I haven't been a scumbag for many years

He hates this world so much that he doesn't seem to take himself seriously except for his younger sister.

Painful life experiences, all kinds of hardships experienced at a young age.

The pain took root in Song Jiu's body like maggots attached to the bones, and it couldn't be removed no matter what.

When Xie Dongli left the door of the ward, he really wanted, really wanted to strip away all the haze from Song Jiu's dark clouds in the sky.

Wanting to warm him up.

but……

Now he can't do it.

A person who has lost hope like this is actually like a puddle of mud, unable to support the wall at all.No matter how much warmth you use to warm him, no matter how much enthusiasm you use to influence him, it can't compare to making his heart stir up waves and give birth to the desire to live.

Song Jiu, you are not in a desperate situation, at least not yet.

When you are really in a desperate situation and drowning until your last breath becomes a luxury, I will give you another hand.Only then can you feel that there is warmth and happiness on the other side of the extreme pain in this world.

Xie Dongli slowly closed his eyes, which showed unusual tenacity.

Back home, Xie Dongli's father told him not to worry about going to class, but to go to class after he fully recovered, and said to him by the way: "If we are afraid that the class will not be able to keep up by then, we will go to another freshman. Make up the courses."

Xie Dongli said: "Dad, you don't have to worry about my homework, I'm sure of it myself." Don't be ridiculous, only a proud man like me still needs to repeat it?

In order to get to the plot line, he never dared to skip a level.I have lived steadily for these 16 years.

His father and You Rongyan must have thought so in his heart.

So he smiled and said: "Then I don't worry. My father and mother can't help you with schoolwork. You can only work hard on your own. Only by studying hard will you have a future. Like your father, me, and your mother, both I just haven’t read the book personally, so I’m just collecting the junk now.”

Xie Dongli: "..." No more Versailles, thank you.

Also, I was the one who made the trash collection.

Xie Dongli didn't want to talk about this with his idle father. He said, "Dad, I plan to board. Anyway, my home is quite close to the school. Parents, you two, come to see me at school when you are free. If I The homework is not so rushed, and I can occasionally come back to see you during the lunch time after school every afternoon."

Xie Dongli's parents were a little bit reluctant to part with their obedient cub when they heard him say he wanted to board.

Xie Dongli was able to make up his mind when he was very young, and he was like the backbone at home.When you are young at home, you can help the family with business and things.Can't be more hardworking, smart and considerate.

As soon as he went to the dormitory, his family inevitably felt reluctant.

But thinking of him coming back alone at night and encountering a robbery, the family panicked.

Father Xie said, "How about I come to pick you up every night, son?"

Xie Dongli shook his head: "No. It's better to go to boarding. High school is stressful, and I can focus more on studying at school." P, the living environment of the school is not generally bad, especially in the first semester of each year, the season is autumn and winter, and winter At that time, it was cold and humid.

There is no place to dry clothes.

All kinds of shoes in the dormitory are fragrant!

How can the big pot dishes in the cafeteria compare with those at home?

But Xie Dongli never nestled wherever An Yi was.

He has a task to do, which is secondary.He has to take care of his wife, which is the first priority.

He's not really a kid.

Xie Dongli made up his mind, and the family only agreed.

Xie Dongli is about the same. He went to school, asked the teacher for a boarding note, paid the fee, and assigned him to the class dormitory.After making the bed, Xie Dongli bid farewell to his parents and went to the first-grade rocket class on the first floor of the South Building.

It was the first time for the people in the class to see Xie Dongli. The management of the County No. [-] Middle School was not particularly strict. It was only required to wear school uniforms from Monday to Friday, and they were not required to wear them on Saturdays and Sundays.Xie Dongli came to class on Saturday and wore a school uniform.

The fat and ugly blue and white school uniform was worn on him, killing a group of various styles of clothing like black coal miners' attire.

Wow~~

The girls in the class couldn't help but burst out in amazement.

Even the boys are mostly impressed.

On the first day of class, everyone didn't know each other. Xie Dongli sat by the window early, and no one noticed him except the people around him.After a month, it was amazing to appear in front of everyone again.

Handsome is handsome, the most important thing is that the temperament is different.

Others are real-life filters, and he is a filter for youth school idol dramas.

The head teacher tapped the blackboard with a bamboo stick, and everyone became quiet.

"This is the classmate who was robbed and injured at night when our class started. It's best to go together when you go out. Don't be careless. Life safety comes first!"

Xie Dongli didn't know whether to laugh or cry in his heart, this is a pawn to show his own experience.

Then the head teacher signaled Xie Dongli to sit down in his dusty seat, and began to announce: "Tomorrow is the first monthly exam for our class. Today we will talk about trigonometry."

When the head teacher said this, he subconsciously glanced at Xie Dongli. After all, Xie Dongli was No. 1 when he was assigned to the rocket class, but now he has been out of class for a month, and he still doesn't know what level he is.

But you must never drop a big seedling on your hand.

On the second day of the monthly exam, Xie Dongli didn't have the slightest pressure.Maintain a normal level, except for Chinese, which requires a lot of ink and time-consuming papers, science papers basically take an average of 10 minutes per piece.

Xie Dongli had been in class for about two months, and Song Jiu took the initiative to contact Xie Dongli.His sister was discharged from the hospital.Back at the home where there was no one left, my mother died, and my stepfather was arrested and sent to jail.This place was empty and desolate, except for the roof tiles to shelter from the wind and rain, it really didn't feel like a home at all.

Of course, he never felt at home here either.

Just in time for Xie Dongli's monthly vacation, Xie Dongli told his parents to go to a classmate's house to play today and come back at night.His parents didn't disagree, they just asked him to go to his classmate's house and don't forget to bring some fruit.

When Xie Dongli came to Song Jiu's house, he never expected that Song Jiu's house would be so broken, although he was mentally prepared.Song Jiu's family is also engaged in rags, but they rely on scavenging to maintain their basic livelihood.make money?Can't make money.In the past, his stepfather, who was an alcoholic, used all of it to buy alcohol.

Now that the stepfather is in jail, the money he gets back can at most buy some meat and tooth sacrifices.

When other people's five-year-old children lost their temper in the shopping mall and insisted on buying hundreds of thousands of dolls, Song Jiu's younger sister, who was only five years old, was pouring out the water in the mineral water bottle and squashing it flat. Twist the bottle cap and throw it into the snakeskin bag.

When seeing Xie Dongli, a pair of big eyes looked at Xie Dongli so curiously.

Xie Dongli was holding some snacks in his hand, including miscellaneous things, spicy candy cakes... He didn't know what children like to eat, so he bought everything.A big bag.

Song Jiu was carrying a big basket full of grass.I also held a large handful of pigweed in my arms.

When he saw Xie Dongli, he was silent for two seconds, and then went to the pigsty in the corner of the kitchen to feed the pigs.

After his sister was discharged from the hospital, he had some money left over and bought four pigs.

Song Jiu wanted to live a better life, at least support her sister until she grew up.Get out of the morass of your existing life.

He watched the pigs eating hogweed in good health, and hung the basket on the iron hook on the wall.Then he walked out with a suit of grass clippings.Under the low eaves, he glanced at Xie Dongli, then turned and walked into the kitchen.

Xie Dongli was silent for a moment, and followed in.