what is the relationship between us

Near this hotel is a commercial plaza, which was the first place Meng Xinci was familiar with when he first came to Shanghai besides school.

There was a children's paradise in the shopping mall. There were various activities every Saturday and Sunday, which required a lot of part-time jobs. Meng Xinci's living expenses for the first month were earned there.

He helped the children's playground to distribute leaflets. Sometimes he only needs to cooperate with the publicity near the event venue, and sometimes he has to go to the outside of the mall to wear doll costumes and play games with the children.

Meng Xinci still remembered that the puppet costume was a fat brown bear. Meng Xinci was tall enough to support it, unlike some colleagues who would step on their trousers.

But even so, Meng Xinci would still feel very tired.I have to wear this doll costume all the time until the mall closes on weekends, and I almost have to stand opposite each other.

Meng Xinci still remembered that he had just had a falling out with his roommate at that time, and he didn't want to go home even after get off work on weekends.He just sat quietly by the flower bed, watching the pedestrians coming and going and the traffic on the street.I don't want to go back to the dormitory, and I don't know where else to go.

The surroundings were bustling, and when a child passed by him, he was still holding the balloon he had just sent out.Everyone seemed to be very happy. Meng Xinci saw that everyone passing by him had a smile on his face, but he was the only one who looked depressed.

Meng Xinci couldn't remember how to laugh, as if he hadn't laughed much since he came to Shanghai.

The doll costume was customized to look like a smile. Meng Xinci wore this smiling mask, and under the mask was a face that was so hot that it could not breathe, and its eyebrows were tightly furrowed.I didn’t seem to know how to laugh at school. The things taught in class were difficult. Meng Xinci couldn’t keep up with it several times.

At that time, Meng Xinci hadn't adapted to the life in Shanghai at all. He didn't want to come to Shanghai at all from the beginning, and he didn't think about what happened later, even if he got the university admission letter later and sat in. The train in Shanghai, he has not yet accepted the fact that he really wants to live in Shanghai.

During that time, Meng Xinci was not only troubled by the lack of money, but there seemed to be endless troubles around him. Opening his eyes every day was not a new day for him, but a new torment. day.

It was only in the past half a year that I got better, and I finally had a few times when I was with my friends and was sincerely happy.

After being happy, walking back to the dormitory alone will feel so lonely again.The only sustenance is far away, so far away that Meng Xinci has no way to confide in him whether he is happy or wronged.No matter what beautiful scenery you see or what you encounter, there is no way to share it with him.

Several times, Meng Xinci felt that he was about to collapse, and obviously he also adapted to life in Shanghai and had friends later on.

But Meng Xinci still felt very uncomfortable. Many times when he was very happy, he subconsciously turned around and wanted to say something to the people around him, but when he turned his head, he found that there was no one around him.

That sense of loss felt like a fist several times, beating Meng Xinci at a loss several times.

Those grievances or happiness were not shared with Wan Junxiu, and now they seem to be unable to say anything.

It's all over, there's nothing worth talking about.

Meng Xinci looked at Wan Junxiu in front of him, cried and laughed again, leaned forward and kissed Wan Junxiu again.

Originally Meng Xinci was crying so hard, Wan Junxiu was so distressed that he stretched out his hand to stroke Meng Xinci's back back and forth.He didn't know what to say, Meng Xinci said that this was two years of loneliness and suffering.For Wan Junxiu, he also never had a good night's sleep during such a long separation.

After Meng Xinci kissed Wan Junxiu, he laughed. Wan Junxiu couldn't help rubbing the tip of Meng Xinci's nose with his nose, and gave him a kiss back, a long, lingering kiss that lasted until Wei Wei was a little out of breath, so she was willing to give up.

Still as usual, he raised his hand and touched Meng Xinci's face with the back of his hand.Don't need to say anything about how bad the past two years have been. He knows it, and Meng Xinci knows it too.

He just wants to say now: "Let's make up for these two years together, okay? We won't be apart for so long anymore. You will come back during winter and summer vacations. If you are too busy, then I will come to you. We will live together after graduation." Together, I will use the rest of my life to compensate you for the two years I lost."

There is no such thing as compensation, if you talk about compensation, you are in debt, but Meng Xinci and Wan Junxiu are talking about debt.

