The correct way to open the first favorite concubine of Ming Dynasty

[Hu Shanxiang's perspective]

The prince's car was driving ahead, and my car was driving behind. I have been on the road for a day or two.

He guards against me like jackals, tigers and leopards.

I didn't think so, because I was already heartbroken.

Looking at the relationship between the two after death, I just find it funny.

He thought I was still trying my best to climb into his bed, but I had obviously stopped thinking about it.

I began to understand why my sister would rather not marry for life than enter the palace as a female official.

My own career is far more reliable than men, and far more interesting than men.

In the days when my sister just left, I felt sorry for her, wondering if she would have died peacefully and enjoyed the family happiness if she had never entered the palace and just married and had children.

Now I just feel that my sister is probably willing to gamble and admit defeat, to accept the winner and the loser. Even if she is unwilling to lose, she should have no regrets in this life.

She has already stood in this empire, the highest apex that a woman can stand without relying on a man.

I am not as smart as my sister, nor am I as ambitious.

I just want a lover, I hope to have someone with one heart, never leave each other forever.

I have chosen in the past, and it is indeed such a loyal person.I have good eyesight.

It's a pity that the direction of the people's hearts is not me.

When I learned that the child I gave birth to died, I couldn't accept it no matter what.

A few days later, Ju Fen committed suicide because of the pain.Hanqing survived and told me that she felt something was wrong.

"Why is it such a coincidence? When the young lady is pregnant, she is pregnant too; when the young lady is born, she is also born; everything is a little slower than the young lady, but everything follows closely."

What's more, the midwife actually sent Ju Fen and Han Qing away at the critical moment when I gave birth.

There is no physical evidence.

I want to find witnesses, but none of the "three wives" and the eunuchs of the imperial pharmacy who served that day survived.

This matter can't be done by Mrs. Sun alone.

I felt a gust of cold air slowly eroding my skin along the ankle, slowly ascending, and piercing into the bottom of my heart.

The handsome face of that aristocratic Tianhuang came to mind in the dark place.

When I wanted to understand who was behind it, I couldn't help laughing.

It turns out that from the very beginning when I was happy, Cui Shanggong promoted a group of people "recommended by the great-grandson" from my palace, which was a bright and dark tone, so that no one around me could be used.

He is really good at chess.

At that time, I naively thought that no matter how much I didn't suit his wishes, he would at least appreciate my ability to control the inner palace and transfer/educate servants.

I might be able to beat Sun, but I can't beat him.

Since entering the palace and coming here, I have done everything I can.

What I want, I can't ask for.

His heart was given to others, but he has no heart for me.

Then I don't want it.

But at least give me back my child, who belongs to me.

I once thought that Mrs. Sun would die regardless of everything.

Only when she dies can I have my child.

But he protected Sun's family tightly, if he did something, maybe Sun's family would be safe and sound, but I would be ruined.

I'm not afraid of being ruined, I'm not afraid of death, but if I do, I'm even more reluctant to return my child.

So the youth that should have been like a flower, there are only two things left: to live and to look at my child from afar.

In the Qingdeng Ancient Buddha Room, I recalled that it seemed a long time ago, he took Mrs. Sun's hand and said to me: "You are also the daughter of a good family. With your family background and talent, if you marry into any family, the husband will probably love you. Why do you need to come to us to run into trouble... Do you want to live in such a neglected life every day? It's not worth wasting your youth. I'm just saying this for your own good. "

He has a real vision.

I don't know if his foresight can see what is about to happen in the harem.

I lifted the curtains and asked the eunuch accompanying the carriage, "Where have you been?"

"Back to the princess, she just left Hebei and entered the border of Shandong."

"Go and tell His Highness that I want to see him."