Balance beam

Li Jia coughed several times and shook her hands again and again, "She's not married yet! I'm not worthy of her."

Perrin's eyes darkened and darkened.

In Palin's view, Li Jia said that he was not worthy of the other party, not because he was discouraged by his poor conditions.A man from a big city, whether it is his attire or the living habits he has cultivated over the years, has something to attract attention, and the longer he is with him, the better he will be discovered.

Palin doesn't believe that no one likes him, presumably because of the constraints of being a single father.What bothered Palin even more was that Li Jia said she wasn't good enough for her, not that I didn't like her at all.

Palin was prepared to hear such words.When you are high-spirited, you don’t think how difficult it is to break a person. You just think that Jin Cheng’s golden stone will be broken. No matter whether it’s a man or a woman, as long as you treat him blindly, sincerely like him and love him, he will also like himself. There are always rewards.

Over the years, I have experienced many things, and looking back at my future, I feel that the courage I had back then was really hard to come by, and I was so confident that I felt a little overwhelmed.

It's like a person who deeply likes cats, but he just gives him a dog, and if he doesn't like it, he just doesn't like it.Adopted out of responsibility, being reluctant to treat it has nothing to do with love, feeding, cleaning, and taking walks as obligatory.Of course, there are also times when I am happy, and there are also times when I feel that it is considerate.But if someone is not happy, he will turn his face and say, "Get lost, go to the side."

Although the embarrassed little back looks pitiful, the guilt is ultimately limited.

As for cats, they are loved by thousands of people, and they will be scratched if they want to hug them. They still hold up their two scarred hands and approach with a smile. The eye looks charming and charming, very agile.

As if you can't please yourself and you won't be loved, Palin is always at a disadvantage.

He is Li Jia's dog, and Li Jia is his cat.

A man who breaks up with himself for money is not worth thinking about, not worthy of sympathy.However, even if you have a grudge, you still can't let go.

As the years increase, the pain becomes paralyzing to a certain extent.So he went over and scratched with his hand, and lifted it up to have a look. The scar was in pain and faintly glowing with a layer of darkness.Human beings are all self-abuse, and being cruel to oneself sometimes proves to be completely cured.Most of the time, it is self-compassion. The more sympathy you look back, the more you feel the pity of your situation.It is not easy to save others and save yourself, so after a few years of entanglement, the "pain of a lifetime" precipitated.

Being hurt by your beloved is not because of the deep love, but more because of the deep pain.

The scene of walking and talking after a meal like this is one of the modes of getting along between two people recently.Because they felt comfortable with each other, when they walked downstairs to Li Jia unknowingly, Palin realized that he had walked so far.

Li Jia smiled and invited Palin, "Would you like to sit upstairs?" Although he had already thought of several excuses for Palin in his heart, Li Jia still couldn't help looking at Palin expectantly.

With a "swish", the street lights on the street turned on together, and Perrin looked up at the sky. The blue-white sky didn't even have a single star.Li Jia looked up at Palin's Adam's apple, his eyes fixed on that part of off-white raised skin.

The sliding door of the nearby store was opened with a "Gala~la~", and Da Bao's mother came out with the sundries. "Li Jia, I just saw you." She put the sundries at the door, turned around and took a ham sausage "Jiang Jiang just went upstairs and was doing homework with Da Bao. Just now he said he wanted to eat instant noodles, so he took two bags up, but he forgot to bring the sausages. You can take them home!"

Li Jia smiled and said thank you, and the woman couldn't help complaining, "Really, it's inconvenient for men to take care of their children. How can instant noodles be used as dinner? Come to our house for dinner on weekends! Who is this?"

"my friend"

Palin looked at the woman with her hands in the pockets of her overalls, her hair pulled back and her slippers on, dressed in the most common housewives' attire on the street. Palin gave her a slight nod and then turned his gaze away.

From the corner of his eye, Li Jia took the ham and put it in the briefcase.Perrin had a smile on his cheek.

Li Jia's movements were done in one breath, so dirty that he did it so naturally.

Palin looked sideways and tilted his head slightly, "Is there any coffee at home?"

Li Jia tightly grasped the leather bag with his fingers, and the corners of his mouth smiled, and he replied cheerfully, "Of course."

Palin looked at him with playful eyes, which made Li Jia very embarrassed, and a trace of shame rose from the bottom of his heart, "The proprietress's home is also in S City." Heavy breathing.Li Jia took a deep breath, "Her son and Jiang Jiang are classmates."

Palin let out a long oh, Li Jia turned his head, and Palin was looking at him and smiling, as if "I didn't say anything."

Turning his face away in embarrassment, the back of Li Jia's neck was flushed, and he didn't understand why he had to explain these things.

Li Jia lived on the third floor. The first and second floors were the outer stairs, and there was a slight breeze blowing when he climbed up.

In this season of the city, even the cold wind is accompanied by gentle warmth. The hem of Li Jia's suit is lifted slightly. With the movement of climbing, the tight trousers on the outside of the buttocks move rhythmically back and forth, and the seams of the trousers are smooth. Stretch down the whole seam.A slender waist swings under a slightly oversized coat.

