what is the relationship between us

The day Meng Xin resigned from the school and reported to the school was also sent by Li Rui as usual.In fact, Meng Xinci wanted to go to school by himself, but he took away so many things that he couldn't move them all to the dormitory by himself.

He knew that he would still come back during the winter vacation, but after the events of the previous two days, Meng Xinci could no longer take this place as his home for granted.

Since it is dependent on others, since it is about to part, it is better to make plans early.

In normal life, I always feel that I lack this and that, that I have nothing, but when I pack my things, I feel that I can’t finish it.

It's not just clothes, not just books, after living for so many years, those small and small items can't be collected at all.

It doesn't cut off at all.

When Li Rui arrived, he was stunned to see two big woven pockets, and asked Meng Xinci with his mouth wide open: "What's the matter? Isn't it enough to bring a bed sheet and quilt cover with a few clothes in previous years? This year Why do you take so many things?"

Meng Xinci was speechless and couldn't explain why. He just shirked that he might not be able to go home in his third year of high school and would be very busy, so it was always right to bring more things.

That's right, at least Li Rui couldn't find any loopholes. He nodded and helped Meng Xinci put the woven bag into the trunk.

When he came in the second time, Meng Xinci walked around the house again. He knew that Wan Junxiu had gone to Wenlin Street a long time ago, but he just wanted to see him again.

He has hardly seen Wan Junxiu recently, and the two of them are avoiding each other.It's worse than all the conflicts before, and it's true that they don't disturb each other.

In the first two days, his stomach hurt so much that he couldn't get up on the bed, and Wan Junxiu just prepared the pills for him in a polite and distant manner.

In the next few days, Meng Xinci heard Wan Junxiu fall in the bathroom.He rushed over, but before he got in, Wan Junxiu stopped him and told him to leave it alone, saying that he would get up by himself.

Meng Xinci stood at the door of the room without moving. Li Rui came over and patted him, "What are you doing, young man? I'm dawdling, let's go, I have to go to work in the afternoon."

Meng Xinci nodded, and took another look into the room.Li Rui asked, "Is there anything else you haven't taken? Why do you keep looking into your uncle's room?"

"No, I brought them all. I just... want to see it again, and I'm afraid I won't be able to see it later." Meng Xinci's voice was very low, and he didn't know whether to tell Li Rui or himself.

Li Rui laughed at him, thinking he was childish.He smiled and said, "You're still graduating, so why don't you miss your family? Why do you love your family so much?"

Meng Xinci wanted to refute that he was not a family lover at all.He has been an orphan since he was 12 years old, where did he come from?

He just felt that if he went out today, he and Wan Junxiu would really see each other less in the future.

People are always like this. When nothing happens, they never think about the future. When they really realize it, the end is not far away.

On the way, Li Rui thought of something again, and he said to Meng Xinci: "By the way, study hard, don't think about paying me back, your uncle has already paid me back."

He also smiled and said, "He is also a stubborn bull. I even said that I don't have to pay it back. If I insist on paying it back, I will be angry if I don't accept it."

Meng Xinci frowned and thought about it for a while, then asked Li Rui: "I just returned his passbook yesterday, and there is no money on it, how can he return it to you?"

Li Rui didn't think too much about what he said, he didn't expect that Wan Junxiu didn't mention the borrowing of money, and said directly: "On the day he insisted on leaving the hospital, we went to his aunt's house, and he borrowed some money from his aunt, Promised to return her aunt before National Day."

Meng Xinci recalled it for a long time before he remembered Wan Junxiu's shrewd and mean-looking aunt.

This is even more wrong, Wan Junxiu has never had any contact with his aunt since the affair of the last blind date was messed up, how could it be so easy to borrow money from him.

Meng Xinci suddenly became a little excited. He asked Li Rui: "Why did he go? He never contacted his aunt."

"Why else? Isn't it because of your tuition fees and living expenses after the start of school? In previous years, there was no problem. This summer, you spent so much money on medical treatment. What should you do if you can't register at the start of school?" Li Rui continued. : "It's not that you don't know what your uncle thinks, no matter what, he won't delay your study."

It is because of myself, and because of myself.Meng Xinci was as uncomfortable as sitting on pins and needles, that aunt was so annoying, Wan Junxiu actually went to beg her.

No wonder Wan Junxiu said those words that day, no wonder Wan Junxiu was looking forward to being admitted to university so much, no wonder Wan Junxiu said the word liberation.

Li Rui was still talking, but Meng Xinci couldn't listen to anything, he just found it difficult to breathe.

It's not just the wind swirling in the chest, it's not just the feeling that the heart is hollowed out.

"As for your uncle, sometimes he is a bit stubborn and has a good face. He is really a good guy, and I don't understand what he is doing in many cases." Li Rui said slowly, seeing Meng Xinci's expression was not good Well, we know that Wan Junxiu didn't tell Meng Xinci about this.

That day Wan Junxiu's aunt said so many ugly things that even Li Rui couldn't stand it anymore, but Wan Junxiu just endured it silently until his aunt lent him the money.

After leaving the house, Wan Junxiu changed hands and returned the big head to Li Rui, and what was left behind was used for Meng Xinci's tuition and living expenses.

