what is the relationship between us
Chapter 56
The weather was a bit cold, and Meng Xinci put the hot water on for a long time when he washed his face, but did not release it, so he had no choice but to use a teapot to heat it up.
Yikang New Village has been an old community for nearly 30 years, and now the property management is old enough to let them repair solar energy, even if something important happens, they are afraid of having a cerebral hemorrhage.
While waiting for the water to boil, Meng Xinci stood in front of him and idly grabbed two handfuls of hair. Last night he went to sleep out of anger, and he didn't help Wan Junxiu turn over at night. It was already past when he woke up today. At lunch time, there was a plate of fried eggplant with sauce on the table, and Wan Junxiu had already left the house.
I don't know if he wore more clothes, but I forgot to ask him last night if he bought a stove in the small bookstore to keep warm.
Meng Xinci stood in the kitchen and ate after heating up the food himself. Wan Junxiu's skill in cutting vegetables was not as good as every year. The eggplant strips were cut to uneven sizes. Cooked, deliberately fried for a long time, and now the thin ones have been fried again, and the chopsticks can't pick it up.
The primary school students are already on vacation, and this club is playing games outside, chattering endlessly.Meng Xinci thinks they are so powerful, are they not afraid of the cold?The wind is so strong, but you can still have so much fun.Meng Xinci felt very annoying again. I was woken up by these little ghosts today. How can I be so energetic and heartless anytime and anywhere? Is it because there is too little homework during the winter vacation?
The window was slightly open, Wan Junxiu didn't like the doors and windows closed tightly in the house, he always felt that the air was not circulating.Now that the wind blew in and slipped into Meng Xinci's arms, he couldn't help shivering, and muttered and cursed: "Did you wear more clothes?"
Thinking of clothes, Meng Xinci was a little embarrassed. He mentioned last semester that he wanted to buy a coat for Wan Junxiu, but Wan Junxiu prevaricated the matter later and let it go.
This year's Chinese New Year, you must take this dress home.
Will Wan Junxiu not wear it?
Whether he wears it or not, buy it and throw it to him, and let him throw it away if he doesn't wear it!Wan Junxiu has always been frugal, so he can really throw it away, at most say a few words, and put it on before he gets angry.
Before going out, Meng Xinci went into the room to find a denim jacket to put on. It was funny to say that this denim jacket was bought by Wan Junxiu before joining the army. It had been many years, and it was that kind of denim jacket.Meng Xinci saw this dress when he first moved into the small room and lived alone, and he still felt very dirty.
Now he turned it out to wear it, and the size was just right, he looked back and forth in the mirror on the wardrobe, what's the matter with being a little handsome?
It doesn't really matter whether it looks good or not. I will change into work clothes when I get there later, just to keep out the wind on the road.
You can wear it casually at home, and save the sportswear you just bought this year until school starts.
Meng Xinci doesn't plan to buy any clothes and pants when school starts, and wants to save the money for Wan Junxiu to buy something.
In fact, if you walk during the day, this road is not far away. Why did you feel that it took a long time to come back last night?
Meng Xinci tucked his chin into his sweater, and walked along the side of the road, thinking about it in his mind.The person yesterday said that this winter vacation, if he works the day shift, he can earn [-] yuan, and if he works the night shift, he can earn [-] yuan.That is, the night shift will last from [-]:[-] in the evening to [-]:[-] in the morning, and there will be no cover.
He chose the night shift without even thinking about it. Firstly, it could be perfectly staggered with Wan Junxiu's time, and secondly, of course, it was the extra 500 yuan.
Staying up late at a young age is nothing to him, just a little more sleep during the day.Meng Xinci originally thought it would be nice to have two or three thousand dollars, and he could replace Wan Junxiu with a wheelchair.With the extra thousand and five now, I can also install a useful water heater for my home.
The water heater is too important. Wan Junxiu has to take a bath every day and soak his feet in hot water. His feet are always swollen. He can't even put on his shoes the next day if he doesn't soak his feet in hot water.
It seems that no one will repair the solar water heater on the top floor in the short term, so Wan Jun cannot be allowed to use cold water.
Originally, the income could be higher, but then there are sales tasks and things to sell.Meng Xinci's temperament, which can't beat a fart with a hammer, doesn't seem to be able to sell things. The manager didn't let him do that, but just let him do the job of a waiter.
Today's wind seems to be stronger than yesterday. Meng Xinci walked to the door of the KTV and stuck his head out. The sweater collar suddenly became empty, and the cold wind directly penetrated into it.
Before entering the door, he shook his body, patted his frozen face, and squeezed out a smile to make himself look more energetic.
He didn't forget that the leader who led him to wear the work clothes yesterday warned him several times not to keep a cold face and open the door for business, but to welcome all customers with a smile.
Meng Xinci seems to be a little early, and the employees on the day shift are still cleaning up.He was new here, not many people knew him, he looked a little silly standing there, so he could only get into the dressing room and change his clothes.
White shirt, cheap suit pants, and a bow tie around his neck. He doesn't look like a waiter. He looks a bit like the kind of person who is usually pulled by a big truck to perform sand sculpture magic on the street during the Chinese New Year.
But you have to wear it no matter how unaccustomed you are, as long as everyone who works in it wears it like this.He is already considered normal. Yesterday he saw a few colleagues scratching their hairstyles with hairspray, and they could smell the smell of hairspray when they got close.
No, the bow tie was still not comfortable to wear, so he stretched out his hand and pulled it to make himself feel better.
This KTV is not very good, it has been decorated for many years, but there is a food court nearby, recently it is summer vacation, there are many students who come out to eat, drink and have fun, both the lunch and night shows are almost full.
What Meng Xinci has to do is to wait in the corridor on the third floor. Once a guest rings the bell, he will immediately enter the box to listen to the guest's needs, and then follow suit.After the guests leave, the box is cleaned up immediately, and finally every corner is cleaned up before get off work, and the wine glasses and plates are washed and disinfected.
There are also some emergencies interspersed in the middle, which needs to be resolved by Meng Xinci himself. In short, there should be no customer complaints, let alone serious incidents such as quarrels and fights in the KTV where guests drink too much.
Yesterday was Meng Xinci's first day on the job, and a regular employee who was a little older than him was taking him along, teaching him how to clean the box quickly, how to tell which box was ringing the service bell, including how to open the room for guests. Box, how to replace the microphone.
Today, Meng Xinci is the only one standing on the right side of the third floor, which is the area he is responsible for.
No matter how sound-proof the KTV boxes are, Meng Xinci can still feel the vibrations from each room. In the dark environment, this kind of vibration makes him inexplicably flustered.
If it weren't for this part-time job, he had never been in this kind of place, and he still hasn't gotten used to it.
He doesn't have a smile on his face when no one is around, he just walks around the corridor in circles, in case he can't run when there is a need in the box.
Once he entered the box, he had a smile on his face and actively asked the guests if they needed help.Most of them asked questions about the microphone, or asked for fruit plates and snacks.
The night shift lasted ten hours a night, and he hardly ever sat down. When he got off work, his feet hurt so much that he wanted to take off his shoes to see if there were any blisters.
No wonder I felt that the journey home was so long last night that I couldn't walk at all.
But he was able to take off this set of overalls at last. The tie had been strangling him for a long time, and the trousers were also uncomfortable. He was tall and the trousers were a little short, which made it inconvenient for him to run.Meng Xinci couldn't wait to change into his own clothes, and felt too comfortable the moment he put on the sweater.
