The life of a vegetative cup

Ten miles above the sky, the cold wind was blowing, and there were dark clouds billowing in the surroundings, and a thunderbolt knocked down from the top of the head. Unfortunately, the crossing of the tribulation failed.

But now Zhao Juntong was leaning against the head of the bed, still looking calm and peaceful, just quietly watching me wait, as if he didn't release the thunder this day.

The hairs all over my body stood on end when he saw it, and I almost jumped up in a jerk. At this time, because of the high fever, our resilience was really not up to standard, and my body was about to fall to the side when I didn't have enough strength.

Zhao Juntong's two arms were loosely around me, so he raised his hand to support me, but the place where he touched me felt a burning sensation as if he was burning, and I was so frightened that I hurriedly pushed and shoved Trying to get out of his arms.

Zhao Juntong's eyes darkened slightly, and his eyelids drooped. Although he still held my hand stubbornly and did not let go, his movements had a rigidity that cannot be ignored.

Even if I was grabbed by one hand, even if my body was not strong enough, I still moved the maximum distance, gasped for breath several times with great effort, and slowed down my heart that was about to jump out of the cavity, and then looked up at him again.

Zhao Juntong seemed to be aware of my approaching eyes, so he raised his head and looked back at me with dark eyes.

I swallowed two mouthfuls of saliva to moisten my dry throat, and tremblingly pointed at him and stretched out another finger under his nose.

"How much is this?"

Zhao Juntong glanced at my fingers that were vibrating in a harmonious frequency, then raised his eyelids and looked at me quietly, silent.

Seeing this, I was worried, and there was a bit of sadness in my brows. I opened my palm and put it in front of his eyes again.

"This, how much is it?"

Zhao Juntong didn't even look at me this time, his dark eyes were fixed on me, and he remained silent.

I closed my eyes with a sad face, and with distress and guilt in my heart, I broke Zhao Juntong's hand that was holding me, and crawled to the bedside table tremblingly, took my mobile phone, and dialed the number.

Until the phone was connected, Zhao Juntong kept looking at me during the whole process, without saying a word.

I held the phone in both hands, like holding a life-saving medicine, and my voice trembled: "Hello~~~"

[Hello? ] The other party had a strong nasal voice, as if he hadn't woken up yet, [Who? ]

I gripped the phone tightly: "Bitch... cheap mouth..."

[Um? ] Cui Zhao seemed to wake up after hearing my voice, [What's wrong with you, Your Majesty?Who dares to offend Long Wei? ]

"No...it's not me..." Turning my head, I looked carefully at Zhao Juntong who was still sitting there quietly. I was about to cry when I spoke again, "Yes, it's Zhao Juntong..."

[he?What happened to you? ] Cui Zhao asked nervously, [Don't worry, what happened? ]

"Hurry up and find Master," I cried, "Zhao Jun and him...he has to see..."

[… What are you looking at? ]

"I... I think he is sicker than me."

[......]

Seeing that there was no movement from Cui Zhao, I was also anxious: "Really!" Taking out the example I just verified, "He can't even count!"

[......]

"You bastard..." There was a sudden pressure from the nerve endings on my back, and I was shocked again, my voice was stuck and I couldn't continue, and the mobile phone in my hand was taken away.

Zhao Juntong glanced at me and put the phone to his ear: "Hello? Cui Zhao, I'm Zhao Juntong."

"It's okay," Zhao Juntong smiled, and grabbed my ankle, which was trying to stay away from danger, trying to reduce my sense of existence and crawling out silently, allowing me to have a slight contest with the bed sheet and the friction between the bed sheet and the mattress , As a result, Mattress lost, "He has a fever, and his mind is a little unclear."

After being quiet, Zhao Juntong pressed me on his lap who was dragged back, looked at me quietly with dark eyes, and suddenly smiled lightly, which made me shiver again.

"I know, I'll take care of him."

I saw him hang up the phone and put it aside, then covered his chest with nervous hands, resisted rubbing back, and said in a trembling voice: "You...don't come here...no...otherwise, don't blame me for being rude to you !"

Zhao Juntong ignored it, and instead raised his hand towards me.

"Come here!" I yelled at the top of my voice, and frantically rushed out, "Killer!"

