Xia Mingyuan now, and if he could still hug him like this at this moment , kissed him gently, and coaxed him to sleep.

Sai Lun stood at the door of the ward and watched for a while, until the two people on the bed hugged each other and fell into a warm dream, they left the hospital with not brisk steps.

The sunlight outside was a bit dazzling. Looking at the vast white land and the blue sky, he suddenly felt an unprecedented sense of relief.

Sai Lun knew that he could just let Fan Getian run away, and then stay with Xia Mingyuan through the sad and painful days, and tie him by his side for the rest of his life.

Then he knew very well in his heart that doing so would only make Xia Mingyuan's whole life dark, and it would make Xia Mingyuan hate him and make him more painful.He knew very well that if he imprisoned Xia Mingyuan by his side, this person would soon wither, and he might die soon.

Fan Ge's genius is his fertile ground. These two are childhood sweethearts. Even though they have not heard their stories in detail, they must be very exciting.

I once got Xia Mingyuan's body, took care of him for more than a month, and heard him say "Let's date"—although it was just to use myself, but recalling what happened in the past two months, Sai Len was still content.

Xia Mingyuan VS Fan Getian Episode 19

On the second day, Fan Getian got in touch with the ophthalmologist he found last time, and asked people to go there first to settle matters. After everything was ready and only Xia Mingyuan went to see a doctor, he hung up. Telephone,