The correct way to open the first favorite concubine of Ming Dynasty

After half a month, my body gradually recovered.

On this day, I sat on the swing in the back garden of the palace and watched the little maids kicking shuttlecocks.Among them was one named Li Xi'er, with a delicate appearance, a slender and soft figure, and a high level of skill. Not only could he play many tricks, but every move was very beautiful.

Heidan came into the garden quietly at some point, walked up behind me, nudged my back, and sent me forward.

When the maids saw the emperor coming, they saluted and retreated to the periphery.

I swayed on the swing for a while, sweating a little, stopped slowly, and asked him, "Have you read all the excerpts?"

"Yeah. Qi Yu is getting more and more capable, and the papers are well approved. There are not many things that need my attention. I will let him do everything that can be let go. Ah, there is only one thing, maybe I have to wait for you to do it."

"Draft?"

"You guessed it as soon as you guessed it. The young man pretended to be shy, and passed all the drafts related to the draft to me, but I think it's up to you to decide after you recover from your illness. I only understand you about women, and I don't understand others. Afraid of looking away."

I smiled.He raised his hand to help me pin a strand of hair from my sideburns behind my ear, and took my hand again with his big warm paws, and went to sit in the pavilion.

The sun shines through the gaps of the dense camphor trees, and the water surface of the pond in front of the pavilion is sparkling.

"When you recover from illness, you can govern with me. It's so boring to watch the palace daughter kick shuttlecock. I haven't touched the book for half a month, and I think you'll be eager to do it." Heidan said.As if afraid of my refusal, he added another sentence: "I have limited energy, and sometimes I feel tired after reading books, so I want you to accompany me."

The spring breeze was cool, I leaned into his warm arms, reached out and touched the tip of his nose, and said with a smile, "Throw it to me if you feel tired? I'm afraid of being tired." Much fairer.

After a long time, rumors about the matter in the harem will spread to the former court. Moreover, the matter was bloody, two lives were lost, and the Queen Mother was involved, making such a big commotion.

During the convalescent period, Heidan and I, as well as the children who came to serve the sick, deliberately avoided talking about that matter.

Heidan roughly talked about the funeral affairs for the two of them, and said that he invited a scholar from the Imperial Academy to write an article and inscribe a monument for him and his wife.I said don't write "Wang Zhen" on the tombstone, but write "Fan Jin".He said yes.

Presumably under the instructions of Heidan, the traces of Xiaolian and Fan Jin in the palace were carefully erased, and there was nothing related to them that reminded me of them.

However, I still inevitably think of them from time to time, and finally become discouraged by this court.

The seat of supreme power distorts everything.In order to adapt to life at this high place, I was once assimilated by it, and then awakened by others. Until now, I no longer want to adapt to it.

The queen was right.more right than me.Fan Jin made a mistake.

I don't intend to whitewash Fan Jin, but I can't stop myself from entrusting my personal feelings to Fan Jin and Xiao Lian.

This is right and wrong, it is really painful.

I dare not touch this power again.I'm afraid to touch it again, not only will there never be peace between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, but even mother and child, even husband and wife will slip into an irreversible abyss one day because of suspicion.

If, if one day in this era, even black eggs start to suspect me, what should I do?Could it be that I can really be like I imagined when I first traveled through time, relentlessly cut off love, gods block and kill gods, Buddhas block and kill Buddhas, and go to the peak of the empire alone?

I would rather shrink back into the shell that this era arranges for the most ordinary queens and wives, manage the harem, and "keep my duty".

I'm not as powerful as the women in the Nymphs.I have weaknesses.And I was terrified of losing my soft spot, utterly terrified.

Seeing that I declined, Heidan smiled and said, "You don't miss the former court, but the former court misses you. I heard people say a few days ago that many courtiers commented that the Queen's methods are gentle, and that women who rule the country are more tolerant than men. Hundreds of officials, nourishing the people, saying that if you become emperor one day, it will not be a bad thing."

Heidan's "listening to people" is naturally Jin Yiwei and Dongchang, Fan Hong's subordinates.

Since I took office seven years ago, Fan Hong has never slacked off.

I was shocked and said: "What is this... You should know, I didn't mean that..."

Heidan smiled softly: "Of course I know. I know best. But Ruowei, what I said to mother that day was serious."

"You..." Before I could say anything, he gently covered my lips and said, "In the past seven or eight years, although I have not been involved in government affairs, I have seen it all. Your mind is wider than mine. Be worthy of the word 'benevolence'. For example, the Di newspaper office, you have started to run it. It is very good. The newspaper people write bad things about you, and you tolerate them. Now they all know that you are good, from the bottom of their hearts You are convinced. With these reporters watching, the officials of the court and the central government no longer dare to sleep in flowers and sleep in willows, and they are much less corrupt and perverting the law. You have far-sightedness. Now the world is at peace, and you have contributed a lot."

It's not that I'm really stronger than Heidan, but that it's brought about by the forward development of history, and the crushing of ancient times by modern political concepts.

He put my hand in his palm with both hands: "Since the eighth year of Yongle, you have been trapped in the harem... I always feel that your talents should be displayed in the front court. I know that the throne is something that you don't like." , but what if you are invited to rule the world with me? Will you agree?"

The grievances given by the Queen Mother that day were catalyzed by Heidan's words, and turned into tears: "Mother has said everything to that point, and Fan Jin did have connections with the courtiers when he was here, why do you still doubt me? "

Heitan looked at me seriously and asked me: "If someone tells you that I want to abolish the empress and choose a new concubine, do you believe it or not?"

With tears in my eyes, I burst into a "puchi" laugh, and fell on his chest.

I heard him say: "Look, is it the same? You are the last person I trust in this world. If I can't even trust you, who else can I trust. Come with me, Ruowei, I need you, Yu My son needs you, and Daming needs you too. Whatever you want to do, just do it, don't be afraid of what people say, no matter who that person is, I will support you."

"it is good."

The two leaned on each other to enjoy the scenery, and I sent Heidan to break willow branches to weave garlands.

Heidan's painter is very skillful, and after a while he made two, one for me and one for him.

Yishan put a willow ring on his crown, he looked funny, so I took his hat off.

Heidan sighed with a smile: "After picking up this Wing Shan crown, I look more and more like a folk couple."

My heart moved, and I said: "In a few years, we will leave everything to Qi Yu, go back to the mountains and forests, don't care about world affairs, and be ordinary people, that's good."

"Tired?" he asked.

"A little bit." I admitted.

"Actually, so do I. I'll be up to you then." He didn't miss it too much.

In this palace, I am tired.

But I can't go yet.

I am waiting, waiting for the harbinger of the Civil Fortress Change.