"Always use this way to change the subject..." Zhao Juntong got up, and with extraordinary agility, he pushed me down on the bed again, rubbed my head, and sighed softly, "Ah Xi, sometimes I really wonder if you have arranged a McDull in your mind to guard the door."

After the failure of besieging Wei and rescuing Zhao, I failed to run out in time. The anger I had been suppressing all this time was finally unbearable. I was lying on the bed with my hands cut behind my back, and I wished I had a long neck so I could move my teeth.

"Who the hell is McDull! You are McDull! Your whole family is McDull!"

Duan Yilong, where did you little bastard go!Buying a bowl of broken porridge, you even bought it to Hainan Island!

Zhao Juntong also moved over at this time, bent down and slowly lay on my body, with one arm around my waist and the other hand still holding my two wrists.

I kicked and kicked, but I didn't expect to be involved in the injury on my body. I grinned and broke out in a cold sweat from the pain.

Zhao Juntong stopped his movements and let go of his hands. I was just about to climb out, but he hugged me and pressed me down again from behind.

I buried my face in the bed, biting the sheets and grinding my teeth back and forth.

Zhao Juntong lay down next to me peacefully, and even held me in his arms and massaged my lower back. The force was even and moderate. With that precise technique, the soreness was relieved by more than half immediately. It was so comfortable for me. I want to hum again.

Zhao Juntong let out a nasal laugh, feeling that he seemed to be enjoying the tranquility.

But it’s really weird to say that that day, he looked at me and the pervert with a cold face like everyone else owed him 500 million. Why did there come such a big contrast after a growth exercise? , this is too abnormal...

compel... compel...

force! ! !

I happened to be rubbed on my lower abdomen by him again, and my body trembled uncomfortably due to the itching. Zhao Juntong seemed to feel it too, and hugged me tighter in his arms, and his hands began to shift positions.

The coercion he was talking about, could it be, could it be that we carelessly lost Jingzhou that night? !

But why is it forced?Doesn't he remember that I did it first? !

In an instant, my eyes were able to emit light, fearing to scare people, I hurriedly closed my eyelids and buried my head in the sheet again, pursing my lips tightly, I guessed that my face was purple, so I could suppress the pain that rushed to my mouth. Laugh wildly.

hey-hey……

Hehehe...

hey hey hey hey...

He doesn't remember, the beast doesn't remember.

Then wouldn't he be able to settle accounts with me?

"Ashi..."

If he doesn't remember, does that mean I can turn around and settle the score with him?

"Ashi..."

wipe!This time, I really have to count the pieces, what are they, um, he tossed me so hard that I couldn't live peacefully all night, and made me almost drown in the bathtub. When I was molested by that pervert in the restaurant, this The beast is like watching a play, without saying a word...

"... Axi..."

I have worked so hard to plan a lot of things for him, he can't eat well and sleep well every day, not only does this bastard have no sense of appreciation, but he is still eating with women, even if he doesn't know me, he dares to eat the couple's set meal !

"..."

I went to the couple package for the eighteenth generation of his ancestors! ! !

The burning anger in my body was vented all at once, and the sound of "hmm" came out of my nose. It was full of twists and turns, winding around the beams and the house. I was panting, my limbs went limp, my mind was dizzy, and I was paralyzed on the bed. Neither want to move.

Zhao Juntong turned me over gently, my eyes were filled with water vapor, I couldn't see his expression clearly for a moment.

"You can be distracted at times like this..." Zhao Juntong seemed to be taken aback for a moment, raised his other hand to cover my eyes, pressed his forehead to try my forehead, the warm breath sprayed on his face, I felt him His breathing was also a little unsteady, "I sweated a lot, I should feel better soon."

He took a deep breath, then wrapped me in the quilt, got up and walked towards the hut by himself.

Listening to the sound of water coming from there, I couldn't help but twitched the corners of my mouth while lying on the bed.

Brother, do you use this method to make people sweat and reduce fever?

Zhao Juntong's obsession with cleanliness is deeply rooted. Thinking about it this way, let him sleep on an indescribable bed for a whole night, we really wronged him!

Not long after, Zhao Juntong came back with a warm wet towel in his hand, and sat next to me again. I saw that he lifted the quilt and seemed to want to pick my clothes off, so I quickly corrected my expression and shook it off after I was done using it. , ruthlessly said: "Get out!"

Zhao Juntong paused, but still ignored my pushing and shoving, and began to wipe my face and neck.

