perfect life

In the next few days, Lu Senyang continued to deal with his own business, and He Zihan went to Barcelona for several days, and now there was not much time before the exam, so he hurriedly concentrated on reviewing his homework.

The days of the exam are always like flowing water.Although He Zihan has always been able to handle the exams like a fish in water after he arrived in college, he still attaches great importance to the last few exams of his junior year.

After finishing the last class, I walked out of the examination room a little tired.Most of the classmates in the same class were still taking the exam. After He Zihan walked out of the teaching building, he couldn't help feeling a little bit emotional—his exam in Shenyang seemed to be over like this.

The school regulations of M University stipulate that senior students can receive scholarships for the second semester of juniors, but if they apply for early graduation, the scholarships will be considered as automatically forfeited.He Zihan applied for early graduation, so logically there would be no scholarship, no matter how good he was in the exam.

But he still hopes that in his college career, he can have a satisfactory result in every course he has studied seriously, and he hopes that the results of these courses will look more satisfactory.

He Zihanzi, I started my graduation thesis at the beginning of the second half semester of my junior year. The first draft has been revised three times after being guided by my tutor. After confirming that there are no problems at all, I submitted an application for defense to the college. This year, M University There were quite a few applicants for early graduation, and He Zihan was scheduled to defend a week after the final exam.

Before the official defense, He Zihan received a message from the dean of the Faculty of Arts, saying that his defense process would be videotaped and become the record of M University.He Zihan didn't understand why he was being videotaped, but since it was proposed by the old dean who had led him to do several projects, he was embarrassed to refuse.

The instructors and counselors very much hope that He Zihan can take the postgraduate entrance examination. Although there is no precedent for M University to keep the postgraduate entrance examination in the third year, with He Zihan's grades and his excellent performance in the student union, it is absolutely impossible for him to be admitted to A University to study as a graduate student. If He Zihan wants to take the Ph.D. exam, it shouldn't be difficult.

In order to make him think twice, the counselor has approached him many times.He Zihan was originally vacillating between employment and postgraduate entrance examinations, but now that they said this, the balance in his heart was a little tilted in the direction of postgraduate entrance examinations.

However, what can the postgraduate entrance examination do?

He Zihan has always believed that the postgraduate entrance examination is the kind of thing that people who have a certain pursuit of academics do.Studying at a higher level and doing more professional and detailed knowledge, this is the postgraduate entrance examination, right?

There are indeed many students in the class who are very interested in some aspects of the problem, and many of them have already started to do some projects with their respective tutors when they were sophomores.He Zihan was particularly lucky. He was led by the dean of the Faculty of Arts and participated in the research of several subjects.

But this kind of academic research is not what He Zihan wants to do.He didn't have much interest in communication or advertising, but he was more interested in finance.

However, the seniors of the School of Economics all said that if you want to take the postgraduate exam in finance, it is best to go to the financial unit to exercise first, and then decide which direction you want to take the exam after you have some practical experience. Or work after graduation, both have the effect of getting twice the result with half the effort.

He Zihan, who was entangled in employment and postgraduate entrance examination, felt that his head was about to explode.

Either way, he's never been good at it.When doing multiple-choice questions, you can only eliminate two wrong options every time, and choose one of the remaining two, and you will choose the wrong one every time...

He didn't know if he could choose the right one this time.On this kind of hurdle, which can also be called the key to life, do I still have to face it alone?

Choosing to come to City B after the college entrance examination has been a dream for many years, but He Zihan really didn't think about what happened after that.He thought that he could always make a decision in his four years of university, but after three years, he still didn't know whether he should go to work or take the postgraduate entrance examination.

Hesitating in a daze like this, neither the stock exchange nor the school gave a clear answer. The days passed quickly, and the next day was the day of the defense. He Zihan didn't know what was wrong with him, why he was so muddled every day ?

There is nothing to do if you stay in the house alone, and there is nothing to do when you go out.Originally, he had planned to celebrate with Cao Hao and Lan Qi after his junior defense was over and he graduated ahead of schedule, but he didn't expect such a big change in the middle.

When he left Lan Qi's house that last day, He Zihan clearly felt Lan Qi's hostility and disgust towards him, and even a little hatred.Although He Zihan thought about it later, he thought that he might have misunderstood his relationship with Cao Hao, but even if he explained it, it wouldn't help, right?

