shameless licking

weekend.

The weather was gloomy, and the sky was still drizzling.

This kind of weather that starts to alternate between hot and cold makes people feel uncomfortable.

And every time he heard the sound of rain, Jin Yuan just woke up and wanted to close his eyes again, intending to fall asleep again and sleep in the cage.

At this time, Ling Yu, who was sitting on the side of the bed, happened to turn over the next page of the book, and there was a slight sound of rubbing between the pages.

"What time is it?" Jin Yuan asked with his eyes open, looking at the ceiling.

Ling Yu looked at him when he heard the sound, reached out and rubbed his hair uncontrollably, and said, "It's past ten o'clock."

"It's so late? Why didn't you wake me up earlier." Jin Yuan was startled, he slept so late, and murmured in a low voice with some annoyance.

Although the voice was low, Ling Yu could still hear it clearly in this quiet bedroom, he said softly: "When you go home alone, you have to drive by yourself, and you need more energy, so I will let you sleep for a while. "

Since Jin Yuan's sister told her last time that his mother seemed to be aware of it, he planned to go back this time to test the truth, so he couldn't startle the snake, so he discussed with Ling Yu that he should go home alone this weekend.

Jin Yuan turned his head, looked up at Ling Yu, and teased: "I didn't expect you to have such a gentle, considerate, and understanding side. I seem to have found a treasure."

It was originally a one-sided ridicule, and Jin Yuan wanted to see how embarrassed Ling Yu couldn't respond.Unexpectedly, Ling Yu did not do what he wished, but after calming down, he smiled slightly and said: "I have found a treasure, there are still many things you don't know, welcome to explore."

Damn it, this boring man!Jin Yuan felt that he dug a hole and jumped first, as if he sprained his foot by accident.

Jin Yuan drove back by himself, and all the broadcasts along the way were those radio dramas collected by his sister.In fact, later on he dared to listen to Ling Yu without changing his face, but some of the content still surprised him, beyond his imagination. He was worried that Ling Yu would think that his taste was vulgar, so in order to reverse the impression, he only In the case of two people in one car, he would order selected music to cultivate the sentiments of both parties and improve their taste.

As soon as Jin Yuan opened the door of his house, he saw Jin Ling standing furtively at the porch, as if waiting for him.

When she saw Jin Yuan coming in alone, she closed the door, frowned and asked slightly disappointed: "Did brother Ling Yu come back with you?"

Jin Yuan looked at her, raised his eyebrows for a while, and said, "What, is there a problem?"

Jin Ling shook his head: "No, there's no problem." After finishing speaking, he was about to run away.

Jin Yuan stopped her, and continued to say while changing shoes: "Wait, tell me what's going on with our mother now?"

"What's the situation?" Jin Ling pretended to be stupid and asked.

"What do you think?" Jin Yuan straightened up after changing his shoes, crossed his arms around his chest, and threatened with an aura of "If you dare not tell the truth, I will kill you".

Jin Ling swallowed her saliva. After all, it was her own fabricated reason. She couldn't reveal the truth too quickly, or she would really be slaughtered by his own brother. She searched her stomach and leaned over and whispered, "Mom, she's just guessing." , there is no evidence, last time I asked me what I think about homosexuality, I was shocked, how could my mother ask such a thing. But I didn’t dare to say too much, and I didn’t ask her if she knew something, I just told her I said something that I can understand, and by the way, I told my mother that these people live very hard in the face of the pressure from the outside world and their families. I hope the society can give them some space. After listening, my mother nodded and didn't ask any more questions... "

Jin Ling said clearly and logically. Although this passage contained water, Jin Ling was indeed taken aback when his mother asked this question.

Jin Yuan frowned after hearing this: "Mom, did she really ask that?"

Jin Ling nodded very positively: "It's absolutely true, I can swear it."

"Okay." Jin Yuan overturned the seasoning bottle in his heart, with mixed feelings.But I will not forget one thing: "Also, I said, why are you not surprised at all, and want to help me?"

Jin Ling almost bit her tongue, she scratched her head, her mouth was not as fluent as the long speech just now, and said hesitantly: "This... well, that, because there are some of my classmates like this, so we all understand , and protect them..."

Jin Yuan listened and nodded, teasingly said: "There is great love in the world."

"Yes, yes, as long as everyone gives a little love, the world will become a beautiful world." Jin Ling followed his brother's words.

As soon as she was seated, Mother Jin asked first, "Why didn't Xiaoling come back to eat with you today?"

Ever since his sister gave him a vaccination, Jin Yuan always felt that there was something in his mother's words, and he interpreted even such words as temptation.So, he could only pretend to be ignorant and said, "He has something to go to the company today, so he couldn't come."

"Hey, Xiao Ling is quite ambitious, and he doesn't rest at work on weekends. Then tell him not to forget to eat because of your busy work." Shen Chuzhen sighed, and seemed to think of something again, and continued. : "Why don't you ask him later if he has eaten? If not, I'll make him something to eat and you'll send it over?"

Jin Yuan paused with the hand holding the dish, and almost shook it: "Mom, you don't have to worry about it. He will take care of himself." In order not to reveal his secrets, he tried a way to change the subject, and tried to keep the protagonist from surrounding "Ling" "Yu", so he looked up at the vacant seat opposite him, and asked, "Mom, what is Dad up to lately? I haven't seen him since I came back for the past few weekends. Did he take on some big project?"

