Dote on My Husband Only in Another World

After leaving Moyu's tent, Zimo didn't rush back to his dormitory but walked along the Heitan River.

The sudden wind blew up the hem of his clothes and messed up his hair, but Zimo didn't care at all. He looked up at the direction of the enemy camp with distant eyes.

He thought that he didn't care anymore, he thought that time would heal everything, including his love for Feng Qingyang.But in the end he discovered that everything was just an illusion of self-deception.The military division asked him, "Are you really letting go?"

Have you let go?He smiled wryly, some things, it would be great if he could really let go of that.

Zimo never thought that his life would be so ups and downs, everything was like a joke made by heaven.Many times, he hoped that this was a dream, and everything would be the same after waking up.

But he knew that this was not a dream, but a cruel reality.

He, Su Zimo, was an illegitimate child, and he hadn't had a father since as long as he could remember.His mother is a brother.His father, Su Qing, was a gentle and talented man.Zimo originally thought that according to his father's talents, he would not be reduced to the countryside.His father has a good personality. In the village where they live, the neighbors on the left and right are better than his father.Before the age of six, Zimo's life was always happy. Although they may not be rich, they are very happy to be with Dad.

Dad told him to read and read, and told him stories.The stories my father told were very nice. When I was a child, I could never finish listening to them, and I always pestered my father to tell those legendary stories.When he was a child, he was actually not obedient. He would fight with the children in the same village, and just because the child quarreled with him, he would call him a bastard without a father when he was in a hurry.Angrily, he grabbed his child by the collar and beat him violently. Even he didn't know how strong he was at that time, and he was able to beat an opponent who was a head taller than him black and blue.Then his father took the collar to the other party's house to apologize, but he held his head up and refused to say a word, so angry that his father pulled his ear for the first time.It was still the other party's father who ignored him, pulled Su Qing and said, "They are all children, it's nothing to fight around." Then when he returned home, his father who had never beaten him picked up a stick and beat him bitterly a meal.

But the stubborn Zimo never shed a tear, he gritted his teeth like an angry little leopard, "Others are right, I'm a bastard!"

"... What did you say?" He heard his father trembling and asked him.

The young stubborn boy bit his lip, "Father, tell me who my father is."

He saw a flash of pain in Father's eyes, but at that time he was too young to understand what the pain in those eyes contained.When he woke up in the middle of the night, by the faint candlelight, he saw his father sitting in front of the bed and bowing his head to sew him the padded jacket that had been torn from a fight with a child from the same village.

The candlelight shone on Dad's gentle and beautiful face, but Dad's eye circles were a little red, and Zimo knew that he had hurt Dad very badly.Zimo felt heartache for the first time.At that moment Zimo swore that he would never make Dad sad again.

Only when he was six years old, a group of officers and soldiers rushed into the house suddenly.They were going to take away his father, but Zimo was held by his collar by a soldier, crying until he was dark.He saw his originally gentle father suddenly get angry, and it was only at that moment that Zimo realized that his father was not an ordinary person.His father's martial arts cultivation was extremely high, and he quickly beat the soldiers who came to arrest them to pieces.

After repelling the group of people, his father started to pack his things.He stood at the door looking at the busy father and asked, "Where are we going?"

"Find a place where no one is around."

"Why are they arresting us, who are they?"

Su Qing was taken aback, bent over and squatted down, putting her arms around the little man in front of her, "Zimo, listen to me. Father hopes that you will never enter an official career and just be a simple person."

"why?"

"I hope that if one day I am gone, you will live a good life."

The little boy was terrified by his father's words, and cried like a tearful man, "Father, you won't leave me, right? You said you wouldn't leave me."

Su Qing put her arms around little Zimo, touched his face, with a gentle expression on her face, "Yes, Father will not leave you."

But in the end his father still left him, it was a snowy night.The little Su Zimo looked at Su Qing who was lying on the snow.His father's gentle eyes that were always shining were no longer bright. He touched Zimo's face and said softly, "Zimo, be an ordinary person."

"Father."

"Didn't you keep asking me who your father is?"

"..."

"He's..." Su Qing looked into the distance with loose eyes, "He's from the Su family."

"I don't want the father who abandoned us, I want you, Father, wake up..."

"Zimo, my father's greatest wish for you is... I hope... you will be an ordinary person... and stop avenging me!"

"Do not……"

Then he was taken back to the Su family, and finally met his legendary father, Su Yuqing, the head of the Su family.Su Yuqing was very handsome and tall, he always had a sad face, as if others owed him a million taels of silver, and he was always stingy with a smiling face.Even for his sons, it was difficult to show a smile, let alone the illegitimate child who was not recognized by the Su family who was taken back at the age of six.

