what is the relationship between us

Wan Jun repaired some clothes. Meng Xinci originally wanted to rub them with his hands in the hospital. Later, he thought that he had changed a bunch of clothes at home and used the washing machine together, so that he could have a rest.

Meng Xin resigned his salary yesterday, because he was not proficient in the business, and he didn't receive many orders. He only got less than [-] yuan.After deducting the living expenses of the two, Meng Xinci kept nothing and put the rest into Wan Junxiu's hospitalization expenses.

Meng Xinci was walking home with his dirty clothes in a reusable bag, passing by a fruit shop, only to realize that grapes were on the market again.

It was a blessing in disguise, and the grapes grew well this year, and they were bigger than previous years.

Meng Xinci smacked his mouth, saying that Wan Junxiu hadn't eaten grapes this year, and he liked it very much in previous years.

I don't know if I can eat grapes, I'm going to ask the doctor tomorrow, if it doesn't conflict with the medicines I'm taking, I'll buy a bunch for Wan Junxiu.

For Meng Xinci, this summer vacation passed so fast and so slowly.When the mobile phone sent details of the deduction of hospital charges every day, Meng Xinci felt that the time passed so quickly.

But when I delivered food during the day, I felt that time passed so slowly, and the sun hanging above my head seemed to never sink.

Seeing that school is about to start, Wan Junxiu hasn't seen much improvement. If he still can't be discharged from the hospital before school starts, Meng Xinci probably won't be able to go to school.

It’s a lie to say that I’m not in a hurry. I’m looking at the third year of high school. If I really ask for leave or suspend my studies, I’ll do it again next year. I can’t guarantee that my studies will be as good. By then, getting into college will become a more difficult problem. .

Meng Xinci grabbed two handfuls of hair and clicked his tongue a little irritably.

This kind of boredom accumulated by many things made him not know how to vent. He just felt inexplicably uncomfortable and nervous, and he was about to vomit.

He suddenly didn't want to go back to Yikang New Village, so he wanted to find a place outside to enjoy some fresh air so that he could feel more comfortable.

But standing on the street, I feel so stupid.

He took out his mobile phone and wanted to find someone to chat with, but after searching for a long time, he didn't know who to call.

Cheng Hang was still out of town, Chen Jing and the others were too far away, and finally hesitated for a long time before calling Lu Qingfeng.

Lu Qingfeng said that he was near Yikang New Village, so just ask Meng Xinci to go directly to the gate of the community and wait, he will be there soon.

In fact, Meng Xinci has not seen Lu Qingfeng for a long time. He failed in the high school entrance examination and went to a very ordinary high school.That high school was also a boarding high school, and it was far away from Meng Xinci's school. The number of times the two boys met in high school in two years can be counted with two palms.

Meng Xinci was stunned when he saw Lu Qingfeng, and almost didn't recognize him in a daze.

Lu Qingfeng has also grown a lot taller and thinner now, his whole body is like a slender bamboo pole.Meng Xinci felt that Lu Qingfeng had changed a lot, but he couldn't tell what had changed.

His hair is a little long and fluffy on his head, and he looks like a hedgehog when he walks.Probably because of the hot weather, he was wearing a pair of shorts and a pair of flip flops, looking lazy.

He doesn't look like a high school student, but looks like a social youth who has graduated for a long time.

Meng Xinci was still in a daze, Lu Qingfeng had already walked in front of Meng Xinci, smiled and shook his hands in front of Meng Xinci twice, "Why are you in a daze anytime and anywhere, you can be distracted on the road? "

When he raised his hand, Meng Xinci also smelled the smoke on his hand.

Meng Xinci frowned, and asked curiously, "Why do you have time to come here today?"

"I've been playing here since I was on vacation. It's been almost a month. I even came to your house to look for you, but you're not here." Lu Qingfeng pulled Meng Xinci, and they walked together explain.

The two walked aimlessly along the side of the road. Lu Qingfeng knew about Meng Xinci, and only someone else asked him out.He must have something to do when he took the initiative to call others. Lu Qingfeng didn't know what happened to Meng Xinci, so he could only walk with him to hear what was going on.

