perfect life

Waking up in a daze, He Zihan opened the door and found Chen Qiran standing at the door.

The four eyes met, for a moment He Zihan didn't know what he was going to say.

Chen Qiran saw that he wanted to go to school as soon as he left the room, so he quickly grabbed him, "Zihan, I'll take you there."

Seeing his anxious and worried face, He Zihan wanted to nod in agreement, but also thought that he would send her to school, and if people saw him, it would definitely cause an uproar.

When Chen Qiran was in Incheon Middle School, although he didn't do anything earth-shattering, everyone could see his influence in the school.Many girls have always liked him, boys # admire his ability.With good self-cultivation and outstanding appearance, He Zihan knew that when Chen Qiran appeared, many people would definitely gather around him.

He didn't want to see that kind of scene at all.

He found that there was an emotion in his heart, a possessive desire that he didn't want to share Chen Qiran with others.

I don't want his goodness to be seen by others, I don't want his cooking to be eaten by others, and I don't want him to be with others.

When Chen Qiran expressed his heart to himself, He Zihan was still not convinced at first, and did not dare to put his feelings on Chen Qiran.He was afraid that Chen Qiran was just a whim, he was afraid that he was just playing with himself.

But after getting along for a long time, he understood that Chen Qiran really had a feeling of love for him, and he was the person Chen Qiran loved dearly.This feeling of being cherished made He Zihan nostalgic.Chen Qiran is also his only lover, they are each other's only, he doesn't want to share his excellent lover with anyone at all.

But this person may leave him completely one day in the future. Although he may have many unavoidable difficulties, the thought of that possibility, even if it is just a possibility, almost makes He Zihan's emotions collapse.

The irritating thoughts that he thought about on the bed just now once again occupied He Zihan's mind, and he opened his mouth to reject Chen Qiran's proposal.Chen Qiran saw that his face was tired, he tried to go in just now but the door was blocked by something - He Zihan didn't want to see himself at all.

He knew that Fan Geting's appearance would make He Zihan feel uncomfortable, and before he had time to explain, He Zihan was already feeling uncomfortable.This situation made Chen Qiran feel guilty, and he once again hurt He Zihan because of Fan Geting's affairs.

Following behind He Zihan, walked to the porch with him, watching him put on his shoes, Chen Qiran didn't know what to do.Maybe it's okay to talk about it after he comes back at night, but seeing He Zihan's distraught look, I just can't bear it.

"Zihan, I have nothing to do with her, don't worry about it. She happened to be back with her mother on business, just passing by."

"understood."

"Don't worry, nothing will happen..."

Chen Qiran still wanted to explain something, He Zihan had already put on his shoes, and when he was about to go out, he suddenly turned around and hugged Chen Qiran who was standing in the entrance.

Chen Qiran was completely at a loss by his sudden movement, so he could only hug him gently.

He has always been planning for everything, but when he meets He Zihan, he is always helpless again and again.Not knowing what to do, what to say, how to cheer him up.

He Zihan has unconsciously become the only meaning of Chen Qiran's life.His smiling face is something that Chen Qiran will protect all his life.

Leaning on his chest, taking a deep breath of his scent, He Zihan raised his head and gave Chen Qiran a smile, "No black chicken soup is allowed in the future. I'm leaving."

After He Zihan finished speaking, he went to school, while Chen Qiran froze in place, wondering why he couldn't make black chicken soup.

After He Zihan sat down in his seat, he happily opened the complete book of ancient poems and began to review the ancient poems and prose he had memorized a few days ago.

Chen Qiran's explanation, although he couldn't completely relieve his heart, it was like a special medicine, which made He Zihan temporarily forget the fact that they were gay, and made him nostalgic for this moment of life.

It's better not to pay attention to those things until they really come.

Fan Geting is very beautiful, very decent, very worthy of Chen Qiran.But Chen Qiran doesn't have her in his heart, what he has in his heart is only himself.

Knowing this, He Zihan was satisfied.

He has a lover, he loves him, and he loves him.

That fact satisfies him, and nothing else matters.

Negotiate with Chen Qiran tonight about many things in the future.At this moment, He Zihan suddenly had a belief that as long as he and Chen Qiran face everything together, no one can separate them.

Even if it is not accepted by the world, even if this relationship may become a big obstacle in Chen Qiran's way forward, He Zihan is not willing to leave him.

