perfect life

When He Zihan woke up, he was in a strange room with a splitting headache.

He Zihan didn't know what was wrong with him at all. Back then when he leaned against Lu Senyang, his eyes went dark and he lost consciousness, and he couldn't remember anything after that.

Seeing that he woke up, Lu Senyang, who had been standing by the side, immediately got up and said to the side, brought a glass of warm water over, took a few pills, and put them in his mouth: "Take your medicine quickly, you have a high fever. It's two bottles and it hasn't gone down yet."

"Huh? Oh..."

After taking the medicine obediently, He Zihan wanted to get up and go to the bathroom, but found that he had no strength at all.

Lu Senyang just put down the water glass, saw that he was about to get up, and hurried over to help him, "What's the matter, do you want to go to the bathroom?"

"Hmm...what am I, I don't have any strength at all?"

"You passed out at that time, and you had a high fever when you came back. Forty degrees, it scared me."

"Hey, no wonder my throat feels uncomfortable..." He Zihan's voice was still a little hoarse when he spoke.

Lu Senyang helped him to the bathroom, seeing that he was still standing still, he supported his waist with one hand, and freed the other hand to unbutton He Zihan's pants.

He Zihan felt that he was being taken care of by Lu Senyang like a baby, and he didn't know what was going on with him now.

I want to say that I can solve my physical problems by myself, but now I don't even have the strength to raise my hand, and I can't even stand firmly. How can I have extra strength...

Lu Senyang was afraid that he would be embarrassed, so he said in a relaxed tone as much as possible: "Don't be shy, I haven't seen you before. You forgot that I was in the hospital before, and I helped you solve all your physical problems?"

He Zihan knew what he was talking about three years ago when he was found with only one pair of eyes that could move freely. Looking back now, Lu Senyang really took good care of him at that time.

After peeing with Lu Senyang's help, He Zihan obediently let him help him back to the bed and lie down.

It's been too long since I felt this feeling of being taken care of from head to toe.At that time, I was living in Chen Qiran's apartment, and before the two of them connected with each other, I was always embarrassed to accept so much care from Chen Qiran.

Later, the relationship became clearer, and gradually I got used to Chen Qiran's meticulous care for me.Now, if Lu Sen wants to treat him so well, he is really flattered, and at the same time he is a little uneasy.

Yesterday at the police station, the possibility of that person being Chen Qiran was ruled out. Although his appearance and many other characteristics were just like Chen Qiran's, fortunately, Xiao Qiu proved that that person was not him.

However, now that he calmed down and thought about it, Lu Senyang sent people to search for three years, but they only found a few clues here, and this clue happened to be a dead person.

What if Chen Qiran had died in a certain corner of the world in three years?

He Zihan couldn't imagine the result. He had always believed that Chen Qiran had extraordinary willpower and survival ability, and he would never die so easily.

In the dark, he always had a feeling that the entanglement between him and Chen Qiran was far from over.

They still have a long way to go. They will meet again and meet each other in the near future, and there will be many stories to happen.

When I saw the email from Lu Senyang, the picture was too blurry, and the real person really looked like Chen Qiran.

The visual impact and the huge psychological fear suddenly overwhelmed all reason, so I was so afraid at that time.

Now it seems that if you really care about it, you will be chaotic.

If you encounter similar things in the future, you must analyze them rationally, and you must not worry or be sad indiscriminately.

Maybe Chen Qiran is still living well in some corner of the world, how can I think about his death every day?

Thinking of this, He Zihan had new expectations.

"Lu Senyang, when shall we go back?"

"Depending on how your body recovers, it will take another day after the fever subsides before you can take the plane. Otherwise, it's too risky. The plane will take more than ten hours to fly. I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it."

As Lu Senyang spoke, he pressed a button beside the bed, and soon someone came in with some food.

He Zihan cheered up a little, sat up and was about to get out of bed, but Lu Senyang held him down to prevent him from moving.

"No need to get up, there is a small dining table."

"Oh, thanks."

Seeing Lu Senyang put those things in front of him, He Zihan's stomach, which didn't feel hungry at first, became hungry when he saw those delicate foods.