Meng Xinci had a hoarse voice, opening and closing his mouth, not knowing what to say.Two days ago Wan Junxiu told him the words that set the boundaries, and Meng Xinci returned the 2000 yuan to Lu Qingfeng without hesitation.At that time, he was so angry that he had no idea where the money came from.Thinking about it now, that day was unusual.

Now that these things have been talked about, everything can be traced.

From this moment on, Meng Xinci completely agreed with Wan Junxiu's words.

Don't be together, there is no way for two people to get rid of this kind of life together.

Thanks to Wan Junxiu's words, otherwise I don't know how long Wan Junxiu will be dragged down.

He turned his head and put his body as close to the car window as possible, so that the wind could blow him, so as to calm himself down.

He said to Li Rui: "I know him well, maybe better than you. Don't worry, this kind of thing won't happen in the future."

Li Rui didn't quite understand what he meant, but just said: "Of course, the days are getting better and better."

Meng Xinci really never went home again. He did a rough calculation and found that the bank card Wan Junxiu gave him contained about 4000 yuan. school year.

In order to save money, Meng Xin resigned from all social activities, just to review.Even when Cheng Hang came back to participate in the simulation, Meng Xinci didn't go to the test dormitory and said to go out to get together.

Firstly, I really don’t have so much money to eat out, and secondly, I’m not in the mood.

It's just that there seems to be a misunderstanding in the dormitory. The last time I met Cheng Hangyi was the night when Meng Xinci revealed that Cheng Hangyi liked him.The roommates still remember how bad Meng Xinci's face was that night.Meng Xinci couldn't justify his excuses like this, which made the atmosphere in the dormitory very awkward to the extreme.

Everyone was wondering if Cheng Hangyi and Meng Xinci had a falling out, and the teenagers had no interest in eating this meal. Usually, a copper pot of beef should be eaten clean, but this time there was a lot left.

They dare not ask, and they are too embarrassed to speak.On the contrary, Cheng Hangyi acted like nothing happened, as if she was the only one on the whole table who was full.

It's very normal for Meng Xinci to be like this. He was going to die like this when he was in junior high school, and no one would care.

At that time, Cheng Hang didn't know, he just thought that there was some psychological obstacle in him.

Later, when I contacted Meng Xinci and said that I have someone I like, I naturally know all these emotions of Meng Xinci, whether they are suppressed and only locked up by themselves, or leaked to the point where they will be expressed to others. It was that person who brought Meng Xinci.

Cheng Hang wanted to laugh, how could it be that they had guessed that he and Meng Xinci had a falling out, there was no such thing at all.At least he and Meng Xinci are not the kind of people who can draw a line and never contact each other just because of something they like or dislike.

Then he felt that there was nothing to be happy about, at least Meng Xinci so far, all his emotions were still restrained by that sacred love rival whom he didn't know who it was.

Cheng Hangyi didn't even know whether the other party was a man or a woman, or how old he was.But it was such a person who could change Meng Xinci's mood so much.

Back at the dormitory at night, Meng Xinci was not there, Cheng Hang probably guessed where he would be, turned around and walked out of the dormitory to the school gate.

He really found it, it was the small road behind the school where the street light was broken, Meng Xinci was leaning against the corner of the wall and didn't know what he was doing.

It was too dark to see clearly, and Cheng Hang only felt that Meng Xinci had changed a lot based on his perception.Such a huge change is not just like breaking up in love.

He tried to shout: "Meng Xinci? Is that you?"

Meng Xinci responded, and Cheng Hang walked along the base of the wall towards Meng Xinci, facing a little bit of faint light to see Meng Xinci clearly.

It's not about dying, to be precise, it's lifeless.The eyes and expression are much duller than before, and those eyes look like a bottomless pool of stagnant water.Together with the body, it looked much thinner than before the summer vacation. When the wind blew, the school uniform bulged up, and it looked even thinner than a bamboo pole.

Cheng Hang asked him worriedly: "What's wrong with you? Are you sick? It's Saturday, why didn't you go home because you didn't feel well?"

Meng Xinci shook his head, "I'm not sick, I'm fine."

Cheng Hang wanted to ask again, but Meng Xinci interrupted him directly: "Don't ask, I just came out because I thought the school was too noisy. Let me stay quietly for a while."

Meng Xinci didn't know how to define his current situation, whether he was broken in love or became an orphan again, it seemed to be both, it seemed to be both.

But which kind of blow is more serious, Meng Xinci thinks it should be broken love.

To be precise, the fact that there is no way to see Wan Junxiu again in the future is a bigger blow. He is counting on his fingers every day. The fate is completely over.

Meng Xinci doesn't know how to use these few faces, whether he can watch a movie together as before when he gets home, and shave his beard for him, or just like the few faces before school starts. The sky is the same, I can't do anything, and I even have to stay away.

Cheng Hang didn't know what happened to Meng Xinci, but it wasn't just a broken relationship. He didn't know if Meng Xinci would speak, but he felt that Meng Xinci would definitely say something.

He just waited quietly until Meng Xinci made his next move.

Meng Xinci didn't know where he came from, so he took out a cigarette and a lighter, and smoked it on his own.

It was only when the cigarettes were finished that Meng Xinci said, "Shanghai is not bad, let's take the exam in Shanghai. The farther away from here the better."

The author has something to say: After thinking about it, let this chapter be a buffer, otherwise it will be too inhuman.Everyone is auspicious in the Year of the Ox, so bullish! !

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