what is the relationship between us

Wan Junxiu has not yet come out of his grief, he is still brooding over that sentence.

I am quite inhuman, Meng Xinci grew up to be 23 years old, but he has only lived a stable and happy life for a few years.He has always lacked the care of his family, and always wanted someone who could be by his side unswervingly.

And he abandoned him twice.

"Wan Junxiu, you are abandoning me again..."

It hurts to think about it, Meng Xinci has no home again.

Before he could recover, someone quietly walked into the bookstore, knocked on the counter, and asked him hesitantly, "Are you Wan Junxiu?"

Wan Junxiu raised his head, the man was taken aback, how could a grown man cry tears all over his face in such a bright daylight.It looks funny, but with his body it's unbearably sympathetic.

The man frowned and asked him, "Are you unwell? Shall I take you to the hospital first?"

Wan Junxiu sniffled, raised his hand to wipe away his tears and said, "No... I'm fine..."

The person in front of him felt relieved, and then said: "Then is it convenient for you to go to a place with me?"

The previous experience was still vivid in his memory, Wan Junxiu stepped back a little cautiously, the wheelchair bumped against the back wall, and his foot fell off the pedal.

The young man Wan Junxiu had some impressions last time, but this time Wan Junxiu has really never seen him.He was a little embarrassed to make a fool of himself in front of strangers, but he still supported the wheelchair with one hand, and hooked his legs with the other hand to pick up his feet and put them on the pedals again.

Chen Jing smiled awkwardly, and said shyly, "Don't be afraid, I'm not a bad person. Oh, by the way, I haven't introduced myself yet. My name is Chen Jing and I'm a classmate of Mengzai High School. I had a good time with him. "

As he spoke, he took out his phone and opened the photo album and handed it to Wan Junxiu, "Look, this is a photo of us together, do you think this is Meng Zai?"

In the photo, Meng Xinci was seventeen or eighteen years old, still wearing the T-shirt Wan Junxiu bought for him.

But Wan Junxiu still didn't know what the man named Chen Jing wanted to do, he shook his head and declined, "Students will get out of school later, I want to visit the shop."

Chen Jing probably guessed Wan Junxiu's reaction, or Meng Xinci had expected Wan Junxiu to be like this.

Chen Jing was not in a hurry, and said according to Meng Xinci's instructions: "Look at this first, this is what Meng Zai asked me to give you, and I will wait for you outside. Meng Xinci said, if you read it If you don't want to go with me, then he will never bother you again."

As he spoke, he took out a letter from his messenger bag and handed it to Wan Junxiu.

The letter paper was folded in three thoughtfully, and Wan Junxiu only needed to pull it gently with his thumb to open it.

It is Meng Xinci's characters, neat and vigorous, with vigorous strokes.

Under the vast stars, suddenly you appear.

Seeing you, I was flustered, and for you, I folded flowers for no reason.

All the anxiety and all the joy are the unique emotions you gave me.

I have all the affection and all the sincerity, all for you alone.

If you still love me, I'll give my all until the day I stop breathing.

If you still do not change your mind and insist on this, then I will restrain myself and never bother you again.

I look forward to every day with you.

Spring to autumn, summer to winter.

Whether you are young or gray-haired, neither will change my heart.

All tenderness and love are given to you, no matter where you are, I will accompany you wherever you go.

I will put aside all my timidity and interpret a "together" with you.

In the whole world, everything is dust, but Wan Junxiu is the pearl in Meng Xinci's heart that will never be dusted.

seep into my bones

melt my blood

Reluctant to let go

never forget

Mencius

Chen Jing leaned against the car door and waited for a long time. He has been staring at the phone for more than half an hour.

He kind of wanted to call Meng Xinci and tell him to give up. It's just a man. There are too many people in the world. Why hang him on a tree, let alone...it's not a very good tree.

When he was about to make a call, Chen Jing saw Wan Junxiu coming out slowly, his eyes were so red and swollen like two walnuts, he knew he was crying again.

Chen Jing was a little curious, what exactly did Meng Xinci write?

Chen Jing stood up straight, opened the car door for Wan Junxiu, and asked Wan Junxiu thoughtfully: "Did you come out to tell me you're not going, or...?"

Wan Junxiu opened and closed his mouth, because he cried again just now, his voice was still a little hoarse, and he said vaguely: "Is Meng Xinci here? When did he come back?"

The awards ceremony was less than three days away, and Meng Xinci should at least be in Shanghai.