Speaking of this, Shen Chuzhen's expression was a little sad, but in front of his son and daughter, he didn't show it too obviously, but just slightly said: "Something happened to your Uncle Yang's company recently, your father and Uncle Cao both Went to help."

Jin Yuan was a little surprised, he knew that Uncle Yang used to come to sit at home often, so it seemed that he hadn't seen Uncle Yang for several years, so he asked with concern: "Uncle Yang, what happened to his company? "

Shen Chuzhen put down the chopsticks, with a dignified expression. After a long while, he sighed and said, "Oh, it's not something you should worry about. I'll talk to you after the matter is settled. Let's eat first."

Seeing his mother's expression like this, Jin Yuan felt that this matter was not that simple.It might be difficult to mention it in front of their brothers and sisters, so he didn't ask further.

After Jin Ling finished eating, he found an excuse to go back to school with his classmates to make up homework.

Shen Chuzhen asked Jin Yuan to rest, and let her wash the dishes and chopsticks.But after Jin Yuan followed in and got busy, he mainly wanted to take this opportunity to inquire about some things.

"Mom." Jin Yuan said while drying the dishes, "Did something happen to Uncle Yang's house?"

There was silence in the kitchen, and after a while, Shen Chuzhen turned off the tap and said, "Do you remember your Uncle Yang's son?"

Jin Yuan thought for a while and answered: "I remember." Although he didn't remember what he looked like, the other party was a few years older than him, and they played together when they were young. Later, he went to high school, and the other party went to college, and they never met again. . "Brother Yang, what's wrong with him?"

This time, after waiting for a long time, Shen Chuzhen finally spoke, his voice was very soft and revealed a kind of unexplained sadness: "He committed suicide and died."

"What?" Jin Yuan didn't come back to his senses for a long time, the news made him froze in place.His voice was very low, as if he was talking to himself: "How could it be. Brother Yang is still so young, how could he commit suicide?"

It was really hard for him to digest this news. After all, even though he didn't have much friendship with the other party, when he thought of his childhood playmate and suddenly heard that he had disappeared from this world forever, he began to feel sour and sad for no reason. Tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, and quietly flowed down his face...

When Shen Chuzhen told him this matter, he was not in a good mood, and he was still a little choked up: "This is a long story, and this matter probably started two years ago. You may not know that the person Xiao Yang likes is Man, two years ago, Xiao Yang told his family that he would bring a date for the New Year, which made your Uncle Yang very happy. As soon as he entered the door, Lao Yang saw how he was a man, and Xiao Yang confessed to him on the spot. After that , the New Year’s Eve dinner was not finished, and Lao Yang also quarreled with Xiao Yang because of this matter..."

Jin Yuan never expected that the reason for the story was actually because of this.He can probably also imagine this kind of situation happening to himself, happily taking the person he likes home, and his parents are also happily waiting for them, but it is different from what both parties expected. The tension will continue forever.

"Old Yang has always been strongly opposed to his son walking with a man. No matter what, he can't accept homosexuality. Xiao Yang is his only child. He really can't accept it. The father and son quarrel when they meet. He moved out and cut off contact with his family. A year ago, Lao Yang was so angry that he was hospitalized. Aunt Yang finally called his son back. But the relationship between father and son became more and more tense. That one also often quarreled because of this, and later broke up with him. Not long after, Xiao Yang was diagnosed with depression, and finally committed suicide. Old Yang was so angry that he was hospitalized this year, and now his own son committed suicide As a result, his old illness relapsed, and he was hospitalized again half a year ago. Aunt Yang was also overly sad and depressed because of the pain of losing her son. Sigh, you said that Uncle Yang's family..."

Speaking of this, Shen Chu was really at a loss for words. He didn't know whether to say that it was Lao Yang who was wrong, or whether he should blame Xiao Yang.After all, both were at fault, one couldn't understand the child, the other couldn't understand the father with a stubborn temper, and finally chose the road of no return.

Jin Yuan closed his eyes, feeling sentimental in his heart.He couldn't help but wonder what would happen if he were Brother Xiao Yang?What the hell is he going to do if his parents are against him?What about Ling Yu, would he, like Xiao Yang's boyfriend, choose to leave in the end while maintaining his relationship with his family and their love?

No matter what kind of result, he didn't want to bear it.He admits that he is selfish, he wants his family to understand, and he wants that beautiful love.But now it seems that this road is really not so easy.

Shen Chuzhen raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and continued: "In the past six months, Lao Yang's company can't be shut down as soon as it is said, so it is irresponsible to his employees, and I am sorry for my painstaking efforts over the years, so I entrusted your father He and a few of his friends went to help run it. These days, your dad has been busy with this matter many times, but he has always told me not to let the children know that they are worried..."

Jin Yuan didn't expect that his father would not let them worry, and endured everything in silence. Because he himself was away on a business trip not long ago, and he was concerned about dating after returning, he actually ignored it, and felt guilty in his heart.

"Mom." Jin Yuan was silent for a long time before summoning up the courage to call out, then he bit his lips and began to hesitate again, then he closed his eyes, and his voice was as soft as a feather slowly falling : "If you are Uncle Yang and Aunt Yang, can you accept that Brother Yang is with a man?"

The author has something to say: suddenly sad.