Maybe it's been too long since the two have seen each other, or maybe Meng Xinci doesn't know how to talk about the frustration in his heart.For a while, the two of them could only walk like this, and neither of them spoke.

Later, I felt that the atmosphere was too awkward, so I chatted a few words sparsely.

"It's so hot these days, do you want a Coke?"

"Yeah, the sun is really hot." Meng Xinci should be the person who can best understand how big the sun is this year. The clothes he changed when he returned home every day were almost soaked in sweat.

Lu Qingfeng said lazily: "Originally, my mother said that she would take me to travel during the summer vacation, but she didn't pass the exam and didn't go. You don't know how annoying my mother is now because of menopause. She talks about my grades at home every day. I can escape to play, and I will go home when she falls asleep at night."

Hearing that Lu Qingfeng was not having a good time, Meng Xinci even felt a bit like a fallen man in the world, so he raised his hand and patted Lu Qingfeng on the back and said, "It's not a good time..."

Then fell into a long silence, feeling that the topic has come to an end.

It was Lu Qingfeng who spoke first. He looked at Meng Xinci several times and found that Meng Xinci had lost a lot of weight and darkened a lot.The skin on the cheekbones was shaved from the sun, and the exposed arms were also darkened a lot.He worriedly asked Meng Xinci: "What are you up to lately? I feel like I haven't seen you this summer vacation, and Meng Tsai, why are you so thin? Are you sick?"

Have you lost a lot of weight?Meng Xinci didn't pay much attention to this, if Lu Qingfeng hadn't said this, he didn't feel that he had changed at all.He just felt that the hot water on his face would hurt a little when he took a bath at night, but other than that, he thought everything was fine.

Meng Xinci raised his arm and took a look. It was thinner and darker than before, but probably because he had done a lot of things recently, the muscles on his arm looked stronger than in school.

He twitched the corners of his mouth and said with a sneer: "Maybe it's a twitch. My family members are sick. They are all in the hospital recently and rarely go home. I still have to come back to wash clothes today, so I will come back when I have time."

After finishing speaking, he picked up the environmental protection bag in his hand and gave Lu Qingfeng a look.

Lu Qingfeng thought about it for a while and asked him, "Is that the uncle you mentioned? What's wrong? Is it serious?"

"It's quite serious, and I've been in the hospital for a long time." Meng Xinci told the truth that he asked Lu Qingfeng to come out because he wanted to talk to someone, so there was no need to hide half of it.

"Ah? Then school will start soon, what will you do if he is not discharged from the hospital? Do you have any other relatives in your family?"

Meng Xinci shook his head, "No more, just me and him."

He paused, and then said: "Actually, it doesn't count. He also has an aunt, but she probably won't come to take care of him."

"why?"

"Because the two of us offended his aunt, we haven't been in touch in the following years." Meng Xinci thought of the oolong caused by the blind date many years ago, and felt dumbfounded.

Lu Qingfeng couldn't figure it out even more. His family wasn't that complicated, and he got along well with all relatives. He really couldn't figure out why his aunt didn't come to help her nephew when she heard that her nephew was sick.

Seeing Lu Qingfeng's puzzled look, Meng Xinci explained with a wry smile: "Many years ago, his aunt introduced him to a blind date, but I didn't agree, and the marriage fell through."

When Lu Qingfeng heard that it was such a reason, she complained with a distorted face: "Meng Xinci, you are so awesome, your uncle has been single for so many years because of you? Your uncle must hate you to death."

Meng Xinci laughed and said lightly: "He's actually not my uncle. I just live with him. The younger one would be ignorant, so I called him uncle. Now I don't call him uncle. I call him uncle." strange."

Speaking of this, Meng Xinci has no reason to stop here, he said to Lu Qingfeng seriously: "Xiao Lu, I like him, I have liked him for many years, maybe I stopped him at the beginning There is also a reason for getting married."

???

