A glass of wine

The two discussed, the marriage proposal time was set in May, the wedding date was set in August, and the wedding was decided to be held in Canada, after which Lan Haoyu took Yichen on a wedding trip.

Yichen didn't live in school in the last semester, he lived outside with Lan Haoyu.

Yichen has been suffering from depression recently, and is no longer as lively and cheerful as before. Although he still smiles, his eyes are always covered with a layer of unresolved melancholy.

He knows that what Lan Haoyu loves is not himself, but his previous life, or the shadow of another person in him, but Yichen understands his heart, and he can't be free and easy just because Lan Haoyu doesn't love him He even gave up on him, so he could only follow him in such a humble and deadpan way as now, not even daring to expect his love, as long as he was by his side.

Maybe the premarital phobia also manifested in Yichen, and Ye Yunxing said that he has no strengths, Yichen suddenly reflected, he tried hard to find out his strengths and weaknesses, after thinking for a long time, In the end, I really didn't find any advantages of myself, but there were a lot of disadvantages, such as eating and being lazy, people are not careful and gentle enough, and I can't say that I am very good-looking, at least I can't compare with the beauties I saw in the spirit world before. Yes, and he is not self-motivated, and he is not very good at reading. It is even more impossible to give Lan Haoyu any help in his career...

Yichen never wanted to think about Lan Haoyu's old lover Lechen before, because he felt very sad when he thought about it, but now he has to think about it, he will think about how he and Lan Haoyu met, Lan Haoyu Why do you like him, what is his appearance, what is his temperament, and what are his advantages that can hold Lan Haoyu's heart for so long, making him look for him for hundreds of thousands of years...

When Yichen thinks of this, he will think that Lechen is a very good person, maybe he is smart, beautiful and capable, and there is nothing comparable to him when he is with him.

The more Yichen thought about it, the more uncomfortable and melancholy he became, and he lost his appetite for eating every day. He lost a lot of weight, and his eyes were always clouded with mist and sadness.

Yichen was playing with the PS2 again and became dazed. Lan Haoyu walked up to him and picked him up from the sofa. It was only then that Yichen came to his senses and said, "Are you done with your work?"

Lan Haoyu kissed him on the forehead with a smile, and said, "I don't have anything to do, come on, stop playing games, and get ready for bed." Sitting on the bed, Yichen saved the game and turned it off and put it on the bedside table. He suddenly said to Lan Haoyu, "Brother Lan, I won't play games anymore, so you don't need to buy games for me."

The game consoles and games used by Yichen are all genuine products bought from Japan. This kind of consumption is very expensive. Although Lan Haoyu doesn't care about money, Yichen feels that he shouldn't just spend money and not make money. I have always only made rice worms, and have no other use.After hearing what he said, Lan Haoyu, the envoy of the scholarly family, asked, "Why don't you stop beating? But, it's fine, you just sit like that for a long time every day, and you don't exercise much. It’s bad for your body, and it’s not good for your eyes.” Yichen replied, “I’ll run more in the future.”

Lan Haoyu lay down to sleep with his arms around him, and asked again, "You don't play games anymore, but you like to play something else, otherwise I'll give you something." Yichen buried his face in Lan Haoyu's shoulder and neck , said, "You don't need to give me anything. I have to study and work hard."

Lan Haoyu smiled and didn't say anything else, probably because he thought that Yichen would definitely not be able to quit the game.

It's just that the result was beyond Lan Haoyu's expectations. Yichen said he didn't play games anymore, so he really didn't touch games anymore. He read books every day, including architecture, gardening, antiques, philosophy, and some prose novels. At other times, he was doing graduation projects in school, and the game console was placed in the most conspicuous position. He only looked at it and didn’t touch it again. After about a month, he personally returned his game discs and game books. It was packed in one box, and all the handles of the machine were packed in another box, and said to Lan Haoyu, "I don't need it anyway, I will send these to my brother."

In the end, it was not sent, and Lan Haoyu sent someone to send it back to him.

Proposing marriage is nothing to Yichen, because he has nothing to worry about, and in the end he just went home, and then he had a meal with Lan Haoyu's family and his own family. It was entertained by his family, but Lan Haoyu's family gave a very rich gift, a few antique vases and dragon-carved ivory chopsticks that Yichen's father dared not accept, not to mention other things such as jade carvings and direct gold bars. Like, their family raised a son, and finally someone sent a golden mountain over, which made Yichen's family not very happy. His mother finally cried while holding Yichen, and asked Lan Haoyu's family, "Our family has nothing else. I request, you just treat Yichen well."

Yichen couldn't help but wet his eyes, not knowing what to say.

After getting engaged, Yichen's graduation project is about to be handed in. He has been working very hard during this period, so he completed it well. After handing in the graduation project, there are a lot of other chores. After graduation, drinking and singing every day Sue divorce.Yichen doesn't dare to drink too much, and he doesn't hang out with people all night long. He has self-control in everything he does now, as if his whole body is bound and unable to let go of his hands and feet.

Lan Haoyu also saw that his symptoms were coming. After dinner one day, Yichen began to read a few boring geography and customs in the spirit world. These were all Yichen asked Lan Haoyu to show him. Yes, Lan Haoyu sat beside him and put his arms around his body, and asked, "Yichen, are you unhappy recently?" Yichen looked up at him in surprise, and then replied, "No, no !"

