perfect life

He Zihan completely ignored Fan Geting's words, patted Chen Zeyu on the shoulder, and comforted him in his ear: "It's not like you don't know what kind of person she is, so why bother with her? Be good, don't be sad."

"Well, I know, she has been abnormal since she was a child, and I usually ignore her..."

"Well, so, don't be sad because of her nonsense just now, it's not worth it."

"I know." Chen Zeyu said as if remembering something, and suddenly said to He Zihan seriously: "But her identity and status are there, and cannot be ignored."

He Zihan thought that perhaps Chen Zeyu was thinking of the marriage between Chen Qiran and Fan Geting that had been placed in front of him a long time ago, and couldn't help smiling.

"Why are you so serious all of a sudden?"

"No... just suddenly remembered something."

Chen Zeyu was completely hesitant to speak, and He Zihan guessed that what he wanted to say probably had something to do with Chen Qiran, probably because he was concerned about his own feelings, so he didn't say it directly.At this time, he didn't know what to say, and he didn't want to say anything.

After a while, He Zihan felt that it was not an option for the two of them to keep silent like this, so he turned to Chen Zeyu and said, "I think I understand what you said. Do you want to continue watching here, or leave with me?"

"I'm a little tired, can I go to your house to rest for a while?"

"Okay, then go and tell Xia Mingyuan, you wait for me here."

"OK, thanks."

On the way to find Xia Mingyuan to say goodbye, He Zihan met Chen Qiran again. The awkward atmosphere between the two of them made He Zihan not know what to do.

Although I thought it was Chen Qiran's wedding and prepared a gift for him before, I was actually hurt to pieces deep in my heart, but when I really saw the man in front of me, I still couldn't help but feel sad.

While this sadness was about to spread to his whole body, he had to face him with a smile. This fact made He Zihan feel sad.He raised his head and forced a smile, looking for something to say in his mind, but found that he really couldn't say anything.

Fortunately, Chen Qiran broke the silence before him, seeing He Zihan looking around, he asked, "Who are you looking for?"

"I'm looking for Xia Mingyuan, have you seen him?"

"He's helping to take a picture, so it's the same if you tell me anything." Chen Qiran spoke unhurriedly, but through the tone of his speech, He Zihan clearly felt the unfamiliarity.

"I have something to do with Xiaoyu, so I'm leaving first. Is it the same as you said?"

"Where are you going?"

Chen Qiran's question made He Zihan unexpected, and he blurted out "go back to my house", wondering if Chen Qiran would imagine himself as a strange person.Isn't it strange that he has nothing to do with him anymore, but he still takes his younger brother back to his home?

However, the expression on Chen Qiran's face was moderate and did not change much, he just said lightly: "Xiaoyu's safety needs to be taken care of, you can go back, let the bodyguards follow."

This was something He Zihan hadn't expected at all.I never thought that one day I would bring my friends home, but I would still be followed by bodyguards.But thinking of what Chen Zeyu told him just now that his life would end at any moment, He Zihan agreed even though he resisted people like bodyguards.

Soon, the two returned to He Zihan's rented house under the supervision of the security guards, and ate the bento delivered by the security guards of the Chen family together.

Chen Zeyu said he was full after eating a little, and He Zihan knew that he probably didn't have much appetite.

Because after crying for a while, some tears could still be seen on his face. After He Zihan led him to the bathroom to wash up, he went to the bedroom to change into his usual home clothes, found a set of pajamas for Chen Zeyu, and made his bed by the way— Seeing his distraught look, what he needs most now is not comfort, but a good sleep, right?

Soon after Chen Zeyu finished washing, seeing this child who had grown into a complete beauty, He Zihan sighed in his heart that he was really tall, but at the same time couldn't help feeling sad for him.

From the first time I saw Chen Zeyu many years ago, I knew that this person was very attractive. At the beginning, I thought he had something to do with Chen Qiran, but I didn't expect that his real lover was Ouyang Feiwu who got engaged today. .

He Zihan was not good at comforting others, and he didn't know what to say, so he could only say to Chen Zeyu, "Go and sleep for a while. Do you want to eat hot pot together tonight? Xia Mingyuan is also here."

"Well, okay, I'll go with you. Then I'll go to sleep, thank you, He Zihan." When Chen Zeyu said this, he felt cautious.He Zihan didn't know if he felt wrong, but the reddish corners of his eyes and the tip of his nose clearly expressed his bad mood.

Put Chen Zeyu alone in the bedroom, and He Zihan sat in the living room and started working.Although he has asked for leave these days, there are some jobs that can be done without the company, such as the budget for the next quarter.

After dealing with official business in front of the computer for a while, He Zihan suddenly remembered that he hadn't brought his mobile phone with him for the past few days. Although there were only a few people who could contact him, it would still make people worry if he didn't turn it on for two or three days?Thinking this way, he went to the drawer and took out the phone, but unexpectedly found that the phone was out of battery when he wanted to turn it on.In desperation, I had to turn off the phone again and take the phone to charge.

