Balance beam

Accidental thought, because no one deliberately mentioned it, so that thought became unresponsive, and it was just a simple "remember".

Suo Yasong's circle of friends does not overlap with Li Yuejiang's, and the company's colleagues are the same. Li Yuejiang has no good colleagues in the company. Even the old supervisor who takes good care of him will only receive a text message from him during the Chinese New Year. .

Li Yuejiang's resignation was so quiet that many people didn't even know about it until a long time later.Because Li Yuejiang and Qian Peilin had a fierce quarrel, there will be some speculations in private. Of course, these speculations will not be heard by Suo Yasong. No one deliberately feels uncomfortable in front of the prince, even if it is because of talking about other things. Occasionally mentioned, it will be replaced by "that who", or with some adjectives, of course, the negative ones are more.

As the years went by and the personnel changed, no matter how talented Li Yuejiang was, no matter how bad his personality was, no matter how mysterious he was, he was no longer someone that people would think of when chatting.

If it wasn't for the many times when Li Jia talked on the phone with high spirits on his face, the unconcealable smile and soft whispers, it was obvious that he was talking to his son, Suo Yasong really thought that person never existed.

The joy and pain I felt on Li Yuejiang back then gradually faded with the passage of time. That person rushed to a foreign land in a fit of anger that year, and he didn't know if he would be hit with a bloody head.For his own happiness, he rushed over like a moth to a flame, so why not Suo Yasong?

Soyason wanted to forget such a bad relationship.As for whether he went to find Dabao, what will happen after he finds him, and whether the two of them are together now, he actually doesn't care.

Soyason's life trajectory quickly returned to the previous "normal state." It has always been a magnetic field of charm, spreading his love like a sparkle.

It is a wonderful thing to be loved by such a handsome, wealthy and passionate person, so most of the people Suo Yasong likes also like him, which can be said to be invincible.In the next few years, the lover has never been broken. Not long after the end of each relationship, the emptiness and loneliness will soon be filled by the next relationship.

I don't know whether the new love makes up for the scars of the old love, or the old love is overshadowed by the growth of the new love. Some sad lovers quarrel because they can't monopolize him, and they will soften again for Suo Yasong's sweet words.Suo Yasong is an erratic person. When love comes, he will startle and cry, wishing to give all the good things to the other party.

Some people will retreat out of a kind of self-preservation. A little boyfriend Suo Yasong got along with recently blinked innocent eyes like this, and made a breakup declaration with love and tears, "I love you, I really love you, But I don't feel safe with you."

The former boyfriend who was older than him held his forehead helplessly, "You are really a good lover, but it's a pity that the relationship in that aspect is too chaotic, I can't stand it."

Suo Yasong really loves them. His mother told him when he was young that if he wants to be liked by others, he must learn to smile first. If he wants to be liked by others, he must first release his kindness.Suo Yasong feels that every time he advances, he is 100%, and the injury is also 100%.

Whenever he was injured, he would think of one person, Su Tai.At first, the relationship with Su Ti did not intend to develop into a stable relationship. Although Su Ti is very attractive, Suo Yasong also has no sense of security in front of such a person.Suo Yasong has almost decided that he does not have that kind of fate, that he does not have that kind of destiny to be with a person for a lifetime, and because he sees his father's happy life, he feels that a man like Li Jia is wanted, and a dictatorial man like his father will There are people who are desperate, and sooner or later they will meet the right one, right?

Of course Su Tai is not his real son, but after a few years, the circle of "friends" keeps going, and there will always be new people coming in and some people leaving. Taking stock, only Su Tai is still standing not far away. not near.

Being with Su Tai is comfortable, natural, and happy, whether it is talking or making love, it will always fit well.Of course, the nature of that person's work is also full of temptations, as long as he thinks about it, his blood will boil, but that person is probably the same as himself, he is looking for a "companion." It is not a lover.

Suo Yasong needs a lover, he loves them very much, and then devotes himself to the state of breaking up, and then meets his next lover, passionately, he is busy and earnestly recirculating his own destiny.

Just because he didn't give up, and because he had small expectations, he fought and failed repeatedly. When he loved others, it was true, and every lover was true when he loved him. When they separated, they were naturally true.Sometimes, Suo Yasong would also think, is it possible that a person with a personality like Li Jia can be with someone forever?

Suo Yasong has tried to find such a partner, who is more gentle and considerate, but after getting along for a while, they will be separated for various reasons. They are all excellent, and they will have various problems. Fit with him.

Because a small matter can become the trigger for a breakup, and a disagreement can cause them to never see each other again.

With him, he has seen those who want something, and those who have nothing to ask for. There are also those who take every step of the way to retreat.

Su Tai is the kind who is calm and natural, if he wants something, he will reject it, and if he doesn't want it, he will refuse it.He doesn't want anything from you, and if he encounters something that needs help, he will not be shy and refuse to speak up. Everything will go with the flow, just like an old friend for many years.Suo Yasong can't accurately describe the relationship between him and Su Tai. In short, it's worse than a lover, closer than a friend with benefits, not like a friend but very close.

Staggered city, staggered life, the memory of the past is already a little blurred.

Suo Yasong knew that Li Yuejiang was a few years older than him, and he saw some things earlier than himself. Perhaps, he had already foreseen that there was no possibility for them.Back then, it was really too naive to rush forward willingly.In fact, just looking at that relationship, the two of them got along for a short time, but they really didn't have the same personality and couldn't get along.

