Sea of ​​Clouds Prison Heart

Fang Xiaozai returned to his room in a daze, and as soon as the door closed, he slid on the floor as if his strength had been sucked away.He couldn't believe it, but he had to believe that even if the things he had been dreading hadn't happened yet, it was enough to hear them.

Why did God make fun of him like this?Is it because of the heinous crimes, or is there more than a death penalty?

That's why he was now suffering deeply in such uneasiness, and was endlessly condemned by his own conscience.

Ye Qingyun's voice lingered in his ears.

"Your own hands are also covered with blood, you have killed no fewer people than me!"

Fang Xiaozai lowered his head, looked at his hands with fascination, as if in the darkness, he could see the blood on his hands, the strong smell of blood, he couldn't tell if it was just stained by him, or it had already been stained a long time ago .

What can't be washed off can never be washed away!

Do not!

He woke up suddenly, got up from the ground, stumbled to the table, touched the copper candlestick on the table, his fingers trembled several times and couldn't hold it steady, but he finally picked it up, pointing the pointed end at his Throat.

Perhaps his waking up was a mistake!

He shouldn't have woken up, so he can't let this mistake continue!

The pain of the sharp object piercing the skin came clearly. He used to be afraid that he would not even be able to report his name and life in front of the ghost messenger after his death, but now all this is indifferent...

People who have committed serious crimes will never be restored, and will never be reborn forever!

His fingers trembled more and more, he thought, as long as he stabbed down, everything would be over...

"...It's hard to say whether it's true or not. You also know that when Madam gets sick, she doesn't know anyone. When she sees someone who looks like her, she calls the Second Master by his name. She picked him up. Maybe the First Master did this to appease her. I admit it, I can’t remember anything anyway, and it doesn’t matter.”

Just when his fingers were about to use force, Fang Xiaozai's mind suddenly flashed the conversation of those people, and the movement of his hands stopped.

Fang Xiaozai stood there quietly and tried hard to recall, so all kinds of images swarmed in his mind, dreams with unknown meanings, people in the dreams, those strange names...

"Brother, this is the wine I brewed myself, and outsiders are not allowed to drink it."

"Brother Fang, Ruochen will order tea for you when you come back."

"Master, let's go!"

Fang Xiaozai lowered his eyes, his brows were a little dignified.

Maybe I... shouldn't make a decision so early!

Thinking of this, he slowly put down the copper candlestick in his hand.Originally, he was wondering about his identity, but when those subordinates said that, his doubts became more serious, but what happened afterwards made him too shocked, and he lost his sense in a panic.

I shouldn't trust Ye Qingyun so easily, especially his attitude of hesitating to talk about his past and avoiding talking about it. Although I don't know what he wants to do, but before everything is clear, I don't know what to do. It should be such a decision.

Thinking of this, I felt a lot more relieved, touched the stabbed neck, but laughed because of my stupid behavior just now.

knock knock!

The door was knocked lightly twice, and the person who knocked on the door was just right, Ye Qingyun's deep and mellow voice sounded along with the knock, "Yinfeng, are you inside?"

Fang Xiaozai was stunned for a moment, remembering the violent words and deeds of that person not long ago, he didn't want to see him, but he knew that he had no room to refuse.

"Yes, the door is not locked," he replied.

The door creaked open, the sound of boots scraping the ground.

"Why don't you light the lamp?" said the man, and the footsteps came towards him.

He hurriedly hid the copper candlestick he was still holding behind his back, but accidentally slammed into the cabinet behind him, the candlestick fell to the ground with a bang, and rolled away.

"Is there no candle?"

Ye Qingyun asked, and then he heard the other person's footsteps walking away from him, the cabinet was opened, the flint clicked and then hissed, he could feel a faint light, and then there seemed to be a shadow blocking the door. in front of.

"Yinfeng, what happened to your neck?"

Fang Xiaozai naturally didn't want him to know what he was going to do just now, so he turned around, "It's nothing..." Before he finished speaking, the other party's breath was already close at hand, his warm palm was pressed against his neck, and his fingers were pressing The place where he was going to stab it just now, that is, the throat, is also the place where he just grabbed him not long ago...