He Zihan put his phone away and sat back on the ground - the weather was too hot, although he lived in an air-conditioned place, but because he was afraid that he would catch a cold by kicking off the quilt in the middle of the night, He Zihan never used it after he came in.

The heat in city B is a kind of heat that spreads from the air to the lungs, and then makes the whole person feel uncomfortable.

The whole body seems to have a feeling of heat that is about to erupt, but this heat is only entrenched inside the body and cannot be dissipated.This enthusiasm made He Zihan a little upset, but thinking that he was doing serious work now, he still restrained his emotions.

The originally gloomy sky suddenly cleared up for some reason. I remembered that the curtains in the bedroom were drawn. Chen Zeyu fell asleep at this time. If he encountered strong light, he wondered if he would wake up.Thinking of this, he quietly entered the bedroom.

He opened the door lightly, and sure enough, the sun passed through the glass and shone straight into the room.

Afraid that Chen Zeyu would wake up from the heat, He Zihan closed the windows and drew the curtains. After making sure that the room wasn't too hot, he opened the door of the bedroom - this would keep the bedroom ventilated to the maximum extent but not too hot.

Looking at Chen Zeyu who was frowning on the bed and not sleeping very well, he was worried for him in his heart, and at the same time sad, it was more helpless.

Emotional matters are too complicated, and I have no way to control them at all, let alone persuade others.Ouyang Feiwu's feelings for Chen Zeyu have already been taught by the Lord many years ago, and now that there is such a situation, Ouyang himself must be the most unhappy person.How long they can last this relationship can only depend on good luck.

He Zihan returned to the living room, sat on the floor and continued to deal with his work. Occasionally, the Chen Qiran whom he saw today appeared in his mind. He was still the same as when he and Lu Senyang saw him last time, although he was different from three years ago. There are certain discrepancies, but when I saw the current Chen Qiran, the familiar feeling couldn't dissipate.

However, this person really didn't love him anymore, he looked at him with strange and innocent eyes, as if if he said that he still loved him, it would cause him great trouble.

Although he was not reconciled, He Zihan knew very well that this was an unchangeable fact.

Love or not love, not a person has the final say.

Even if he still can't let go of Chen Qiran in his heart, these three years of emptiness, the obvious gap between them that cannot be bridged at all, the obstruction of Chen Qiran's family, etc., these objective factors will not change because of his own efforts— —It was the same three years ago, and it will still be the same three years later.

These days, he has also gradually accepted the fact that Chen Qiran no longer loves him, and his heart has gradually become numb from the initial severe pain.No emotion, no lover, no concern, this kind of life that is a bit like walking dead is suitable for him now.

The work looks a little easy, but in fact there are many things to do.Because I don't want to disappoint Lu Senyang's kindness, and I don't want him to worry about me, so I always look energetic.

But when I get home from work, I still feel very tired.In the past few years in City B, it seems that he has been in a state of exhaustion.

Previously at M University, he was studying non-stop, but now he is working non-stop in the company, and his body and mind are already close to the maximum load. He Zihan doesn't know how long he can last.

But he has no way to relax. Once he is free, he knows that he has no way to bear the huge emptiness and loneliness.

After spending a few hours preparing the next quarter's budget, He Zihan turned off the computer after saving it.Went to the room to wake up Chen Zeyu who was still sleeping, and then the two of them washed and changed their clothes separately, and arrived at the Wu Ming hot pot restaurant that Xia Mingyuan mentioned 10 minutes earlier than the agreed time.

Surprisingly, apart from Xia Mingyuan and Fan Getian, Chen Qiran and Ouyang Feiwu were also present.He Zihan was a little confused, but his face was as calm as ever.

Chen Zeyu took a seat next to Ouyang Feiwu, smiled and told him about the wedding during the day, and he was completely different from the previous distraught.He Zihan sighed in his heart that while he was good at concealing his inner feelings, he didn't know what to say to this group of people.

Xia Mingyuan first broke the deadlock between the four, and said to He Zihan with a smile: "Why is Zihan still so thin now, you are the smallest among the six people, and even Aze is bigger than you."

Fan Getian chimed in and said, "Why is your guy exactly the same as before?! Don't you even eat? You are still so small, so thin, and look malnourished, so tired after studying in college? Wait a little longer Eat some meat, we will take good care of you."

He Zihan smiled and looked at the two people who were as sharp-tongued as before, and replied: "I don't know why I don't grow taller, maybe I was too..."

Before He Zihan finished speaking, someone grabbed his wrist with such force that he felt pain.The man held his hand tightly and asked in surprise, "Zihan!!! Why are you here?"