Last night's lessons learned, Meng Xinci bought a pack of cigarettes at the gate of the KTV and put them in his pocket, and then he would put the cigarettes to the uncle who guarded the gate with a smile on his face.
Meng Xinci took out his mobile phone and looked at it. There was a missed call from Wan Junxiu, but it was after nine o'clock when he called, so he must have fallen asleep by now.
What he said so absolutely last night, Wan Junxiu will definitely not wait for him.
The man spit on a nail, if Wan Junxiu removes the door lock, he will explain to Wan Junxiu that he is working part-time, if he does not remove it, then he will talk to him after getting the salary and buying things home.
He didn't want to speak first.
The man on duty today is not the old man from yesterday, but an uncle.He recognized the boy from Wan Junxiu's family, opened the door and asked Meng Xin to quit without saying anything, and the pack of cigarettes was not sent out.
Meng Xinci thought that one day he would meet the uncle from last night, so it was always right to carry this pack of cigarettes.
Meng Xinci gently opened the door and entered the house. He squatted on the ground to change his shoes. The lock of the big room was gently unlocked. Then there was the sound of the wheelchair turning, and then there was a movement beside the bed.
Meng Xinci's face collapsed, "Why aren't you sleeping?"
He came to the door and wanted to open the door to see Wan Junxiu. Today was the coldest day in the past year. Is Wan Junxiu cold?
Putting his hand on the door lock, he suddenly remembered that the two of them were still in a cold war, and this lock was the best proof.
He could only knock on the door casually and say, "Are you wearing a lot today?"
Wan Junxiu didn't make a sound, the house was still empty when he came back tonight, Meng Xinci pointed at the door lock of the room and yelled at him yesterday, which made him very angry.
The kiss on the night of his birthday scared him half to death, and he finally calmed down. During this time, he kept this matter in his heart.A door lock was the best solution he could think of, what else could he do?Let Meng Xinci continue this relationship that shouldn't happen?
What about after that?What should I do next?Coming out of the closet again, and falling in love with someone she shouldn't like, what will others think of this child in the future?
Xinci's grades are so good, and he will go to a prestigious university and enter a big company in the future, and he will have a bright future.The life and future that he can have are not what Wan Junxiu can get at all, how can he be tied down by Meng Xinci because of this inexplicable relationship.
Wan Junxiu could only use this lock to tell Meng Xinci, no, it's impossible.
Other than that, he has nothing to do.
But what the hell is this kid doing these two days, why hasn't he been home for two days, and where has he gone?
Tonight he was so angry that he didn't intend to wait for him, but lying on the bed without feeling felt like lying on pins and needles.The weather was so cold, how could his body not respond, sitting in the wheelchair, his shoulders hurt so much that his arms hurt, and the injured part of his back felt like it was being torn.
It's two o'clock and you haven't come back yet. Where did you go?His legs were shaking when he sat back in the wheelchair, and it took him a while to recover.
If Meng Xinci doesn't come back again, he can call Li Rui in the middle of the night to find the child with Li Rui.I don't care, I just trouble Li Rui.When Meng Xinci was found, he had to be beaten severely.
Coming back means coming back, Wan Junxiu let go of his hanging heart, heaved a long sigh of relief, and then closed the door with peace of mind.
It's just that the shoulder hurts too much. When I transferred to the bed, I didn't support it and almost fell.The hand was trembling when he raised it, and his useless legs were also restless.
He didn't care about Meng Xinci who was knocking on the door outside, let alone seeing Wan Junxiu's appearance when he came in, so he pretended to be asleep.
Meng Xinci was still knocking on the door, "Did you wear thick clothes in the cold weather? Did you soak your feet tonight? Does your back hurt?"
No one responded, Wan Junxiu was in so much pain that he didn't even have the strength to speak out, but Meng Xinci felt that he was still angry.
Meng Xinci seems to have never been so weak for a moment, not only physically tired, but also mentally tired.Even if you just respond with one sentence, why are you so silent?
Is liking Wan Junxiu an unforgivable sin?What's wrong with liking someone?Why can't you like him?He is obviously so nice and gentle, why can't he like him?
Meng Xinci let go of the doorknob, sighed and turned back to his room.
Tomorrow, as long as Wan Junxiu asks him tomorrow, he will confess that he is working part-time.As long as Wan Junxiu no longer has a cold face, then he is also willing to reconcile with Wan Junxiu.
It's a pity that Wan Junxiu had no intention of reconciling the next day, and Wan Junxiu was still missing when Meng Xinci woke up.He called Wan Junxiu, and Wan Junxiu just replied coldly: "Aren't your wings hard now? You don't come home every night, why do you think of it now and care about whether I am in the shop?"
This sentence choked Meng Xinci so much that he didn't even know how to refute it. It took a long time before he answered in a muffled voice: "I'm not at home...I'm doing business."
"I don't see anything serious to do at night."
What Meng Xinci said, Wan Junxiu could refute it, choking Meng Xinci to the point of wanting to drop the phone.
He took a deep breath, and calmly said to Wan Junxiu with the last bit of reason: "I just want to ask you if you wear more, Wenlin Street is very cold in the wind."
There was no rebuttal on the other end of the phone, and he seemed to sigh when he heard the sound, "I wear a lot, and I have a sense of proportion."
Even if Wan Junxiu couldn't see it, Meng Xinci nodded, as long as it wasn't cold.
The phone hadn't hung up yet, and Meng Xinci couldn't think of anything else to say, so the two of them remained silent.
It's strange, there were obviously endless things to say before.
"I'm not going anywhere the day after tomorrow. Can you also not go to Wenlin Street? Let's have a meal at home and then go out and buy some New Year's goods. Otherwise, it's almost Chinese New Year and there is nothing at home." In the end, it was Meng Xinci who spoke first. , bow your head first.
"It can't be a year when the family is deserted." This is the only excuse he can think of.
Fortunately, Wan Junxiu also stepped down the steps. In fact, there was no business in Wenlin Street during the winter vacation. He sat in the shop all day long and had nothing else to do except for the cold wind to enter the shop.
Not wanting to stay at home is nothing more than not knowing how to face Meng Xin.
He has worked so hard to bring up the grown-up child, and seeing that he can give Meng Tian an explanation, even if he goes underground in the future, he can pat his chest and say to Meng Tian: "Well, the task you entrusted to me has been completed well, right?" ?”
What's going on now?If Meng Tian knew that his son liked a paralyzed man who was a round older than him, he would be so angry that he would come here in the middle of the night and strangle Wan Junxiu to death and take him away.
Wan Junxiu felt that it would be fine for him to leave, but it would be a few years later, when Meng Xinci graduated from university and could support himself before leaving.
How could a child who was brought up by himself be really angry, or he wasn't angry at all.Maybe it's not a good thing to hide all the time, you have to face it all the time, and you have to talk to your children.
I hope that when the words are spoken, the child can wake up in time and have a happy new year.
Hearing Wan Junxiu let go, Meng Xinci heaved a sigh of relief, and he was in a much better mood as well as going to work in the afternoon, and stood alone in the corridor silly.
It's not that he can't laugh, but it seems that all good moods are closely related to Wan Junxiu.As long as Wan Junxiu raised his hand and waved softly twice, he would be happy for a long time.Meng Xinci felt that he was so stupid, and Wan Junxiu obviously disagreed, and he was still a fool.
But what if Wan Junxiu just didn't think about it?
It can't be said that I'm in a good mood so that I can fly. To put it bluntly, this KTV is open near my home. It's winter vacation recently, and I can see familiar faces singing at the KTV.Most of them are elementary school classmates, or children of the same age who I met when I was setting up a stall at the Nanhua Night Market.
