perfect life

Because he had been in a trance for several days, He Zihan's mental state was too bad. The head teacher asked him to go back to rest for two days, and then go back to school when he is in a normal state.

He Zihan packed up his things and walked out of the school, not knowing what to do for a while.

He didn't know where the old house of Chen Qiran's family was, and he didn't know where the city Yiran that Chen Qiran said was separated from the Chen family was.Unable to seek any information or help at all, this complete sense of powerlessness made Chen Zihan mentally collapse.

He was originally an ordinary person, struggling to maintain his own life, reckless and reckless. He grew up from seven years old alone, and he himself did not know the hardships during the period.

However, those are just the way of life of an ordinary person after all. His ability to survive in this world and his ability to save Chen Qiran are two completely different concepts.

He himself knew that it was completely useless to worry blindly, but what else could he do besides worrying?In this desperate time, there is no one around.His only friend and only reliance is really waiting for him to rescue, and He Zihan can't do anything alone.

The comparison between the most ordinary high school senior in Incheon Middle School and the well-known Chen family in C City is like an ant and an elephant.

After He Zihan returned home with a heavy schoolbag filled with many books, he sat in the porch detached, unable to move.

In the past few days, when he thinks of eating, he just grabs something from the refrigerator, and when he thinks it's time to sleep, he goes to lie down for a while.He Zihan's frail body was completely overwhelmed in this situation where he had trouble sleeping and eating, and his food intake and sleep were severely insufficient.

When the doorbell rang, He Zihan thought his ears were hallucinating, but after ringing three times, the doorbell was still ringing.

When he stood up, He Zihan almost tripped himself. He staggered a few steps and quickly opened the door to take a look. He was a man in a well-fitting suit. He seemed familiar, but He Zihan was sure he didn't know him.

"Master He, please come with us."

"it is good."

Without saying a word, He Zihan got into the car with the man, and the car stopped in front of a coffee shop not long after.He Zihan was led into a small box by the man, and there was already a woman sitting in it.

The man brought He Zihan into the box, pulled out the chair for him, bowed to the woman, turned and walked out the door.

He Zihan was a little baffled, the woman in front of him looked very young and beautiful, and... she looked very similar to Chen Qiran!

"Excuse me……"

"You are He Zihan, right?"

The two spoke at the same time, He Zihan was a little embarrassed.Presumably this person is Chen Qiran's mother, and he should behave well in front of her.Thinking of his current mental state, He Zihan was a little trembling.

Chen's grandma heard that she was very scary, but she didn't know what kind of person Chen Qiran's mother was.Pulling himself together, He Zihan gave the woman sitting across from him a decent smile taught by Chen Qiran, and said, "Please tell me."

"I'm Xiaoran's mother. I'm looking for you today to ask you to promise to break up with him."

He Zihan thought about many opening remarks of this seemingly beautiful, generous and gentle mother, but he did not expect such a direct sentence.He was a little bit shocked, and couldn't react for a moment what he should say.

Seeing that he didn't answer, the other party continued: "I think of you and you know it too. You are Xiaoran's lover. Although I haven't been in contact with you, he has been thinking about you for so many years. I think you must be a very good child But I have to make such a request, please promise me, you and Xiaoran break up... "

She said request, He Zihan felt that she couldn't bear such words.Seeing Chen Qiran's mother's face slightly changed due to the pain, He Zihan finally found his own voice, and tried not to tremble and asked, "Why?"

"Because you are both men, that's enough, isn't it? Don't say that you are really in love with each other. At your current age, how do you know what love is? Even if you feel happy now, what about in the future? Ten or twenty years later, can you guarantee that you will still be like this?

The two men live together, and there will be too much trouble in the future.Criticism from the people around, if Xiaoran inherits the family business in the future, he will have to face the pressure of public opinion.Do you know how much you can endure?

I don't want to break up the people I love, let alone Xiaoran is my son.However, I will never allow him to do things that he regrets for the rest of his life because of impulsiveness.You are not suitable, I hope you break up.If you don't take the initiative to bring it up, Xiaoran will not give up, so I will talk to you today. "

He Zihan stared blankly at the mother sitting opposite him.It was she who gave birth to Chen Qiran in October of her pregnancy, and it was she who educated her excellent lover.Are those words just a mother's love for her son?