So many years of things are like a dream, it disappears after a while, occasionally hear the news of that person, and will not be absent for a long time, silently no longer have any feelings, their relationship is not normal, just like a post-combination family For children, instead of rushing to the road of lovers, it is better to be a pair of brothers, and maybe they can really develop some feelings.Perhaps what they were looking for was a sense of family belonging?A period of absurdity in his youth has been covered up by the years.

Sometimes there will be more precipitation when you calm down.

Suo Yasong invited a group of friends to a party, and the little lover ran back crying, "I can't leave you, I miss you so much, I love you, I really love you. Let's start again?"

Suo Yasong frowned, "It's been so long, let's not talk about it, you go back first." The little lover was not reconciled, and followed closely.He didn't believe that Suo Yasong was so ruthless to him, Suo Yasong was really ruthless to the point of being ruthless, "I said that I can only fall in one relationship at a time," pointing to Su Tai beside him, "I'm with him now." Together. I am good to him."

Chen Xi and Su Tai blinked, Su Tai smiled wryly, he was always acting as a shield at such times.All the people around were Soyasong's friends. We had seen this kind of scene too many times, and no one was curious. Those who should shake the dice, and those who should tell jokes are still telling jokes.

"When you were with me, you said that you were only good to me."

"That's when I was nice to you, but you don't want it. Besides, we only slept once, and once we sleep, we will be responsible for the rest of our lives. Am I right about your gender?"

The little lover continued to beg, but Suo Yasong remained indifferent, and continued to let him be the tail when the stall was renewed. The person who chased after crying was transparent, no one could see it, and no one paid attention to it.

Falling in love can make Suo Yasong infinitely energetic and always full of vigor.Chen Xi sighed with envy, "You are really messy." Suo Yasong smiled, "I cleaned up everything that didn't fit."

For a moment, I felt that if Su Tiken waited a few more years, he would definitely come back and love him.It feels so good to be sought after by others, Soyason needs time to verify his charm.Men need approval all the time, no matter which aspect it is.

A few years have passed in the blink of an eye, and Suo Yasong has always felt that his eyelids are twitching recently, as if he has a premonition that something bad is about to happen.In the past, at this time, I would lose my mobile phone or wallet. This time, after being nervous for several days, I didn't lose anything, and I couldn't help feeling irritable.

When I went to eat with Su Tai, I felt more and more irritable.That day was very tight, and Su Tai had just returned from a mission with a tired expression on his face, but he was still willing to accompany him out.

The location was a restaurant three stops away from where he worked. The environment of the restaurant was not very good, and the waiters were not good-looking. Although the quality of the food was not bad, it was not satisfactory.The chicken drumsticks were tasty, but the side dishes were cooked to the point of discoloration, and the complimentary tea was hard to swallow. The man opposite had nothing to say, and I didn't even bother to talk about it. All in all, I was in a terrible mood.

The bad premonition reached its climax when it came out. The newly bought Land Rover was knocked out of a big hole in the right rear.

His car was parked neatly in the parking space, and the wiring was not connected. The old lady watching the car went to nowhere. Suo Yasong roared, "Where is the person? Who saw the car?"

The people around kept looking around, and after a long time, they saw an old lady running over from the moving hall. Suo Yasong suppressed his anger, "Auntie, what's the matter with my car?"

The old lady was stunned, "I don't know, I didn't do it."

Suo Yasong raised his eyes, the weather was already hot, and a series of things went wrong, he always wanted to find someone to get angry, "Then do you know what's going on? You should be here to watch the car, right?"

"I remembered, it was hit by a Honda just now, the one parked next to you, when he backed out and hit it."

"and then?"

"Then he left, going that way." The old lady gestured to the right.

"You just let him go?"

"Otherwise, what should I do? I can't go up to stop him, he drove away, why do you think I, an old lady, can face a car? What if he hits me?"

"What's the license plate number?"

The old man shook his head blankly.

Suo Yasong was annoyed by her, "Is that how you look at the car?" Suo Yasong suddenly felt that the old lady looked familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere before. He had a good memory and should remember it, but he couldn't remember this old lady. Mrs.

Su Tai frowned, "Forget it, I'm in a hurry, let's go first."

Suo Yasong looked the old lady up and down, wondering why he looked familiar to him.At this time, a dark and thin young man ran over from a distance, with the kind of bag that only vendors would wear on his chest, "Grandma, what's wrong?"

Suo Yasong had a feeling of being struck by lightning. They said that the old lover could not see each other again. Sure enough, it would be better not to see each other. He and his father grew more and more like each other. If you don't distinguish carefully, you can't tell the difference.If there is any difference, it is that the current Libby is a bit better than him, that pampered man, who occasionally gets a stomachache and makes his father run around.And who is this dark, thin guy?

He was wearing a pair of torn sneakers underneath, the bottom line of the jeans was flashed, and the white stubble was blurred. Although the hole near the knee was very post-modern, it was definitely not a man-made cut, it was obviously worn out.An old plaid shirt, an old jacket, and a thin beard around his lips. I don't know if it was left on purpose or it was not shaved at all. It was dirty.Suo Yasong had seen Li Jia's previous photos, the one standing next to his father, with a submissive half-hooked waist and a pitiful appearance, Li Yuejiang now has such an appearance.At that time, he still thought he was handsome, arrogant, strong, and completely opposite to his father. How could he grow up like this, and would his personality become the same?I was so obsessed with him back then, Suo Yasong couldn't believe his eyes, his heart was twitching for a moment, my brother, this is too cruel.