Balance beam

Like a person walking on a balance beam, he uses all the caution of a businessman, measures the risk factor, and concludes the safest mode.Before reaching the finish line, you will not hurt yourself, but also find a win-win entry point, and finally understand each other and everyone will be happy.Palin's careful means of making a living over the years has been deeply rooted in his bones and implemented in every detail of his life. Facts have proved that he is undoubtedly a successful businessman.It's a pity that love is not a business that can be bargained for. If you pay, you can't get it back. How can you calculate your intentions clearly? Someone has to invest first and someone must retreat first. Anyway, he is a person who has fallen before, so what if he falls again? ?

Qian Peilin has always been synonymous with King Kong and Superman, and the education he received when he was young was also a manly man who stood upright and never complained when he was wronged.It is also because he has a resolute face that others don't think there is anything wrong with him suffering a little more.Anyway, he could afford it, so what if he took more responsibility, Palin felt bitter in his heart, the pain was unspeakable, even if his tongue became astringent after swallowing too much, he got used to it, and he had the ability to enjoy the bitterness.

Li Jia is determined to find him, Palin has a feeling but never thinks about it, some areas are forbidden areas, you can't touch it, and your whole body hurts. What kind of?But today he suddenly understood that Palin was so anxious to find Li Jia immediately, it seemed that if he was one step too late, that person would disappear from his life again, as if he flew to his side not to get together but to say goodbye.

The reunion by chance coincidence and then chasing after thousands of miles, seems to be asking for trouble, but it is the most beautiful gift for him.Palin shook off Zhou Dazhi and hurried to the ward.Tell him now what you really think.

It seemed that the happiness within reach passed by again, and Palin was heartbroken to the point of suffocation. He no longer wanted to bear a person's life, even if he was abandoned, he still wanted to cherish every day and every second with Li Jia .Palin suddenly understood Li Jia, and wanted to hold him in his arms distressedly, and tell him that he didn't mind.He decided to let go of the past and forgive Li Jia.

Yes, it is forgiveness, Li Jia has hurt him, he will not blame the past.In the past, Li Jia believed that he was not a professional boxer, and he withdrew his punches to show weakness for the next better blow.Even if it was an unintentional move, that sudden punch would hit his vitals.Of course Palin felt fear in his heart, so he put on a protective mask, so he couldn't see Li Jia's true face when he ran to him.But now Palin is willing to take it off, even if his nose is bruised and his face is swollen, he still accepts it.

It was destined, and there was no escape.As the most capable partner in the company, Lao Xu, said to him in private, emotion is like a glass full of water, pour out the resentment and unwillingness in it, and only then will new happiness be injected.Lao Xu's skills are outstanding in the industry, and his devotion to his wife is well-known.At first, Palin thought he was fake, the routine of Palin and Sonia playing every day, but now he felt that he was too sincere, every word of Zhuji was like giving a pot of initiation.

Perrin had always been a brave man, and he didn't know what to back down when he recognized it.Standing in front of Li Jia with a tense expression, he lost his ability to express himself for a while.

Li Jia had just come out of the water room, and when he saw Palin, his breath stopped for a moment, and his fingers holding the handle of the pot tightened even more.

In this small city in a foreign land, the corridors are filled with the pungent smell of alcohol and potions, the walls are full of stains, dilapidated corridors, patients passing by with peeling window frames, and the The flickering tube lights, all these simple things, made their hearts tremble like thunder, and Xiang Gu Wuyan was completely nervous.

"Li Jia, I, I just found out." Compared with Palin's agitation, Li Jia's calm came quickly. He put one hand on Palin's neck and kneaded it gently with his fingers. "I know."

Just by looking at him, Li Jia knew what this man was after.Lovingly kneading the man's skin, he watched Perrin gradually become quieter under his palm.That tall man who has the initiative no matter what he does, now stands in front of him like a prisoner, and the shackles are put on willingly, Li Jia is too clear about what it means.

