perfect life

Because the Chinese composition was not written, and because he was not feeling well during the first comprehensive exam on the first day, He Zihan's college entrance examination results were not satisfactory.However, he has no extra energy to go through it again, and he can't wait to leave this city full of memories immediately.

He needs to go to a distant place, to a place where no one knows Chen Qiran and He Zihan, to a city where there is nothing but strangers.

A week after the college entrance examination, He Zihan went to school to fill out a volunteer form—he didn't let Lu Senyang know about it.

Although he knew in his heart that if Lu Senyang wanted to know which schools he filled in, he could naturally find out through the principal or class teacher, but he didn't want Lu Senyang to investigate these things.He also has his own freedom, he wants to go to a distant place, and if Lu Senyang can't stop him, there is no need to investigate his wishes.

His legs were still inconvenient to move. Although he was undergoing rehabilitation treatment every day in the hospital, because his hands were too heavy at that time, and He Zihan's physical foundation was poor, although Chen Qiran continued to give him daily supplements during that time to make his body strong Some, but nothing compared to the injuries he suffered.

It was not until one month after the college entrance examination that the doctor announced that He Zihan could be discharged from the hospital.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Lu Senyang was attending the Lu family's quarterly summary meeting at the headquarters in T City, and sent someone to send He Zihan to his residence in C City, but He Zihan flatly refused.

Because during the meeting, Lu Senyang's cell phone was muted and put in his pocket. It was not until the middle of the meeting at noon that he saw the main force calling him more than [-] times.

Calling back, Lu Senyang frowned and asked, "Lu Qiao, what's the matter? He Zihan was discharged from the hospital?"

Lu Qiao replied helplessly on the phone: "No, Master. Master He doesn't want to go back to your apartment."

"Then he is going back to Chen Qiran's residence? He has the key, right?"

"Yes, young master. Besides, that house is under the name of young master He, not young master Chen's apartment."

"Oh I got it."

Knowing that he still wanted to go back to the place where Chen Qiran was in the shadow, Lu Senyang didn't have too many regrets in his heart. After all, He Zihan and Chen Qiran had too many memories in common, and he couldn't erase those memories for him.

Only when He Zihan faced the life without Chen Qiran himself, could he really get out of this blow, and Lu Senyang knew this very well.

"Then you are still in the hospital?"

"Yeah, she said she was going back there. I called you and you didn't hear back, so we're still in the hospital."

Lu Qiao continued to report.

"Then you send him back, and then help him clean the house, and remember to dry the bedding and so on. No one has lived in it for two or three months. In addition, you can live nearby by the way, and keep an eye on it." Come on, don't let him find you spying on him."

"Okay, then I'll send him back now."

"Ok."

When he returned to the apartment, He Zihan's expression was very calm, even Lu Qiao admired his composure.

As an outsider, and having worked in the Lu family for so many years, Lu Qiao knew that the old lady of the Chen family had either sent Chen Qiran abroad through illegal channels, or she had already destroyed his body.

After all, after investigation, the situation at that time really made the old lady of the Chen family very angry. Chen Qiran wanted to protect He Zihan wholeheartedly, and even thought that if they were to die, they would die together.

This kind of naive but unwavering thinking, in the eyes of the old lady Chen, who is already in her eighties, is simply an unforgivable crime.As the heir of the Chen family, Chen Qiran risked his own ruin and the risk of affecting the reputation of the entire Chen family to be with him for such a young boy.

In the eyes of that shrewd old lady of the Chen family, this kind of thing is almost a thorn in the side and a thorn in the flesh. She couldn't kill He Zihan but shot Chen Qiran by mistake. .

It doesn't matter whether He Zihan is alive or dead - if Chen Qiran is already dead.

Lu Qiao is Lu Senyang's personal assistant. He was adopted by the Lu family since he was a child.Seeing that He Zihan was in a daze after opening the door, Lu Qiao went in to wipe a chair, let He Zihan sit down and rest first, and he and a few servants helped him clean the house first, after all, he still wants to live here .

He Zihan was already in a trance when he saw the house.

The results of the college entrance examination were very unsatisfactory. He failed to get into the university he wanted, but he still filled in several other universities in that city.

According to his own estimation, the possibility of going online is only 50.00%, but he wants to take a gamble.

He wanted to leave here, leave here completely.

Losing Chen Qiran's life made him suddenly lose his support, and he didn't know what to do, what to do.

Looking at the places where we lived together in the past, there are shadows of that person everywhere.

His voice and smile, his tenderness and consideration, the taste of the food he cooked, the chairs he made...

Recently, colorful silent movies are constantly playing in his mind, and He Zihan feels very tired, exhausted both physically and mentally.