Meng Xinci sniffed, and lay down holding Wan Junxiu's back, and lay beside Wan Junxiu himself, still clinging to Wan Junxiu as he did when he was a child.

His eyes have just cried, and there will still be water vapor, bright and full of endless tenderness.He said: "Whether you pay or not, it's meaningless to say it now. Anyway, you only have me, and you can only be with me. Even if you don't pay for the rest of your life, it will be mine."

Wan Junxiu smiled, and let Meng Xinci spread his fingers, and the two of them clasped their fingers tightly.

Meng Xinci cried for a long time and was tired, so he slowly fell asleep with Wan Junxiu in his arms.In fact, he hasn't slept well recently. He has to go to class during the day and catch up on scripts at night.

The work is very busy, and the mood is not very good. Among the people Meng Xinci has known in Shanghai for so long, Xu Kaici has the most money.He never imagined that one day, Xu Kaici would manage to borrow money from them.

Meng Xinci didn't even need to ask, he knew that Xu Chunye had cut off his living expenses.The brothers gave some to Xu Kaici, and although Meng Xinci didn't have much savings, he also gave him some.

Meng Xinci couldn't figure out how it all happened.Or what he can't figure out is that Xu Kaici's family is so enlightened, and his mother loves him so much, how could he get into trouble because of such a little thing as orientation.

In Meng Xinci's heart, compared with Xu Kaici's other outrageous incidents, this incident is not worth mentioning at all.The same is true for Meng Xinci himself. Compared with his background, he doesn't feel surprised or embarrassed about who he likes.

These things are obviously so small, why are they so serious in the eyes of others.

Every time I see Xu Kaici, he always looks like he's not bothered. The four words "prosperous and proud" are always right when applied to him.But seeing Xu Kaici this time, Meng Xinci felt that he was more frowning than himself.

Ning Wang could also tell that he was not in a good mood, so he deliberately dragged them to a familiar bar for a few drinks.

Everyone was not in a good mood that night. Ning Wang’s parents urged Ning Wang to go home for his senior internship. They all helped Ning Wang find an internship job in the bank. If Ning Wang performed well, he would be able to stay there after graduation.

Ke Ningwang doesn't want to go back, the relationship between him and Sheng Guannan has finally improved a little recently.

Even Cheng Hangyi, who was always bluffing, kept hanging his head.

This meal of wine should be the most torturous meal Meng Xinci has ever had. Everyone has their own concerns, and there is no entertainment, only cups of liquids of various flavors that are swallowed into the stomach.

That is to say, the atmosphere at their table is very bad, and everything else is quite noisy, like a strange circle, where there are completely two worlds inside and outside the circle.

Meng Xinci suddenly missed Wan Junxiu very much that day, and felt that if he was with him, he might not be so unhappy.At that time, Meng Xinci felt that it might be a long, long time before he could see Wan Junxiu again. The ghost knew that within a few days, he could really lie down with Wan Junxiu.

Maybe this incident was too sudden, and Meng Xinci felt that it was too unreal in his dream. Even if he fell asleep, he still held Wan Junxiu's hand tightly and refused to let go.

Originally, he just fell asleep crying too sadly, but then he just put his arms on Wan Junxiu's body, and then he just hugged Wan Junxiu like an octopus, and his legs were still on Wan Junxiu's legs.

Wan Junxiu felt uncomfortably pressed by him, and wanted to move his legs away, but he really didn't have that much strength, so he could only let Meng Xinci pick himself up all over his body.

There was the first class this morning. Meng Xinci got up late and didn't have time to shave his beard. There will be a little blue mark on his face. Looking at it so closely, Meng Xinci seems to have really changed. Sample.

Looking at this familiar yet unfamiliar face, Wan Junxiu seemed to have been stabbed by something suddenly, and his nose felt a little sore.

Meng Xinci cried so sadly before, he didn't even have time to take a good look at Meng Xinci, he just focused on coaxing him, now that the two of them were lying face to face, Wan Junxiu's heart began to feel better.

How many years will it take to make up for the lost two years?

This time Meng Xinci fell asleep for a long time, and when he woke up, it was already dark.