Like the relief on the statue of the Crucifixion, such Palin made Li Jia feel distressed.Just like a lost and found treasure, there is no room for any mistakes.He just wanted to cherish this man even more, and never let him down no matter what happened. Li Jia couldn't bear to hurt Palin again.

Perrin found it inconceivable that such a thin person, such an ordinary man, would emit a warm magnetic field as soon as he got close to him, making him unable to bear to leave.If travelers have inexplicable nostalgia for their homeland, then Li Jia is the source of lovesickness.Palin asked Li Jia, "Are you going back?" Li Jia nodded, "Isn't it time to give up now?" Li Jia said, "No, I will never give up on you."

Palin spoke in a low voice and his neck tensed. Zhou Dazhi looked over from a distance. Although he looked normal, he knew that the eyes of the two people talking could no longer accommodate anyone, so he slowly backed away along the same path. .Although there are countless patients passing by, there is a magnetic field there, and only two kinds of creatures can survive, called each other, which are exclusive, excluding anything and anyone.

Palin traveled across the city just to tell Li Jia, "Don't leave me."

And Li Jia's reply was "Palin, I didn't know how much I love you until I left you. Am I stupid? I have always loved you."

Jiang Jiang was lying on the bed feeling irritated, he could always see the top of his father's head looming there, but he didn't come in.When he was about to go crazy, the door opened, and half of his father came in, followed by a man.

In Jiang Jiang's impression, this was the first time he saw Palin. This man was very handsome, different from the people in this city, exuding an aura from the inside out, which should not be underestimated.That wolf-like smile, that oppressive aura, as well as the details of the shirt and the material of the shoes all sent a chill in Jiang Jiang's heart.

The father of Jiang Jiang's junior student should be regarded as a successful man in this city. He has been in politics for many years and has a natural inviolability. Compared with Palin, his demeanor is slightly inferior.But the man stood beside his father, with an indescribable sense of coordination.Like a cub's territory being invaded, Jiang Jiang's eyes suddenly shrank. The enemy knew in an instant that this was the potential enemy. Palin exuded a strong sense of threat that made Jiang Jiang's expression tense.

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PS: I watched a movie when I was young, a Japanese movie, but I don’t remember the name.The content is that the father fell from a high bridge while participating in a temple fair, and was paralyzed from then on, unable to take care of himself or even speak. The mother said to the children, "From today on, I am a wife and no longer your mother."

All the children dropped out of school, were sent away, or were adopted or went to big cities to work alone.The life of the eldest son without a degree is especially difficult. Many years later, his father passed away. Before he died, he was still unable to speak. He could only point to the rows of words on the wall and spell out his worries. He pitied his mother for being alone after he left. The last wish is to see the child and to live with the mother and child.

Do you want to go to the funeral, or do you want to raise your mother?The hatred and resentment in the hearts of the siblings were all vented during the discussion. In fact, the eldest brother had no love for his mother. When other people's children were cared for by their parents, they became abandoned people.Now everyone has their own lives, and the fast-paced work in the city is also very stressful. No one wants to take care of the old mother, but occasionally one or two clips flashed when I was a child. I think she was good to herself when she was still a mother. Responsibility, filial piety and emotion After the violent conflict, the ending I don't remember.

It seems that none of them have seen their father for the last time, it seems that the mother wants to stay in the land where the father lives, and it seems that she went to the city with the eldest son who has the most difficult conditions. I really can’t remember.At that time, I was still young, and I was still in the era when Fu Tiangai played Ashin and Xueling on TV. I couldn't understand the emotions expressed in the film at that time. I only remember the old mother bouncing around like a rabbit and singing songs to make her husband happy. Then the woman said, "Hey, I can't jump anymore." The two looked at each other and smiled, and the man paralyzed on the bed raised his only finger that could move, and wrote his last words to the writing on the wall with an excited expression.

In fact, everyone has a balance in their hearts. There is a dilemma, and it is painful to lean to either side.