perfect life

He Zihan often had the worst nightmare in the middle of the night. In his dreams, he would always go back to that warehouse, where countless sticks and fists fell on him, and Chen Qiran's blood sprayed on his face...

This nightmare has been repeated since he was conscious, and it has caused him to suffer every night.

Psychologically, he suffered the pain of killing Chen Qiran. Physically, because he didn't get enough sleep and his body didn't have a good rest, the wound healed slowly and the pain continued.

Lu Senyang hadn't noticed this phenomenon until the doctor said that He Zihan's healing condition was very bad and he had to rest well at night, then he thought that maybe He Zihan had been having nightmares every night for a while.

Lu Senyang blamed himself for not thinking too much about He Zihan, he faced Chen Qiran, was shot in front of him and passed out, and suffered such serious injuries, he must have trouble falling asleep every night.After finally falling asleep, another nightmare struck.

He didn't think about this possibility at all, while Lu Senyang regretted his mistake, he also felt sorry for the tortured He Zihan.

So from that night onwards, he also lived in the ward. Although the special intensive care unit could fit a bigger bed, seeing that He Zihan was only sleeping on the bed, Lu Sen was always very picky about the bed. Yang didn't make any special request, just added an ordinary bed in the ward.

He Zihan didn't know what he was going to do. Lu Senyang just explained that because he was too busy with work, he was too tired to go back and forth every day, so he directly lived in the self-love ward, which is closer to the company.

This reason is not far-fetched. He goes back and forth to the Lu family's subsidiary in City C every day, discussing with the general manager of the company about Lu's expansion project in City C, and at the same time sending people to look for Chen Qiran. He told him to look after and take good care of He Zihan.So these things added up, he was already too busy.

He is only a young man in his 20s. Although he entered the famous T University in T City at the age of 15, and then went to Harvard School of Economics to study all courses, he is still a young man who has just stepped into the society. He knows many things. Very rusty and unskilled.

Although he has a certain amount of talent, Lu Senyang understands better than anyone else that no amount of talent is useless if there is no acquired hard work.

That night, He Zihan had that nightmare again. Because he slept deeply and the dream was too real, He Zihan suddenly cried in his sleep.Lu Senyang hadn't finished his work at that time, so he hurried to He Zihan's bedside when he heard the sound, and saw that his eyes were closed, his brows were tightly furrowed, he was muttering something, and tears were streaming down his face.

It was only when he got closer that he could hear clearly, He Zihan was calling "Chen Qiran", every word was "Chen Qiran", every time he said "Chen Qiran", his tears would flow more.

Seeing He Zihan like this, Lu Senyang also became sad.Holding He Zihan's hands, he comforted him gently in his ear: "I'm here, Zihan, I'm here, don't be afraid..."

"Don't be afraid, dear, it's all right, I'm here, I'll be with you."

He kept whispering comforting words in He Zihan's ear. He didn't know whether He Zihan heard his comfort or the nightmare was over. He gradually calmed down, no longer whispering or crying.Lu Senyang wanted to get up and use the hot towel in the bathroom to wipe away his tears, but He Zihan held his hands tightly, "Don't go! Chen Qiran... hug me to sleep..."

Lu Senyang tried to replace his hands with other things, but He Zihan seemed to be aware of his intentions, even in a dream, he still said: "Don't go..."

Lu Senyang couldn't stand watching or listening, the person he cared about the most held his hand but called someone else's name.But seeing He Zihan like this, he couldn't bear to leave him.

He whispered softly in his ear, "Let go of my hand, so I can take off my coat and go back to bed." While slowly withdrawing his hand, he awkwardly took off the coat on his body, Both feet have already taken off their slippers.

This was Lu Senyang's first visit to He Zihan's hospital bed. Although the situation was special, Lu Senyang was satisfied to share the same bed with him.

Holding He Zihan in her arms, she took the opportunity to kiss his forehead, regardless of whether He Zihan was in a deep sleep, and said "sleep".You have to sleep with your eyes closed.

He Zihan suddenly turned around and turned his back to Lu Senyang. Lu Senyang was confused by him. Didn't he just say that he wanted to hug him to sleep?Why are you turning around now?

Just when he was completely bewildered by He Zihan, He Zihan hugged his arm with his arm that was already movable, and his breathing soon became deep, and after a while, he fell asleep completely.