Chen Jing thought about it and said, "He came back the day before yesterday."

The day before yesterday... that is, just after the awards ceremony, he came back... so where does he live these two days?

Wan Junxiu couldn't help his nose sore, if there were no such things, the child would have gone home the day before yesterday.

He is the one who made the children homeless.

Wan Junxiu muttered to himself, the voice was so low that only he could hear: "Why don't you go home..."

Chen Jing replied: "Meng Zai said he has important things to do, and he will not know whether he has a home until these things are done."

He raised his wrist and looked at the time, "It's getting late, let's go there first, he has been waiting for you there for a long time."

Wan Junxiu calmed down, nodded, and said to Chen Jing with a little embarrassment: "Your car chassis is a bit high, and you may need your help."

Chen Jing nodded, Meng Xinci had already expected this point, and had already told him.

He bent down and hugged Wan Junxiu horizontally, he was really surprised that there are still adult men who can be so thin, he almost lost his footing due to excessive force.

If Meng Xinci hadn't told Wan Junxiu's situation in advance, Chen Jing really couldn't get used to it.He had never seen a person being picked up before, and that person's calf and foot could become a straight line.

The two of them were very silent along the way, Chen Jing didn't know what to say, but Wan Junxiu was still thinking about the letter that Meng Xinci wrote.

——I will give up all my timidity and explain a "together" with you.

Meng Xinci has always been the brave one, and Wan Junxiu has always been the cowardly one.

He raised his head and asked Chen Jing: "Xinci...have you told me about him and me?"

Not long after Chen Jing got his driver's license, he was used to driving on the wide and sparsely populated country roads in the suburbs, but suddenly he was not used to driving in the city.In addition, Meng Xinci had instructed Wan Junxiu not to drive too fast in the car, which would make his palms sweat from nervousness, not as calm as he was in the bookstore just now.

He nodded, his eyes still staring at the road ahead: "I don't know about others, even I only found out when he came to my house the day before yesterday and told me. He said that he had someone he liked when he was in the first year of high school. But at that time we all thought it was some little girl, but we didn't expect him to be so brave to do this for you."

Wan Junxiu felt ashamed, choked for a long time before lowering his head and said: "He is indeed much braver than me, I am sorry for him."

Hearing Wan Junxiu's tone, Chen Jing was worried that he was going to cry again, so he hurriedly comforted him and said, "It's not all like this, it's true that you have your concerns. But I think so myself, and you think about it after a long time. If you are drunk today, why do you think about the future. What's more..."

For the rest, Chen Jing didn't think about what to say, and stopped for a while.

"What?" Wan Junxiu waited curiously for his next words.

"What's more, no matter how much you think about it, it's not what Meng Xinci wants. Since it's not what he wants, it means it's useless. Don't you know? Meng Xinci's dream in his first year of high school is to make money quickly, and then Living with you, he has not changed for so many years, it shows how much he likes you. We drank together the day before yesterday, and he was still talking about it when he was drunk. This is what he wants. You think about him He doesn't care about those at all."

It was late at night when Meng Xinci arrived the day before yesterday, and before Chen Jing had time to congratulate him, Meng Xinci spoke first and asked Chen Jing if he wanted a drink.

The two hadn't seen each other for many years, and there was more or less nothing to talk about. If it was about drinking, it would be better to say that Chen Jing was drinking with Meng Xinci.

The more he drank, the more Meng Xinci talked.

Afterwards, his tongue got bigger, and he still talked to Chen Jing intermittently about himself and Wan Junxiu.

It's not that Chen Jing has never been in love in these years, but it's the kind of love in school that gets together and breaks up. He has never encountered this kind of persistent love that lasted for several years, not to mention that the other party is so special.

He really didn't slow down until Meng Xinci was drunk and helped into the guest room by him, and he walked around the garden at home several times before he figured out the story.

Chen Jing felt that he was so uneducated, so he could only say a few words: "Hold the grass..."

After entering the suburbs, Chen Jing became more courageous, and slowly increased his speed. He turned his head and asked Wan Junxiu with a smile, "Do you miss Meng Zai? I heard you haven't seen each other for almost a year."

Wan Junxiu was a little nervous, worried and uneasy. He didn't know why Meng Xinci did this. Obviously, he could go home directly, and he could say these things at home.

He nodded, pursed his lips, looked out of the window and stopped talking, hoping to see Meng Xinci right away.

But when he got out of the car, Wan Junxiu still couldn't see Meng Xinci.