In the school, everyone has the same status, they are all students, Meng Xinci can at least study well and maintain a minimum decency.Once in society, the status is different.
They are customers who come to consume, and Meng Xinci is the waiter who squats with a corkscrew and pours them drinks.
Fortunately, I didn't know each other very well before, and I didn't say much when we met. Meng Xinci didn't have to explain anything.
But my heart is always uncomfortable.
Everyone didn't say anything, but their eyes kept looking at Meng Xinci.Even if Meng Xinci lowered his head, he could still feel the eyes looking at him, like the tip of a needle.
Either he lowered his head and finished the work and immediately exited the box, or he could only pretend that he didn't know or remember, raised his head with a cheeky smile and asked if there was anything else he needed to help?
Fortunately, on Saturday, the traffic was so heavy that the manager sent another waiter to work with him.He discussed with that person, he is responsible for cleaning, and usually let that person go in the box if necessary.
Such a good thing, of course that person agrees.
KTV's midnight venue is the most difficult to clean. People always follow the night and drink wantonly to vent their emotions, whether they are happy or sad.When the catharsis is over, all that is left to the waiter is a pile of residue, and if you are unlucky, there will be filth that you spit out after drinking too much.
When cleaning, pinch your nose and hold your breath.Meng Xinci was willing to clean up, but it was too late for that person to be happy.
Meng Xinci also felt relieved, so that he didn't have to see those familiar faces, and just cleaned out the box quickly after they left.
It was close to closing time, and Meng Xinci was in a daze washing the rags in the bathroom. He was a little annoyed. He accidentally splashed dirty things on his pants while cleaning today, and he had to take them home to wash them later.
It's been freezing cold recently, and it's been cloudy all the time, so I don't know if I can work tomorrow.If you don't do it, you have to find a pair of black trousers like this from home to wear to work.
He definitely doesn't have these pants, his pants are sweatpants or jeans.Wan Junxiu should have it, that is, his trousers are very precious, and I have seen him wear them two or three times over the years, I don't know if Wan Junxiu is willing to borrow them.
Because of the phone call during the day, Meng Xinci felt a lot more comfortable, as if double happiness was coming to the door. The uncle who guarded the gate today was still yesterday's uncle, so he readily let Meng Xinci in.He was quite happy in his heart, if it was that grumbling old man, this pack of cigarettes would definitely be given away, and he would have to buy another pack tomorrow.
The combination of these two things is enough for him to be happy, and he doesn't even feel pain in the soles of his feet when he walks.
Gently opened the door, Wan Junxiu did not wait for him tonight, the door of the room was closed, and there was no movement inside.
He hadn't seen Wan Junxiu for two days, so he would miss him when the cold war ended.
Gently opening the door, Wan Junxiu was already resting on the bed.
He walked to the bed on tiptoe, and stuffed Wan Junxiu's arm that had been drooping by the bed back into the quilt.He casually checked to see if it was warm in the quilt.
Tsk, it's still freezing cold, I'm sure I'll be taking a bath in lukewarm water tonight, I'll buy this water heater no matter what.
Meng Xinci didn't turn on the light, and took advantage of the weak light outside the window to lift the quilt a little, and gently massaged Wan Junxiu.
Sitting like this for many years, Wan Junxiu has a little bit of soft flesh on his stomach, which is in stark contrast to the thin ribs. The whole body only looks a little fleshy here, and the pelvis and hip bones below are still so thin that the bones can be touched .
I don't know if these massage techniques are correct or if they have any effect. Meng Xinci massages his legs all over, and gently lifts his ankles to help him loosen them.In the end, he helped Wan Junxiu turn over and straightened his legs before slowly exiting the room.
In the next few days, Meng Xinci was like this, but there was a slight change. Wan Junxiu probably guessed that he was going to work, otherwise how could he come home in the middle of the night every day.
Meng Xinci didn't say anything, Wan Junxiu didn't ask, but every day when Meng Xinci came home, there was a thermos cup on the table, which was warmed milk.
Meng Xinci knew that Wan Junxiu was soft-hearted, and knew that he couldn't really get angry.
Grasping this point, he became more courageous, and when he got home in the middle of the night, he pushed open the door of Wan Junxiu's room even more courageously.
KTV business is the hottest on Saturdays and Sundays, and Meng Xinci is so busy that he procrastinates to get home from get off work after five o'clock.It was really too late this time, he didn't go to see Wan Junxiu, he thought he would rest tomorrow, and he could spend the whole day with Wan Junxiu.
The milk in the thermos was no longer hot, Wen Wen's mouth was just right, Meng Xinci took the glass of milk and drank it in small sips, planning how to live tomorrow in his mind.
The next day, while Meng Xinci was still sleeping, he heard noises outside. It was Wan Junxiu who woke up, and the sound should be cleaning.
Meng Xinci sat up, rubbed his eyes and left the room, "Are you cleaning?"
Wan Junxiu shook his head, and said in a low voice: "No, I just want to wash these dirty clothes and bed sheets before the year."
Hearing this, Meng Xin asked him to take a rest to wash, and then went into the room to remove the quilt cover.
As long as he is at home, he will do these things, and this time is no exception.
Wan Junxiu hooked his head to look at Meng Xinci, his hair was messed up in sleep, and he yawned loudly when he took off the quilt cover.
"Sleep for a while when you're sleepy, I don't understand why you have to work the night shift." Wan Junxiu said quietly with a bit of complaint.
"It's okay, I'm not sleepy anymore." This was the most normal conversation between Meng Xinci and Wan Junxiu during this period of time, so normal that Meng Xinci wanted to cry.
There was still a denim jacket draped over the sofa, Wan Junxiu turned the wheelchair to the front of the sofa, put his hand into his pocket to check if there was anything in it, in case the washing machine would be full of paper scraps when washing clothes later.
A square box fell out, and Wan Junxiu's face immediately collapsed.
He picked up the small cardboard box and threw it on the ground, shouting angrily, "Meng Xinci, get out!"
Meng Xinci heard the movement, threw the quilt and came out, before he had time to ask Wan Junxiu what was going on, he saw the package of cigarettes that hadn't arrived and was sent out on the ground.
He stammered and explained: "Listen to me, this is not mine, I plan to buy it for the uncle who guards the gate."
"Why did you buy it for him? Who is he and you want to buy it for him? Do you think I can't smell it? The first day you came back I smelled the smell of cigarettes on you. It’s not a few days before my birthday, I smoked a cigarette, what should I do next?”
"I don't! It's the smell of cigarettes in the place where I work. How can I smoke!" Wan Junxiu was paralyzed in a high position, and usually coughed when he smelled cigarettes. How could Meng Xinci dare to smoke.
"Where do you have to work to have such a strong smell of cigarettes? I won't tell you unless I ask you. You just make up your own mind and make a fool of yourself all day long. You don't come home until midnight every night. I really can't control you." It's gone!" Wan Junxiu was so angry that his hands were shaking, if he could stand up now, he would definitely beat Meng Xinci up.
He knocked the water glass off the coffee table to the ground, and wanted to pick it up and smash it at Meng Xinci's feet, but his hands were shaking so badly that he couldn't aim at all, and he was afraid that he would really hurt Meng Xinci.
"Meng Xinci, why on earth are you like this? You used to be very good. Why do I understand you less and less? Look at what you have done recently?"
