fault tolerance

The next day, Tang Lou packed his luggage and left City Y.

God seemed to have figured out what was going on in his mind, it rained and snowed for a whole day, and the dark clouds lingered, Tang Lou sat alone in the waiting hall.

I set off for Dun City in advance because I didn't want to have too much contact with others and wanted to find a quiet place.

Therefore, he didn't feel guilty until he was repeatedly reminded by the airport broadcast that the flight was delayed.

Did he want to leave without saying goodbye again, that's why it snowed so hard, to stop his selfish desire to go and not want to go back.

First, Wu Di called, and as soon as he got through, he asked in an angry voice: "Uncle said you can go to London? With whom? Did someone drive you? You won't go alone... If you hate me, don't pay attention to what I said that day. I'm just a bastard, a child who hasn't grown up, Professor Tang, don't take it to heart. Don't think too hard..."

"Wu Di." Tang Lou held his forehead to stop him, "I'm just going ahead of time, your legs and feet are inconvenient, and I will help you understand some situations. Don't have too much psychological pressure, and take care of your injuries."

Wu Di refused to obey, and was still chattering.

Tang Lou always responded with words like "Well, I got it. I will be careful."

Wu Di was finally here. After half an hour, he suddenly stopped talking: "Professor, you are still so perfunctory. So, I really can't be that person." The one who can walk into your heart and spend the rest of your life with you people.

Tang Lou was silent for a moment before saying, "I'm sorry."

Wu Di was defeated: "I understand. Be careful."

"Okay. Take care of your injuries." Tang Lou hung up the phone and breathed a sigh of relief.

The battery of the mobile phone is less than 20.00%, but the calls are one after another.

Siqi hadn't contacted him for a long time, so she also called him for the first time: "Tang Lou, I have to tell you about this. After the Chinese New Year, Ah Jun said to take me abroad for vacation. Just the two of us, you think I should Shouldn't you agree?"

"Isn't this a good thing? Paid vacation, isn't it great!" Tang Lou sneered.

"Oh, do you understand... Actually, I have always liked Ah Jun. If he didn't mean that, but I took it seriously, what should I do?" Siqi lowered her voice and said in a shy tone.

Tang Lou sighed lightly: "Then do you want to go?"

"I think so." Siqi replied very neatly.

Tang Lou laughed sullenly twice, then sighed heavily: "It's pretty good."

Siqi also gained some confidence, continued to exchange a few innocuous words, and then planned to hang up the phone with unfinished thoughts.

"Let's talk again when I come back. The signal there may not be very good." Tang Lou said with a smile.

"It's also strange, I always feel that you will be away for a long time this time. Well, let's get together when you come back." Siqi also hung up the phone with a smile.

Tang Lou's ears suddenly became clear, and his heart felt empty.

A series of numbers on the phone screen, he said goodbye to many people, Zhu Guangrong, Siqi, Wu Di, Wu Chuan, the dean of the department...

He didn't save a single number, only Zhou Yu's phone number was kept in his phone.

It happened to be only him, so I stopped contacting him.

Pushing the suitcase, Tang Lou walked around the airport, found an empty French window, stared at the huge plane on the tarmac in a daze.

That's it.

Compared with the relationship that never started, the current self is a complete failure.

He still loves Zhou Yu, every cell in his body longs for his hug, but he doesn't dare to admit in his heart how much he can't let go of him.As long as he appeared in front of Zhou Yu, the gentle and eloquent Professor Tang disappeared, replaced by a loser who worried about gains and losses and had no sense of security.

Once you lose your sense of security in love, you will lose your direction, and Qiuyan, who has deviated from the team, will never do well.

Leaving is the best option.

Not only to himself, but also to Zhou Yu.If I stalk Zhou Yu, but I can't feel at ease with Zhou Yu, every time I interview him, gossip about him, or cooperate with him, I will be jealous, jealous, and in a daze.

Knowing that the jealousy is groundless, she will still toss and turn, unable to sleep all night.

He and Zhou Yu lost more than two years.

They missed the most beautiful time, missed each other's sympathy, and the tacit understanding that can tell old age with just one look. The relationship between the two has long been cracked and a high wall has been built.

"I let you go free." Tang Lou closed his eyes and said silently in his heart.

Your life should be better without me.

You can meet better people, better people than me.

"Brother Zhou Yu, I'm leaving."

The wind and snow finally stopped at midnight, and the flight began security checks.

Tang Lou didn't have a lot of luggage, and when he pushed it away, he thought that if he really left City Y like this, there seemed to be nothing wrong with it.

Different from last time, this time he thought thoroughly, some things are destined not to belong to him.

Last time, he ran away in despair, but this time, he seriously thought about it.

The work of freelance scholars is not impossible.Over the years, he has saved some money, and his mother left all the domestic real estate directly to him, so he can keep up with the expenses of food and clothing.

If I learn from my mother to walk around, travel around the world, taste authentic herbal tea, and play with crystal beads, it feels like a great blessing in life.

He even relied on thinking about these daydreams along the way, so that he didn't fall asleep.

After all, you can always dream of Zhou Yu when you fall asleep.