[Hu Shanxiang's perspective]

"Your Majesty, my concubine, do you just play chess?" Since the grandson concubine left the palace to raise a baby, the grandson also moved out.Although he is extremely filial in serving the prince and concubine, and he is calm in the morning and evening, but he rarely comes to my place.When I come, I mostly read with a book by myself, and only when I am in a good mood will I play a game of chess with me.

"I play chess with Ruowei, why, I can play chess with her, but not with you?"

I am speechless.

I am a woman, and according to the rules of etiquette, I can't say things like "except for playing chess, I hope His Highness will take good care of me".

To invite pets, one must first have pets.People without pets don't have the confidence to invite pets.

For several months, I could count the number of times I saw my husband on one hand.

During the hard pregnancy, when the fetus was moving violently, I couldn't sleep well for several days and nights in a row. Finally, I was very tired and confused for a while, and then I had to wake up again.It is inconvenient to move, and two people need to wait on it every night, several times a night.

Lying on the bed, the child was in my body, turned over, and put my little hand on my belly.My fingertips lightly touched a small bulge on the belly, as if shaking his hand through the belly.

A wonderful connection.

This child grows up day by day, and my heart softens day by day. It seems that this child has returned to me all the happiness that I have not obtained in the half a year since I married into the palace.

With this child, I feel that many things in the world can be forgiven.

My sister once said that from the day she decided to enter the palace, she cut off the idea of ​​a man, a woman, a mother and a child, and was determined to create a world in the palace.

I have always respected her and followed her as an example in everything, but I can never cut off my thoughts of dust.

No matter how poor my energy is during pregnancy, I will manage the Taisun Palace in an orderly manner.The grandson is not here, and the grandson's palace is not in chaos.

I think, even if he doesn't love me, if I can manage things like a sister, maybe I will be irreplaceable to him.

Although Taisun looked down on me, he also recognized my ability to manage the backyard for him.After Cui Shangyi took over the Shang Palace, the new official took office three times, saying that he would rectify the harem, and with the approval of His Majesty and Zhaorong, he reorganized the personnel and promoted a group of people, many of whom came out of my palace.It turned out that my sister specially trained/taught them for me when my sister was there, and I was reluctant to let them go. Cui Shi said that she was recommended by her grandson, so I let them go.

After surviving the scorching heat and cold winter, the grandson and concubines of the grandson returned to the palace during the Chinese New Year. The palace paved a confinement room in the Wenhua Hall, and also selected the "three wives" who would serve the childbirth to enter the palace at any time. .

The grandson protected his concubine tightly.Not only did he ask His Majesty for the imperial decree, but he also waived all greetings and greetings, and also declined all visits from other harem women except the crown princess.

I have been honored by Mrs. Sun, so I don't need to ask for greetings, I don't need to receive visitors, and I can quietly raise my baby in the confinement room.

Jufen and Hanqing felt unhappy when they saw the grandson's attitude around the grandson's concubine next door, although they didn't dare to show it in front of me for fear that I would be sad, they still showed something on their faces.But in the next few days, the grandsons came to me more frequently, and they lost their grievances.

No matter how much he doesn't like me, no matter how much he hates me for taking his concubine position, he still misses this child after all.

This is his legitimate son.

If nothing else, he will also be his eldest son.

The position of the eldest son is unshakable.No matter how much he favored the Sun family, he still couldn't beat the ancestor's rules and the former ministers.

But the grandson concubine was too close to my pregnancy, I was afraid that she would get ahead of me and make things complicated.

After thinking about it, I asked Ju Fen to call the doctor.

First of all, he rewarded her with silver taels of land, and asked her if there was any way to give birth earlier and ensure the safety of the child.

The doctor woman was well versed in the world, and she especially knew the thoughts of the women in the backyard, so she asked, "What day do you want your mother to give birth to?"

"February [-]." It was his birthday.

The doctor agreed to arrange it, but for some reason, the abdominal pain started in the early morning of February [-]th.

The delivery room is an unclean place (ancient feudal superstition really believed so), and the emperor's grandson would not enter, but according to Wen Po, the grandson is outside the door.

He came, after all, I was his wife.When I was in so much pain that I was almost unconscious, when I thought of this, I seemed to have a little more strength.

It was like a child in the belly beating my stomach with an awl. The pain was so painful that it lasted for a full hour and a half before I only opened one finger.

The pain became unbearable after the amniotic water broke.I wanted to shout, but my mouth was stuffed with a veil, so I had to bite hard.

I don't know how long the pain lasted until the little eunuch came in to light the lamp, knowing that it was evening.But after listening to the doctor's yelling, it was only three fingers.

I had no strength, but Wen Po still told me to "strength".

The child has been unable to come out, and Wen Po's voice seems to be in a hurry.

Ju Fen brought ginseng soup and said: "Madam, the concubine next door's concubine is also pregnant, we have to work harder."

In the midst of pain, despair and exhaustion, I closed my eyes and prayed: "Sister, if you have a spirit in heaven, bless my sister to give birth to Lin'er, and turn over in one fell swoop..."

Finally, I heard Granny Wen say: "I saw the child's head!" It seemed that I saw the dawn, I worked harder, and finally my stomach was empty, and I heard a loud cry.

The servants were busy cleaning up for a long time, and I couldn't wait to see the child. I asked several times whether it was a man or a woman, but no one refused to answer.

"Ju Fen, Han Qing! Where's Ju Fen? Where's Han Qing?" I asked.Someone in the palace replied that Jufen went to the dining room to watch the ginseng soup, while Hanqing went to watch the decoction.

"Son or daughter?" I asked again.

Everyone murmured and did not dare to speak, and looked at each other in blank dismay. I tried my best to sternly reprimand them, and then knelt down tremblingly, saying that the child had died in infancy.

"Impossible, I heard crying! How is it possible!" I struggled to get out of bed, but I didn't have any strength in my legs, and my lower body was in severe pain like tearing, and I was pushed back by everyone.

At this moment, Hanqing came back, and I pointed at her as if I had seen a savior: "Go and pick up the child, go quickly, I want to see the child."

Hanqing agreed to run to the next door, and when she came back, she held a swaddling baby and cried that the baby had gone.

My eyes went dark and I passed out.

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