He Zihan suddenly wanted to laugh.

"If we break up, will Chen Qiran be happy?"

"He will be happy. He will marry an equally fine and elegant woman, and they will build a family of their own, and then have children. This is a normal life, isn't it? You should have such a life, too, It is impossible for you to have this kind of happiness together."

As she spoke, she stretched out her hand and stroked He Zihan's arm.

"Children, I don't want to hurt any of you. But this temporary pain is necessary. When you have your own family in the future, you will understand that today's breakup is correct. Promise me, okay?"

Her fingers were slender, almost exactly the same as Chen Qiran's.Such a beautiful hand covered the back of He Zihan's hand, caressing it carefully, as if comforting his emotions and telling him "don't be afraid".

Is this the mother's hand?

It turns out that the mother's feeling is like this, warm and delicate, and there is also a kind of strength that can be felt-the strength shown in order to protect her children.

He Zihan lowered his eyes, his thick eyelashes trembling slightly because of anxiety, he couldn't bear the oppression from Chen Qiran's mother, and carefully withdrew his hand.

Seeing that his expression had changed a little, the other party continued: "his grandma forced him to break up with you, but he didn't want to, so he was locked up. These few days, Xiao Ran has been locked up in the confinement room. Drank some water, didn't eat at all. If this goes on, he's going to die, he's going to die..."

As she spoke, her voice had a strong nasal tone.Aware of her gaffe, the woman took out a handkerchief from her handbag and wiped the corners of her eyes.

"If it weren't for this, I wouldn't come to you either. Call him and say you broke up, okay?"

He Zihan sat there, his expression was shrouded in shadow under the soft yellow light in the coffee shop, no one could see clearly.

When his lover resisted to maintain their relationship, his mother asked herself to break up in order to save him.If he agreed to her request, he would have betrayed his relationship with Chen Qiran; if he refused, how would he face this heartbroken mother?

He Zihan has never been in contact with his mother, and there is no trace of her in his remaining memories.

It was the first time I saw a mother defending her child under such circumstances.This desperate situation made He Zihan feel so sad.What should I do?Using a breakup to make Chen Qiran give up on himself and become a normal person?

In that case, what are you?

He couldn't guarantee whether Chen Qiran would live a normal life in the future after he gave up on him. Thinking of the harm that the word "breakup" might bring to Chen Qiran, He Zihan felt that his heart had been twisted into a ball.

That was his lover, that was Chen Qiran who loved him more than himself, how could he do such a thing at such a time? !

With clear eyes, He Zihan raised his head and looked at Chen Qiran's mother firmly, "I'm sorry, I can't promise you."

Seeing his reaction, the other party seemed to be expected, smiled clearly, and said with regret: "Young man, you are really too impulsive. Do you really think that your love is everything? "

"Maybe not everything, but if I said goodbye to him, he would be in pain. It would be the pain of his life. He may look unharmed on the outside, but inside he will be broken. You know your son, he has always been He hides everything in his heart and faces it alone, from outsiders, he has always been the perfect Chen Qiran, but inside, if I say that, his heart will collapse."

"You are very confident, He Zihan. I think I understand why Xiaoran fell into it completely after finding you."

After speaking, she stood up, smoothly smoothed the slight wrinkles on the skirt, and said to He Zihan with a smile: "It's a pleasure to meet you. I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

He Zihan looked at her leaving back with mixed feelings in his heart.

Even though he said that, but with Chen Qiran's life as a bet, he didn't know if he did something wrong.

I hope Chen Qiran can get through it, and I hope he can make his grandma give up the idea of ​​breaking up with him.

He Zihan sat for a while, drank the warm water in the cup, and walked out of the coffee shop.

Not long after he went out, someone behind him suddenly shouted, "He Zihan!" He Zihan turned his head, but before he could see who was coming, he felt a blow on the neck, and then lost consciousness.