Mo Yan He Nian of Rebirth

A year passed quickly, and Chen Yan hardly felt the change of time when he looked at the unchanging scenery outside the window.

It's not that he hasn't thought about going back to the Chen family.

but……

A kind of complicated feeling is entrenched in my heart like this, I can't tell what kind of feeling it is, like fear, like timidity.

The only difference is probably the volunteer form in front of me.

Chen Yan sat in the last row of the classroom, staring blankly at the blackboard for a long time. The sun shone in, and fine dust floated in the air.

His hand holding the pen loosened and tightened, tightened and loosened again, and finally he sighed with his head down, and stuffed everything into his schoolbag.

Just as he opened his chair and was about to stand up, an unexpected person suddenly appeared in front of him—Uncle Liu.

I haven't seen him for more than a year. Uncle Liu is still the same as Chen Yan remembered, but the flesh on his face seems to be a little less.

Chen Yan paused the hand holding the schoolbag, knowing in his heart that something must have happened that Uncle Liu would come to him suddenly.

"Master, come back with me today."

Chen Yan looked at Uncle Liu's eyes, and didn't say anything else. It was shameful for him to go home for a year and never go back.

"Do you want to call Master Chen Mo together?"

"Forget it." Chen Yan looked at the sky, the sun was shining and he was very happy, "I'll make a call and ask him to go home by himself."

"it is good."

Liu Bo breathed a sigh of relief, looked at Chen Yan and said with a smile: "I'm really afraid that, as the master said, you won't go, young master."

"Does he think I won't go?"

Chen Yan smiled indifferently, then turned around and picked up the phone.

Because he was in the car with Uncle Liu, Chen Yan could hardly relax, but he could hear Uncle Liu nagging in his ear again.

"When I see the master later, you too, young master... speak carefully, don't quarrel with the master at all times... the master has been worrying a lot recently, if you can say something nice, make him happy... that's also good."

Chen Yan listened to Uncle Liu talking in succession, but when he heard the phrase "Master has been worrying a lot recently", he couldn't help but ask.

"Chen Dad, what's bothering him recently?"

"Alas..." Uncle Liu sighed deeply, with a slight accusation in his tone, but it was not serious, "I'm not the young master yet."

"Big brother?"

"The young master and others are outside, but all he wants to do is to be with the master... oh..."

What Uncle Liu said was vague, but Chen Yan heard most of it. He was not ignorant of Chen Zi's methods, but he couldn't imagine how ruthless they could be.

In his previous life, he always deceived himself into thinking that the conflict between Chen Zi and Chen Mo Nian hadn't risen to the stage of life and death, but the final facts told him that everything was his self-righteousness.

The dead are dead, and the living are living in a black nightmare all their lives, and it is difficult to escape.

When he first arrived, Chen Yan suddenly felt that it was getting darker, with huge dark clouds hanging over his head, and the surrounding fields were completely silent.

The Chen family appeared in front of him so abruptly, just as he knew from memory, black, tall, solemn and somewhat dead.

I heard that even this house was passed down from generation to generation by the Chen family.

Chen Yan walked to Chen Monian's room familiarly, it was rare for Chen Monian not to stay in the yard today.

And the moment the door was opened, a mellow medicinal fragrance suddenly wafted out, just like any time before, Chen Monian did not turn on the light.

"Chen Yan?"

There was a slight fluctuation in the man's voice, and then there was a click—the whole room was bright again, and Chen Yan saw that Chen Mo Nian was half lying on the bed, looking up at him.

"How did you come."

Chen Yan said truthfully, "Uncle Liu asked me to come."

After hearing these words, Chen Mo Nian suddenly became quiet again, but the movement of raising his eyes to look at people did not change at all.

Then Chen Yan heard a rustling sound, and Chen Monian put on his coat and got off the bed.

Chen Yan stood where he was, hesitated and spoke.

"Actually, this time... I want to study in W City..."

As soon as he finished speaking, Chen Mo Nian's expression suddenly changed. Chen Yan couldn't figure out what he was thinking, so he could only stand there and wait for Chen Mo Nian to speak.

City W and City S, where the Chen family is located, are two hours away by plane, which is basically the furthest distance you can find in Country C.

This is another look from the previous Q City.

"Then... what about Chen Mo, do you want Chen Mo to stay alone in Q City?"

As if after thinking for a long time, Chen Mo Nian suddenly opened his mouth. Chen Yan saw his face, half hidden in the darkness, only his eyes were still so bright that it was shocking.

Chen Yan didn't speak, but Chen Monian continued to speak.

"You...have the heart?"

As he said this, there was still no expression on his face, only his slightly clenched fingers revealed his true emotions.

That tone of hesitation and even reluctance, in Chen Yan's ears, was like ice slag in December, making his heart tingle.

"He's grown up too, so he should take care of himself." Chen Yan answered lightly, but suddenly there was a patter of rain at the door.

The window in Chen Monian's room was not closed, and the rain just poured in wantonly. Chen Yan looked at Chen Monian who happened to be sitting by the window, and found that the man didn't seem to move at all. A thin layer of water vapor was applied.

Chen Yan took a few steps forward, and when he reached the window, his hand had just touched the window sill, but was covered by another cold thing almost instantly!

Chen Yan subconsciously wanted to pull his hand away, but the man seemed to have discovered his intention, and squeezed it tightly, with a dead air of disobedience on his pale hand.

...Chen Yan closed the window with his left hand, but Chen Mo Nian had no intention of letting go. The scent of medicine slowly rippling in the air, together with the rain that just came in, outlined the whole room with a damp and cold smell.

Chen Yan thought that Chen Mo Nian would say or do something at this time.The two hands with the same blood are intertwined like this, but they can't feel the slightest warmth.

Only cold.

But Chen Monian didn't do anything, let alone anything.After a few seconds he suddenly let go.

Then he sat quietly, his eyes drifting to nowhere.

When Chen Yan came out of the room, the first thing he saw was Uncle Liu.

"It's okay to talk to the master."

"……fine."

Seeing him like this, Uncle Liu understood a little bit, and he didn't say much but turned his head and started driving.

Chen Yan suddenly felt something similar to guilt, but he couldn't tell what it was like.

On the way back, Uncle Liu hesitated to speak several times, but finally he spoke.

"When you get home, call the master... He has had a hard time in the past few years, I have never seen him laugh, three children... three children..." Uncle Liu obviously thought of something , his face darkened and he stopped talking.

Suddenly an inexplicable irritability surfaced, Chen Yan looked at Uncle Liu's encouraging eyes, and picked up the phone.

cough……

He dialed the phone, and after a brief burst of music, the familiar male voice came over.

"dad……"

"Well, I'm here."

"I, if I really go out to study in college, I will take good care of myself."

"kindness."

"I... will come back to see you." With a slight movement of Chen Yan's fingers, Chen Mo Nian's face appeared in his mind, with a faintly bewitching and intoxicating taste, "It won't be like before."

"En..." After a long time, the man suddenly said something.

There was a hoarseness in his voice.

"That's good."