Balance beam

Most of BlueDesert's interiors are comfortable and irregularly shaped red sofas, which are divided into different groups according to different terrains. The mesh lights embedded in the ceiling emit warm and warm light like small animals.The oil paintings on the wall are rich in color, and there are one after another plump women in various poses, either looking straight over or turning their backs to the person with half of their faces turned away.At the corner is a strip-shaped ancient-style long table, and the jade ornaments standing there are radiant.The waiters pass by with drinks. At first glance, they are mediocre. When you look closely, they all look like celebrities. You always feel that you can find the shadow of a popular or outdated star in the eyebrows or corners of the mouth. To describe the foreman, he also has the demeanor of a famous director.

Such an environment, such gentle blues as background music, is full of romantic and warm feelings everywhere.

Li Jia and Palin stood face to face like this, neither of them spoke.

Li Jia couldn't remember how to get home, and Li Jia couldn't remember how to sit on the single sofa. His mind seemed to be stuffed with cotton wool, fluttering and hazy.

He vaguely remembered that the glass of Palin's car was brown, and there was dust on the corner of the rear window, and he didn't know how to wipe it.When I entered the house, I almost tripped over the door carpet under my feet. The barbs on the door carpet had been scraped with a thin layer of fluff by the soles of my shoes. I suddenly wanted to know who lived here before?Although it has been vacant for a long time, someone must have lived there, right?

Perrin was next to him from beginning to end, whether close or far away, as if on the same horizontal line but separated by an invisible vacuum shield, as if walking in other dimensions at the same time, in unison, untouchable after all.

Li Jia was completely numb. He knew that Palin followed him in, but he couldn't remember how to get out of the car, how to get into the elevator, or who pressed the floor.Thinking like a fault jumps and thinks of the woman with big breasts and fat buttocks in the mural, with thin eyebrows and eyes that seem sad or happy, and can't distinguish clearly.

Li Jia collapsed on the single sofa, sinking as deeply as boneless, feeling extremely tired.Looking up at the ceiling, carefully examining the thin and elegant plaster patterns, a crystal lamp embedded in the middle of the circular ceiling, and the yellow metal chassis was painted red in the dim environment. Li Jia squinted his eyes, sat up suddenly, and looked at the ceiling. Looking out of the window, the sky was dyed orange by a large expanse of burning clouds, and Perrin was shrouded in this color, making his whole body red and yellow.

Li Jia fell backward with all his strength, and shrunk himself further in without showing any signs of expression.

He suddenly remembered what happened many years ago. At that time, he was still young enough to regard love as a burden. Perrin's wishful thinking was an extremely heavy burden for him. He was looking forward to love and longing to be loved. Palin is like a tasteless chicken rib, the only thing he minds is that he is a man, and Li Jia is anxious and melancholy all day long.

That's when Sonia found him.Li Jia, who was rushing to buy spare ribs at a supermarket, felt pain in his eardrums from the sound of loudspeakers, making it impossible for him to hear what the other party was saying after connecting to his mobile phone. "Ah, ah" yelled into the microphone several times before hearing Sonia's resentful voice, which seemed to be responding with all her strength, but was still as thin as a mosquito.

The faces of Sonia when he was asked to negotiate with him before and the faces of Sonia now are superimposed.

No matter how much Sonia pretended to be strong back then, she was so weak, but now she was the one who was caught in a passive position.When Sonia glanced over, Li Jia was so nervous that he wanted to get up.Sonia smiled slightly. Time had finally left traces on her face. Those were not wrinkles but the vicissitudes in her eyes. "Li Jia, long time no see. Please sit down."

"How are you doing recently?" Sonia chatted nonchalantly, and Li Jia responded to her like a drum beating. "I'm fine, how are you?" "I didn't expect you to find me."

"I didn't expect that I would look for you, Li Jia, you know? I once thought that it would be best not to see you again for the rest of my life." The woman drew the corners of her mouth into a perfect figure. "What are you doing now? Oh, I'm afraid my date has arrived." Sonia checked the time and looked behind Li Jia.

Li Jia got up and wanted to say goodbye, but Sonia pressed her shoulder first, "Don't worry, I still have a lot to say to you, wait for me, I'll go say hello, actually, you must know that person."

Li Jia grasped the cup nervously, his fingertips were trembling, and he needed to fix it with the other hand before he could hold it properly.On the one hand, he clamored in his heart to leave this place of right and wrong quickly, and on the other hand, he persuaded him to stay, even if he just listened.So every word and every sentence can be heard clearly.

Sonia said that Palin hated him, Li Jia didn't care very much, whether Palin hated him or not, Li Jia loved him.

If two people who love each other have experienced such a thing and still have no grudges in their hearts, it can only be said that they did not love enough at the beginning.

Since everything that Palin gave him was not false, Li Jia would not believe it if Palin did not hate him. Now that Palin allows him to intervene in his life, Li Jia is already very satisfied and feels that this is a blessing from God. share.

Even if love is humble, even if he has done the worst psychological construction, Palin's indifferent words, after all, hit his heart hard.

"Why are you here?" Palin dragged the chair and sat in front of Li Jia, crossed his hands, rested his elbows on his knees, and rested his two thumbs on his forehead. He raised his eyes and looked at him with piercing sharpness.

Perrin has been watching Li Jia's every move, and has been silent for a long time, and now he still maintains the same posture just now.Li Jia flinched when he saw him, and leaned against the back of the sofa, like a fly nailed to the wall, and retreated stiffly. When there was no way to retreat, Fang let out a sigh of relief and lowered his eyes to look at his own body. Fingers, his hands were spread flat on his legs, and his fingers were as thin as sticks. "I received your message."