Meng Xinci was frightened by the glass thrown to the ground, and then squatted down tremblingly to pick up the glass piece.It's not good to be stuck in a wheelchair. Wan Junxiu was only angry when he saw this pack of cigarettes. When his anger subsides, explain carefully, and he will listen.
"Don't move, the glass will hurt you later." Meng Xinci lowered his head and reached out to push Wan Junxiu's wheelchair back a little.
"I work in a KTV. I work night shift so I can come back very late. That day I saw that your room was locked, and I got a job in a fit of anger. The old man who came back to guard the door that night had a bad attitude, so I thought about buying a bag. Give him the cigarettes, I don’t know how to smoke, usually you will cough if you choke on the oil fumes.”
Wan Junxiu was still relentless, and then asked him: "KTV? What do you do? Why do you go to KTV? Do you know how messy those places are? Did I ask you to work part-time? What is your task now? Is it a good job?" Don’t you know about studying? Even if you have to work part-time, why go to KTV?”
For no other reason, Wan Junxiu was really afraid that Meng Xinci would be wronged by him, and this kind of thing must not happen.Otherwise, even if he died, he would have no face to face others.
Wan Junxiu has only one wish, which is that Meng Xinci grows up well, and Wan Junxiu's heart can rise to his throat when he hears the KTV night shift.
It's not that I haven't heard of some things in KTV before. If Meng Xinci really gets involved, both he and Meng Xinci will be finished.
"Because the salary in KTV is high!" Meng Xinci felt suffocated. He didn't know how to answer these series of questions. Obviously, the two of them could sit down and talk like before, or they should sit down and reconcile today. Why did it start like this again.
He raised his head and asked Wan Junxiu in a hoarse voice: "In your eyes, am I really unbearable? Everything I do is wrong. No matter how I explain it, you won't believe it?"
Meng Xinci's eyes were red. He had fair skin, but now he looked like he wanted to cry.Wan Junxiu couldn't bear it all of a sudden, he asked in a deep voice: "Then tell me, why do you want so much money? Do you think I treat you badly? Or in junior high school, did you think you were a rich man?" Heap, you have no self-esteem so you need money?"
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What is the reason?Meng Xinci couldn't figure out why Wan Junxiu understood so much, he shook his head, "No, I just want to buy something for you."
Wan Junxiu was even more speechless, very angry, "I don't want you to buy it! Just study hard for me, and don't use your brains on me all day long."
"What's wrong? I just want to buy you a wheelchair. Why can't I buy something for the person I like?"
It's okay not to mention the person he likes, but Wan Junxiu felt his head hurt when he mentioned this sentence. He turned the wheelchair to Meng Xinci, stretched out his hand and hit Meng Xinci a few times, while beating While saying: "You still talk! You still talk! You just don't know who to follow! Dare to say anything!"
No matter how weak his hands are usually, Wan Junxiu is still a man after all. Although he hasn't recovered in recent years, he needs to do many things at home and in the shop by himself. His hands are a little strong no matter what, not to mention he is out of breath now. , Meng Xinci will also hurt if you really beat him.
Meng Xinci was hurt by the beating, and he would stand up to avoid it at first. The more he avoided Wan Junxiu, the more he was beaten. Only his arms could move freely. If he moved too much, he was afraid that he would be pulled out of the wheelchair.Meng Xinci could only stand still and endure a few blows.
Later he was also angry, wronged and angry, and asked Wan Junxiu: "Is it wrong for me to like the person I like? Why can't I like it?"
"It's just not! You can like cats or dogs! Just don't like me!"
The words that had been held back for so many days were finally spoken, and both Meng Xinci and Wan Junxiu knew that this matter had to be spoken.
No matter how prepared he was, Meng Xinci still felt very sad when he heard that he couldn't do it. His nose was so sore that he wanted to squat down and rub his nose.He asked Wan Junxiu: "Why not? Why not? Do you think you are not as good as a cat or a dog?"
Wan Junxiu stopped his hands, knowing that Meng Xinci was in pain, and stretched out his trembling hand to pull Meng Xinci's clothes, as if making sense, almost pleadingly said: "I am your uncle, Xinci , how can you like me? You are still so young, you can't tell what you like, but I have been growing up with you, and you are too dependent on me, so you mistake these things for liking."
Please, don't like me, don't like me.
No, my nose is sore, it's really uncomfortable.
Meng Xinci pinched his nose, and tears fell down. He opened his mouth, and found that all his words seemed to be stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say anything at all.
After a long time, he felt able to speak. He took Wan Junxiu's wrist and squeezed it hard, "Didn't you agree? You are not my uncle, how can you be my uncle? Then I like you There is nothing wrong with it. Wan Junxiu, you have already found out, right, you already know that I like you, right?"
The quarrel just now was too intense, Wan Junxiu's emotion caused convulsions, his legs jumped up restlessly, his voice was stuck in his throat and he couldn't speak anything.
Meng Xinci was so frightened that he knelt on the ground while helping him to calm down, while frantically helping his two restless legs.
"Don't be angry, I was wrong, don't be angry, Wan Junxiu, don't be angry..."
I don't know what I did wrong, what's wrong with liking someone?
But if you're angry, it must be something I did wrong.
When Wan Junxiu's body calmed down, Meng Xinci carried him into the room. Such convulsions must have caused incontinence and nerve pain.
Meng Xinci mixed good water to help Wan Junxiu clean up his body. Wan Junxiu opened and closed his mouth several times during the period. wrong……"
After a while, Wan Junxiu recovered a little strength, he reached out and rubbed Meng Xinci's hand, and said weakly: "It's not your fault, it's not wrong for you to like someone, but Xinci, that person is not It could be me."
"You are still too young, and most of me may just mistake dependence for liking. You haven't been in a formal relationship yet. You used to only focus on your studies. You probably haven't gone out to play with girls. How can you be sure that you are Do you like the same sex?"
"Same-sex is okay, there is nothing wrong with same-sex. But you are still too young now, you don't know what kind of changes your life will face once you admit this. How can I bear to let you go on such a difficult road ? When you grow up a bit, you can think about it again, okay?"
"As for me, your father and I are comrades-in-arms, Xinci. I have always... always treated you as a child. Even if you are not a child or an uncle or nephew, you should be an older brother and younger brother, a relative. If you like me, Because I made it so difficult for you in the future, what face do I have to go underground to meet your parents?"
Hearing Wan Junxiu say this slowly, Meng Xinci felt like a knife was piercing his heart. He stood up and helped Wan Junxiu pull the quilt to cover him.
"Whether I can face the eyes of others in the future is my own business. How do you know that I can't face it? You have always protected me behind you. Has it been too long, and even you have forgotten that I came from the dead? Is there a child that crawled out? I stayed under the ruins for three days, and I wasn’t afraid, so why should I be afraid of harmless gossip?”
Mentioning the memory many years ago, Meng Xinci felt bad.He closed his eyes and took a breath, smiled as if to cheer himself up, and said, "Maybe it's true that I haven't grown up yet, but I can tell whether I like it or not. I'm pretty sure that I am now. I like you, the kind that ten cows can't pull back."
"Maybe when I grow up a bit, my answer will still be this."
"Wan Junxiu, you can't change my sexual orientation, and you can't make me stop liking you all of a sudden."
"So, can you not be angry, and don't hide from me, just let me like you so much first, until I like another person."
"After all, first love may not last long."
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Yikang New Village has been an old community for nearly 30 years, and now the property management is old enough to let them repair solar energy, even if something important happens, they are afraid of having a cerebral hemorrhage.