"It looks delicious, I'm so hungry."

"You haven't eaten since you got on the plane. After you got off, you went directly to the police station and passed out. You haven't eaten for more than [-] hours. How can you not be hungry?"

Lu Senyang filled something from a large casserole and closed the lid tightly before placing the last bowl in front of He Zihan.He Zihan looked down, only to find that what he brought him was a bowl of mung bean porridge.

When he was wondering why Lu Senyang wanted to eat this for himself, Lu Senyang said in a timely manner: "You are very angry, after eating the mung bean porridge, you will get angry, Xiaoqiu said. As for other things, I am afraid that you will not get angry I didn’t accept it, so I made Chinese food, but it’s Barcelona’s taste, so you can just eat it.”

"No, I like mung bean porridge very much...my grandmother often made it when I was young."

While talking, He Zihan suddenly laughed. Although he was still sick and his mental state was not very good, Lu Senyang saw his smile and felt that the He Zihan sitting in front of him was the same as the one from City B at that time. He Zihan was different when he left.

He has more confidence than back then, and he has stronger conviction.

After realizing this, Lu Senyang found that there was a greater obstacle for him to get closer to He Zihan - he only had one Chen Qiran in his heart, so how could he have room for himself?

"By the way, Lu Senyang, don't be too nice to me in the future."

What He Zihan said suddenly made Lu Senyang who was drinking water almost choked.

After swallowing all the water in his mouth in a bit of embarrassment, Lu Senyang asked in confusion: "Why?"

"You put your mind on me, it's too wasteful. You are such a good person, you deserve better than me. You understand, my mind is only on him." He Zihan said very sincerely, Lu Senyang also understood in his heart that what he said was for his own good.

"I am willing to spend my mind on you, I have this freedom."

"However, you make me feel very despicable."

Hearing He Zihan say the word "despicable", Lu Senyang was puzzled.

He Zihan continued without waiting for him to ask a question: "I know that you have such thoughts for me, and I told you not to come to me three years ago. But every time something happens, the only person you can rely on is you .”

You saved me back then, and then you took care of me and helped me find Chen Qiran's whereabouts.You like this move me and make me feel guilty for you.I always feel that I am using your feelings for me to find you again and again in the most difficult times, and you will promise me and help me every time.I use you like this, it makes me feel so mean, I don't deserve to be your friend.

He Zihan's explanation made Lu Senyang smile.

It turned out that he hadn't noticed his good intentions, and he had always understood his feelings for him.

"I'm just a step late, right?"

"Time is irreversible, there is no difference between sooner or later. I can only say that we have no fate. The person you are destined for is not me."

Seeing He Zihan speaking calmly, Lu Senyang felt relieved.

The person he fell in love with was totally worth what he had paid for him.

The Lu family has plenty of manpower and material resources, so He Zihan's search for Chen Qiran is not a particularly large expense.But looking for someone for him, and trying to do something for him, this feeling is beautiful.

Lu Senyang didn't tell He Zihan, but every time He Zihan did something, he always felt warm in his heart.

It seems that as long as He Zihan can see and be moved by his efforts, a smile or an expression of appreciation is the best reward.

Although three years ago and the last two days, He Zihan didn't give him too many smiles, and never praised him.But as long as he can stay close to him, Lu Senyang will be content.

Touching He Zihan's soft hair, he said softly: "It's okay, you don't need to feel guilty, you are not mean at all. I am just helping you from the standpoint of a friend. I will need your help in many places in the future, friend Isn't that the way it is? Don't have too much psychological burden."

When He Zihan heard what he said, he looked at him in confusion. Lu Senyang knew that he might be doubting the authenticity of what he said, so he gave him a very sincere look, and added: "I mean the truth. Yes, not polite words."

"Well, that's good. But thank you very much."

After He Zihan finished speaking, he picked up the bowl of porridge, and gulped down a big gulp, "This porridge is pretty good, do you want to try it?"

"Well, that's fine too."

Seeing He Zihan's lightened expression because he had relieved the burden in his heart, Lu Senyang also felt better.

If He Zihan can only accept himself as a friend, then he will accompany him as a friend until he finds Chen Qiran.