Li Jia raised his head and spoke weakly, gently rubbing his temples, his heart was disturbed and disturbed.

Li Jia was terrified when he received Palin's text message, and the two lines were shocking, "Sonia knows about us, and we will talk about it in detail at BlueDesert tomorrow at [-] o'clock in the afternoon." While spending afternoon tea time, it is also suitable for love and business contacts, and of course it is also suitable for showdown negotiations.What do you want to talk to him about?Li Jia didn't know what to do.

Li Jia was so nervous that he clenched the phone with both hands. Since Palin chose to text him late at night, he must be at home and it was inconvenient to talk.Such content made his heart beat violently, and he almost had the urge to call back immediately, he was eager to know what was going on.

The two cities are said to be far away or not close, flying all the way, the itinerary is so worrying that people almost collapse.It wasn't until he saw Sonia that Li Jia realized that the uneasiness in his heart was due to some premonition in his subconscious.Even if Perrin didn't take the initiative to attack, someone would always stab him with a fake hand.

Palin stood up, stepped in front of Li Jia with just one step, and half-stretched while leaning on the arm of the sofa.With such a close contact, Li Jia's arm trembled violently for a moment, and he didn't want to hear what Palin had to say.

Being placed here has already acquiesced to certain facts. Since the safety protection has been done, even if it hurts the chest from being stabbed, it still does not want to leave.After being an idiot for a long time, it is not difficult to continue to pretend to be confused.He didn't want to puncture it, and once he punctured it, there was no turning back, so what should he do?

Perrin raised Li Jia's chin, looked half-closely and said, "What do you think?"

Li Jia's throat was dry, and his lips parted and opened, but he couldn't utter a word.

Palin chuckled, his voice hoarse, "Are you leaving?"

From Li Jia's point of view, Palin's face looks like a knife and an axe. Because the light is behind him, the lines are painted with a soft color, with a layer of seductive color, coupled with his body movements, his whole body is transparent. With a different breath.

Li Jia's eyes were clouded, and a layer of fog covered him like this. Wanting to see him more clearly, he tilted his head slightly to suppress the tears.

"I never thought of looking for you," What are you looking for?To trouble you or to ask you to clarify the theory?Li Jia couldn't continue speaking, and lowered his head. He was a little tired and wanted to get up.Palin pushed him back, and the two looked at each other. Li Jia actually smiled slightly, and Palin also smiled, "You never thought of looking for me, so who do you want to look for?"

Palin untied his tie, and pressed his knee half on Li Jia's body. Li Jia's stomach hurt a little from the pressure of the semicircular joints. Li Jia frowned and pushed Palin's leg with his hands.Palin's knee went down a little bit, and after a short stay in the lower abdomen, it went all the way down, slowly sticking to the most vulnerable position, and pressed slightly maliciously, "Looking for Sonia? Or do you want to find someone else?"

Palin hugged Li Jia forcefully, and Li Jia sank into the sofa. He raised his head with every impact of Palin. If he struggled a little, he would be stared at by Palin. The gaze staring at him was like an uncontrollable gaze after going mad. A beast with red eyes and a heavy breath.As if there was a heavy burden in his heart, no matter how he vented it, it still made him go crazy.

Lin locked Li Jia tightly in his arms, and Li Jia patted Palin's back in an awkward posture.Palin exhausted all his tricks, Li Jia was still stiff, and the armchair was so narrow that he could only bear it.

After a whole night of tossing, the two were exhausted, and Li Jia's body was covered with traces of love.Perrin was still sucking every inch of his body over and over again, "You have no conscience, why didn't you come back?" As if they had no quarrel, just reunited.The corners of Li Jia's eyes were red, and the corners of his mouth were pulled slightly, "Why don't you come to see me."

In the man's aggrieved gaze, Palin avoided his focus and lied casually, "I'm jealous, Jiang Jiang's jealousy, you treat him better than me." "I'm also jealous of you, your home," Palin said rhythmically. After a pause, the next time he rushed in, Li Jia could only say "Woo~ah~ah~ah~"

The two confided their hearts to each other, just like those young couples who have been separated for a long time and are better than newly married, the temperature of asking each other is always not as high as expected.

Palin looked at the several documents in his hand irritably, flipped several contracts back and forth, and then threw them all on the table. Lin leaned his back against the boss desk and frowned, and the forbearance of that person reappeared in front of his eyes. He lit a cigarette and took a few puffs.

Palin was suddenly very afraid of Li Jia leaving. He didn't ask for his promise yesterday, and only used actions to persuade him to stay.If Pei was not a conqueror, he asked that person to let go after being wronged.Then what?What will that person do?That man can run, and he sneaked past him while he was asleep before, but this time, if he ran farther, would he still be able to find him?

Palin hurried back with red eyes, speeding up and speeding up, it didn't matter if he ran a red light and was stopped, he kept stepping on the gas pedal, as if his feet were crushing the man's leg bones, crippling him, even if he was sitting in a wheelchair. let him go.

Palin had long legs, and when he got out of the car, he ran into the apartment building without a buffer. He didn't have time to wait for the elevator, so he stepped up three steps and ran along the emergency passage, panting unsteadily and opening the door with trembling hands.

The key scratched the side of the door lock a few times and still couldn't align with the lock hole, and the metal scratches bent countless arcs like a mockery.