Perrin shook his head, closed and opened his eyes hard, and the emotional fluctuations gradually subsided.

Li Jia used the key to unlock the door. The layout of the two-bedroom and one-living room is about [-] ping. The living room is a bit crude, but it looks very comfortable.Just like the bungalow next to the garage back then, wherever Li Jia stayed, there would always be a familiar and friendly atmosphere.

Li Jia put the briefcase aside, took a pair of slippers and placed them in front of Palin, with an apologetic expression on his face, "It doesn't seem to be your size, I can barely wear it."

Palin didn't intend to take off his shoes. His gaze lingered on Li Jia's face, sweeping across his forehead, the corners of his eyes, and the bridge of his nose, and finally stopped at his mouth. The two thin lips were gently stirred, and Li Jia's expression was impressive and apologetic.

"You were attracted by others one moment, but you looked at me with affection in the next moment, you water-based thing." Palin said without thinking, and Li Jia uttered a monophonic symbol in bewilderment, "Huh?" Knowing whether Palin was complaining or flirting, Palin grabbed his neck and kissed hard, Palin's breath, Palin's lips, strong arms, warm chest, even tongue was hot.

Jiang Jiang's voice came from the room, "Dad, are you back?"

Li Jia pushed Palin hard, resting his arms on his chest. Feeling Palin's instant stiffness, Li Jia's strength immediately weakened. When he looked up at Palin, Palin's eyes became firmer, and his arms circled tighter. In an instant, Li Jia had the illusion of suffocation.

"Dad? Is that you?" There was a sound of kicking and walking in the back room.

Li Jia quickly broke away from Palin's arms and pushed him out.

Jiang Jiang looked at his father panting with his back against the door, his face flushed, and he held Li Jia's arm worriedly, "Dad, what's wrong with you?" Li Jia shook his head and sat weakly on the shoe cabinet.

Jiang Jiang put his palm on his father's forehead, but there was no sign of burning. He carefully looked at his father's face, "Dad, why are you blushing? Who came just now?" Li Jia waved his hand and replied with a sigh, "It's okay~" "Then you What were you doing just now? Why didn’t you talk when I told you?” Li Jia raised his head and forced a smile to him, “I’m fine, you can go back and do your homework!” Li Jia had no time to care about his son’s feelings, and buried his face in his arms, covering A strong inner shock.Perrin, kissed him.

Qian Peilin stared at the solid anti-theft door in a daze for a while, and couldn't help laughing, it really looked like his style, just being locked out of the door.

After turning around and going downstairs, he habitually raised his head and looked upstairs. Knowing that it was impossible to find the thin figure of that person, he still looked for the window in the corresponding position. Li Jia's room emitted a warm light, and he felt a little hateful in his eyes.

She obviously wanted to forgive him, but when she saw someone, she couldn't help feeling resentful.Palin himself was also annoyed at just glancing at the lack of air-conditioning outdoor racks in front of and behind his house.Struggling with contradictions, no matter how many years have passed, Li Jia is a luxury he cannot give up.

An ordinary job, a simple residence, I want to ask him, what did you do with so much money?The words never came out.It's not that he didn't dare to ask, but that he knew some answers clearly, and listening to him say it was still a kind of shock. Every time he suffered a heavy blow from Li Jia, he would have to recover for a long time.Palin rubbed the space between his brows, thinking about himself who was always out of balance like a kid in front of Li Jia, he thought it was funny.

Even if he opened his arms and used money and handsomeness as bargaining chips to attract him, Li Jia might not even pounce on him.Wanting to forgive others wishful thinking is too self-indulgent.

Li Jia learned from the newspaper that Palin attended a certain fund donation site that the man had left the city.

There is no contact when you come, and naturally there will be no notification when you leave.Today is not what it used to be, and Champelin has become distant and unfamiliar.

They came and went like wind, not only did their manners change, but even their topics were far apart. He didn't know what Palin said, and he couldn't find an entry point if he wanted to interject.Cooperating with his own pace around his own topic, no matter how he talked about it, he felt boring. While worrying whether Palin would find it boring, at the same time, he couldn't help but want to confide in him, even wanting to share with him even the smallest things.

After hesitating, he pressed the phone repeatedly, and finally a text message came out. Li Jia finally made up his mind and pressed the OK button. The message disappeared like a stone, and Palin did not reply.

Zhou Dazhi had to admit that he was attracted by Li Jia.

The more I observe, the more I feel that this man is good, and the advantages that I didn't find before are also highlighted.

The budget clerk asked for leave to go on a trip. Zhou Dazhi and Li Jia did the checking work together at the final stage of the preliminary project. Every time, new problems could be checked out.

Gao rolled up his sleeves and threw his tie behind his back. Zhou Dazhi picked up the mineral water bottle and took a few sips, then put it heavily on the table. "This is what he does? How can I use it to settle accounts with Party A? I must think We all eat rice."

