A glass of wine

During the summer vacation, Yichen didn't go home for a few days. He found a job in a game company. Because Yichen played games since he was a child, he knew a lot about this aspect, and because of his professionalism, he planned to do this kind of work in the future, so he was able to He thinks it is very good to work in a game company.

Moreover, finding this part-time job is also related to his family. The son of a friend of his father is the person in charge of technology in this company, so Yichen entrusted this relationship.

We are all a group of young people with great enthusiasm for work. At first, Yichen was not used to it because of the age gap with them, and then he integrated into them.

Yichen felt very satisfied with the part-time job during the summer vacation. It seemed that he could not think about Lan Haoyu like he used to when he was so busy.

At the beginning of the new semester, a large number of new students entered the school. Yichen also went to receive the new students. Seeing the new immature faces coming to this school, he was in a daze. He still remembered what happened when he came to the university. He even He remembered meeting Lan Haoyu by chance when he was going to wear military training uniforms, but he didn't know if that Lan Haoyu was his brother Lan.

Thinking of these things, he went to the student union office again that night. The door of the office was closed, and he leaned against the door, thinking of all the sweet things he had with Lan Haoyu in the past, but he was the only one with this kind of sweetness. People remember, others have no memory.

Yichen was in a daze there, when he came to open the door alone, he saw Yichen and asked, "Student, what are you doing here?"

Yichen looked up and saw that it was actually Zhao Yueyang. Zhao Yueyang was the vice chairman last year. After Lan Haoyu stepped down, he has now taken over as the chairman of the student union.

Yichen shouted reflexively, "Brother Zhao."

Zhao Yueyang was stunned for a moment, but the time was very short, then he smiled and said, "Hi, what are you doing here, is there anything wrong?"

Although Yichen was enthusiastic when he saw Zhao Yueyang like this, he knew that this person didn't remember him, and what he said was just his way of doing things when he heard himself call him that way.

Yichen shook his head and said, "It's nothing, I'm leaving." Then he ran away quickly.

When Yichen returned to the dormitory, he couldn't read any more books, his heart was empty and cold, and Lan Haoyu's shadow turned over and over again. When Lan Haoyu was here, what happened between him and him, Lan Haoyu took with him Where he went, Yichen remembered all the things between him and him.

Yichen is conflicted because of this, he is thankful that Lan Haoyu did not erase his memories of him, although these memories will eventually bring him pain, loss, longing and loneliness, but after all, these memories are happy and beautiful, Being able to have these good things with Lan Haoyu, he feels that he should feel happy and satisfied; when he misses him too much and thinks about him lonely and repeatedly but can only endure loneliness and pain, he also wants to be Lan Haoyu's back then. It would be good to delete his memory of him, in this way, he will be relieved, and he will still be the same Yichen who has not been hurt by love before, and he can live happily without heart.

Even when Yichen was playing his favorite game, sometimes he would stop playing for no reason, staring at the game screen in a daze.

Yichen has already begun to waver at this time. He used to think that it would not matter if he never saw Lan Haoyu again for the rest of his life. After all, it was Lan Haoyu's fault. It was because he loved his past life and kept looking for it in himself. Disappointed when he couldn't find it; it was he who sent him back and didn't come to see him again. These were all arranged by Lan Haoyu unilaterally, but he was irresponsible.

When Yichen was in pain, he began to resent him, and after resentment, he still thought, he even thought that if he came to find him again, then he would forgive him for finding other people's shadows through himself.

In the past, Yichen could look at Bai Yu and have a thought, but recently, Bai Yu didn't know where he went, and he never flew back. Yichen even wondered if he was found and shot to death. Never come back.

If you have someone in your heart, you will feel that time passes very slowly, but the river of time is flowing forward without hesitation after all, and people will mature and grow up slowly.

Yichen has never dared to go to the house where he and Lan Haoyu used to live. He thought that the house was also owned by the real Lan Haoyu in reality. He was afraid to go there and saw that the house was exactly the same as his brother Lan. A man with a beautiful woman in his arms, that way, he will only be very painful.

When Yichen was a sophomore, he applied for a one-year exchange abroad, because he had to give a part of the money, which was not a lot, so there were not many applicants from their college. Now, the third year is about to go abroad, Yichen still can't let go of that person and that love, he wanted to wait for Bai Yu to come back to him and tell Bai Yu about it, but Bai Yu never came back.

It was quite cold that night, Yichen was walking on the road after his evening self-study, the sky unexpectedly snowed, this city rarely snows, Yichen stared blankly at the snowflakes falling from the deep sky, piece by piece, When it fell to the ground, it melted and disappeared. As if feeling something in his heart, he looked at the tall building where Lan Haoyu lived before.

Yichen couldn't help himself not to go there to have a look, he ran out of the school gate with his schoolbag on his back, took a taxi to the gate of the community, he sneaked in, and then he found that he still remembered the password of the gate of the building, and there was still a password inside. Looking at his fingerprints and seeing the open door of the building, he froze for a moment, feeling a pain in his heart, and then quickly ran to take the elevator.

The first floor of the elevator was on the ground, and when he reached the top floor, Yichen suddenly felt his footsteps became heavy, and he suddenly became afraid, afraid to go to confirm.

He even wanted to turn around and walk back to the elevator to go downstairs. He stood in the corridor for a long time before he walked to the door of the apartment.

He looked at the door, and even remembered when he knew his parents were divorced, he ran back to school and sat on the ground here waiting for Lan Haoyu to come back. What did he think at that time? He thought that his parents didn't want him Well, he will be helpless in this world in the future, but there is still Lan Haoyu, he said that he will treat him well, and he even said later that he would be engaged to him.

Although the engagement was extremely unreal in Yichen's eyes, as if he was facing a joke, but thinking about it now, there was a kind of painful warmth in his heart, so that his eyes were also hot, and hot things gushed out. His eyes came out, he didn't even know they were tears, he just thought they were moved.

He walked to the door and touched the fingerprint combination lock with his fingers.

He put his palm on it, then opened the code cover and entered the code.

Watching the blue light flash on the display screen, the door clicked open.

Yichen stood there in a daze, seeing the door with a slit open, but he was a little afraid to push the door open, he stood there for a long time, so long that he even imagined in his mind that maybe his Brother Lan was there In the room, standing at the door, he must feel bad that he would come to open the door and pull him in.

However, no one came to open the door and pull him in.

Yichen still pushed open the door by himself, the room was very dark and cold, he turned on the light, and the room became brighter, but it was still abnormally cold.

The house here is clean, everything is neat and tidy, it can be seen that someone has come to clean it, but there is no trace of popularity.

Yichen looked at every room, there was no one there at all, the loss in his heart was like a tide surging, he couldn't contain the pain brought by the loss, he sat on the carpet where he used to play games, He hugged his knees, buried his face in them, tears poured out without hindrance, instantly wet his pants, he couldn't help himself not to cry, gradually, from silent tears to low sobs, Then it turned into crying, he thought, if Brother Lan came back at this time, he would definitely forgive him, forgive him for always looking for other people's shadows through himself, and even forgive him for not loving himself.

Yichen twitched from crying, and kept hiccupping, but he didn't raise his head. ;A warm hand touched his hair, stroked it gently, and the voice was also very gentle, "little fool, why are you crying here?"

Yichen raised his head suddenly in astonishment, and looked at the person in front of him.