I also knew that I couldn't compete with him in the first place, not to mention my physical strength now, so fortunately I turned my head away and closed my eyes without even looking at him.

"Ah Xi, I am also a human being." Zhao Juntong paused, "I also have feelings."

I sneered: "Really, I thought you were a beast."

Zhao Juntong was silent for a moment after hearing this, but continued to move his hands, wiping slowly to physically cool me down.

"I don't quite understand. If you are determined to leave me, no matter how sad I am, I will try my best to respect your opinion and stop being an eyesore in front of you. But why do you go to Xiang Zhanxuan again? Do you know that you are like this?" How much does it make me..."

I interrupted his seemingly scolding lesson: "Why, it turned out that I made Mr. Zhao unhappy? I'm really sorry, I let you hear the truth without shutting up for a while, which made you slam the door and leave in such an arrogance , I’m really sorry for not being able to take your feelings into consideration.”

Zhao Juntong frowned: "You... are you blaming me for leaving you at home alone?"

I sneered: "Sorry, that's not my home, and I don't have the thick skin to let you go."

"..." Zhao Juntong: "You talked nonsense with Cui Zhao, and after you hung up the phone, did you pay attention to what I said? I told you what I said at that time, and you can repeat it now."

Me: "..." Stomach bleeding just happened at that time, and Su Hangwen's grandson broke through the high-cold character set and suddenly turned into a tyrannosaurus, so his mind was in chaos... I was anxious to get angry... blood rushed...

"I said at the time that the company called suddenly, saying that the project in the town on the 29th of this month was about to open for bid review, and I had to come over with the company's bidding team to support them. I also said that the first few days might be busy. Do the bidding, participate in the prospecting meeting to survey the site, if I can personally go through many procedures for submitting the bidding, I will definitely leave a better impression on them, so I may be too busy to contact you every day, and you are still sick. Pay more attention to rest, and if you feel bored, call Wei Bin and ask him to come and play with you." He lowered his head and stared at me expressionlessly: "So many instructions, you didn't hear a single word? I called home and no one answered, I called your cell phone, you just hung up without listening, I asked Wei Bin to help you call and send text messages and you didn't even reply, who the hell dumped us who?"

Me: "..." This... This is not, I get angry when I see your caller ID these days, so...

"And the next time I see you, you let me see you strolling down the road with a handsome young man? The second time was even more skillful. You just followed Xiang Zhanxuan in to find me for dinner. Are you going to make me so angry? Tens of years of life, so I can go to the underworld early to give you a trip in advance?"

"..." Why is this what!Suddenly you are so sharp-tongued, you beast, you are so aggressive, it really makes me very...

Zhao Juntong pinched my arm firmly, and gritted his teeth: "I have already promised you this time, I will always be by your side, and will always be with you. I really can't give you more than what you said to me. A little trust?"

"..."

Sin... Sinister beast... Let's discuss it, you put back your mighty and domineering aura, I... I'm a little scared...

I stared at him with a stiff face, Zhao Juntong lowered his eyes in frustration and remained silent for a while before speaking again.

"You know, I hate Ji Tao. I hated him very much from the very beginning. For a while, I even hated him day and night. During that period of time, I hated myself every waking moment. Hate Ji Tao, hate all those who made you suffer."

Zhao Juntong wiped my sweat carefully, and at the same time activated his mother-in-law mode and began to ramble in a low voice.

"For so many years, I have been working hard to change myself, and I want you to like me more. I know that my personality or other things probably don't suit your liking, but I can't help but think about it. Not as long as I can persevere, persist in doing better than Ji Tao, love you more than him, take care of you more than him, accompany you, keep promises, so that you will never be sad because of anything again, no No more nightmares, no more sadness, no more tears, maybe... I can let you give me a little more attention, so that you... can also give me a little chance..."

Zhao Juntong tightened his lips and sighed again.

"But... Ji Tao is always capable, which I never expected."

"Look, it's like this again this time, no matter how much he has done, how much he has hurt you, and made you so painful that you can't wait to dig out all your feelings for him from your body, But he always has the ability to pull you away from me again when I turn my head and relax, and let your empty heart refill him, embedded heavily at the bottom, moving I can’t move or pry it away,” he pressed his palm on my left chest, and whispered, “No one can take his place here with you.”

"Believe it or not, I'm jealous of Ji Tao, almost mad because he beat me again."