While waiting for the water to boil, Meng Xinci stood in front of him and idly grabbed two handfuls of hair. Last night he went to sleep out of anger, and he didn't help Wan Junxiu turn over at night. It was already past when he woke up today. At lunch time, there was a plate of fried eggplant with sauce on the table, and Wan Junxiu had already left the house.
I don't know if he wore more clothes, but I forgot to ask him last night if he bought a stove in the small bookstore to keep warm.
Meng Xinci stood in the kitchen and ate after heating up the food himself. Wan Junxiu's skill in cutting vegetables was not as good as every year. The eggplant strips were cut to uneven sizes. Cooked, deliberately fried for a long time, and now the thin ones have been fried again, and the chopsticks can't pick it up.
The primary school students are already on vacation, and this club is playing games outside, chattering endlessly.Meng Xinci thinks they are so powerful, are they not afraid of the cold?The wind is so strong, but you can still have so much fun.Meng Xinci felt very annoying again. I was woken up by these little ghosts today. How can I be so energetic and heartless anytime and anywhere? Is it because there is too little homework during the winter vacation?
The window was slightly open, Wan Junxiu didn't like the doors and windows closed tightly in the house, he always felt that the air was not circulating.Now that the wind blew in and slipped into Meng Xinci's arms, he couldn't help shivering, and muttered and cursed: "Did you wear more clothes?"
Thinking of clothes, Meng Xinci was a little embarrassed. He mentioned last semester that he wanted to buy a coat for Wan Junxiu, but Wan Junxiu prevaricated the matter later and let it go.
This year's Chinese New Year, you must take this dress home.
Will Wan Junxiu not wear it?
Whether he wears it or not, buy it and throw it to him, and let him throw it away if he doesn't wear it!Wan Junxiu has always been frugal, so he can really throw it away, at most say a few words, and put it on before he gets angry.
Before going out, Meng Xinci went into the room to find a denim jacket to put on. It was funny to say that this denim jacket was bought by Wan Junxiu before joining the army. It had been many years, and it was that kind of denim jacket.Meng Xinci saw this dress when he first moved into the small room and lived alone, and he still felt very dirty.
Now he turned it out to wear it, and the size was just right, he looked back and forth in the mirror on the wardrobe, what's the matter with being a little handsome?
It doesn't really matter whether it looks good or not. I will change into work clothes when I get there later, just to keep out the wind on the road.
You can wear it casually at home, and save the sportswear you just bought this year until school starts.
Meng Xinci doesn't plan to buy any clothes and pants when school starts, and wants to save the money for Wan Junxiu to buy something.
In fact, if you walk during the day, this road is not far away. Why did you feel that it took a long time to come back last night?
Meng Xinci tucked his chin into his sweater, and walked along the side of the road, thinking about it in his mind.The person yesterday said that this winter vacation, if he works the day shift, he can earn [-] yuan, and if he works the night shift, he can earn [-] yuan.That is, the night shift will last from [-]:[-] in the evening to [-]:[-] in the morning, and there will be no cover.
He chose the night shift without even thinking about it. Firstly, it could be perfectly staggered with Wan Junxiu's time, and secondly, of course, it was the extra 500 yuan.
Staying up late at a young age is nothing to him, just a little more sleep during the day.Meng Xinci originally thought it would be nice to have two or three thousand dollars, and he could replace Wan Junxiu with a wheelchair.With the extra thousand and five now, I can also install a useful water heater for my home.
The water heater is too important. Wan Junxiu has to take a bath every day and soak his feet in hot water. His feet are always swollen. He can't even put on his shoes the next day if he doesn't soak his feet in hot water.
It seems that no one will repair the solar water heater on the top floor in the short term, so Wan Jun cannot be allowed to use cold water.
Originally, the income could be higher, but then there are sales tasks and things to sell.Meng Xinci's temperament, which can't beat a fart with a hammer, doesn't seem to be able to sell things. The manager didn't let him do that, but just let him do the job of a waiter.
Today's wind seems to be stronger than yesterday. Meng Xinci walked to the door of the KTV and stuck his head out. The sweater collar suddenly became empty, and the cold wind directly penetrated into it.
Before entering the door, he shook his body, patted his frozen face, and squeezed out a smile to make himself look more energetic.
He didn't forget that the leader who led him to wear the work clothes yesterday warned him several times not to keep a cold face and open the door for business, but to welcome all customers with a smile.
Meng Xinci seems to be a little early, and the employees on the day shift are still cleaning up.He was new here, not many people knew him, he looked a little silly standing there, so he could only get into the dressing room and change his clothes.
White shirt, cheap suit pants, and a bow tie around his neck. He doesn't look like a waiter. He looks a bit like the kind of person who is usually pulled by a big truck to perform sand sculpture magic on the street during the Chinese New Year.
But you have to wear it no matter how unaccustomed you are, as long as everyone who works in it wears it like this.He is already considered normal. Yesterday he saw a few colleagues scratching their hairstyles with hairspray, and they could smell the smell of hairspray when they got close.
No, the bow tie was still not comfortable to wear, so he stretched out his hand and pulled it to make himself feel better.
This KTV is not very good, it has been decorated for many years, but there is a food court nearby, recently it is summer vacation, there are many students who come out to eat, drink and have fun, both the lunch and night shows are almost full.
What Meng Xinci has to do is to wait in the corridor on the third floor. Once a guest rings the bell, he will immediately enter the box to listen to the guest's needs, and then follow suit.After the guests leave, the box is cleaned up immediately, and finally every corner is cleaned up before get off work, and the wine glasses and plates are washed and disinfected.
There are also some emergencies interspersed in the middle, which needs to be resolved by Meng Xinci himself. In short, there should be no customer complaints, let alone serious incidents such as quarrels and fights in the KTV where guests drink too much.
Yesterday was Meng Xinci's first day on the job, and a regular employee who was a little older than him was taking him along, teaching him how to clean the box quickly, how to tell which box was ringing the service bell, including how to open the room for guests. Box, how to replace the microphone.
Today, Meng Xinci is the only one standing on the right side of the third floor, which is the area he is responsible for.
No matter how sound-proof the KTV boxes are, Meng Xinci can still feel the vibrations from each room. In the dark environment, this kind of vibration makes him inexplicably flustered.
If it weren't for this part-time job, he had never been in this kind of place, and he still hasn't gotten used to it.
He doesn't have a smile on his face when no one is around, he just walks around the corridor in circles, in case he can't run when there is a need in the box.
Once he entered the box, he had a smile on his face and actively asked the guests if they needed help.Most of them asked questions about the microphone, or asked for fruit plates and snacks.
The night shift lasted ten hours a night, and he hardly ever sat down. When he got off work, his feet hurt so much that he wanted to take off his shoes to see if there were any blisters.
No wonder I felt that the journey home was so long last night that I couldn't walk at all.
But he was able to take off this set of overalls at last. The tie had been strangling him for a long time, and the trousers were also uncomfortable. He was tall and the trousers were a little short, which made it inconvenient for him to run.Meng Xinci couldn't wait to change into his own clothes, and felt too comfortable the moment he put on the sweater.
Last night's lessons learned, Meng Xinci bought a pack of cigarettes at the gate of the KTV and put them in his pocket, and then he would put the cigarettes to the uncle who guarded the gate with a smile on his face.
Meng Xinci took out his mobile phone and looked at it. There was a missed call from Wan Junxiu, but it was after nine o'clock when he called, so he must have fallen asleep by now.
What he said so absolutely last night, Wan Junxiu will definitely not wait for him.