Lu Qingfeng's eyes were wide open, and he was almost speechless in surprise. After a long time, he asked Meng Xinci tremblingly: "I remember that he is much older than you, and he is a man, Meng Xinci Are you out of your mind, how can you like a man much older than you? Gay, you?"

Meng Xinci nodded, and asked back: "Can't you? Like someone I like, can't you?"

...It's not impossible, the past two years have become more and more open, and no one has stipulated that boys can't like boys.What's more, since this is Meng Xinci's own private matter, Lu Qingfeng can't say much about it.

It's just that he knew so many things at once today, and he couldn't accept it for a while.

He took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and asked Meng Xinci dumbly: "Can I have a cigarette? You are too confusing, I have to take it easy."

Meng Xinci nodded, and asked him dumbly: "When did you learn to smoke? How did you start smoking when you were so young?"

The wind at the intersection was a bit strong, and Lu Qingfeng's lighter couldn't fire, so he vaguely asked Meng Xinci to help him block the wind with the cigarette in his mouth.

After the cigarette was lit, Lu Qingfeng took a deep breath and exhaled the smoke before he answered Meng Xinci: "I learned it not long after the second semester of high school, but I didn't have the courage to smoke it in school. I just talked to them I bought a new bag when I was playing pool, and I’ve only played a few rounds, and it’s almost over.”

Meng Xinci couldn't say anything, but felt that he hadn't seen Lu Qingfeng for a long time, and he didn't even know that he could smoke.

Lu Qingfeng took two puffs of cigarettes quietly, calmed down a little, and asked Meng Xinci: "Then your uncle...ah, no, hey, fuck, what do I call him? Never mind, anyway, you Just know who it is, does he know that you like him?"

Meng Xinci nodded, "I know, I kissed him, but he didn't agree, he was very stubborn."

"Hold the grass, it's fine, Meng Zai, usually he keeps silent, but this meeting is quite brave." Lu Qingfeng didn't know what to say, he only had [-] words in his mind right now.

Meng Xinci glanced at Lu Qingfeng, wondering if Lu Qingfeng was really praising him or mocking him.

"Don't talk about me, let's just leave it at that. Tell me about you, you're going to be in your third year of high school soon, where are you going to take the exam?" Meng Xinci didn't want to continue this topic, so he could only drag the topic to study.

Lu Qingfeng frowned, and took another puff of cigarette, "How come you are like my mother, you never leave your studies. It's not like you don't know, my crappy school, what school can I get into with my bad scores? It's just average. Second book. Don’t tell me you are you, I don’t think much about going to college.”

"What do you want to do if you don't want to go to college? How will you find a job in the future?" Now Meng Xinci is not calm anymore, everyone who knows him is preparing for the exam, saying that he doesn't want to go to college, Lu Qingfeng is still the first one.

Lu Qingfeng laughed, looking a little sly, "I want to learn something else, but my mother definitely doesn't agree. Let's talk about it later, right now I have to live under the Queen Mother's hand."

I thought that today's meeting would allow Meng Xinci to vent his inner irritability. Meeting old friends should be joyous and joyful, but unexpectedly they gave each other a big bomb.

The two of them were so blown away that they didn't know how to continue the conversation, they could only stare blankly at a car speeding by the side of the road.

Lu Qingfeng threw the cigarette butt on the ground, then stamped it out with his foot, and said in a hoarse voice, "Meng Zi, I really advise you to think about your relationship, although it doesn't matter who you like, it's up to you It’s a matter of size, but you have to know that this kind of love relationship is still not easy to be accepted by the world. If you don’t think about it, I advise you to study hard and don’t put your mind on this relationship. Your family situation It’s not that I don’t know, it’s not easy for you, going to college is the best way for you.”

Of course Meng Xinci knows the truth, but unfortunately he knows a lot of truth, but his behavior and heart are not willing to obey these truths.

He was silent and didn't know how to answer. Lu Qingfeng asked him with wide eyes: "You don't want to go to school, so you go to the hospital to take care of him every day? Meng Xinci, don't get dizzy!"

