The correct way to open the first favorite concubine of Ming Dynasty

To be precise, I couldn't discuss with Heidan about the matter of burial.

It is true that Heidan is very angry at the queen's aggressiveness, but the main point of his anger is that the queen ignores his feelings and treats him like a tool, and the second is that the queen's malice towards me makes him unhappy.

If I touched his left chest and asked him if he would like me to be buried for him one day, I guess he might still want me to accompany him.Last year, the concubines of his imperial grandfather were buried, and sixteen flower-like lives were lost. I think he didn't think there was anything wrong with it at all.

I used to risk my life for him more than once, and I am willing to risk my life for him in the future, but the meaning of burial is different.

I love him, maybe when he goes, I am in such pain that I wish I could let him go, but it has to be voluntary.I didn't expect to be forced to die when I didn't even have a choice.

I am not his property, and he must take it with me when he leaves.I have a life of my own besides him.It's not that I can't live without him, and I don't deserve to live.

The disgusting system of sacrificial burial should be abolished as soon as possible. It is good for everyone, and it will benefit the future. But the trouble with this matter is that my identity makes it difficult for me to speak.

How do I speak?Heidan, I love you so much but I don’t want to die with you, can you abolish the sacrificial burial system?It is estimated that Heidan will not be happy to hear that, if someone with ulterior motives gossips about her again, maybe the two of them will be separated because of this, it is unknown.

This is still Heidan's good temper.If he was an emperor like his grandfather who exploded at a single point, if the concubine said "abolish the burial", he might be ordered to die by a backhanded imperial decree, so that the concubine would walk ahead of the emperor, and he would no longer have to worry about the issue of burial.

I have been thinking hard about the burial, and I suddenly realized that there is always a gully between me and Heidan.

He speaks eloquently, one sentence can determine my honor and disgrace, my life and death.

Most of the time, he healed the chasms with love and respect.

But he is about to become the emperor, the most powerful man in the world.Is it the land of the king in the whole world, and the land of the land is the king's minister.

So, do I still dare to love him wholeheartedly without reservation?

I stared blankly at the gauze curtain hanging on the gold hook beside the bed, and forgot to speak for a while.

A hand gently caressed my cheek.

"Don't worry," he said.

"Don't worry... what?"

"I will never agree to my mother." He said: "If that day comes, and you are forced to be buried by her, I will not rest in peace. Even if I die, I will protect you."

For some reason, my tears gushed out, and I couldn't stop them.I plunged into his arms and kept crying: "What are you talking about, dead and alive? Isn't that unlucky enough..."

He hurriedly said "Bah, bah, bah," put his arms around my shoulders, and said with a smile, "Don't cry, I won't talk anymore. As long as you don't run away with that little boy from Yunnan, I will definitely not abandon you first."

That's how he is, he doesn't like to make people laugh or cry.I patted his chest lightly while wiping away my tears.

He wiped my face carefully with a handkerchief, and smiled.

I didn't dare to look directly at his smiling face as usual, so I lowered my eyes and asked him softly: "If it's really a hundred years later, don't you want me to accompany you?"

Heidan said: "I can't bear to part with all kinds of places in the world that people miss, how can I have the heart to deprive you of them. If I go first, I will wait for you."

Earlier, I was thinking a lot, but I didn't expect him.Now that he said such hot words, he couldn't help feeling guilty, buried his head in his chest, and tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes.

He didn't tease me anymore, he just lowered his head and gently kissed my hair, and said with a slight smile, "Don't be afraid. Don't be afraid."