The man spit on a nail, if Wan Junxiu removes the door lock, he will explain to Wan Junxiu that he is working part-time, if he does not remove it, then he will talk to him after getting the salary and buying things home.
He didn't want to speak first.
The man on duty today is not the old man from yesterday, but an uncle.He recognized the boy from Wan Junxiu's family, opened the door and asked Meng Xin to quit without saying anything, and the pack of cigarettes was not sent out.
Meng Xinci thought that one day he would meet the uncle from last night, so it was always right to carry this pack of cigarettes.
Meng Xinci gently opened the door and entered the house. He squatted on the ground to change his shoes. The lock of the big room was gently unlocked. Then there was the sound of the wheelchair turning, and then there was a movement beside the bed.
Meng Xinci's face collapsed, "Why aren't you sleeping?"
He came to the door and wanted to open the door to see Wan Junxiu. Today was the coldest day in the past year. Is Wan Junxiu cold?
Putting his hand on the door lock, he suddenly remembered that the two of them were still in a cold war, and this lock was the best proof.
He could only knock on the door casually and say, "Are you wearing a lot today?"
Wan Junxiu didn't make a sound, the house was still empty when he came back tonight, Meng Xinci pointed at the door lock of the room and yelled at him yesterday, which made him very angry.
The kiss on the night of his birthday scared him half to death, and he finally calmed down. During this time, he kept this matter in his heart.A door lock was the best solution he could think of, what else could he do?Let Meng Xinci continue this relationship that shouldn't happen?
What about after that?What should I do next?Coming out of the closet again, and falling in love with someone she shouldn't like, what will others think of this child in the future?
Xinci's grades are so good, and he will go to a prestigious university and enter a big company in the future, and he will have a bright future.The life and future that he can have are not what Wan Junxiu can get at all, how can he be tied down by Meng Xinci because of this inexplicable relationship.
Wan Junxiu could only use this lock to tell Meng Xinci, no, it's impossible.
Other than that, he has nothing to do.
But what the hell is this kid doing these two days, why hasn't he been home for two days, and where has he gone?
Tonight he was so angry that he didn't intend to wait for him, but lying on the bed without feeling felt like lying on pins and needles.The weather was so cold, how could his body not respond, sitting in the wheelchair, his shoulders hurt so much that his arms hurt, and the injured part of his back felt like it was being torn.
It's two o'clock and you haven't come back yet. Where did you go?His legs were shaking when he sat back in the wheelchair, and it took him a while to recover.
If Meng Xinci doesn't come back again, he can call Li Rui in the middle of the night to find the child with Li Rui.I don't care, I just trouble Li Rui.When Meng Xinci was found, he had to be beaten severely.
Coming back means coming back, Wan Junxiu let go of his hanging heart, heaved a long sigh of relief, and then closed the door with peace of mind.
It's just that the shoulder hurts too much. When I transferred to the bed, I didn't support it and almost fell.The hand was trembling when he raised it, and his useless legs were also restless.
He didn't care about Meng Xinci who was knocking on the door outside, let alone seeing Wan Junxiu's appearance when he came in, so he pretended to be asleep.
Meng Xinci was still knocking on the door, "Did you wear thick clothes in the cold weather? Did you soak your feet tonight? Does your back hurt?"
No one responded, Wan Junxiu was in so much pain that he didn't even have the strength to speak out, but Meng Xinci felt that he was still angry.
Meng Xinci seems to have never been so weak for a moment, not only physically tired, but also mentally tired.Even if you just respond with one sentence, why are you so silent?
Is liking Wan Junxiu an unforgivable sin?What's wrong with liking someone?Why can't you like him?He is obviously so nice and gentle, why can't he like him?
Meng Xinci let go of the doorknob, sighed and turned back to his room.
Tomorrow, as long as Wan Junxiu asks him tomorrow, he will confess that he is working part-time.As long as Wan Junxiu no longer has a cold face, then he is also willing to reconcile with Wan Junxiu.
It's a pity that Wan Junxiu had no intention of reconciling the next day, and Wan Junxiu was still missing when Meng Xinci woke up.He called Wan Junxiu, and Wan Junxiu just replied coldly: "Aren't your wings hard now? You don't come home every night, why do you think of it now and care about whether I am in the shop?"
This sentence choked Meng Xinci so much that he didn't even know how to refute it. It took a long time before he answered in a muffled voice: "I'm not at home...I'm doing business."
"I don't see anything serious to do at night."
What Meng Xinci said, Wan Junxiu could refute it, choking Meng Xinci to the point of wanting to drop the phone.
He took a deep breath, and calmly said to Wan Junxiu with the last bit of reason: "I just want to ask you if you wear more, Wenlin Street is very cold in the wind."
There was no rebuttal on the other end of the phone, and he seemed to sigh when he heard the sound, "I wear a lot, and I have a sense of proportion."
Even if Wan Junxiu couldn't see it, Meng Xinci nodded, as long as it wasn't cold.
The phone hadn't hung up yet, and Meng Xinci couldn't think of anything else to say, so the two of them remained silent.
It's strange, there were obviously endless things to say before.
"I'm not going anywhere the day after tomorrow. Can you also not go to Wenlin Street? Let's have a meal at home and then go out and buy some New Year's goods. Otherwise, it's almost Chinese New Year and there is nothing at home." In the end, it was Meng Xinci who spoke first. , bow your head first.
"It can't be a year when the family is deserted." This is the only excuse he can think of.
Fortunately, Wan Junxiu also stepped down the steps. In fact, there was no business in Wenlin Street during the winter vacation. He sat in the shop all day long and had nothing else to do except for the cold wind to enter the shop.
Not wanting to stay at home is nothing more than not knowing how to face Meng Xin.
He has worked so hard to bring up the grown-up child, and seeing that he can give Meng Tian an explanation, even if he goes underground in the future, he can pat his chest and say to Meng Tian: "Well, the task you entrusted to me has been completed well, right?" ?”
What's going on now?If Meng Tian knew that his son liked a paralyzed man who was a round older than him, he would be so angry that he would come here in the middle of the night and strangle Wan Junxiu to death and take him away.
Wan Junxiu felt that it would be fine for him to leave, but it would be a few years later, when Meng Xinci graduated from university and could support himself before leaving.
How could a child who was brought up by himself be really angry, or he wasn't angry at all.Maybe it's not a good thing to hide all the time, you have to face it all the time, and you have to talk to your children.
I hope that when the words are spoken, the child can wake up in time and have a happy new year.
Hearing Wan Junxiu let go, Meng Xinci heaved a sigh of relief, and he was in a much better mood as well as going to work in the afternoon, and stood alone in the corridor silly.
It's not that he can't laugh, but it seems that all good moods are closely related to Wan Junxiu.As long as Wan Junxiu raised his hand and waved softly twice, he would be happy for a long time.Meng Xinci felt that he was so stupid, and Wan Junxiu obviously disagreed, and he was still a fool.
But what if Wan Junxiu just didn't think about it?
It can't be said that I'm in a good mood so that I can fly. To put it bluntly, this KTV is open near my home. It's winter vacation recently, and I can see familiar faces singing at the KTV.Most of them are elementary school classmates, or children of the same age who I met when I was setting up a stall at the Nanhua Night Market.
In the school, everyone has the same status, they are all students, Meng Xinci can at least study well and maintain a minimum decency.Once in society, the status is different.
They are customers who come to consume, and Meng Xinci is the waiter who squats with a corkscrew and pours them drinks.