He suddenly raised the volume, and the car next to him blew its horn suddenly. The two sounds mixed together and hit Meng Xinci's ears, which made Meng Xinci come back to his senses, and the hairs on his body stood on end.

He couldn't answer, let alone make a choice, he could only clenched his fists tighter and tighter.Finally, he let go of his hand weakly, and said dejectedly, "I don't know...I really don't know."

There are so many things he doesn't know, Meng Xinci feels like he is standing at this intersection, the road is full of cars honking and speeding, only he doesn't know where to turn, and how to take the next road.

What should I do with my studies?It's far away, and I don't know what to do with Wan Junxiu in the future.

Lu Qingfeng felt very distressed when he saw the confused and helpless look of the friends he had known since childhood.

However, there was nothing he could do about this kind of thing. He had no choice but to pat Meng Xinci on the shoulder and say, "At least don't give up studying..."

Meng Xinci knew what he meant, smiled knowingly, and nodded.

"Well, I will."

No one has any way to give Meng Xinci any useful advice. It is up to Meng Xinci to choose how to go at this crossroads.

It is Meng Xinci's choice whether to go forward regardless of whether he is going forward bravely, or to change the direction in time.

In fact, he already had his own direction, but...

It just might take some courage.

The author has something to say: This chapter was supposed to be posted around 31:[-] pm on the [-]st, which is considered the last day's update.But at that time, a new reader appeared in my comment area. Maybe the pepper chicken is not calm enough, and I have been reading her comments tonight.

Just... quite speechless, I don't know if she can continue to read and see the words of this chapter.

In fact, I replied to her seriously in the comments. I guess she doesn't read the comments and replies, so I didn't see it.

So here I will reply clearly:

1. Older readers know where I come from, so the original intention to generate electricity for love is not a lie. If you think my writing is nonsense, please don’t guide me, just close it.I’m in my third year this year, and I already have my own style in both writing and doing things. I won’t change my mind because of your opinion, not to mention that your comments are too self-centered in my opinion. The center is not to give any substantive suggestions for the content of the article.

2. Every author writes an article with a certain degree of privacy. Even if the timeline of your life and the life in the article are the same, but because of factors such as geography and the author’s privacy, it will not be true. The same as yours.So I can accept that you have different opinions, but I will never accept that you use your ideas to influence the setting of my writing.

3. Regarding career, I have been paving the way for Meng Xinci's career from the very beginning, and I don't think it is any surprise that he did the career of Fanwai.As for the sentence you said "he has good grades, it's a pity to be a star", first of all, Meng Xin's resignation into the entertainment circle is not a star, but behind the scenes. There is no conflict between the two. You don't need to remind me in the comment area that you don't live in In my document, you don't know what I think.

4. Still about that sentence, you say that I discriminate against the entertainment industry, I think this is simply nonsense.At that time, he hadn't even graduated from the sixth grade. As a parent, Wan Junxiu, an ordinary citizen, would it be his dream to raise his child to become a star?Comparing your heart with your heart, will you?Will your parents meet?Do the adults around you do?And taking ten thousand steps back, even a normal daily conversation between two people, is it worth your time to go online?

5. In my heart, when I wrote this story in junior high school, I felt that these two ordinary people were not perfect parents, not perfect children, and even less perfect lovers.But it is because it is not perfect that it is real enough. With the company day after day, it becomes the most suitable lover in each other's hearts.I think other readers and sisters have already reached my point, and if you see this, you should be able to reach it too.

To sum up, if I didn't offend you, can you please stop yelling at me in my comment section with irrelevant things?

Finally, I would like to thank the other sisters for their support to me, thank you for supporting me as always, and for the kind of feelings I want to express in this book.

This book does not have any hot topics, because of my mistakes, the first few lists were not very good. It is your support that made me get to where I am today. I am really grateful.I will continue to work hard!

糖，有，快了！感谢在2021-01-3101:53:34~2021-02-0102:10:31期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: 8 ground strawberries; 1 pin and Lanzhou; thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: brother Achen! 5 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!