"Why not? It's been a long time since the Spring Festival, and you haven't been really happy." Lan Haoyu said, seemingly hesitating, and then he took Yichen's shoulders and raised his chin to let his Looking at himself, Lan Haoyu also had a sad look in his eyes, he asked, "Aren't you unwilling to marry me, but it's not easy to refuse, so you can only agree, but you are not happy , if this is the case..." Yichen was even more surprised, he didn't expect Lan Haoyu to think so.

He almost jumped up from the sofa, and hurriedly explained, "No, it's not. I...I don't want to marry you." "Then why are you unhappy?" Lan Haoyu stroked his eyebrows with his fingers, and his eyes looked Looking at his beautiful dark brown eyes, at this time Yichen's eyes are still full of sadness.

"I'm not unhappy, I just feel uncomfortable. You know, I'm just a very ordinary person with no advantages, how can I be worthy of you. I feel uncomfortable when I think about it." Yichen Ban He closed his eyes and said in a low voice, the slightly drooping eyelashes carried heavy silence and melancholy, which made Lan Haoyu's heart ache, he hugged Yichen and kissed him in the corner of his eyes, said, "You are really a sweetheart. Little fool, who said you are an ordinary person, who said you have no merits, who said you are not worthy of me. "

Yichen looked up at him, with more sorrow on his face, and said, "I know, I am. You don't really like me, you just like my previous life, Lechen, and you just look at me when you look at me. His shadow on me."

When Lan Haoyu heard him say this, his body visibly shook, and then he fell silent.

In fact, he can't tell the difference between Lechen and Yichen now, the two are one person in his heart, because he was obsessed with letting Yichen recover the memory of his previous life, so he insisted on separating Lechen and Yichen. After all, he could only endure the pain of losing Lechen again after the failure, but he has been with Yichen for the past two years, and because of the pain, he could no longer bear the thought of losing Lechen again, so he slowly became in Yichen. Chen found that Yichen is Lechen at all, their personalities are almost exactly the same, both of them looked at him with such clear eyes, there is always a touch of melancholy in the clear and deep affection, and they always lean against him when they sleep at night By his side, curled up there quietly, if you leave him, you can't sleep well...

Except that there is no memory of the two meeting and getting along before, the two are one person.

In the past, Lechen suffered a lot after being with him. Even though he lived in another palace without worries, he was always troubled by illness, and the calculations in the palace made him unable to do things freely. He never seemed to have any worries. Really happy.

It's the same with Yichen now, Yichen used to be such a lively and happy child, fascinated by holding the game console, throwing away all troubles, always pure and happy like a child, but now he is unhappy again.

Thinking of this, Lan Haoyu felt very uncomfortable.

Lan Haoyu looked at Yichen's sad eyebrows and said, "No, you are him, I love him, and I love you too, not as you said." Yichen stretched out his hand and pushed him away , lowered his head and said, "Why not. He... What kind of person was he before? Why do you never forget him and love him for so long?"

A dazed look flashed across Lan Haoyu's eyes, and he suddenly looked at Yichen and smiled, "Little fool, #你想想What are these doing, he is you, what you are, he is what you are. "

"How is it possible, don't lie to me like this." Yi Chen frowned and said.

"I didn't lie to you." Lan Haoyu said, his voice lowered, his eyes were in a daze, and he seemed to see Le Chen frowning coldly at him. Lan Haoyu smiled, with nostalgia, and said, "I am the first The first time I saw him, he stabbed me, and he never obeyed me. At first, I thought he was the most selfish person, and he liked to lie..." Yichen looked at Lan Haoyu in surprise, Lan Haoyu He smiled and continued, "That's true. However, I just fell in love with him at the time, and I couldn't rest assured. I must be with him to feel better."

Yichen blinked his eyes and said, "Does he have no special advantages?" Lan Haoyu said, "Yes. He can make me angry every time. Later... Later he was also very gentle, he draws well , also plays the pipa and guqin, but he is not a very smart person, you are so stupid..."

Listening to him, Yichen didn't know why his nose suddenly became sore, his eyes became moist, and tears fell uncontrollably. He buried his face in Lan Haoyu's chest, hugged his back tightly, and choked Said, "Don't say any more." Lan Haoyu patted him on the back and said, "Don't be sad."

Yichen's voice had a strong nasal tone, "I'm not sad, I will always be with you from now on." So, don't be sad.

On that day, Yichen felt that he had figured it out. Love never arises because of how beautiful, smart and capable a person is. Love only arises because of pity. Nostalgia, if only he can heal Lan Haoyu's sadness, then he will love him forever and never leave him.

The wedding was held as scheduled, and Canada seemed to be the home base of the Lan family. Lan Haoyu was dressed in a black suit, and Yichen was dressed in white. He was led by Lan Haoyu into the church, and they exchanged rings and kisses amidst the blessings of everyone.

On the third day after that, Lan Haoyu took him to the spirit world. He said that he would be here to let everyone in the spirit world know that he, Lan Haoyu, married him and let him share his glory and honor .

The author has something to say: There are still a few small episodes that will be explained later, and there is a special episode about having children~~