The correct way to open the first favorite concubine of Ming Dynasty

What happened yesterday? To put it simply, it was Zhu Heidan's first taste of cloud/rain, and it wasn't me.

To be honest, before I traveled to ancient times and was sent to the palace, I had already vaccinated myself. In terms of male virtues, I lowered the requirements for Comrade Zhu Heidan.

After all, in this era, the corruption of male morality is common, especially in the royal family.

But I never expected that Zhu Heidan would be so corrupt.

Last night in Xiaoshu Pavilion, he was always rubbing against me abnormally, I thought he was just clingy.

Today, after I heard that he "spoiled" the maidservant Mrs. Liu, I was so angry that I wanted to beat him up: My mother stayed up all night last night, she was almost blind, she embroidered the gift you wanted, what are you doing?Are you spending spring night with other women?

What's even more exasperating is that when the guy saw me during the morning meal, he didn't even show any guilt or guilt!I don't feel like I'm doing anything wrong at all!

Brother, while you are having a deep love affair with me, while sleeping with someone else behind my back, you are actually open and honest in your heart without any guilt? ? ?

Zhu Heidan is really not guilty.

I didn't know it at first, but nothing in the East Palace can be hidden from the Crown Princess.During the breakfast, the princess said: "Then girl, how are you serving me?"

I was taken aback, thinking he was talking about me.

Zhu Heidan blushed, and let out a "hmm".

I was kept in the dark, I didn't understand what they were talking about, so I peeked at Zhu Heidan, who was still shy, "Hehe" and laughed.

The prince lamented that time flies and his son has grown up.

The princess asked again: "What background?"

Zhu Heidan: "My son didn't ask."

The Crown Princess glanced at him and asked, "What's his name?"

Zhu Heidan: "My son forgot, I just remember that he said she was Liu Shoucheng's daughter."

After being favored in the Ming Dynasty, the court ladies had to report their names. Some people had no names or their names were too common, so they reported their father's name.

The princess ordered someone to reward Liu Shoucheng's daughter.

Only then did I react with belated awareness, and the hand holding the chopsticks couldn't help shaking.Afraid of being seen, he put down his chopsticks and put his hands into his sleeves.I don't know what to say, and I don't know what expression to make, just blankly.

If the court lady deliberately climbed into the emperor's grandson's bed, Zhu Heidan would have been tricked like that, and I feel that my future prospects are at a loss.

And if the maid had no intention of climbing the bed and was forced by Zhu Heidan and dared not refuse, then Zhu Heidan was almost a rapist.This is beyond my moral tolerance and I can no longer accept him.

I don’t even remember how the breakfast meal was used up. I was in a trance. The palace people withdrew the meal. .

I agreed meekly to each of them, but my heart was blocked.

My heart was broken into pieces of glass, and I didn't have time to put it back together.

Even everyone, including Zhu Heidan, didn't think there was a reason for it to shatter into pieces.They all thought it was okay.

I want to know how the Crown Princess felt on the night when the Crown Prince was lucky with other women for the first time after her wedding with the Prince.She really has no waves in her heart, and even thinks that it is a good thing for one more woman to spread branches and leaves for the royal family.

Knowing that these are meaningless, now there is a favored side concubine Guo Shi in the East Palace, who is the granddaughter of the founding general Guo Ying, and they are currently sisters who get along very well.No matter how they fight in the future, for the prince's image in front of the emperor, they must be harmonious now.

The Crown Princess is now taking care of the Guo family.

So she took it for granted that I should also tolerate this Mrs. Liu.

I can't stand it.

Although my face is still submissive and virtuous, I can't tolerate it.Why should I tolerate her?

I can't stand Zhu Heidan either.

A Zhu Heidan who held my hand one moment and secretly called my daughter-in-law to talk about when she would officially marry me in, and the next moment she could sleep with another woman in another room, and she didn't feel that she had done anything wrong.

I know the root of the fault is not his.

He grew up in this era, in this family, and for him, women are objects.

A wife can still have some respect, and a concubine is just a living play/thing for entertainment.