Zhao Jun paused, then raised my hand and wiped it slowly with a warm towel, and said with a low laugh: "I thought, I have worked so hard and been so serious, I bet all my retreats, and finally I should be able to When I beat him once, he was able to beat me fiercely again, and my dream was instantly shattered."

"Some things, it's not that you want to pretend that they don't exist, so they don't happen."

"Some feelings, it's not that if you don't admit it, it will disappear completely and never come back."

"No matter how much you deny it," Zhao Juntong paused as he looked at the ring on my finger, "you're just deceiving yourself."

After Zhao Juntong wiped me, he wrapped me in a quilt, and put my head lightly on his lap. As soon as I moved slightly, he held me down, raised his hand and followed my thigh hair.

"Your feelings for him are starting to come back, and the living will never be able to compete with the dead," he leaned on the bed and looked out of the window where the darkness had completely fallen, and said softly: "I will be afraid too, I am really afraid, I'm afraid that your heart is already occupied by Ji Tao, and you won't be able to let me go anymore... Especially this time, when you leave, there will be no news. Apart from knowing from Cui Zhao that you are safe, other things, It seems like they can’t get it all back.”

I looked up at him and didn't speak, but Zhao Juntong closed his eyes, bent down and hugged me tightly, showing a deep exhaustion all over his body.

"Actually, too many people told me that I almost gave up everything for you. I have heard this kind of words too many times, and I even almost thought that I was so great."

Zhao Juntong laughed in a low voice as if mocking himself: "But if these are not what you need, what's the point of me forcing them to you?"

"I really couldn't stand your phone call, because it made me understand that I am really selfish. I have no desires or desires. As long as I can stay by your side and stay with you, it's fine. But It's all about feeling good about myself."

"I'm afraid I'm really a very bad person. I can't accept the pain that I don't get back."

"So when the company called, I really thought about whether I should come out for two days first to relieve my mood, so as not to do things that hurt you irrationally when facing you. I always thought, about Let me separate a little bit first, not to wrap you up so tightly, so that I can get to know you better, and see if I really mean nothing to you. "

"It was because I left three years ago that I knew that I would never let you go."

"I can't get you out of my heart because that would kill me with pain."

"But if you really hate me so much, I won't bother you anymore. I can bear it and leave. As long as you don't want to see me, I can hide away."

Hearing this, I closed my eyes and turned my head silently.

Zhao Juntong's fingers are still slowly running along my hair, and his low and mellow voice is still coming from above.

"sorry."

"Three years ago, I only cared about my hurt feelings, thinking that I couldn't make you hate me more, so I left you alone in the United States, I'm sorry..."

"All the false happiness is destroyed, and the cruel reality is mercilessly placed in front of you, forcing you to see a doctor, forcing you to accept your true self..." Zhao Juntong paused, speaking in a low voice. Voice, "I regret it."

"Let you face such a painful treatment alone but not be by your side, I really regret it."

"No matter what the reason, this time I left you alone at home again..."

"You are so timid, you are so afraid of being alone," Zhao Juntong smiled hoarsely, "you are afraid every night, you are so afraid that you shrink into my arms and tremble so much, hold me tightly. Stop me calling the beast for help."

Zhao Juntong stretched out his hand and gently covered my tearful eyes.

"Give me one more chance, okay?"

"I will never leave you alone this time."

"No matter when, no matter what happens, I will always be with you, and I will never leave you alone again."

"Just trust me one last time and give me a chance, okay?"

I lifted the quilt and got up, grabbed his collar and slammed it against the wall, biting his lips hard, the tears in my eyes couldn't be controlled at all, my throat kept panting, and I couldn't even make a sound. All seem to be very difficult.

"Zhao Juntong, you fucking bastard!"

"If you dare to run again, I will definitely kill you!"

"If you make me feel bad again," I bit his lip viciously, "Even if I go to hell, I will drag you down with me!"

After hearing this, Zhao Juntong smiled slightly, not paying any attention to my bitten lips, and kissed back tenderly.

He held my arm tighter and tighter.

"What do you want me to call you..."

"Axi, evil animal, I want you to call me Axi."

It's not about forgetting or escaping, I just want to say goodbye to the helpless me from now on.

Start again, really follow your own wishes, choose the path you want to go.

And to be able to be with him, to find all my most precious things.