For people like Lanzaki, there are always only two choices: yes or no.

He didn't want to live in his house, so he had to move out immediately.Afraid of being embarrassed when meeting him again, He Zihan didn't even go back to get those books, but asked Lu Senyang to help him move back to Lan Qi's house - he waited downstairs, and Lu Senyang went up with the key .

In retrospect, it was indeed a bit hypocritical to do so myself.They're all boys, why bother doing this?

But Lan Qi showed hatred and disgust towards him at that time, which made He Zihan timid.He didn't want to be annoying, since Lan Qi let him go, he would never appear in front of him again.

From the moment he moved away from Lan Qi's house until now, neither Lan Qi nor Cao Hao had contacted him.

He Zihan didn't know whether he should laugh or be sad when faced with such a reality.

These two were the two men he had the best relationship with in college, and he never thought that the relationship would be so rigid before graduation.As for Bai Xiao and Chen Shan, one of them has decided to go abroad, and the other is enjoying themselves in the workplace every day, and they are not at all happy to care about school-related matters.

Occasionally, there will be text messages and phone calls, and He Zihan can't feel the friendship between them at all through the phone calls.

Is it really necessary to meet frequently to strengthen the friendship between friends?Friends, aren't you someone who can make you feel at ease anytime, anywhere?

He Zihan sometimes doubts whether there is really something wrong with him?Why didn't you have many friends from childhood?In the brand-new university, it was not easy to have a few people who had a good relationship, but in the end, it still happened like this.

It's not that I don't open up to them. Everyone has their own privacy and secrets. They have always respected each other and left a certain space for each other.This feeling of keeping a certain distance made He Zihan feel at ease, so that his previous secrets would not be known to others.His feelings can always be buried deep in his heart and will not be asked about.

It's just that this kind of ordinary friendship that reassures him has finally left him.

He Zihan never knew how to communicate with others, and the incident between Lan Qi and Cao Hao left a big shadow in his heart.Chen Zeyu and Xia Mingyuan, as well as Ouyang Feiwu and Fan Getian, who could be called friends before, all lost contact without exception.

The only one staying by his side was Lu Senyang.

This reality made He Zihan helpless.

There was still no news of Chen Qiran in the email Lu Senyang sent him last week. After Barcelona's toss, He Zihan has gradually stopped looking forward to hearing from Chen Qiran.

If it is good news, then I may be able to be happy, but if I follow the clues and find that the other party is not the person I am looking for, that kind of loss must be very uncomfortable.

As for the bad news, He Zihan knew that he couldn't afford to experience it too many times.

Recently, I seldom dream of Chen Qiran in my dreams at night, and I gradually can't remember Chen Qiran's voice and smile clearly—his sense of existence is getting lower and lower, He Zihan finds himself in a kind of uneasy fear, unconscious In the midst of it, I can't even remember his appearance...

However, he didn't have any extra thoughts to be sad, and he was going to defend the next day, and he must do what he promised the dean, otherwise he would be sorry for the old man's expectations of him.

He took out his graduation thesis, reviewed it from beginning to end, and rehearsed the defense process again, before He Zihan went to bed with peace of mind.

The second day's early graduate defense was held in the auditorium, and thousands of people came to watch.If this kind of big scene happened in the past, He Zihan would definitely be timid, but during the three years of university, his work experience of frequenting the student union helped him overcome this stage fright.

He was the third one. After the defenses of the first two drew intense applause and cheers from the crowd, He Zihan sat on the defense table with a relatively calm mood.

The dean and tutor started to ask questions, and He Zihan answered them fluently.Because it was videotaped, applause was not allowed during the defense. It was not until nearly five or ten minutes later that the dean said: "Congratulations, you have passed this defense."

After He Zihan finished his thank you speech, thunderous applause broke out in the auditorium.Everyone applauded for this undergraduate graduation defense, which was the longest in the history of M University, the most exciting question and answer, and the most academically rich.

Knowing that he might not be in the school in the future, many colleagues from the former student union and some juniors from the same department wanted to take a group photo with He Zihan.

Coming out of the auditorium, He Zihan was blinded by the bright sunlight outside.

He originally wanted to look back at the university he had been in for three years, but found that he couldn't see anything clearly except for a bright white light.

However, this is my entire college career, and it is completely over.