Wan Junxiu next to him didn't fall asleep, and kept looking at him with his eyes open.As soon as Meng Xinci opened his eyes and saw that it was Wan Junxiu, he was really sure that Wan Junxiu was really in front of him, and he laid his whole body on top of him.

It's Wan Junxiu, it's the real Wan Junxiu, his slender legs, his waist with a little flesh, his curled hands, all in his arms at this moment.

"Are you awake? I thought you were going to sleep again." Wan Junxiu stretched out his arms. The sleep was too long, and Meng Xinci was so tightly stuck to him that he couldn't move an inch. This would be even worse than before. Feel bad.

Meng Xinci nodded, stretched out his hand to knead and massage Wan Junxiu distressedly, when Wan Junxiu touched Wan Junxiu's shoulder blade, Wan Junxiu felt a little itchy, shrugged his shoulders, shook his head and said, "It's okay, don't do it. "

Meng Xinci looked out the window. It was indeed getting late. He got up from the bed and said that he was going back to the dormitory to get the computer. He would finish changing the script tonight and go to the theater tomorrow to discuss something with the leader.

When it came to the repertory theater, Wan Junxiu thought of something serious, and there was a big reason why he came here this time because of this incident.

He stretched out his hand and asked Meng Xinci to help him up. Meng Xinci sat by the bed and asked him what was wrong.

Wan Junxiu frowned and told what he saw in the magazine, Meng Xinci stared at Wan Junxiu with wide eyes in disbelief.Connecting with the things on his Weibo, he suddenly felt that the influence now seemed to be greater than what he thought.That being said, when I see Xu Chunye tomorrow, I probably don't have to say quit, Xu Chunye will fire him.

Thinking of Xu Chunye's expression, Meng Xinci let out his nose, sneered and said, "I originally thought that I could make a fortune from scripts in the future, but now I don't think so. If I go to the drama theater tomorrow, I will pack up my things and leave."

In fact, Wan Junxiu took a little bit of luck. He thought about it on the way here. Even a small composition written by the audience can be published in a magazine, let alone a drama written by Meng Xinci.Maybe because of this story, Meng Xinci can have a certain future in this industry.

Now hearing Meng Xinci say this, it seems to be quite different from what I imagined.Wan Junxiu was unavoidably still worried, and asked him if it was because of his orientation.

Meng Xinci nodded, but he didn't seem to care that much, instead he didn't take it seriously and said, "Well, it's a little bit, but fortunately, I'm graduating in two years, and I can find a good job then."

It makes sense to say that, Xinci is graduating from college soon, his school is so good, he will not worry about not having a job in the future.

Meng Xinci suddenly didn't want to go back anymore, and wanted to lie on for a while, Wan Junxiu leaned softly on the pillow, seeing how he liked him, Meng Xinci couldn't help but lean on him directly, grabbing his cock Claw-like hands are playing with his fingers.

While playing, he said shamelessly: "In case I don't have any future prospects, I will go to the school gate with you to set up a stall, okay?"

Wan Junxiu squinted his eyes and smiled, and followed his words: "That won't work, I plan to retire and enjoy my life after you graduate. It's exhausting to run a shop."

Meng Xinci thought for a while, straightened up, and said solemnly: "Don't worry, even if I resign, I will find another part-time job. I still have some savings. Don't worry about my tuition and living expenses. Don't make yourself so tired. After I graduate, I will go home, and I will go to the bank or some unit with a higher salary, and I won’t make you so hard all the time.”

The child was suddenly so formal, and Wan Junxiu was not used to it, but listening to his tone, he really felt like he would have to take on the burden of supporting the family in the future.

Wan Junxiu stretched out his hand and patted the back of Meng Xinci's hand lightly, "Actually, I thought about it when I was at home. It's okay if you don't have a job. You study hard. I used to wonder if you would live in Shanghai. It's difficult, but if you graduate and go home, you will definitely not have to worry about work. I don't really want to stay at home and ask you to support me. We can save a little and live a good life."

The days of setting up old bookstalls in the past are over, are you still worried that you will not be able to live in the future?

It will definitely be better in the future, only better than before.

Meng Xinci nodded, life will definitely be better, at least better than the past two years, at least now he is no longer alone.