Fortunately, I didn't know each other very well before, and I didn't say much when we met. Meng Xinci didn't have to explain anything.
But my heart is always uncomfortable.
Everyone didn't say anything, but their eyes kept looking at Meng Xinci.Even if Meng Xinci lowered his head, he could still feel the eyes looking at him, like the tip of a needle.
Either he lowered his head and finished the work and immediately exited the box, or he could only pretend that he didn't know or remember, raised his head with a cheeky smile and asked if there was anything else he needed to help?
Fortunately, on Saturday, the traffic was so heavy that the manager sent another waiter to work with him.He discussed with that person, he is responsible for cleaning, and usually let that person go in the box if necessary.
Such a good thing, of course that person agrees.
KTV's midnight venue is the most difficult to clean. People always follow the night and drink wantonly to vent their emotions, whether they are happy or sad.When the catharsis is over, all that is left to the waiter is a pile of residue, and if you are unlucky, there will be filth that you spit out after drinking too much.
When cleaning, pinch your nose and hold your breath.Meng Xinci was willing to clean up, but it was too late for that person to be happy.
Meng Xinci also felt relieved, so that he didn't have to see those familiar faces, and just cleaned out the box quickly after they left.
It was close to closing time, and Meng Xinci was in a daze washing the rags in the bathroom. He was a little annoyed. He accidentally splashed dirty things on his pants while cleaning today, and he had to take them home to wash them later.
It's been freezing cold recently, and it's been cloudy all the time, so I don't know if I can work tomorrow.If you don't do it, you have to find a pair of black trousers like this from home to wear to work.
He definitely doesn't have these pants, his pants are sweatpants or jeans.Wan Junxiu should have it, that is, his trousers are very precious, and I have seen him wear them two or three times over the years, I don't know if Wan Junxiu is willing to borrow them.
Because of the phone call during the day, Meng Xinci felt a lot more comfortable, as if double happiness was coming to the door. The uncle who guarded the gate today was still yesterday's uncle, so he readily let Meng Xinci in.He was quite happy in his heart, if it was that grumbling old man, this pack of cigarettes would definitely be given away, and he would have to buy another pack tomorrow.
The combination of these two things is enough for him to be happy, and he doesn't even feel pain in the soles of his feet when he walks.
Gently opened the door, Wan Junxiu did not wait for him tonight, the door of the room was closed, and there was no movement inside.
He hadn't seen Wan Junxiu for two days, so he would miss him when the cold war ended.
Gently opening the door, Wan Junxiu was already resting on the bed.
He walked to the bed on tiptoe, and stuffed Wan Junxiu's arm that had been drooping by the bed back into the quilt.He casually checked to see if it was warm in the quilt.
Tsk, it's still freezing cold, I'm sure I'll be taking a bath in lukewarm water tonight, I'll buy this water heater no matter what.
Meng Xinci didn't turn on the light, and took advantage of the weak light outside the window to lift the quilt a little, and gently massaged Wan Junxiu.
Sitting like this for many years, Wan Junxiu has a little bit of soft flesh on his stomach, which is in stark contrast to the thin ribs. The whole body only looks a little fleshy here, and the pelvis and hip bones below are still so thin that the bones can be touched .
I don't know if these massage techniques are correct or if they have any effect. Meng Xinci massages his legs all over, and gently lifts his ankles to help him loosen them.In the end, he helped Wan Junxiu turn over and straightened his legs before slowly exiting the room.
In the next few days, Meng Xinci was like this, but there was a slight change. Wan Junxiu probably guessed that he was going to work, otherwise how could he come home in the middle of the night every day.
Meng Xinci didn't say anything, Wan Junxiu didn't ask, but every day when Meng Xinci came home, there was a thermos cup on the table, which was warmed milk.
Meng Xinci knew that Wan Junxiu was soft-hearted, and knew that he couldn't really get angry.
Grasping this point, he became more courageous, and when he got home in the middle of the night, he pushed open the door of Wan Junxiu's room even more courageously.
KTV business is the hottest on Saturdays and Sundays, and Meng Xinci is so busy that he procrastinates to get home from get off work after five o'clock.It was really too late this time, he didn't go to see Wan Junxiu, he thought he would rest tomorrow, and he could spend the whole day with Wan Junxiu.
The milk in the thermos was no longer hot, Wen Wen's mouth was just right, Meng Xinci took the glass of milk and drank it in small sips, planning how to live tomorrow in his mind.
The next day, while Meng Xinci was still sleeping, he heard noises outside. It was Wan Junxiu who woke up, and the sound should be cleaning.
Meng Xinci sat up, rubbed his eyes and left the room, "Are you cleaning?"
Wan Junxiu shook his head, and said in a low voice: "No, I just want to wash these dirty clothes and bed sheets before the year."
Hearing this, Meng Xin asked him to take a rest to wash, and then went into the room to remove the quilt cover.
As long as he is at home, he will do these things, and this time is no exception.
Wan Junxiu hooked his head to look at Meng Xinci, his hair was messed up in sleep, and he yawned loudly when he took off the quilt cover.
"Sleep for a while when you're sleepy, I don't understand why you have to work the night shift." Wan Junxiu said quietly with a bit of complaint.
"It's okay, I'm not sleepy anymore." This was the most normal conversation between Meng Xinci and Wan Junxiu during this period of time, so normal that Meng Xinci wanted to cry.
There was still a denim jacket draped over the sofa, Wan Junxiu turned the wheelchair to the front of the sofa, put his hand into his pocket to check if there was anything in it, in case the washing machine would be full of paper scraps when washing clothes later.
A square box fell out, and Wan Junxiu's face immediately collapsed.
He picked up the small cardboard box and threw it on the ground, shouting angrily, "Meng Xinci, get out!"
Meng Xinci heard the movement, threw the quilt and came out, before he had time to ask Wan Junxiu what was going on, he saw the package of cigarettes that hadn't arrived and was sent out on the ground.
He stammered and explained: "Listen to me, this is not mine, I plan to buy it for the uncle who guards the gate."
"Why did you buy it for him? Who is he and you want to buy it for him? Do you think I can't smell it? The first day you came back I smelled the smell of cigarettes on you. It’s not a few days before my birthday, I smoked a cigarette, what should I do next?”
"I don't! It's the smell of cigarettes in the place where I work. How can I smoke!" Wan Junxiu was paralyzed in a high position, and usually coughed when he smelled cigarettes. How could Meng Xinci dare to smoke.
"Where do you have to work to have such a strong smell of cigarettes? I won't tell you unless I ask you. You just make up your own mind and make a fool of yourself all day long. You don't come home until midnight every night. I really can't control you." It's gone!" Wan Junxiu was so angry that his hands were shaking, if he could stand up now, he would definitely beat Meng Xinci up.
He knocked the water glass off the coffee table to the ground, and wanted to pick it up and smash it at Meng Xinci's feet, but his hands were shaking so badly that he couldn't aim at all, and he was afraid that he would really hurt Meng Xinci.
"Meng Xinci, why on earth are you like this? You used to be very good. Why do I understand you less and less? Look at what you have done recently?"
Meng Xinci was frightened by the glass thrown to the ground, and then squatted down tremblingly to pick up the glass piece.It's not good to be stuck in a wheelchair. Wan Junxiu was only angry when he saw this pack of cigarettes. When his anger subsides, explain carefully, and he will listen.
"Don't move, the glass will hurt you later." Meng Xinci lowered his head and reached out to push Wan Junxiu's wheelchair back a little.