Fang Xiaozai couldn't help trembling, but he felt his fingers caressing gently there, as if he was afraid that he would hurt, as if he felt pity and heartache.

"Sorry, I couldn't control my emotions during the day." Ye Qingyun apologized in a low voice.

In fact, he was outside the door early in the morning, and when he saw the man holding the candlestick and aiming the pointed end at his neck, Ye Qingyun almost broke in.

That person didn't do anything wrong, even because of his existence, Suye's condition stabilized a lot, but he imposed so many burdens that didn't belong to him on his shoulders.

Chasing the exciting and bloody life on the river, wandering around for a long time, I almost forgot that there are people who are pure and kind in this world... just like him, who obviously can't remember anything, who obviously can't even see his eyes He couldn't see it, but he still insisted on the principle of doing things that he felt was correct.

For a moment, Ye Qingyun had a reverie, wondering what this person was like before he lost his memory?But... once he regained his memory, he was going to leave here, right?

Thinking of this, Ye Qingyun realized that she was a little reluctant for him to leave...

why?

Ye Qingyun thought, maybe he is really similar to Yinfeng in some ways, so when he thinks that he will leave, he will feel reluctant...it must be like this.

Fang Xiaozai found it hard to imagine that an arrogant and violent person like Ye Qingyun put down his body and apologized, although this was not the first time.He swallowed, but couldn't speak.It's not that I don't want to speak, but I don't dare, and I don't know what to say.

forgive?Or do you want to continue to question your past?

Seemingly seeing his hesitation, Ye Qingyun spoke again, "First I lost my memory, now I can't see, no one will feel better. The doctor said to relax and not be too sad, so I don't want to talk to you Talking about your past, I’m afraid it’s not good if you think too much. And many things are not what you see now..."

Fang Xiaozai raised his head and looked in the direction of the voice, "Then will you speak in the future?"

The other party's hand moved away from his neck, then touched his cheek, and patted him comfortingly, "I'll tell you if your eyes recover."

The little expectation in my heart disappeared, Fang Xiaozai lowered his head sadly, wondering if there is any possibility of seeing him again in this life.

"Don't worry, the doctor can save anyone who stepped into the gate of hell." Ye Qingyun was still comforting, and after a moment of silence, he said, "I promise you, I will not kill people casually in the future, including all the people in the villa. The same goes for your subordinates, do you think this is okay?"

Fang Xiaozai stood there almost in a daze, unable to believe what he heard.

"Seeing how you reacted so much during the day, since you don't like it, I'll give you an order. In the future, when you 'buy and sell', as long as you do what we said, you'll let them live." Ye Qingyun helped him to the side and sat down. "Actually, I also had a plan early on. Several hall masters in the villa have already married wives and had children. I want to send some of the manpower out of the villa to do serious business. This will also make it easier for the hall masters to arrange their families."

Fang Xiaozai, the hall master that Ye Qingyun mentioned, has met before. Those few people are Ye Qingyun's confidantes, they hold a lot of power in their hands, and all the affairs in the villa are also handled by them.

Fang Xiaozai didn't say good or bad, because he didn't know whether these words were planned by Ye Qingyun in the first place, or whether they were said to coax him.

"What? You don't believe me?"

"No." With mixed feelings, Fang Xiaozai replied against his will, "You have the final say in the villa, and whatever you think is fine."

"Hehe!" Ye Qingyun laughed, and stroked his head habitually, "I don't like that kind of work with hands and feet tied up, but it's fine if you think it's good."

Fang Xiaozai was taken aback in his heart again, he knew that Ye Qingyun was not the kind of person who would compromise easily, but in front of him, he always kept giving in.

"Qingyun, you don't have to consider my feelings, if you think about the past..."

Before finishing speaking, Ye Qingyun interrupted, "Let's talk about it at that time."

It seemed that Ye Qingyun had made up his mind, and Fang Xiaozai knew that it would be meaningless to say any more, so he stopped speaking.Ye Qingyun asked him a few more words, nothing more than not to worry too much and to relax, and then left.

Facing Jing Liao in the room, Fang Xiaozai began to analyze Ye Qingyun.

Arrogant, domineering, and willful, but sometimes gentle and considerate to the bone.