He gave me his love, and it was sincere. Maybe he regarded me as his fiancée, and his love contained some respect, but this love did not contain loyalty from the very beginning.

In other words, as a person who grew up in the Ming Dynasty, he has a different understanding of loyalty than a person who grew up in modern times.

I went back to the bedroom, and there was a small package on the table, which was the book cover I worked overtime last night.

I can't throw things and smash things to vent, because the princess will know, and other people in the palace will know, and it will be of no use except to kill myself.

So I called Xiaolian: "You take this to the eldest brother, and leave my words, saying that this is what I will send to the kitchen as firewood."

After saying this stiffly, I ordered them all to go out, leaving me alone, then threw myself on the bed, buried my head in the quilt and cursed: "Damn nigga, wretched nigga, you can be a wife and stinky nigga! " Cursing and cursing, tears flowed out without disappointment.

As Sun Ruowei entered the palace, I never thought of loving him.Concubine Sun Gui was very favored in history, but it does not mean that Concubine Sun Gui loved Ming Xuanzong very much.

I thought that with my intelligence, it would be enough to win his favor, let me gain a firm foothold in the palace, get promoted and raise my salary.

I don't need his love, and I don't need to fall in love with him.

However, it backfired.

I am a hunter, but step by step I become a prey.

If I just focus on upgrading and fighting monsters, then whoever he favors has nothing to do with me.Anyone, as long as they don't stand in the way of my promotion.If anyone stands in my way, I kick it out of the way.

But after being together day and night for several months, I have already fallen in love with him.

Originally, I didn't care how dirty Zhu Heidan was, but now I can't accept in my heart that I live in someone who I think is dirty.

That morning, I didn't even know how I got here.

Thinking about how to leave the palace, thinking about staying here and being forced to accept everything, thinking about cutting off love and focusing on climbing up, thinking about a lot, messy.

The mental age is 24+11=35, which is 37 according to the ancient imaginary age. It's really embarrassing to be in a mess for the sake of a little love with a man.

Before I could think it through, Zhu Heidan came back from school early.

The things seemed to have been sent to him, and the words were also brought.

Zhu Heidan is not stupid, he has even fought his second uncle, so of course he can guess that I am angry.

"Ruowei, are you there?" He was outside the door.

Ask knowingly.I yelled: "Not here!"

"Then I'll come in."

"You are not allowed to come in!"

Zhu Heidan pushed open the door, holding my package in his hand.

I sat on the edge of the bed, saw him come in, and turned my head away from him.

Zhu Heidan closed the door, walked to me, and sat down.

"It's really well done. I don't have time to cherish it. It's a pity to send it as firewood." He said softly.

Such a gentle person can hurt others.My tears flowed down.

"You put all your thought into it, and I knew it when I saw it. Now that you like me, I finally know it too. I don't know how to be happy."

You are happy, I am not happy.I still don't have a good face, and I refuse to look back at him.

He said again: "I don't like that Mrs. Liu. No one can compare to you, so you don't have to be afraid."

I was almost coaxed into tenderness by his two soft words, but when I heard these words, I became very angry.

Am I angry because I am afraid that my position will be replaced? !You don't like her why are you sleeping with her?

But it was not easy to get angry, so he turned around and looked at him with tears in his eyes: "Your Highness doesn't like her, why do you want her?"

Zhu Heidan blushed and said: "If it is possible, I want to... want you. But we are not married yet, so we must not take you lightly."

Damn, you respect me after sleeping with another woman? ? ?

I suppressed my anger, and continued to talk with pear blossoms in the rain: "But if your highness wants her, where will you put me?"

Zhu Heidan thought that he was about to succeed in coaxing me, and victory was in sight, so he said in a relaxed tone: "I won't give her a title. I haven't taken a concubine in name, so she won't have children either. Concubine Mu sent someone to send her away. Even if we get married in the future, there will be no room for her, and she will never be able to surpass you. "

ha?I was so angry that I wanted to laugh, but I was too angry to say anything.

You put her to sleep, you don't give her a title, and you don't even allow anyone to have a child. How will this girl live in the palace in the future?She can't be released from the palace, and can only live alone in the palace, but she has been slept with by the emperor's grandson. Those greedy people must be sour on her all day long and bully her.Life has been like this for decades, it's really not as good as hell.