"I work in a KTV. I work night shift so I can come back very late. That day I saw that your room was locked, and I got a job in a fit of anger. The old man who came back to guard the door that night had a bad attitude, so I thought about buying a bag. Give him the cigarettes, I don’t know how to smoke, usually you will cough if you choke on the oil fumes.”
Wan Junxiu was still relentless, and then asked him: "KTV? What do you do? Why do you go to KTV? Do you know how messy those places are? Did I ask you to work part-time? What is your task now? Is it a good job?" Don’t you know about studying? Even if you have to work part-time, why go to KTV?”
For no other reason, Wan Junxiu was really afraid that Meng Xinci would be wronged by him, and this kind of thing must not happen.Otherwise, even if he died, he would have no face to face others.
Wan Junxiu has only one wish, which is that Meng Xinci grows up well, and Wan Junxiu's heart can rise to his throat when he hears the KTV night shift.
It's not that I haven't heard of some things in KTV before. If Meng Xinci really gets involved, both he and Meng Xinci will be finished.
"Because the salary in KTV is high!" Meng Xinci felt suffocated. He didn't know how to answer these series of questions. Obviously, the two of them could sit down and talk like before, or they should sit down and reconcile today. Why did it start like this again.
He raised his head and asked Wan Junxiu in a hoarse voice: "In your eyes, am I really unbearable? Everything I do is wrong. No matter how I explain it, you won't believe it?"
Meng Xinci's eyes were red. He had fair skin, but now he looked like he wanted to cry.Wan Junxiu couldn't bear it all of a sudden, he asked in a deep voice: "Then tell me, why do you want so much money? Do you think I treat you badly? Or in junior high school, did you think you were a rich man?" Heap, you have no self-esteem so you need money?"
???
What is the reason?Meng Xinci couldn't figure out why Wan Junxiu understood so much, he shook his head, "No, I just want to buy something for you."
Wan Junxiu was even more speechless, very angry, "I don't want you to buy it! Just study hard for me, and don't use your brains on me all day long."
"What's wrong? I just want to buy you a wheelchair. Why can't I buy something for the person I like?"
It's okay not to mention the person he likes, but Wan Junxiu felt his head hurt when he mentioned this sentence. He turned the wheelchair to Meng Xinci, stretched out his hand and hit Meng Xinci a few times, while beating While saying: "You still talk! You still talk! You just don't know who to follow! Dare to say anything!"
No matter how weak his hands are usually, Wan Junxiu is still a man after all. Although he hasn't recovered in recent years, he needs to do many things at home and in the shop by himself. His hands are a little strong no matter what, not to mention he is out of breath now. , Meng Xinci will also hurt if you really beat him.
Meng Xinci was hurt by the beating, and he would stand up to avoid it at first. The more he avoided Wan Junxiu, the more he was beaten. Only his arms could move freely. If he moved too much, he was afraid that he would be pulled out of the wheelchair.Meng Xinci could only stand still and endure a few blows.
Later he was also angry, wronged and angry, and asked Wan Junxiu: "Is it wrong for me to like the person I like? Why can't I like it?"
"It's just not! You can like cats or dogs! Just don't like me!"
The words that had been held back for so many days were finally spoken, and both Meng Xinci and Wan Junxiu knew that this matter had to be spoken.
No matter how prepared he was, Meng Xinci still felt very sad when he heard that he couldn't do it. His nose was so sore that he wanted to squat down and rub his nose.He asked Wan Junxiu: "Why not? Why not? Do you think you are not as good as a cat or a dog?"
Wan Junxiu stopped his hands, knowing that Meng Xinci was in pain, and stretched out his trembling hand to pull Meng Xinci's clothes, as if making sense, almost pleadingly said: "I am your uncle, Xinci , how can you like me? You are still so young, you can't tell what you like, but I have been growing up with you, and you are too dependent on me, so you mistake these things for liking."
Please, don't like me, don't like me.
No, my nose is sore, it's really uncomfortable.
Meng Xinci pinched his nose, and tears fell down. He opened his mouth, and found that all his words seemed to be stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say anything at all.
After a long time, he felt able to speak. He took Wan Junxiu's wrist and squeezed it hard, "Didn't you agree? You are not my uncle, how can you be my uncle? Then I like you There is nothing wrong with it. Wan Junxiu, you have already found out, right, you already know that I like you, right?"
The quarrel just now was too intense, Wan Junxiu's emotion caused convulsions, his legs jumped up restlessly, his voice was stuck in his throat and he couldn't speak anything.
Meng Xinci was so frightened that he knelt on the ground while helping him to calm down, while frantically helping his two restless legs.
"Don't be angry, I was wrong, don't be angry, Wan Junxiu, don't be angry..."
I don't know what I did wrong, what's wrong with liking someone?
But if you're angry, it must be something I did wrong.
When Wan Junxiu's body calmed down, Meng Xinci carried him into the room. Such convulsions must have caused incontinence and nerve pain.
Meng Xinci mixed good water to help Wan Junxiu clean up his body. Wan Junxiu opened and closed his mouth several times during the period. wrong……"
After a while, Wan Junxiu recovered a little strength, he reached out and rubbed Meng Xinci's hand, and said weakly: "It's not your fault, it's not wrong for you to like someone, but Xinci, that person is not It could be me."
"You are still too young, and most of me may just mistake dependence for liking. You haven't been in a formal relationship yet. You used to only focus on your studies. You probably haven't gone out to play with girls. How can you be sure that you are Do you like the same sex?"
"Same-sex is okay, there is nothing wrong with same-sex. But you are still too young now, you don't know what kind of changes your life will face once you admit this. How can I bear to let you go on such a difficult road ? When you grow up a bit, you can think about it again, okay?"
"As for me, your father and I are comrades-in-arms, Xinci. I have always... always treated you as a child. Even if you are not a child or an uncle or nephew, you should be an older brother and younger brother, a relative. If you like me, Because I made it so difficult for you in the future, what face do I have to go underground to meet your parents?"
Hearing Wan Junxiu say this slowly, Meng Xinci felt like a knife was piercing his heart. He stood up and helped Wan Junxiu pull the quilt to cover him.
"Whether I can face the eyes of others in the future is my own business. How do you know that I can't face it? You have always protected me behind you. Has it been too long, and even you have forgotten that I came from the dead? Is there a child that crawled out? I stayed under the ruins for three days, and I wasn’t afraid, so why should I be afraid of harmless gossip?”
Mentioning the memory many years ago, Meng Xinci felt bad.He closed his eyes and took a breath, smiled as if to cheer himself up, and said, "Maybe it's true that I haven't grown up yet, but I can tell whether I like it or not. I'm pretty sure that I am now. I like you, the kind that ten cows can't pull back."
"Maybe when I grow up a bit, my answer will still be this."
"Wan Junxiu, you can't change my sexual orientation, and you can't make me stop liking you all of a sudden."
"So, can you not be angry, and don't hide from me, just let me like you so much first, until I like another person."
"After all, first love may not last long."
The author has something to say: Enter V as usual, thank you for your support.
Emmm, I don’t know how to turn on anti-theft recently. After all, some sisters have seen it before, but after I put on the clip, I will still turn on anti-theft. Stealing the text.I don't know who I am so rubbish, I stole it for someone to see.
谢谢姐妹们的支持,我会继续努力的!!以后就固定每天早上9点更新喽,有特殊情况我会请假,没有的话都是日更,是真的日更,真的不诓了!感谢在2021-01-1703:12:44~2021-01-1811:36:10期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: 2 water each;
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 278292021 bottles;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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