If he is not Luo Yinfeng, then what is the purpose of Ye Qingyun staying behind?If I am the real Luo Yinfeng, then the relationship between brothers is really good, I am cared for everywhere, and I am so accommodating...

Thinking of this, Fang Xiaozai couldn't help reaching out to touch his cheek—the place Ye Qingyun touched before.

It's not because of amnesia that they can't tell the difference. Ye Qingyun treats the hall masters like brothers, but the relationship of drinking together, eating meat and sharing blessings and misfortunes is compared with his relationship with himself. Inside, it's a bit depressing and ambiguous, not just because of the blood relationship.

Thinking of this, Fang Xiaozai quickly stopped his speculation, he felt that he shouldn't think about Ye Qingyun in that way.

In the days that followed, Fang Xiaozai focused all his thoughts on cooperating with the doctor's treatment.

The effect of the golden needle crossing the acupoints is obvious, within a few days Fang Xiaozai can see blurred images.

Knowing that his condition had improved, Ye Qingyun was inexplicably happy, as if there was nothing in the world that made him happier than this.So he didn't know where to get the precious medicinal materials, and he forced and lured him to eat it. As long as the doctor ordered, Ye Qingyun would do it without humming. He had never seen him so obedient.

Ye Qingyun stayed by the side until the day when the gauze soaked in medicinal juice was removed and applied to the eyes.The gauze was wrapped around and around, and when it was completely removed, the air in the room seemed to be frozen, only the simmering pot of medicine on the stove was gurgling, and everyone held their breath and waited. his response.

Fang Xiaozai blinked his dry eyes, his eyes brightened, the surrounding things turned from blurry to clear, and then the first thing he saw was Ye Qingyun's anxious, worried face, which was mixed with several emotions.

"How is it?" Ye Qingyun approached him and asked cautiously.

Fang Xiaozai blinked, then nodded.

Ye Qingyun frowned, "Don't just nod, quickly tell me whether you can see or not?"

"I see..." Fang Xiaozai said softly, and then he saw Ye Qingyun's eyes widened in disbelief.

"Say it again."

He smiled, "I can see it."

"Be more clear."

"I can see it, I can see it clearly!"

Ye Qingyun stared at him for a while, and then yelled "Ah", picked him up from the chair and turned around on the spot, laughing while turning, "Great! Really great!"

Ye Qingyun's chest was filled with joy that he hadn't experienced for many years, even he himself didn't understand why he was as happy as if he had healed himself because his eyes were cured.

Seeing his clear eyes shining again, his eyes full of disbelief, his face showing a funny expression of bewilderment and not knowing whether to laugh or cry, Ye Qingyun couldn't help but feel a sense of hope. The urge to hug him, and then, he did it.

That feeling of hugging and fullness filled the vacant place, whether it was physically or psychologically, Ye Qingyun couldn't help thinking in her heart, it would be great if she could never remember... that way she could stay in the Here, always be my hidden wind.

Because of his recovery, the villa celebrated for three days.

Fang Xiaozai was naturally happy, but he was even more uneasy when he was happy.When the golden needle crossed the acupoint and after he fully recovered his eyesight, images that had nothing to do with the present flashed in his mind from time to time. Just like the dreams he once had, those fleeting images were not the people and things in Suye Villa at all.

The bustling town, the huge mansion, the workshop with the smell of wine, the son who called him "Big Brother", the scene of the gentle and elegant son on the pier sending him on board, and... burning, killing, looting, and being caught in a sea of ​​flames among!

He remembered that when he just woke up, he was told that he lost his memory due to a head injury. If those images were really his memory, then could his memory loss be related to the killing?

After his eyesight recovered, Fang Xiaozai waited for Ye Qingyun to fulfill his promise to tell him——his past.But Ye Qingyun seems to have forgotten about this matter, or deliberately avoided this topic...

In fact, on Ye Qingyun's side, Fang Xiaozai had long given up hope. If he wanted to speak up, he would naturally speak up. If he didn't want to, no one could do anything to him.Rather than pinning hopes on him, it would be more practical to investigate by himself, but the only fragments of images left in his mind were those, repeated over and over without any progress.

