what is the relationship between us

Meng Xinci didn't even want to stay at home on Saturday, so he just made up a reason and got into that alley.This time he didn't make an appointment with Cheng Hangyi, he came by himself.

When Cheng Hang was away, he didn't play much. He paid ten yuan and took a cue and just stuck around the side, not knowing what to do.

I've gotten used to staying here recently, and I still don't know what to do when I get home.

I don't want to watch TV, and the Altman I used to love now feels childish.I don't want to read the book either. I just flipped through the copied notebook countless times before the midterm exam, and never touched it after the midterm exam.

I have achieved results in the few subjects I took earlier, which are much better than the first monthly exam, especially English, which has improved more than a little.

But what's the use?

The family is very good, there is Wan Junxiu, the gentle Wan Junxiu, and Wan Junxiu who thinks about him in everything.

But the family made Meng Xinci breathless.

Sometimes he even wondered if Wan Junxiu didn't treat him so well, would he not have to worry so much.Maybe I don't need to go to the high school attached to my teacher, but I can go to school happily in the community middle school.

No solution, this assumption is simply no solution.

Meng Xinci was in a daze when someone patted him and said, "Is your name Meng Xinci?"

The man said, "Someone is looking for you outside."

"Who is it?" Meng Xinci felt very strange, if Cheng Hang came in by himself, there would be no need for others to spread the word.

"Don't know, a young man in a wheelchair."

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Meng Xinci felt as if his feet had grown roots, and he couldn't move at all.

How would he know?Why is he here?

God knows how Meng Xinci got to the door. The moment he saw Wan Junxiu, he felt as if he was dead.

"Uncle..." Wan Junxiu's face was ugly, and he didn't speak for a while, but it was Meng Xinci who called him first.

Wan Junxiu came here to load the disc today, and when he saw Meng Xinci from a distance, he thought he had read it wrong.Apart from this wholesale market nearby, there is this small street in an urban village. How could my children come to such a place.

But the scarf around his neck is clearly the one he tied when he went out this morning, and it was knitted by sister Li at the booth next to him with the wool he bought.

He followed behind Meng Xinci, watching helplessly as Meng Xinci twisted and turned and disappeared into the alley.

While looking for it, Wan Junxiu silently prayed in his heart that it must not be Meng Xinci.

But when Meng Xinci appeared in front of his eyes, Wan Junxiu didn't know what to say.

"You...you are really talented." Wan Junxiu smiled angrily, and turned the wheelchair to leave.

After all, I really have no ability to manage a half-grown young man.

Meng Xinci had never seen Wan Junxiu like this, or he had never seen Wan Junxiu so angry.

It should not be said to be angry, it should be said to be disappointed.

He was flustered and hurried to follow.

"Uncle..." Meng Xinci whispered, "Listen to me..."

Wan Junxiu didn't agree, and turned the wheelchair forward on his own.

Meng Xinci did not give up and shouted again: "Uncle... I was wrong... I was really wrong."

He walked quickly in front of Wan Junxiu and took Wan Junxiu's hand.Wan Junxiu looked up at him, and asked him: "Are you sure that I can't do anything about you? I can't go out, so you lie to me that you are studying. I'm paralyzed, and I can't break free from you, so you just Take my hand."

Meng Xinci let go of his hand and muttered, "No, that's not the case."

"Then get out of the way!" Now Wan Junxiu really got angry, and his voice was raised several decibels.

Meng Xinci's heart has never been so flustered as it is now. It seems that there is a calendar in his heart, and he keeps flipping through it, and finally stops on this day, and it says it's over.

It was as if a big rock was pressing down on him, and he couldn't breathe.

He felt that Wan Junxiu probably didn't want him anymore.

The two stepped into the house one after the other, and Meng Xinci knelt down to help him change his shoes and polish his wheelchair.

But Wan Junxiu's hand dropped heavily and slapped him, "Don't bother you."

Then he watched as Wan Junxiu supported himself on two arms and moved to the bench in the corner. After he sat down firmly, he picked up one leg and took off his shoes, and then changed to the other leg.

After the shoes were changed, Wan Junxiu stretched his body again and slowly cleaned the wheelchair.

As long as Meng Xinci is around, these things are all done by Meng Xinci.This is the tacit understanding between them this year.At this time, Wan Junxiu didn't even look at Meng Xinci, and just concentrated on doing his own thing with his head down.

Meng Xinci's tears fell all of a sudden.

"Uncle... I was really wrong, don't do this, I was wrong, I was really wrong."

Wan Junxiu raised his head to look at him, and asked him indifferently: "How could you be wrong? Now that you've grown up, you dare to lie. I'm the one who is stupid, and I'm still thinking about how cold the weather is in our house. , and go out to study, how hard it is. It was my fault, and my fault was that I trusted you too much."

Wan Junxiu raised his hand, put it on Meng Xinci's chest, and asked him with a pale face: "Xinci, ask yourself, how did I treat you badly? As long as it is what you want, I will give it to you. As long as it is What you said, I trust unconditionally, but why do you treat me like this with this trust?"

Meng Xinci cried and shook his head, holding his hand and crying, "No, I was wrong, I was really wrong. I have been under too much pressure recently, and I don't know what to do."

Wan Junxiu asked him: "What pressure? What pressure made you go to that kind of place and develop those bad habits?"

Meng Xinci was crying so hard that he couldn't even speak.

