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When Lin Ren returned to the bedroom, Ye Zhen had already woken up. The bedside lamp in the room was on, and he was sitting on the bedside smoking a cigarette. Ambiguously, seeing Lin Ren coming in, he looked at him and said, "Why have you been out for so long?"

Lin Ren replied, "You don't care how long I'll be there."

He climbed back onto the bed, smelling of cigarettes, he glared at Ye Zhen fiercely, and said, "Can you fucking put out the cigarette, it smells like cigarettes."

Thinking of the dream just now, Lin Ren was in a very bad mood. He went to the bathroom just now and ran to the balcony to stand for a while. It was quite cold outside, and as soon as he went out, a gust of cold air rushed towards his face. The heat on Lin Ren's body disappeared in an instant. However, my heart became cold and very uncomfortable.

Ye Zhen stubbed out the cigarette, and wanted to come over to hug Lin Ren, but Lin Ren blocked him with his hand.

Ye Zhen was dissatisfied and wanted to use all his strength to pull him to his side. Lin Ren raised his hand and slapped him on the shoulder. Ye Zhen grabbed his hand and brought him into his arms. Lin Ren kicked and hit him against his lips, Ye Zhen touched his body, left Lin Ren's lips, frowned and said, "You went to the balcony, why are you so cold?"

Lin Ren gasped for breath and coughed twice, frowned and stared at Ye Zhen and replied, "You don't care, try kissing me again after you smoke, it's all fucking smell of smoke, disgusting!"

Ye Zhen pulled the quilt and wrapped it up. Lin Ren pressed him on the bed and kissed him. He forced his tongue into his mouth and stirred it up. Lin Ren hit his back with his hand and turned his head to avoid it. But Zhen firmly imprisoned him not to let him move.

Lin Ren blushed from holding back, and when Ye Zhen let go of him, he only had the strength to breathe, and stared at him fiercely.

Ye Zhen smiled triumphantly, "Why, I'm going to kiss you, what are you going to do to me?"

Lin Ren turned his face away and didn't look at him. Ye Zhen licked his ear and touched Lin Ren's lower body. , Ye Zhen's fiery thing was already on his lower body, Lin Ren's body was already uncomfortable, thinking that if Ye Zhen did it, he didn't know what kind of injury he would have, and even if he resisted, he couldn't resist. Lin Ren had no choice but to soften his voice, and said, "Ye Zhen, I'm not feeling well, can you stop being in heat every now and then?"

Ye Zhen stroked his buttocks with his hand, and wanted to take off his pajama pants, saying, "What's uncomfortable!"

"I don't feel well anywhere. Let me go!" Lin Ren was really angry, and his voice was full of anger.

Ye Zhen really didn't understand why Lin Ren lost his temper again, but he withdrew his hand and said, "Then go to sleep!"

Lin Ren buried his face in the pillow, and pulled the quilt to wrap himself tightly.

Ye Zhen sat on the bed and looked at his back for a while, then got out of bed.

Lin Ren couldn't sleep much afterwards, and he was agitated when he thought of the dream just now. Of course he understood that it was impossible for him to get to that point. Maybe he broke up with Ye Zhen before he had a child. Can men really stay together for a long time?Not to mention that Ye Zhen didn't believe it and didn't take it seriously, Lin Ren didn't believe it either.

He fell asleep again in a daze, and then he vaguely felt that Ye Zhen climbed into bed again, Ye Zhen turned off the light, and then fell asleep.

Since living with Ye Zhen, Lin Ren spends less time in school. He usually runs between the company and Ye Zhen's apartment, and sometimes goes back to school to deal with some things.

It seemed that the boys in his class knew that he was gay. Everyone looked a little uncomfortable when they saw him, but Lin Ren didn't feel much about it. Anyway, he didn't care what they thought of him.

The girls in the class seemed to know it too. At the class meeting, several girls turned their heads to look at Lin Ren with flickering expressions. Although Lin Ren had an average relationship with the girls in their class, because of his sister and aunts who took care of him since he was a child, Since he was a child, he had a feeling of dependence and softness towards women, so he still felt very uncomfortable when girls looked at him differently.

After the class meeting, their class monitor came to look for him. Their class monitor was called Zhang Moyu. She was a small girl with an average appearance. She called Lin Ren.

Lin Ren had already got up and was about to leave, Zhang Moyu called him and said, "Lin Ren, I want to talk to you, do you have time?"

Lin Ren didn't know what she was going to say. If it meant that he was gay and wanted to educate him, then there was no need. Lin Ren wanted to answer that he didn't have time, but seeing Zhang Moyu's gentle and tolerant eyes, Just like his own sister, Lin Ren didn't say no. He said, "Okay, but I'm a little short on time."

Their class meeting was in a remote study room, and the others left, leaving only the two of them in the classroom.

Lin Ren was standing, leaning against the table, while Zhang Moyu was sitting on the chair opposite him, tilting his head to look at him.

They have been in the same class for three and a half years. In Zhang Moyu's impression, Lin Ren is the kind of boy who doesn't talk much. He is not active in participating in any activities. The eyes are very special. When they first entered school, they were all the favored children of heaven. After all, there were not many people who went to college in that era, and their school was not easy to take exams. Everyone seemed to look at people sideways.Lin Ren is very famous among girls, of course, thanks to his appearance, he is not the kind of manly handsome, nor is he too beautiful, but he is very attractive. He seemed to be looking at the mountains and rivers and feeling the breeze. At first, the girls thought he was raised in a water town in the south of the Yangtze River, but later found out that he was not.

Lin Ren's alienation and arrogance are also topics for girls, and he is always gentle towards girls. At the beginning, several girls in his class liked him and planned to chase him. After a girl failed, and knew that he After my age was relatively young, the others retreated and watched from the sidelines.

Now that Lin Ren rejected girls before, Zhang Moyu realized that he didn't like girls.

Zhang Moyu said, "Well, I'm speaking on behalf of the girls."

Lin Ren frowned slightly, but his expression remained calm, "What are you talking about?"

Zhang Moyu said, "Actually, we don't think there is anything wrong with it. Don't deliberately distance yourself from everyone just because you are gay. We are also considered to be at the forefront of the times. Everyone will not treat you as a different kind."

Lin Ren's heart moved. It was a strange feeling. His brows were still furrowed, and his words were cold, "It's not what you think. Thank you for your concern. In fact, what you think doesn't matter to me at all. It doesn't matter, you can think what you want."

Zhang Moyu laughed now, and said, "You should sit down first! If you stand like this, it hurts my head to look up at you."

After Lin Ren sat down uncomfortably, he did not look at Zhang Moyu, but at the blackboard in front of him.Lin Ren was actually troubled by why he was gay, because he was raised by all kinds of gentle women since he was a child, so he had an irresistible feeling of dependence on women. Comfortable, but then also very awkward, he likes them, just like his grandmother, mother, aunt and sister, looking at them is like looking at gentle clear water, but he can't have love, he can't have any lust for them , This may be the reason why he can't leave Ye Zhen so much, because only a man with a strong masculinity like Ye Zhen can make him have love and lust. He even doubts that he can always be in pain. Feeling the love that belonged to him, Lin Ren felt contradictory and painful. He was willing to spend time analyzing everything about himself, but he still couldn't resist and could only accept it. Subconsciously in my heart, I accepted and endured it calmly, and indulged myself and Ye Zhen to be entangled.