He looked up at Chen Jing hesitantly, but Chen Jing just smiled, pointed to the guest room opposite him and said, "Go straight in from this road, Meng Zai is waiting for you in room 101, the door is unlocked, Meng Xin Say you can open your mouth."

Chen Jing's personality was much better than Meng Xinci's. He made a cheering gesture to Wan Junxiu and said, "Go ahead. You said you were sorry for Meng Xinci. Then you should be brave this time."

Wan Junxiu thanked Chen Jing softly, then pressed the joystick and walked forward along the concrete road.

The road was built by Chen Jing's family himself, and it was somewhat uneven, and Wan Junxiu's wheelchair was a little bumpy on it.

Just like his current heart, it fluctuates up and down.

With 101 right in front of his eyes, Wan Junxiu took several deep breaths anxiously, and even raised his arms to rub his chest up and down several times, before mustering up the courage to open the door with his knees.

Meng Xinci was sitting with his back facing the door. He was wearing an old-fashioned polo shirt. When he heard movement at the door, he turned around and watched Wan Junxiu walk in slowly with a smile.

"I knew you would come."

Wan Junxiu felt that he really failed to live up to it today, and now that he was crying, this was the third time.

He never thought that Meng Xinci would appear in front of him in such a manner.

The gray hair, the wrinkles on the face, and the age spots painted on the hands.

23-year-old Meng Xinci, disguised as 70-year-old Meng Xinci, appeared in front of Wan Junxiu and was walking slowly towards him.

Then squatted down on one knee in front of Wan Junxiu, looking at Wan Junxiu with soft eyes.

Wan Junxiu groaned several times in a crying voice, not knowing what to say, he raised his arm and touched Meng Xinci with curled hands, stroked his gray hair, and rubbed the wrinkles on his face.

He asked Meng Xinci hoarsely: "You...you...don't do this, Xinci..."

Meng Xinci also raised his hand to wipe away the tears hanging on Wan Junxiu's face, and said with a smile: "I can't catch up with the age gap between you and me, and I can't tell you that I don't care about it. You don't Are you afraid of getting old? Does this count as old? You only have one white hair, but now I have a full head of white hair."

Wan Junxiu was so uncomfortable that he could hardly breathe, he just kept stroking Meng Xinci's face.

"Don't cry, Wan Junxiu, it's ugly when you cry. Are you afraid that you will leave me alone when you get old? Don't be afraid, I will get old when you get old, we will all get old, and that's all I'll do when I get old. Second look."

"You won't...you won't, you're so young, you're still a long time away from old age...you won't..." Wan Junxiu was already sobbing, he couldn't even speak logically.

Meng Xinci stood up and took Wan Junxiu into his arms, his eyes became moist.

With sobs and Wan Junxiu said: "We will all be old, we will all be born, old, sick, and die. I don't want to be abandoned by you again because of this reason. I want to be with you forever and see how you look when you are old. Do you want Come with me and look at each other's white hair?"

"I didn't...I didn't abandon you, I will always love you, but...but it's not fair to you..." Wan Junxiu couldn't bear it anymore, he tried his best to reach out and hold Meng Xinci in the same way, his whole head was shaking Buried in Meng Xinci's arms.

Meng Xinci messed up Wan Junxiu's hair, and said sonorously, "No but, I just want to be with you, and I just want to see how you look when you grow old."

"Wan Junxiu, don't cry, I will be very sad when you cry. I want to cry when you cry. I spent a lot of money to borrow a makeup artist from the film and television city. I really lose my makeup when I cry. .”

Meng Xinci deliberately said this sentence, and smiled to tease Wan Junxiu back.

He finally came up with a solution, why did he make it so sad, he came to chase his wife, not her to cry for him.

Wan Junxiu was stunned after hearing this, and couldn't help laughing through his tears. He squeezed Meng Xinci's waist with his jaw, "It's so ugly, it's about to be removed, can this white hair still be washed off?"

Seeing that Wan Junxiu finally stopped crying, Meng Xinci finally calmed down. He lowered his head and kissed Wan Junxiu's forehead, touching his forehead and the tip of his nose.

"Do you want to be with me? The kind that will never regret and back down again?"

"want."

Wan Junxiu raised his head slightly, kissed Meng Xinci's lips, and said vaguely, "I will abandon all my timidity and withdrawal, and be with you forever."

The author has something to say: No matter how old Wan Junxiu can live in the future, at least he will grow old together.