He Zihan knew that Chen Qiran would also work hard, and the two of them worked hard together. For this love and to spend a lifetime with each other, they were all ready to do everything.As for the result, even if it is not satisfactory, it cannot be forced.

Because it was Friday, there was a math test for the whole grade in the first two classes in the afternoon.Because He Zihan didn't sleep well at noon, he was too emotional before, and now his brain is in a state of exhaustion. Seeing those terrible geometric figures and algebraic expressions, he felt a little sluggish for a while.

Sure enough, mathematics is a very difficult level to overcome. While doing calculations on the draft paper, He Zihan thought that when he went back at night, he would definitely ask Chen Qiran for advice on how to learn mathematics well.

After the exam, there was a 20-minute break, and He Zihan was so tired that he fell asleep on the desk.

He didn't wake up in a trance until the bell rang loudly and the classmate sitting next to him in the group kindly pushed him.

After waking up, He Zihan found that he was hungry.

He ate too little at noon because he was angry, and he was too hasty when he went out. At that time, his mood was not right, and he even forgot to take the sandwich and milk that Chen Qiran would prepare for him every Friday.

He Zihan was about to vomit to death in his heart, it was fine for him to be sad for a whole noon because of Fan Geting, but now he had to suffer for his stomach as well.It seems that I really don't get along with that beautiful girl. Every time she shows up, something bad will happen.

In total, it was the last time I saw her. The first time I was not with Chen Qiran, but when I saw her kissing Chen Qiran, I was really going to explode.

At that time, I thought that Chen Qiran was a bastard with two legs, he was with Fan Geting and Xia Mingyuan at the same time.

Thinking about it now, that idea was ridiculous.

Although Chen Qi then said that Fan Getian and Xia Mingyuan were a couple with affection, as for Fan Geting, she was just a little sister who had played with them since childhood.But the fact of "playing together since childhood" left too much uneasiness in He Zihan's heart.

As for the second meeting, to be precise, it was not considered a meeting. It should be said that he met Fan Geting on TV in Paris.He Zihan didn't want to recall that incident at all.

In order not to worry him, Chen Qiran concealed the fact that he was going to Fan Geting's birthday party, but the result was just the opposite. Not only was he heartbroken, but he almost lost his life.

This time, the scene where she and Chen Qiran walked out of the kitchen together made He Zihan feel extremely dazzling when he thought about it.

In a normal family, the scene where the hostess and hostess cook together in the kitchen and then eat together makes He Zihan feel uncomfortable.

He and Chen Qiran, although their relationship is very good now, Chen Qiran treats him so well that he doesn't want him to enter the kitchen at all, for fear that he will get oily smoke.But what He Zihan wanted was not just his care, he hoped that he and Chen Qiran could live like an ordinary family.

I don't know if Chen Qiran understands these things.

Thinking about these recent events in a trance, He Zihan didn't even realize that his life had changed from a simple self to a very complicated system.Almost everything and everyone is related to Chen Qiran.

Even Lu Senyang, although he has no direct relationship with Chen Qiran, but without Chen Qiran, it is impossible for him to know Lu Senyang.

Thinking of Lu Senyang's sad face when he was asked not to show up at the school gate yesterday, He Zihan asked himself: Is it too cruel to treat him?

However, if you don't treat him like that, he will still come.At that time, Chen Qiran would also feel uncomfortable.He doesn't want to see Chen Qiran getting annoyed by these messy things. His Chen Qiran should always treat himself with a gentle face and deal with business affairs with a serious face. In his life, there should only be himself who doesn't worry him and who annoys him. business.

He Zihan has seen many times the work that the old lady of the Chen family entrusted to Chen Qiran. Every time he saw Chen Qiran leaning on the chair in the study with a tired face, He Zihan would run over to massage his temples for a while.

That was originally what Chen Qiran did for him when he had a headache, but now his body has been recuperated by Chen Qiran, and the occasional headache is gone.On the contrary, he learned massage from Chen Qiran, which happened to come in handy when Chen Qiran was tired.

When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, He Zihan marveled at the passage of time.

Looking out of the window melancholy, the face that filled his mind was actually right in front of his eyes.

He Zihan rubbed his eyes, suspecting that he was in a trance or was really hungry and fainted, and had hallucinations.However, he rubbed his eyes again, and Chen Qiran, who was standing outside the window, had already walked in through the back door and stood in front of him.