On this day, a servant from the villa came to report that an old friend of Erdang's family learned that Erdang's family had returned to the villa. He hadn't seen him for a long time and missed him very much.

Fang Xiaozai couldn't help being puzzled and a little excited after hearing this. This was the first time someone who knew the "him before" came to him after he woke up. There had never been such a situation before. I don't know if it was true that no one came to him. , were still blocked by Ye Qingyun.

Thinking of Ye Qingyun, he asked the servants if they had seen Da Dangjia, and the servants replied that Da Dangjia and the hall master went out for "business".Only then did he realize something, thinking that Ye Qingyun was not around, and the servants couldn't make decisions, so he let him know about it.

Fang Xiaozai got up and straightened his clothes, "Take me to see him."

He told his servants that if Ye Qingyun asked, he would say that he was bored and panicked, and went for a walk in the town, and then left with the person sent by the other party.

Suye Villa was built near the mountain, and wherever he followed that person, he had to go through a section of water and then reach a certain small island.

The island is smoky and misty, and strange rocks and grasses can be seen everywhere, just like a fairyland.

Fang Xiaozai was led to an octagonal glazed pavilion near the water. In front of the stone table in the pavilion was a man with a white satin shirt and long hair lightly pulled, boiling water and making tea.

Hearing people's voices, turning around, the breeze blows through the ears, the mist lifts slightly, and it looks elegant and elegant.

Fang Xiaozai clasped his hands together and searched for the remaining memories in his mind, but there was no such person.The other party smiled but did not speak, and only made a gesture of "please take a seat".

Fang Xiaozai was not polite, walked over, rolled up his clothes and sat down.

"Young master, I heard from the person who brought me here that you are my old friend, but I was injured a month ago and I don't remember what happened before, so please forgive me for being rude."

With a smile of unknown meaning on the corner of the other party's mouth, he picked up the purple gold sand copper kettle on the charcoal stove, poured water gracefully, and then offered the teacup in front of him.

"I grew up with Yinfeng and Qingyun since childhood, and have a deep relationship, but..." Although the other party smiled, but looked at him with cold eyes, "I have never met you before."

Fang Xiaozai only felt a bang in his head, and he was stunned for a long time before returning to his senses.His hands were shaking so much that he could hardly hold the cup, he looked fixedly at the man in front of him, "You didn't lie to me?"

"I have no reason with you, why should I lie to you?"

"Luo Yinfeng really has someone else?"

"Indeed. Although the last time we met was several years ago, Yinfeng was born with a good frame for practicing martial arts. He was born chic and elegant. .”

Fang Xiaozai lowered his eyes and thought for a while, then grabbed the edge of the table and leaned slightly, "Then do you know who I am?"

The other party picked up the teacup in front of him, put aside the tea leaves leisurely with the cup lid, took a sip, and said, "I don't know."

Hearing what he said, Fang Xiaozai couldn't help feeling a little sad. Although he himself had doubts like that, but after it was confirmed, the feeling in his heart was so complicated that it was hard to describe.

Lost, bewildered, confused, and somewhat fearful.

He thought about it for a while, but pulled himself together, took a sip of the tea on the table with a smile on his face, and said softly, "Good tea!" When he looked up, he met the interested expression on the other party's face, which was exactly looking at him.

He nodded and smiled, "Since I drank the young master's tea, I can be regarded as an acquaintance. I don't know how to call the young master?"

The other party's always indifferent expression brightened, and he cupped his hands and said, "Shangguan Lan Rong is the master of this water island."

"It's a pleasure to meet you." Then he laughed at himself, "It's just that I really can't remember who I am. If Mr. Shangguan doesn't mind, let me call me Yinfeng for now. My name is just for people to call, it doesn't mean anything."

The other party also laughed, "Yes, the name is just for people to call, as long as you know who you are in the future. In fact, when I heard that the second head of Suye Villa came back, I knew that this person was not the real Luo Yinfeng..."

Fang Xiaozai put down the teacup, and looked at the other party with sincere eyes, wishing to hear more about it.