Soon Lu Qiao and his helpers had cleaned the entire room.After another servant bought enough vegetables, fruits, fish, meat and eggs from a nearby supermarket to feed He Zihan for more than ten days and delivered them to the apartment, Lu Qiao let everyone go out first.

Then he sensibly gave the whole space and time to He Zihan alone, and told him that he could call him anytime if he needed anything.

He Zihan thanked Lu Qiao and sent him out.

Afterwards, he made something random to fill his stomach, took a shower, came out in Chen Qiran's pajamas, and returned to Chen Qiran's original bedroom, letting himself lie back on his favorite bed.

Lu Qiao kindly changed him into a thin quilt, and He Zihan fell asleep after lying on the bed for a while.

He didn't have a dream, and he didn't wake up from the dream because of a sudden fright. When He Zihan woke up the next morning, he found that this was the sweetest sleep he had in the past three months.

After the college entrance examination, he has gradually accepted the reality.Chen Qiran is no longer by his side, he should still live a good life.If we can meet again one day in the future, I should also be excellent and worthy of Chen Qiran's pride.

I thought about making a sandwich that Chen Qiran often made. Although the taste was quite different, I could barely eat it.

In the next few days, He Zihan lived alone in the apartment under Chen Qiran's name, and had nothing to do except sleep and eat.

The TV is full of boring programs, because I just got out of the bitter sea of ​​the college entrance examination, and I also have an instinctive sense of resistance when I read books.

After doing nothing for several days, He Zihan felt in a daze that he was wasting his time going on like this.

Originally planned to travel after the college entrance examination, this was the original plan, and he hadn't even known Chen Qiran when he made the decision.Then I met him, so many things happened, until now that person has completely left my life, everything has changed.

Now it seems that all the plans of the Chinese people cannot keep up with the changes.

He Zihan thought that he should go to the small study to tidy up those books, take out the useless ones and sell them, maybe he could make some money.The few remaining useful books should be put on the bookshelf.

After spending nearly two and a half hours in the study room sorting out all the books he had in high school, those that should be sold, and those that should be put away, He Zihan came to the big study room that Chen Qiran usually used next to him.

The house has not been opened since he came back, and now He Zihan can come in with peace of mind to see what Chen Qiran's working place looks like every day.Although Chen Qiran was just a student before, but Chen always gave him a lot of things to do, He Zihan sometimes couldn't stand it.

Although he seldom came to the study room before, because Chen Qiran was really squeezed too much later, He Zihan also came back to massage his temples when he was free, so as to save Chen Qiran from headaches.

Putting away the distant memories, He Zihan went to the desk and sat down.

He was surprised to find that Chen Qiran's original work notebook and the notebook he gave to himself were still in the study.He Zihan turned on Chen Qiran's computer and saw a folder named "Zihan" on the desktop.

Click to open, only to find that it is empty.

Maybe he usually saves it directly after finishing the work, and then deletes it?

Only then did He Zihan realize that he still knew very little about Chen Qiran.

I searched the recruitment information of City C on GOOGLE, and found that almost no one wants to hire someone with only a high school diploma, except for some jobs that require relatively high physical strength, such as stevedores.

Even if he hadn't been beaten by the Chen family, He Zihan would never be able to do such hard work again.

Originally, I wanted to use my brain power to do some easier work, but found that I was really useless and couldn't find a job at all.

In his passbook, there was the 2 yuan that Chen Qiran gave him at that time, plus the [-] yuan in compensation for the house. I don't know if it would be enough to pay off the medical expenses he owed Lu Senyang.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, he originally wanted to ask Lu Qiao how much it cost, but Lu Qiao kept calling Lu Senyang to ask whether he should send He Zihan back to Lu's house or Chen Qiran's apartment, and he didn't tell him the hospital cost in the end.

He Zihan knew that he probably avoided the question on purpose, and asked directly twice, but Lu Qiao pretended not to hear each time.

It was only then that He Zihan realized that Lu Senyang should have ordered it specially.However, the money had to be paid back.

He and Lu Senyang were not related, and he was already grateful for Lu Senyang's saving his life. If he was asked to pay all the medical expenses for him, He Zihan would look down on him.

Maybe the money is not enough to pay off at one time, so I should find a part-time job to do it.He Zihan looked at the recruitment information of thirty or forty companies, but there was no hope of being hired.

Finally, he found an English translation job in a corner, mainly business English and daily English, 1000 yuan per 80 yuan, which was the recruitment information of a private company.

He Zihan thought about it. At that time, he was forced by Chen Qiran to study TOEFL and GRE every day, and his English level had actually reached a very high level unconsciously.The job of translation should be barely competent, right?If you encounter something you don't understand, just look through the dictionary, and there should be no problem in solving it roughly.

Thinking of this, He Zihan sent a job application letter to the other party's mailbox.