If this woman intended to climb the bed, then she would bear the consequences, and she deserved it, but the possibility that she was forced by you, the emperor's grandson, is not ruled out, so she may be an innocent poor person.

And one thing that makes me feel very powerless is that having such an idea does not mean that Zhu Heidan's personal morality is corrupt, but that the concept in the palace is like this. Zhu Heidan was influenced by this concept and grew up. He feels that it is natural and there is no fault.It is difficult to repair a formed concept.

But if you operate like this, it's clear that it's a reckless disregard for human life.

After being shocked by Zhu Heidan's concept, the anger of being betrayed before seemed not so strong.Although I haven't decided how my love line will develop next, whether to endure, hate, or go, but in order to survive, I still have complicated thoughts that I can't explain clearly. Kneeling down: "If there is any merciless request."

At this time, Zhu Heidan also knew that I was wronged, so he hurriedly stepped forward to help me up and sat down again, holding my little hand in the palm of both hands, and said: "Just say it."

"Your Highness, please promise Liu Shi, and give her a title in the future."

Hei Dan was not happy anymore, and showed boredom on his face: "What are you making a big deal about? Are you going to earn the reputation of being a virtuous, virtuous, virtuous and tolerant?"

You have reason to be angry?Isn't the root of this problem your unruly dick?

I was so angry that tears rolled down my face: "I don't like her."

Zhu Zhanji didn't expect that I would say this bluntly.

Jealousy is a big taboo for women in this era.

I pointed to my heart: "In Ruowei's heart, there is only His Highness and no one else. If I have someone else in my heart, what will Your Highness think?"

"My heart is pierced like a knife," he said.

I cried: "Ruowei's heart is the same. Even Ruowei is more greedy. I am the only one who wants His Highness's heart, and His Highness's body is only mine. I want to stay with His Highness forever, day and night, don't other people."

His eye sockets were also wet.

"Fame, honor, these are nothing to me. I don't take them with me when I live or die." I said: "When I first met Your Highness that day, I said, stay or not. It's fine, if you go home and marry a lover, I, Sun Ruowei, can live a good life."

He thought I was going to leave, so he quickly grabbed my wrist and said, "I know I hurt your heart, so I apologize to you, don't leave."

I didn't say to leave, nor did I say no to leaving, I just continued: "I don't want to have one more person between me and Your Highness, it's not because I'm afraid that someone will take away my favor."

He quickly said, "I understand."

"I asked His Highness for a title for her, and it was definitely not for the sake of my own reputation. It is difficult for a court lady to leave the palace. She has been favored by His Highness, and she will not be released from the palace. His Highness doesn't like her. People have always worshiped the high and stepped on the low, so many people are jealous and look at the poor. She has no heirs, no status, how will she live? If she is a person who seeks out a camp, and painstakingly climbs into His Highness's bed, then she will be punished by herself. It's okay to suffer, but no matter what kind of person she is, His Highness must first treat her as a human being. As a human being, you shouldn't treat her like this. Even if I don't like her, I don't want His Highness to like her. Righteousness, I have to give her a way out. It is also to preserve His Highness's reputation of benevolence."

"I see, I'll go and tell my concubine later." He took out the veil and wiped my tears for me: "Stop crying, it broke my heart."

He said again: "Forgive me this time, before we get married, there will be no next time."

I put my head on his shoulder with snot and tears, and whispered: "It's all you, if you control yourself, why is it so troublesome?"

Zhu Heidan was really ashamed this time and had nowhere to hide: "This is the first time for me... I have no experience... When I was with you last night, I kept thinking about this, and finally I couldn't help it." ,result……"

As a result, I went back and explained it to someone else, damn it.

"Could it be Ruowei's fault?"

"My fault, my fault..." Seeing that I didn't seem to be angry anymore, he sighed, "Why hasn't Grandpa Huang returned to Beijing? When is he going to give us a marriage?"

My heart: I haven't fully decided whether I want to marry you according to the script or not. It depends on your next performance. Zhu Di will be back soon?