Shangguan Lanrong thought for a while, and then said, "Because the real Luo Yinfeng will never go back to Suye Mountain Villa again. And the reason why I sent someone to invite you when Qingyun was away is because of this The "substitute" is a little curious..."

"Then why didn't you point it out in front of Qingyun, but secretly asked me out?"

"I think you should have seen Qingyun's temper. In fact, very few people outside the villa know of your existence. Obviously, Qingyun doesn't want too many people to know. If I tell you in person, maybe I won't be able to sit so peacefully today. I'm here to drink tea with you."

Fang Xiaozai was thinking about Shangguan Lanrong's words, so no one came to him in the past few months... because he is not Luo Yinfeng at all!

But, why did Ye Qingyun do this?Or was it like what those subordinates said last time, because Mrs. Suye, who was insane, recognized him as "Luo Yinfeng", so he made the mistake and left him to appease Suye?

However, for a stand-in, Ye Qingyun seemed to be too kind to him, healed his wounds, healed his eyes, even as long as it was what he said, Ye Qingyun almost did it one by one.

Fang Xiaozai was caught in his own thoughts, and was awakened by the other party's "hidden wind" a few times.

Shangguan Lanrong seemed to see what he was wondering, and said, "I can't figure out Qingyun's purpose for doing this, and you also know that Mrs. Suye is insane, and getting sick is even more troublesome. If you can appease It’s not unreasonable for Qingyun to keep her. You’ve lost your memory anyway, so you won’t pose a threat to the villa.”

Having said that, he stopped, with a slightly dignified expression, "I don't think Qingyun will harm you, but I still have to tell you something──"

"Please say."

"Although Qingyun and Yinfeng are cousins... But it seems that Qingyun's feelings for his cousin are not just as simple as cousins..."

Fang Xiaozai was taken aback for a moment, then lowered his eyes and carefully chewed on the other party's words.

It's not just a simple relationship between cousins... what kind of emotion does it contain?

There was a slight palpitation in his heart, he seemed to understand something, but he didn't seem to fully understand it.

"Sir Shangguan, I wonder why you told me this?" He asked.

When Shangguan Lan Rong heard this, she laughed, poured another cup of tea for him, and said, "Having an unethical love for one's brother is not tolerated by the world. Qingyun won't be so obvious , but I grew up with them, I can guess what Qingyun is thinking with every look and movement, not to mention that I have seen it with my own eyes..."

Speaking of this, Shangguan Lan Rong didn't say any more.

Fang Xiaozai thought to himself, this Shangguan Lan Rong made a twist in everything he said, although he had a kind face and friendly person, but he didn't know whether this politeness was true or not.

Shangguan Lan Rong took a sip of the teacup before continuing, "The reason why I want to remind you is that I want you to understand—that person may not be really good to you. One day you are no longer "Hidden Wind", and Qingyun will become someone you have never known before."

Fang Xiaozai's hands trembled, and the tea in the cup splashed onto his fingers, which turned red, but he didn't realize it.

On the way back, Fang Xiaozai kept thinking about Shangguan Lanrong's last words.

"Scattered flowers are gradually becoming charming, and the flowers in the mirror of water and moon are empty and sad. Don't sink into it, otherwise it will be difficult to extricate yourself."

Why do you get confused?Why do you get caught up in it?And why... so hard to extricate myself?

He thought about it all the way, but he didn't understand.

I wanted to go back to the villa quietly without letting Ye Qingyun know, but just as I walked to the door, I saw a figure rushing out.

Ye Qingyun looked worried and angry, "Where did you go?"

He was stunned by the opponent's aura, and the hand holding his arm was surprisingly strong.

"I, I'm just a little bored... I'm here, I went for a walk down the mountain..." After typing out the manuscript a thousand times, and talking to the servants, Ye Qingyun was so frightened, but still He stuttered and felt guilty.

Ye Qingyun loosened his grip on his hand, but her tone was still reproachful and questioning, "Why didn't you even bring a servant? Your eyes just recovered, what if something happens?"

The face of the man in front of him, which should have been hostile and flamboyant, was now filled with uneasiness and anxiety. The setting sun slanted, and the afterglow of the setting sun spread down, adding a bit of softness to that elegant and elegant face carved like a sculpture. It even made him look a lot gentler.