Li Jia was lying on the table, and took the trouble to mark "newcomer, just not familiar with it yet." "It's been half a year, and I'm still a newcomer? I told my uncle that it's better to let him go home." Li Jia picked it up with a smile. Take off your glasses and put eye drops in your eyes. "I think it's more realistic for you to apply to your uncle and pay the central air-conditioning fee for this month first."

This season is cold in the morning and evening and hot in the noon. In order to save money, the big boss stopped the air conditioner last month.No matter how much money you have, the big boss who always calculates the slightest gains and losses is quite annoying. Even if most of the company's employees are distant relatives, they are still stingy, and often "run the company like a family" as the secret to success. Because of his amiable attitude and hard-pressed style, employees privately call him "fake generosity".

Zhou Dazhi laughed out loud, and muttered, "If he agrees, it's not fake generosity. Forget it, I'd better ask someone to buy two fans first." Li Jia also laughed, "Then he will definitely say, waste, the warehouse Didn’t two of the folders break?” Li Jia said “wasting~fei~” The pronunciation and intonation were so fake and generous that it made Zhou Dazhi laugh wildly, and he fell into the chair and leaned back, rubbing Dong Jili's steamed hair, looked at Li Jia with a smile, and then picked his thumb.

Li Jia made a smug expression proudly, then held the breast pocket of the shirt with both hands and shook it, the half-wet shirt shook like dancing.

Zhou Dazhi stared at Li Jia's hand, his expression froze for two seconds, then he turned his gaze to the side and coughed dryly, "You also wear glasses?"

Li Jia gave a soft oh, and confessed as if he didn't care, "Because I'm too short-sighted. I had laser treatment last year."

Zhou Dazhi rested his chin alone, "You look pretty in glasses,"

"I'm not good-looking. I have a friend who is so handsome when he wears glasses." I wanted to say that you know that person, but I didn't say anything after thinking about it. It was a long time ago.

After a moment of silence, Zhou Dazhi coughed lightly, "I'll tell you a joke."

"Okay."

"Xuanzhi's company went to bid a few days ago, and it was already decided that they would take over. It was just going through the motions. His uncle asked him to submit two proposals, one for the main bid and one for the accompanying bid. In the end, he found a special company and spent N A lot of money, but the bids came out, and the two copies were exactly the same.”

Li Jia wondered, "How is that possible?"

"Of course it's impossible, it's too heavy."

Li Jia opened his mouth slightly, "Whose responsibility is this? What about the money?"

"Whose responsibility can it be? It's just that Xuanzhi doesn't pursue it. He also told me not to do business with Bomei in the future. It's Bomei. Remember it for me."

Li Jia gave a light oh as he agreed, and Zhou Dazhi was still talking to himself, "Fortunately, he took a look in the car first, otherwise he would hand over the two copies at the same time, and it would be a shame." "Well, he didn't read it when he received it." "How can you see it in time? It's so heavy, you don't know how lazy he is. I wanted to check the batch number first, but the result was exactly the same."

Li Jia smiled. This is the advantage of the sons and daughters of rich families. For people without background, this kind of common sense mistake will end their entire career life, but for them, it is a joke.

One moment Li Jia was lamenting that Palin was also a person who leaned against a big tree to enjoy the shade, but the next moment he couldn't help worrying about him.

Others often say that "[-] years less struggle" is the shortcut to becoming a superior person through marriage, but there is an essential difference between such a person and the children of such a family who were born like this. Being picked up by others to criticize him, being polite on the surface may not necessarily make him look down on him deep down.How did Palin get here?Has he ever been in this situation?

Their current relationship is no longer a friendship that can complain and say that kind of thing. The Palin people are far away, and Li Jia's heart followed him.

"Li Jia, Li Jia."

Zhou Dazhi yelled several times before Li Jia came back to his senses and realized that his fingers were red from being strangled too tightly.

He didn't need to worry about Palin's affairs at all. He didn't participate in the past few years, and he might not have the opportunity in the future. It suddenly occurred to him that he was just worrying about him in vain.Palin didn't need his consolation or his sympathy at all. Li Jia missed the best time to integrate with him, and now the ups and downs behind him must have been told to others.

"What are you thinking?" Zhou Dazhi looked at him seriously, with Palin's shadow in his eyes, even though he knew it was impossible, he still tried his best to capture that moment of divine resemblance.Obviously they are two people with their own advantages and disadvantages, but when they are proud and when they are sometimes strong, they are actually the same.

"Li Jia," "Huh? What do you want to say?" The autumn sun shone in, and the heat was unbearably scorching. Too late, he was severely burned, lowered his eyes and blinked his eyelids lightly, after a long time, he heard Zhou Dazhi say, "I always make trouble for no reason, please bear with me in the future."

"Really, you're too polite." Li Jia tidied up the table indiscriminately to regulate the sudden rapid heartbeat.

"I'll treat you to dinner tonight, Madam Wang." Li Jia looked at his watch and readily agreed.The spicy dish at that shop is very delicious, Jiang Jiang likes it very much, and it can be used as a supper after the tutoring.

Yang Fan, the head of the accounting department, came over and saw Zhou Dazhi, so he didn't enter the door, "Director Li, come here!"