Lu Senyang thought that maybe He Zihan and Chen Qiran slept like this when they were together, now he only needs to play the role of comforting He Zihan, and leave the rest alone.

After thinking this way in my heart, I became more at ease again.Even if it's a stand-in, as long as He Zihan can sleep soundly, everything is worth it.

When He Zihan woke up the next day, Lu Senyang had already gotten up and went to work. This kind of life where the two of them slept together at night, and Lu Senyang got up and left immediately at dawn in the daytime lasted for five days, until Saturday morning. When He Zihan woke up, he found that there were hands on his waist and a warm belly on his back. For a moment, he thought that Chen Qiran had returned.

Turning around with great joy, it was Lu Senyang's exhausted face that caught his eyes.

During this period of time, the person who coaxed me to sleep in the middle of the night, and hugged me to sleep in my dreams, was it always Lu Senyang?

He Zihan saw the bruises in his eyes, and knew that he had to take care of himself like this when he was busy with work, so he felt very sorry.

Lu Senyang saved his life and helped him find Chen Qiran's whereabouts. He Zihan was very grateful for these two things.He owed such a big favor to Lu Senyang, and he didn't know how to repay it in the future.

If Chen Qiran treated him well before because he loved him, and because he was a lover so there was no need to worry too much about it, then what about Lu Senyang?

It's not that He Zihan doesn't know that he has a good impression of him.But is it necessary to let Lu Senyang pay endlessly based on this point?

It was absolutely impossible for him to respond.In the past, it was time for Chen Qiran's feelings to be in front of him, because he was afraid that he was playing tricks on him, and that he would not have any feelings to respond to him after he had given his feelings, so he was hesitant to open his heart to Chen Qiran.

But Lu Senyang is not Chen Qiran, and now his heart is filled with Chen Qiran, no matter how good Lu Senyang treats him, no matter how much he takes care of him, he will not be able to get his feelings.

After He Zihan straightened out his thoughts and figured this out, he sat up and waited for Lu Senyang to wake up.

When Lu Senyang woke up, his hand was still on He Zihan's waist, because he worked until two o'clock in the morning last night, and He Zihan had another scene in the middle of the night, so he finally didn't have to go to work on weekends, and he was snoozing for a while, and when he woke up, it was already ten o'clock in the morning many.

When Lu Senyang opened his eyes, he couldn't find the focal length. After a while, his brain came to his senses. After realizing what was going on, he sat up from the bed in shock.

Seeing that He Zihan had already got up and waited for him to wake up, Lu Senyang didn't know how to speak for a while.

"He Zihan, I..." Putting the back of his head together, Lu Senyang tried to explain something, but he didn't realize that his current actions were extremely stupid.

"Lu Senyang, thank you." He Zihan looked at Lu Senyang with a calm smile, not blaming him at all.

"Well...you're welcome. You've been having nightmares recently. When I comfort you, you always hold my hand. I..."

"I let you sleep with me, right?"

"Yes, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have held you to sleep without your permission. I..."

Lu Senyang wanted to explain something, but He Zihan had already turned his head out of the window.From Lu Senyang's point of view, He Zihan didn't want to listen to his excuse to continue explaining, so he got off the bed in disgrace, helped He Zihan cover the quilt again, and turned around to go to the bathroom to change clothes.

Just a few steps after he left the hospital bed, He Zihan suddenly stopped him.Lu Senyang turned around in confusion, but he met He Zihan's firm eyes.

"When I can be discharged from the hospital, let me go."

"?" Completely confused.

"Thanks to your care, I will slowly pay you back the money for these hospitalizations in the future. You are busy yourself, so you don't need to spend too much time on me. There are doctors and nurses in the hospital, and I can be taken good care of by them. I have nightmares in the middle of the night It's because I'm always feeling sorry for myself, and it's been much better during this time. Thank you for your care, and you don't come here in the future, is that okay?"

His speech was very polite and decent, except for the sentence "it's been much better for a while", everything else seemed very reasonable to Lu Senyang.If I said anything against him, I was afraid that He Zihan would get out of bed and leave immediately.

But if he agrees to the request like this, Lu Senyang is not worthy to be the heir of the Lu family.

"You don't have to lie to yourself, He Zihan. I hugged you to sleep just because I wanted to, and you know what I think about you. Since you can't have me in your heart in the future, let me take good care of you during this time. If you want to pay me back the money for the hospitalization, you can do it for as many years as you like, but if you tell me not to visit you now, I can’t do it.”