The wife of the Patriarch of the Su family is a pungent woman. Legend has it that her father was the former prime minister. Because he helped the current emperor and made meritorious service in the battle to seize the throne, he was rewarded heavily by the current emperor. Even after he passed away, the current emperor treats him The family is also very caring.Therefore, this woman from Su Yuqing was even more arrogant and domineering.The life after the age of six can only be described as purgatory on earth.His real father never took care of him, because he was not favored, life in the Su family was difficult, and no one bullied him from top to bottom.It's just that for others, that domineering woman always put on a facade, but when there are no outsiders, punishment is inevitable.The heirs of the Su family scolded him at every turn, beat and scolded him when he was in a bad mood, and beat and scolded him when he was in a good mood.He had a very unsatisfactory life in those few years. His nominal elder brother Su Ziqing was jealous of his talent, but because he was praised by the teacher in front of the whole class, he would inevitably be beaten up by Su Ziqing after returning home.The servants in the family always turned a blind eye to the fact that he was beaten, but only one person was surprised. It was when he was ten years old. For some reason, Su Ziqing used excuses to make things difficult for him. He didn't like to be with him, and he didn't want to talk to him. It just so happened that this overbearing elder brother would not let him go.Just when his elder brother was embarrassing him, that elegant and noble young man appeared. He frowned, protected him behind him, pointed at Su Ziqing and asked, "Why are you bullying him?"

When Su Ziqing saw this noble young man in front of him, he was startled at first, and then smiled, "So it's Ba Shao, this is my younger brother, he did something wrong, I'll punish him."

Qingyang looked down at the thin-clothed man in his arms, frowned even tighter, and said harshly to Su Ziqing, "I've always known that the Su family is compassionate, so why are they so vicious to their own son? In this cold winter and the twelfth lunar month , this son was only given a single shirt."

Ziqing said with a smile, "My younger brother is different from others, and he likes it so..." He wanted to speak, but he shut up under Feng Bashao's glaring eyes.Finally bowed and said goodbye.

Qingyang took off his cloak and put it on for the person in his arms. He looked at him and smiled very gently, "Are you all right?"

Zimo will always remember, that cold afternoon, the boy's smile was as warm as the sun in winter.But he took care of the warmth and comfort of the world, pretending to be indifferent and pushed away the boy's kind hands, "You shouldn't meddle in your own business."

"..."

He sneered, "Do you think you are the savior? How long can you save me? Today he just beat me up, but if you take action, even though he let me go today, he will have a hundred ways to make it difficult for me in the future. You Is this helping me?"

Qingyang's eyes widened in shock, and then he apologized to him in panic. "I'm sorry, I didn't expect this to happen. My name is Feng Qingyang, and I'm the eighth young master of General Feng's family. If you have any troubles in the future, come to me." After finishing speaking, he tore off the jade pendant around his waist and handed it to him . "I'm going back. If my father can't find me later, he will punish me again." He walked back and forth in three steps, "By the way, you must come to me."

"..." He looked at the young man who had run away, and then looked down at the jade pendant with the warmth of a young man in his hand, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Feng Qingyang?

At the age of 17, the father who didn't care about anything finally died of illness, and he came to see him before he left.That day, he carried the wine jar and went to the firewood room where he lived. He slept in the firewood room and simply spread a quilt on the papyrus.Su Yuqing looked at the person lying on the ground, his already frowning face became more wrinkled.

He said, "Zimo, I'm sorry."

Zimo closed his eyes, pretending to sleep.

Then he heard Su Yuqing sigh, and he said, "I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for Ah Qing."

"..."

Su Yuqing took a sip of his wine and continued, "But I can't help it." He lowered his head, looked at Zimo with his eyes full of melancholy, and said, "But Ah Qing, I really can't hold back. I think I want to tell him...hehe..." He raised his hand to wipe the corner of his eyes, opened his mouth and laughed like a fool, then he gritted his teeth and continued, "But now I'm like a turtle! I dare not... Ah Qing, you know, every day when I go to court...see him...see his face, I will..."

He suddenly lowered his head and hugged the wine in his arms like a lover, and then he murmured, "But I dare not. Ah Qing, how I envy you..."

Suddenly a person shouted loudly from outside the door, "Su Yuqing, where did you die?"

Su Yuqing's already drunk eyes suddenly became clear, he got up and hugged the wine jar, stumbled and walked out, for a moment, Zimo was almost worried that he would install the door frame.But fortunately, he finally stabilized his figure when he was about to install the door frame.Then Zimo heard Su Yuqing yelling from outside, "I'm here, here, what are you crying about?"

"What are you saying about me, Su Yuqing, you're drinking again!"

Su Yuqing yelled, "So what if I drink? Even if I drink, I don't want you to take care of me."

"I don't care who cares about you?"

"Stop!" Su Yuqing yelled, "I've had enough, I really have had enough. He ordered you to marry me that day, but he wanted you to watch me! Okay, okay, You go and tell him. I, Su Yuqing, have figured it out, even if he kills me, it will be better than what it is now, people are not people, ghosts are not ghosts."

The woman was shocked, "You are crazy, talking nonsense."

Su Yuqing laughed loudly, "Yes, yes, even if I am crazy, I was also driven crazy by you. You drove Ah Qing to death, and now you are coming to drive me to death. Okay, come here, I am I'm dead, and I don't want to be with you again..." He didn't hear the rest of the words, because Su Yuqing had been covered by the woman, and she dragged her towards the house.