The correct way to open the first favorite concubine of Ming Dynasty

"It's the second time for me to beat my queen." I rubbed his face with a boiled egg.

"Distressed? If you love me, you will love me more." He smiled.

I lightly tapped the sore spot on his cheek with my fingertips: "Not serious."

Heidan made a gesture and screamed in pain. I didn't know how much pain he was in, so I moved closer and carefully looked at it, but he caught the opportunity and secretly kissed his temple.

"Deliberately teasing people, I don't think it hurts you anymore." I said with a smile.

Although he tried his best to tease me, my heart was always heavy, like a huge rock was pressing down, and I couldn't breathe from the burden.

Heidan beckoned to Fan Honglai, and whispered something into his ear.

I smiled and said, "It's late at night, what are you fussing about?" All the planned things have been done tonight.

"You'll find out later." He smiled.

Both of them were quiet, I rubbed my face for him, and slowly remembered my thoughts.

It's been a long time, and I gradually can't remember when I came to the opposite of the Queen Mother.

It wasn't like this when I first entered the palace.

Although she forced the black man to accept the Hu family during the marriage proposal, it was forced by the situation at that time, and she just reprimanded the black man regardless of the severity, and didn't say much about me.

Except for Hu Shanwei, she is our accomplice.

I had a fake pregnancy, but she turned a blind eye.

Even if she ordered someone to mix musk on the walls of my pepper room, when I was really pregnant, she would not kill me and the baby in my womb.

After Zhu Di's death...after Zhu Gaochi's death...

When Heidan was the grandson, he summed up his mother's principles in eight words: "for the East Palace" and "for the rules".Looking back, it was pretty accurate.

I remembered the night of the wedding, she asked me to play chess with her all night, and said at dawn, "This marriage, the mother blames me, the son blames me, and you blame me. I don't regret it. I know who I am for." , For what... You can't be a virtuous queen, but I still hope you can be a virtuous concubine."

In her heart, a "virtuous concubine" should not overstep the royal family, and should not let her husband do things beyond the rules because of pampering her.

When I don't want to be the "virtuous concubine" in her mind, she will take action to prevent me from getting pregnant, not allowing Heidan to spoil my concubine and destroy my wife, and forcing Heidan to leave an edict ordering me to be buried in the future.

And tonight, for me, Heidan will risk the disobedience of the world and abolish the empress for no reason.She has always taken it as her duty to train her son to become a wise king. Seeing that Heidan is a concubine, she disregards the reputation of ethics and ethics, and even turns against her. Her anger can be imagined.

I don't think we did anything wrong.

We just use our own way to correct the mistakes of the past - that marriage at the beginning was a mistake and the source of mistakes for us.

But I will think about it, if it is not that I, as a modern person, do not accept that my husband is different from other women, if I am an ancient person who is willing to obey the three virtues and be determined to be a "virtuous concubine", will things not be as they are now, and let Hei Dan lose Mother's favor?

Heidan and the Queen Mother were originally a mother-child relationship, but they have come to today step by step...

It is inevitable for a son of a heavenly family to have a separation from his father, but because of me, he even cut off his mother's love...he still cares about family affection.

I was thinking in a mess, and I remembered what the Empress Dowager said, that the emperor's words and deeds will go down in history, and his reputation will be like this a hundred years later...

I don't regret what I've done since time travel, and I don't think there's anything wrong with striving for happiness, but I feel sorry for Heidan.

At this time, Fan Hong came back, holding a sandalwood square plate with a gold mesh cover on it.

"What do you want for dinner?" I asked with a smile.

Black Dan pursed his lips, motioning for me to go and see for myself.

I walked to the royal case with a smile, lifted the net cover, and found the white eight-treasure crispy cheese in a blue and white porcelain bowl.

Tears were dripping down on the desk unconvincingly.

He hugged me slowly from behind.

"I think it's good now." He said: "We have our lives, and mother should also think about how she will live in the future. No one lives for others. I don't live for her, and she Stop living for me and for the rules. So don't take your mother's words at ease."

I sobbed and said, "I always feel that if it's not because I can't tolerate the Hu family, you don't have to fall out with your mother, and you don't have to be written as a joke in the history books."

"Stupid girl, you still mention Hu's... Don't you understand after seeing this bowl of crispy cheese?" His arms tightened around my waist: "I have chosen this way since I was a child. I like you, I want you After following me, I was happy from the bottom of my heart, not like my mother used to be with my father, who was obviously unhappy and didn't like many things, but pretended to be indifferent. Ruowei, you were willing to tell me what was on your mind back then. Fortunately. You are willing to cut out your heart and show it to me, and I will hold it in my hand and never despise it."

"As for mother..." he said: "When I was young, I lived according to mother's wishes. Mother taught me what to say, and I thought what was good. Even when I chose you to enter the palace, it was mostly according to mother's wishes. But you Now it’s different. For the first time, I know what I like and what I want. I just want you, and I just want to see you happy. Then I gradually realized that what mother wants may not be What I want and what my mother says may not necessarily be right. Without you, I would not be who I am now. Maybe I would listen to my mother in everything. That way I wouldn’t fall out with my mother, but I can live like that for the rest of my life. What's the point? In the history books, I also said in front of my mother that I have been working hard for the people, and the people have my reputation in the mouths. "

I turned around and hugged his neck and cried, as if I wanted to cry out all the grievances I had suppressed in my heart since we got married.He also hugged me tightly, and whispered in my ear: "I'm sorry... I promise, from now on, no one will stop us. Thank you for always trusting me and waiting for me. Ruowei, thank you."