"It won't happen next time." Fang Xiaozai lowered his head and said softly, like a child who knows he has done something wrong.

The other party seemed to realize that his tone was a little harsh, and his hand relaxed a little, "Okay, let's eat, the food is cold."

Follow him into the dining room, the dinner looks like it has already been served, but the dishes are still steaming.He missed the noon meal, and at this moment, his stomach was also empty, so he ate without looking at his image as soon as he sat down.

But Ye Qingyun didn't enjoy the meal very peacefully, as soon as he picked up the chopsticks, the hall master came in and whispered something in his ear.Across the table, I couldn't hear clearly. I only grasped a few escaped words, which seemed to be "site", "poison seven", and "severe injury". Fang Xiaozai thought about it, but still couldn't guess where they were. say what.

By the time the hall master finished reporting the matter and Ye Qingyun asked him to leave first, he had already come down in a whirlwind.

Ye Qingyun glanced at the soup leftovers on the table, but laughed, "Are you starving? It's rare to see you have such a good appetite." Without moving his chopsticks, he just watched him eat.

"Qingyun, why don't you eat?" Seeing that the other party didn't move his chopsticks, he put down the bowl and asked, and then he noticed that the food on the table was almost swept away by him, and he couldn't help but blush secretly, a little apologetic. "I'm starving, what do you want to eat, I'll ask the kitchen to make some for you."

Ye Qingyun shook his head, "Seeing how delicious your food is, I feel full." He picked up the chopsticks and put another chicken wing into his bowl, "Eat more, I don't know if your eyesight will improve after recovery." I didn’t realize that I managed to fatten you up a bit before, and then all of you went back haggard.”

Then, as if noticing something, Ye Qingyun leaned over and took his hand, "What's wrong with you? When did you get burned?" Before he could answer, he turned around and beckoned someone to bring the medicine box.

The medicine box was brought up quickly, and Ye Qingyun carefully applied the medicine on his hands. The ointment exuded a faint orchid fragrance, which was cool.Ye Qingyun's movements were extraordinarily gentle and careful, under the stroking of his fingers, there were bursts of itching in places that were not serious.

Fang Xiaozai stared blankly at the other party, and Shangguan Lanrong's voice sounded in his mind.

"That person's kindness to you may not be really good. If one day you are no longer "Hidden Wind", Qingyun will become a person you have never known..."

Snapped!

The chopsticks in his hand slipped off the table, and the person opposite stopped and looked at him puzzled, "What's wrong? Did I hurt you?"

Fang Xiaozai withdrew his hand and stood up in a hurry, "No! I, I'm full!" After saying this, he turned around and ran towards his room.

I am not Luo Yinfeng, so I can't bear his kindness to me!

He plunged into his room as if fleeing, leaning his back against the door panel and panting heavily, feeling something thumping in his chest, as if he was about to jump out.

The scene just now came to mind, Ye Qingyun's worry, his meticulousness, and the tenderness he showed only to him.He used to enjoy the care given by the other party without any scruples, but from the moment the truth was revealed, he could no longer accept it with peace of mind.

If he was not Luo Yinfeng, how would Ye Qingyun treat him?

Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the fox fur hanging on the screen, Fang Xiaozai walked slowly over to take it off, stroking it with his fingers.

If one day he was no longer Luo Yinfeng, would he still take care of himself like this?Will you still try to find interesting things to please yourself?Will he be in a mess because of his blindness, and actually believe in the ridiculous method of changing eyes?Would he wait so anxiously at the gate of the villa for his return?meeting……

After he woke up from the coma, he kept talking with him to relieve his boredom, making him almost forget about being depressed; the day his eyes recovered, he was really happy for him, and he even remembered that he hugged him up My hands were trembling all the time...

Fang Xiaozai didn't dare to think about it, in this villa, only Ye Qingyun treated him the best, as if he had been poisoned, knowing that this should not belong to him, but he just didn't want to lose it.

Now... what should I do?

What should he do?

As "Yinfeng", continue to enjoy the other party's giving, or find yourself, go out from this place, from the shadow of "Luo Yinfeng" completely?

Fang Xiaozai felt that he... was at a loss.