Wan Junxiu was also still angry, he didn't want to wipe away his tears, he just asked him: "Why are you crying?"

Before he could put on his socks, his feet were already shivering slightly on the cold floor.While crying, Meng Xinci helped Wan Junxiu put on his slippers.

He hugged Wan Junxiu's leg, cried and said: "I was really wrong, I don't know why it became like this, I don't like the high school attached to the teacher, I failed the exam last time, I dare not tell you .I originally thought that I would do better in the exam this time and I could change classes. I’ll tell you again, but my math score was canceled this time. Both the invigilator and the head teacher said I cheated. I didn’t, I really didn’t cheat, I dare not go home, let alone tell you the news."

Wan Junxiu's heart softened, and he asked him: "Get up, look me in the eyes and tell me, are you cheating or not?"

"I don't, I really don't." Meng Xinci looked up at Wan Junxiu, with tears in his eyes.

Wan Junxiu stretched out his hand to wipe away Meng Xinci's tears, and said to him: "Xinci, I think at least before you, we can be said to be dependent on each other. In this house, there are only you and me, and we will never be together again. Someone else. I trust you 100%. If you say no, I will believe no. I almost respond to your request. If you say you want it, I will find a way."

It's been a long time since he touched Meng Xinci's head. The child has grown taller this year, and now he has to hold his head up when he wants to talk to the child.Wan Junxiu couldn't help but raised his hand to stroke the child's hair, and then said: "But when I know that you have ruined the trust I gave you, do you know how sad I am?"

"I'm angry, not just because you entered the game hall, but because you already unconsciously think that I can be deceived."

Would it have been different if I had spoken out sooner?Meng Xinci should know from the bottom of his heart that no matter what he is, Wan Junxiu will believe him.

But when did Meng Xinci choose to hide something from Wan Junxiu.

Is it just a matter of grades?It does not seem.

It started when the head teacher looked down on him. Meng Xinci didn't want to talk about it with Wan Junxiu at that meeting, but he just didn't want Wan Junxiu to be sad when he found out.

But later on, he even began to feel that all his troubles came from this family combination that was different from others.

I even blamed Wan Junxiu in my heart. At first, I just complained in my heart why Wan Junxiu had to let him go to the high school attached to the master.Later, the complaints in my heart began to slowly expand, and more dissatisfaction arose in my heart.

Why can't Wan Junxiu be healthier, even if he can stand up and take two steps.He began to hate Wan Junxiu waiting for him at the gate of the community, why could he just sit at the gate of the community or wait near the bus stop?Why can't he come to the school gate to pick him up like other parents?It rained two days ago, how cold it was, Cheng Hangyi and the other students could take a private car just outside the school gate.Only Meng Xinci had to squeeze the bus with an umbrella, and when he got home, his schoolbag was wet.

Why Wan Junxiu is just a peddler at a second-hand book stall, and can't sit in the office and work like other parents.When the head teacher mentioned the subsistence allowance households, Meng Xinci felt as if he had been slapped.It is said that contentment is always happy, and Meng Xinci also knows this truth.But when he found that he couldn't get in any of the topics discussed by his classmates, and he didn't even know what those topics were, only he knew how uncomfortable that feeling was.

He has never mentioned these words to Wan Junxiu, and he absolutely dare not mention them.On Meng Xinci's shoulders, there seemed to be two villains, one villain was kind-hearted, optimistic and positive.The other villain is sullen and grumpy, passive and silent.

The optimistic villain said to him: "Wan Junxiu treats you so well, he simply treats you with all his heart and soul, you have to be content."

The gloomy villain also said to him: "But he doesn't meet the requirements for adoption, and his behavior will only make you feel more uncomfortable."

The two villains argued and tore each other day and night, which wiped out Meng Xinci's nostalgia for this family and Wan Junxiu.

In the end, it was difficult for him to confide in Wan Junxiu even about his failure in the ordinary examination room.

Whose fault was it? Meng Xinci couldn't say, maybe he was more wrong.

Meng Xinci lowered his head, not daring to look at Wan Junxiu.His head was buried on Wan Junxiu's body, and his voice was muffled, "I've always wanted to tell you, but every time I see you, I don't want to open my mouth anymore. I don't want to go to school, I'm afraid to see the teacher Classmate, I’m afraid of listening to the teacher’s sarcasm. I don’t want to go home, and I don’t want to bring home the bad mood in school to make you unhappy. I was wrong, I’m a big fool. Don’t be angry, I really don’t I dare not."

Wan Junxiu's legs gradually returned to calm. He pushed Meng Xinci with his hand, and said to him, "Then tell him clearly now, what exactly happened to you in school."

Meng Xinci didn't speak, and he still didn't know how to say it. He didn't even know how to get through this half semester. Now he can tell the reason for a while, but he really doesn't know where to say it.

"If you don't say it, you will never say it for the rest of your life. I will apply to your class teacher. If you go to live in the school in the future, you will not be my parent!" Seeing that he was silent, Wan Junxiu stretched out his hand to pat him on the back After a while, the strength is not heavy, but the words are decisive.

Meng Xinci suddenly raised his head, tears fell down again.Gritting his teeth, he told Wan Junxiu everything about the past half semester.

Speaking out, I feel a lot better.

The author has something to say: Sorry, I made a mistake when copying and pasting this chapter, and it involved the content of the previous chapter, which has been corrected now.